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ISSUE #1
Author: 暮汐
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Author: 暮汐
ISSUE #1
#1 麻木
No Plagiarism!TbZjwVV8FHqtY7gcdW5Qposted on PＥNAＮＡ

曾經有一段時間 我感受到的變得越來越少

是在開心嗎 我不知道

是在悲傷嗎 我也不知道

完全不能表達出自己的情緒及感覺

甚至可以説是不知道390Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAN2RUGByw

那時的我很平靜 異常地平靜

內心平靜得如死水 哭也不懂得哭

聽到有趣的笑話 與朋友外出遊玩時的笑

就像是為了做個表情回應他人一樣

我感受不了快樂也感受不了傷心 憤怒也一樣

我曾經一度以為這是一件好事

因為當沒有甚麼感受時 就不會受到傷害

也不會覺得心痛

可是 真的是這樣嗎

人類是不可能沒有情緒的

一個再理性的人也不可能猶如機械人一樣

毫無感受 即使看清了也依舊會難受

也許 是心中的聲音變得越來越微弱

不停走在吵鬧人群中的你漸漸聽不到自己聲音

情緒開始被埋藏了在心底 

而你的心上續漸長出荊棘

或許是你太久沒有好好看過它

或許是你太久沒有好好照顧它

又或許 是你根本没想過正視它

才使荊棘在心上不停生長 

直到心上每一處都流着由被隱藏的情緒腐爛而成的黑色血液

一切 也變得沒所謂了。

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