用模糊的視線滑開手機通訊錄，隨便點了其中某個聯絡的特別頻繁的頭像，邊撥打了出去，煩躁的嘟嘟聲響了沒幾下便被接起，電話那頭傳來熟悉的溫柔嗓音。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLIqaRGp6f
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「喂。」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwa58UA7dL
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhuE6RANfv
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOa9W47hWs
「我失戀了......」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ0KRWMUty
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTYAI7ruWr
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt18kXKwsxm
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1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr39BvxQwc6
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7YGl5zOib
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCMyWmOYPe
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7DSxBKZ4g
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOUiIB7XcG
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaygURV1OyF
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYI0XQYtbm
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFIEPCVZkH
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpiRG7HXXJ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLdyMgjsq9
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo5Ey4dED7
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU5G90jKmn
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y0TEwkAIG
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jEJs3aE8z
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5fs4QItJ2
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK9j85VrVC
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J8RXtlf8l
「我要一杯威士忌！」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlmaijkZVQ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgohNs1vScU
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUZeFuPKco
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4siQcdhgd
「先生你的威士忌。」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqPgTU4dfV
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIxqn4UTqm
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOgth9lYNt
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTMWrcCrYv
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl57hN65FM
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDPA9vW6HS
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3aNqWahns
不妙，他超生氣的…1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ620b7KbFJv
唰。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEiVnizMrU
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dfSmXeWhV
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3snfz1tVng
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJYhmlIRHH
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2abGSEdlz
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUZ7yiqEbM
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYeKYMFpkN
「威士忌。」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxRubjYqN5
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yWaetq1Tj
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5SgPfqVpQ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9wt5K3R2g
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk52WlFXdV
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV9nFLLLAi
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT1AiEelTk
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcQecx6L0J
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDD2R1P61a
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmOIuIKWeD
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1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar6KHDzApv
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFb328NX4OS
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASrDDd6YNi
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X9uiSyt9K
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3ajQDvlgX
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2RiEh8LaJ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbIbCem2oo
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqrnNeKTCt
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfhWqJQxtJ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtqr1dZYRC
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2x8XioR6B
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9ZHSFXYNG
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklZcN3ikZ8
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOAG58nAbo
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zd2FXDhJK
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SvrUt9nXF
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8d3cp00zR
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfxgL1IsmL
「嗚哇！」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHROC9SbP1N
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADtZ5m4cnd
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa3N1pKPoS
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQK6PUHchh
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR3kLLdLlJ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaYzMxYvLb
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUggMNw4tZQ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE8KGtq0Pl
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEdcDRs1hk
哇，眼睫毛好長…1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rektqtBi3
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiitqL6oiux
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzlCMmiWnc
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6d4scB75s
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGxGrR4azR
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV9ssSosJq
…咦？1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA9izi0RR8
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYEuYLiR4O
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzj752js44
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftePxT8QKq
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y4e10Vlvo
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlYnIWZ08H
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi8rr1GY5J
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi9HL3pwz1
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwaojMYErX
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvcnxaUYPa
「愛你，不可以嗎…」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG2AcMoQoe
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdbQQGsWmk
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92q90rhN5N
…他把我，誤認成誰了？1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRP4KiMOfv
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9piS67O5L
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9dH1LbFxy
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNjANA7gKt
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcnZxB1mQq
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8tdc1MSlp
他，沒有挽留。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrEd4IVO4L
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhvVZHJytU
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8YTRCqstv
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1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhppUa1iFl
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNP43QUjJP
我喜歡姜幸宇。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGLEMxfcPU
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxccETYKWdL
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURZ2tAwgRN
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PfAqjjir3
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uHB9JTjqf
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OZJNtlQau
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b2GliRrAt
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o4RXWgMbB
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte3sPlDskT
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJPFCxiacC
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5zlKYrMrS
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl9OmYlW72
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95EnxMO3Ik
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DIvrzv2g3
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5y5IW2VYi
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjA8reVUteX
我愛上了姜幸宇。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhP8Sy4DJL
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfROHTTVjfU
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbKnwogrNe
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1sGPxuka3
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeU6UjvDNZ
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1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwWF4ApWfH
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ge82VN4Qb
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQYRlI1LOQ
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCxOs0bhAR
但，這並不是自己想要的…1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvbwyP6zs6
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMjVSuQyXr
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh1VWHEWDc
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01ECDEtb2V
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtTeDUsVsb
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixtPN8vvwb
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fVx3MLgQA
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxD234mbzo
1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiW17wBKye
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEJyWWsqx9
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc1QoUCpM9
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG3sCXgEp7
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。1149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCcw4HtXxu
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
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能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
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