848Please respect copyright.PENANATw4HCdAyXQ
「喂。」848Please respect copyright.PENANAwjiZ80BfZU
848Please respect copyright.PENANAgKfMqwvBP3
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音,眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發,氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。848Please respect copyright.PENANAeZQdj6sysQ
「我失戀了......」848Please respect copyright.PENANAcJefsMczK3
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「你在哪裡?別喝酒。」848Please respect copyright.PENANAwdEtvTrl26
848Please respect copyright.PENANAjdgxy1uDem
848Please respect copyright.PENANAt7FAq3GUz9
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲,搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐,向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上,電話也沒掛就失去意識,剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。848Please respect copyright.PENANApxTM5zTF2d
848Please respect copyright.PENANAyOnsdzoLSr
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848Please respect copyright.PENANAk5fSPXInsc
人,總是在不停的跌倒中成長。848Please respect copyright.PENANAkll8NSOmvW
我總相信,自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。848Please respect copyright.PENANAQgKqOWoMb1
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著,我坐在吧檯前,身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。848Please respect copyright.PENANAoJyNduFNoE
848Please respect copyright.PENANASVjpkULauu
他是嚴祐俊,我的青梅竹馬。848Please respect copyright.PENANAQYpvHudipM
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊,但我知道,他其實是個非常溫柔的人。848Please respect copyright.PENANAdsYkCu5Apf
冰山只是假象,裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。848Please respect copyright.PENANAmoIbTLEuJ0
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。848Please respect copyright.PENANALxrlqqWySW
848Please respect copyright.PENANAHqTNENqKfM
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線,我只能回以孱弱的乾笑,努力抬起嘴角弧度。848Please respect copyright.PENANAvyQ02UCQAa
848Please respect copyright.PENANADK01i7IAow
啊,不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。848Please respect copyright.PENANA5H2btGBJcA
848Please respect copyright.PENANAsO6xQHY2Xa
知道一定會被罵到臭頭,我也只能將錯就錯下去,無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。848Please respect copyright.PENANAsCEK0GSLvK
「我要一杯威士忌!」848Please respect copyright.PENANAIoYsjeuzQf
848Please respect copyright.PENANAGX5LE6doHB
酒保點點頭,我看著他純熟的倒酒,晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌,像暖陽似的,有點美。848Please respect copyright.PENANAqgcPFhwO0v
848Please respect copyright.PENANA5DisFBbUw3
「先生你的威士忌。」848Please respect copyright.PENANA2IlB23uVbs
待清脆的聲音響起,我正打算拿起杯子時,隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走,我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。848Please respect copyright.PENANAceyBB7ZsRA
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上,招來了幾個客人的視線。848Please respect copyright.PENANA4xuyqL2wp4
848Please respect copyright.PENANABBu4s7mqQ3
「……」我沉默的盯著他看,表情十足像受傷的幼犬,心裡不知道哇咧了幾次,只能等死。848Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ14IZsRBX
「……」他的視線不容反駁,也完全無視裝可憐攻勢,直接把我穿透的稀爛。848Please respect copyright.PENANAL7Vr8rl1Gt
848Please respect copyright.PENANAVrHm1plJGz
不妙,他超生氣的…848Please respect copyright.PENANAxbY1V5b96H
唰。848Please respect copyright.PENANAuJM3CoIPYv
848Please respect copyright.PENANAoY0MgOUVl9
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前,一回頭,看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼,我只能尷尬的笑笑,挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。848Please respect copyright.PENANATBlwrmbrVH
848Please respect copyright.PENANAoRVhlIfZky
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形,伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。848Please respect copyright.PENANApuCzBrUNab
848Please respect copyright.PENANAbngpt08KO6
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。848Please respect copyright.PENANAnWsG8D0U4G
「威士忌。」848Please respect copyright.PENANArqHZBckt2s
848Please respect copyright.PENANAIqtJ4j7K7s
「欸,還喝…?」我嚇到傻眼,站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了!」848Please respect copyright.PENANAdHS4vWQi3I
848Please respect copyright.PENANANIM74L0Cm5
他抬起頭,用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我,不發一語,只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上,幾乎要埋進我的肚子,像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。848Please respect copyright.PENANAKe9LqHY7fY
848Please respect copyright.PENANAGtTe3POuzH
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常,意外的凌亂,下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮,明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…848Please respect copyright.PENANAxRzuzpSHgG
848Please respect copyright.PENANANRk5uq0zmf
以自己的力氣背不動他,我拍拍他的肩膀,將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走,我們叫車回家。」848Please respect copyright.PENANAQzZYRBdw0g
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下,期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人,深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。848Please respect copyright.PENANAcqxOFgkNZ4
848Please respect copyright.PENANAXRGSabdxZM
走出電梯,我翻了下門邊的信箱,鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭,輕笑了下,這是他一直以來的習慣。848Please respect copyright.PENANArdAxvJYu18
848Please respect copyright.PENANANe28OlKcIO
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室,附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。848Please respect copyright.PENANAnVgJJ9sIAg
848Please respect copyright.PENANAArvu3T42Xu
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬,直接就讓他這麼躺上床。848Please respect copyright.PENANAfxCPAl7PjQ
他的酒量應該不是這麼差,卻讓自己醉成這樣,實在有些蹊蹺。848Please respect copyright.PENANAhbeyiOdE0Z
848Please respect copyright.PENANATSp2EbtZ54
真的有什麼感情上的心事,他也不會跟我說吧?848Please respect copyright.PENANA0CKGPgZPYi
是之前告訴我的那個人,嗎…848Please respect copyright.PENANAVSE15Jg15A
848Please respect copyright.PENANAzAwwW4RmbT
搖搖頭不再多想什麼,再次將視線放回床上,想破頭也於事無補。848Please respect copyright.PENANATokj58YQ8i
848Please respect copyright.PENANAPyuPSchh4y
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉,毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇,我跟你說喔---」848Please respect copyright.PENANAqz81Gvd0Pg
848Please respect copyright.PENANA0tkOZxTVZH
「好好,我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊,手卻被床上的人一把拉住,瞬間來的重心不穩,就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。848Please respect copyright.PENANAbf7zZ0jpd1
「嗚哇!」848Please respect copyright.PENANA13v4JofkVc
848Please respect copyright.PENANAw3fbsOLKwn
「對不起!有沒有壓到你?這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉,將身體微微撐起。848Please respect copyright.PENANAHKpONSQfPQ
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著,848Please respect copyright.PENANAc7vjw705yQ
我有多久,沒見過他發自內心的笑容了?848Please respect copyright.PENANALGWh5dHYUj
848Please respect copyright.PENANALZBPYcohMg
我看著他閉目的俊臉,不知不覺有些著迷,完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡,自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗,卻總是為了誰保持單身。848Please respect copyright.PENANANmup4ye0dS
848Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ziQmJFae
我認真的注視著,忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。848Please respect copyright.PENANAUAk8jfR6rf
哇,眼睫毛好長…848Please respect copyright.PENANAqzdtKMRm9N
848Please respect copyright.PENANAOVCOHKTfRW
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道,我來不及反應,只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉,心跳無意的漏了半拍。848Please respect copyright.PENANA0CQgybkoAj
848Please respect copyright.PENANAGeefjGM5Mu
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭,自然而然的將唇貼了上來,溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。848Please respect copyright.PENANA3H4uwXBSya
848Please respect copyright.PENANAnvezSS0TLL
…咦?848Please respect copyright.PENANAjmkJLWbqdk
848Please respect copyright.PENANAshZBcHS7ee
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況,嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣,撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇,擅自深入翻攪。848Please respect copyright.PENANAzxpXbe5MrT
848Please respect copyright.PENANA9TBduJIqz8
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡,我掙扎著扭動,卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」848Please respect copyright.PENANAPTh7CzEral
848Please respect copyright.PENANA1t1qJYggRY
在快無法呼吸的前一秒,他的動作驟然停止,我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊,卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。848Please respect copyright.PENANA6HfjiU0wYV
848Please respect copyright.PENANAKIVrHlWb8l
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上,長瀏海擋住了表情,他發出低低的嗚咽。848Please respect copyright.PENANAFikyIJUqnV
「愛你,不可以嗎…」848Please respect copyright.PENANAi2eoP9HoY2
848Please respect copyright.PENANArXiBq29YPF
848Please respect copyright.PENANAZul0slPYRi
…他把我,誤認成誰了?848Please respect copyright.PENANA31APXi8rjN
848Please respect copyright.PENANASwItWn8UPj
848Please respect copyright.PENANA5Bx5jV1hHR
我哭得說不出話,只是搖搖頭,抄起他放在床邊的手機,刪除了自己的號碼後,不發一語的離開,像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。848Please respect copyright.PENANA8LfFpxFivu
848Please respect copyright.PENANAjey6CXUhmY
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他,沒有挽留。848Please respect copyright.PENANA0DpRwNqrTs
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我喜歡姜幸宇。848Please respect copyright.PENANABGoU0a8Ua6
848Please respect copyright.PENANAMM04Mlqvc5
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看,只因為這樣,想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去,於是一直陪在他的身邊。848Please respect copyright.PENANA19YGwnLnkL
848Please respect copyright.PENANAagPnwMAUap
十七歲那年,我們兩個坐在速食店裡,看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天,臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。848Please respect copyright.PENANAARtlVPioMN
848Please respect copyright.PENANATXCEwCtD6y
「喜歡一個人,是怎樣的感覺?」吸了一口可樂,我淡淡的開口。848Please respect copyright.PENANAtlL35cNagM
848Please respect copyright.PENANANs05P7A2Js
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下,臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」848Please respect copyright.PENANAp8RxeLe5Kj
848Please respect copyright.PENANAXwdNK2jrWY
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇,想想之前好像也有類似的想像。848Please respect copyright.PENANAouy7wOQ3Le
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想像把他壓在身下,盡情的疼愛他什麼的。848Please respect copyright.PENANAI1OO0ltdiQ
848Please respect copyright.PENANAXXZjnNyM0L
聽他一說,我才終於意識到這件事。848Please respect copyright.PENANAoAQM4nATOy
848Please respect copyright.PENANAsfWEILqvhK
我愛上了姜幸宇。848Please respect copyright.PENANALDlt5Vbdh0
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。848Please respect copyright.PENANAv29yrukbLA
我愛上了不該愛上的,他。848Please respect copyright.PENANAH08u0GMXRA
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那天在喝了幾杯酒,醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他,清醒過來時被他用力的甩開,我看著心愛的人的眼淚,這次終於是為我而落下的。848Please respect copyright.PENANAHaw4HBakio
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但,這並不是自己想要的…848Please respect copyright.PENANAlSmECr13cs
848Please respect copyright.PENANAqfkOMrwC0p
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛,在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時,我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。848Please respect copyright.PENANAYHF2sXWEy5
848Please respect copyright.PENANA1xyWThXqf5
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界,我們的關係,都是被我打壞的。848Please respect copyright.PENANAr2GdBLu7ZB
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明明,我只希望一直守護著他的笑容,卻反而奪走了他的笑容。848Please respect copyright.PENANADARmfmk7Kw
848Please respect copyright.PENANAL3UUCfma3v
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機,看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼,我無法按下儲存。848Please respect copyright.PENANAhOxCBjE272
所輸入的號碼不會儲存,確定要返回嗎?848Please respect copyright.PENANA2ORgGUH2vb
848Please respect copyright.PENANAp9mYBLfQYs
「啪!」848Please respect copyright.PENANAZHJ20xt25c
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我把手機丟了出去,毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁,和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你,便一無所有…848Please respect copyright.PENANACnw9XWi5vd
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■ 有人說,太完美的愛是浪費時間,只因我們都是殘缺的。848Please respect copyright.PENANAJN7mqTUUN1
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好,只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了,
其實那又是,另一個故事了。848Please respect copyright.PENANAUL2FdopSmj
能確定的是,我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡,持續的成長著,成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到,那時候……
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