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「喂。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAgUdVK0RV1c
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音,眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發,氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。853Please respect copyright.PENANAIZ5zlFpXQF
「我失戀了......」853Please respect copyright.PENANALDlJR9tpY1
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「你在哪裡?別喝酒。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA6szd7u5cCg
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲,搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐,向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上,電話也沒掛就失去意識,剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。853Please respect copyright.PENANAy0MDAbBJrY
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人,總是在不停的跌倒中成長。853Please respect copyright.PENANANLrOU3VwUJ
我總相信,自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。853Please respect copyright.PENANAq08zGd1dp4
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著,我坐在吧檯前,身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。853Please respect copyright.PENANA7g1st6Z7Cn
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他是嚴祐俊,我的青梅竹馬。853Please respect copyright.PENANAFRE4Y4Iz8d
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊,但我知道,他其實是個非常溫柔的人。853Please respect copyright.PENANAFHnZgVcBjY
冰山只是假象,裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。853Please respect copyright.PENANAMZk3ON9bmh
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。853Please respect copyright.PENANA5HmHOaOcOf
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「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線,我只能回以孱弱的乾笑,努力抬起嘴角弧度。853Please respect copyright.PENANAE7b1cZokoq
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啊,不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。853Please respect copyright.PENANA4EmSNo6fpZ
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知道一定會被罵到臭頭,我也只能將錯就錯下去,無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。853Please respect copyright.PENANAJGuFghLH7s
「我要一杯威士忌!」853Please respect copyright.PENANA2iaBtIel1L
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酒保點點頭,我看著他純熟的倒酒,晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌,像暖陽似的,有點美。853Please respect copyright.PENANAtQlXrtPDWf
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「先生你的威士忌。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA7D9X9oYcif
待清脆的聲音響起,我正打算拿起杯子時,隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走,我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。853Please respect copyright.PENANAwDdarQtLpG
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上,招來了幾個客人的視線。853Please respect copyright.PENANAWqFdMyqPLu
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「……」我沉默的盯著他看,表情十足像受傷的幼犬,心裡不知道哇咧了幾次,只能等死。853Please respect copyright.PENANA8JbnEq51ro
「……」他的視線不容反駁,也完全無視裝可憐攻勢,直接把我穿透的稀爛。853Please respect copyright.PENANA9xk6mBhscI
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不妙,他超生氣的…853Please respect copyright.PENANA1VQAbLcPL4
唰。853Please respect copyright.PENANA54h3l5sEZP
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前,一回頭,看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼,我只能尷尬的笑笑,挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。853Please respect copyright.PENANA4dxAPcPBoW
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「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形,伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。853Please respect copyright.PENANAKKx3TlKCgp
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他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。853Please respect copyright.PENANAcQFYLIB8Oc
「威士忌。」853Please respect copyright.PENANASgiKPALAMB
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「欸,還喝…?」我嚇到傻眼,站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了!」853Please respect copyright.PENANAUHUxsDN1bi
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他抬起頭,用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我,不發一語,只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上,幾乎要埋進我的肚子,像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。853Please respect copyright.PENANAxd6JPuh2Y9
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我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常,意外的凌亂,下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮,明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…853Please respect copyright.PENANAWsjjr7C28o
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以自己的力氣背不動他,我拍拍他的肩膀,將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走,我們叫車回家。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAaUNYAn3t2y
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下,期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人,深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。853Please respect copyright.PENANARGF1BCeXNc
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走出電梯,我翻了下門邊的信箱,鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭,輕笑了下,這是他一直以來的習慣。853Please respect copyright.PENANA906jdeupzU
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扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室,附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。853Please respect copyright.PENANADnd5KkBnfF
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瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬,直接就讓他這麼躺上床。853Please respect copyright.PENANAD2tS6DHE8Z
他的酒量應該不是這麼差,卻讓自己醉成這樣,實在有些蹊蹺。853Please respect copyright.PENANABPFpHdfBpf
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真的有什麼感情上的心事,他也不會跟我說吧?853Please respect copyright.PENANA1SmINGSk7E
是之前告訴我的那個人,嗎…853Please respect copyright.PENANA4OtlFIGiCA
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搖搖頭不再多想什麼,再次將視線放回床上,想破頭也於事無補。853Please respect copyright.PENANAOjFHPIhDTc
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嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉,毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇,我跟你說喔---」853Please respect copyright.PENANA4FTntUdO8X
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「好好,我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊,手卻被床上的人一把拉住,瞬間來的重心不穩,就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。853Please respect copyright.PENANAarEtehgARO
「嗚哇!」853Please respect copyright.PENANAH2wf6XRNyp
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「對不起!有沒有壓到你?這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉,將身體微微撐起。853Please respect copyright.PENANAG8Jsg8zNKe
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著,853Please respect copyright.PENANAefRsH8eIjU
我有多久,沒見過他發自內心的笑容了?853Please respect copyright.PENANAmTk3NRlaNV
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我看著他閉目的俊臉,不知不覺有些著迷,完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡,自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗,卻總是為了誰保持單身。853Please respect copyright.PENANAhCxSKS2dwu
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我認真的注視著,忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。853Please respect copyright.PENANAYnwk7dxRDA
哇,眼睫毛好長…853Please respect copyright.PENANANDpF0nxhKZ
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突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道,我來不及反應,只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉,心跳無意的漏了半拍。853Please respect copyright.PENANAs0xvRZQLQR
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被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭,自然而然的將唇貼了上來,溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。853Please respect copyright.PENANAleDJ7LwDrW
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…咦?853Please respect copyright.PENANA8XTQFRpNzp
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況,嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣,撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇,擅自深入翻攪。853Please respect copyright.PENANA0PPzRRwX9U
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「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡,我掙扎著扭動,卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」853Please respect copyright.PENANA6mVf6dGoFs
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在快無法呼吸的前一秒,他的動作驟然停止,我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊,卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。853Please respect copyright.PENANAJpRnQSu97I
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上,長瀏海擋住了表情,他發出低低的嗚咽。853Please respect copyright.PENANAHEpupp1DVu
「愛你,不可以嗎…」853Please respect copyright.PENANAbwvP4SxlBm
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…他把我,誤認成誰了?853Please respect copyright.PENANAjEMo7W5Zd3
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我哭得說不出話,只是搖搖頭,抄起他放在床邊的手機,刪除了自己的號碼後,不發一語的離開,像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。853Please respect copyright.PENANAjlaOX34I1w
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他,沒有挽留。853Please respect copyright.PENANAN0U2QByNHt
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我喜歡姜幸宇。853Please respect copyright.PENANAEsoenCiEWs
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看,只因為這樣,想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去,於是一直陪在他的身邊。853Please respect copyright.PENANAUue92Pmlqy
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十七歲那年,我們兩個坐在速食店裡,看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天,臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。853Please respect copyright.PENANA38QU91dY8X
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「喜歡一個人,是怎樣的感覺?」吸了一口可樂,我淡淡的開口。853Please respect copyright.PENANAWiuxNr4PYN
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「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下,臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」853Please respect copyright.PENANAd9cxUo5dH3
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「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇,想想之前好像也有類似的想像。853Please respect copyright.PENANAHFHzADiiU1
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想像把他壓在身下,盡情的疼愛他什麼的。853Please respect copyright.PENANAVh56uT97Jw
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聽他一說,我才終於意識到這件事。853Please respect copyright.PENANAk2aJZjshnc
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我愛上了姜幸宇。853Please respect copyright.PENANA742VnmcS1a
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。853Please respect copyright.PENANAwdozp40KGW
我愛上了不該愛上的,他。853Please respect copyright.PENANAAF2DQ9aEcp
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那天在喝了幾杯酒,醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他,清醒過來時被他用力的甩開,我看著心愛的人的眼淚,這次終於是為我而落下的。853Please respect copyright.PENANA4NuZ7y9CZR
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但,這並不是自己想要的…853Please respect copyright.PENANAAOv0yzuJae
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他的眼淚讓我的心很痛,在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時,我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。853Please respect copyright.PENANAG6yPO3k0Yi
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我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界,我們的關係,都是被我打壞的。853Please respect copyright.PENANAKP32Do2i8i
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明明,我只希望一直守護著他的笑容,卻反而奪走了他的笑容。853Please respect copyright.PENANADm3ZKgYH5s
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機,看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼,我無法按下儲存。853Please respect copyright.PENANARKwZehywBi
所輸入的號碼不會儲存,確定要返回嗎?853Please respect copyright.PENANA0mdQWpApjI
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「啪!」853Please respect copyright.PENANA1kb5ptJDaj
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我把手機丟了出去,毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁,和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你,便一無所有…853Please respect copyright.PENANA9KpOrQgsEO
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■ 有人說,太完美的愛是浪費時間,只因我們都是殘缺的。853Please respect copyright.PENANArSeQ3jXMDm
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好,只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了,
其實那又是,另一個故事了。853Please respect copyright.PENANAlJWSqYXTH7
能確定的是,我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡,持續的成長著,成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到,那時候……
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