894Please respect copyright.PENANAGymxRWaBxy
「喂。」894Please respect copyright.PENANAYLyQyVs1E8
894Please respect copyright.PENANAPDSmTJV8JK
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音,眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發,氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。894Please respect copyright.PENANAmctU6QCx4w
「我失戀了......」894Please respect copyright.PENANAPjsNzHnMrB
894Please respect copyright.PENANAKvxW1PVwMR
894Please respect copyright.PENANAvUVvhN48mb
894Please respect copyright.PENANABhR1nxEBqe
「你在哪裡?別喝酒。」894Please respect copyright.PENANAGdRYKwHo7I
894Please respect copyright.PENANAlDyyV7Kyt4
894Please respect copyright.PENANAVub6YgD1mQ
894Please respect copyright.PENANAFry69Yle8C
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲,搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐,向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上,電話也沒掛就失去意識,剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。894Please respect copyright.PENANAOloebQWGw9
894Please respect copyright.PENANAwlMFLT7oR8
894Please respect copyright.PENANAGrAQAy8Jyu
894Please respect copyright.PENANAz7t5rEq1vT
人,總是在不停的跌倒中成長。894Please respect copyright.PENANASdyZepunEU
我總相信,自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。894Please respect copyright.PENANA4tjyjzDf2P
894Please respect copyright.PENANArbVI91SUh6
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894Please respect copyright.PENANApf32MYhkTd
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著,我坐在吧檯前,身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。894Please respect copyright.PENANA2nBroIIsZI
894Please respect copyright.PENANAMzSK1o8bjg
他是嚴祐俊,我的青梅竹馬。894Please respect copyright.PENANAMveTQkpy9S
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊,但我知道,他其實是個非常溫柔的人。894Please respect copyright.PENANABRyF68psWP
冰山只是假象,裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。894Please respect copyright.PENANA3YcyMHVTIK
894Please respect copyright.PENANAYb6T3uPWLH
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。894Please respect copyright.PENANA2S4HMjJQBo
894Please respect copyright.PENANAqYtlv11nif
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線,我只能回以孱弱的乾笑,努力抬起嘴角弧度。894Please respect copyright.PENANANEOSPqDnXf
894Please respect copyright.PENANA53ZA4weoPX
啊,不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。894Please respect copyright.PENANAOHFhEYAvjF
894Please respect copyright.PENANA0yCgjvDilo
知道一定會被罵到臭頭,我也只能將錯就錯下去,無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。894Please respect copyright.PENANApp9dVI0nds
「我要一杯威士忌!」894Please respect copyright.PENANACAgx2pWLIw
894Please respect copyright.PENANAhcs7Kqf4sB
酒保點點頭,我看著他純熟的倒酒,晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌,像暖陽似的,有點美。894Please respect copyright.PENANAhIvRZvxWh3
894Please respect copyright.PENANAAWoiPd9uCZ
「先生你的威士忌。」894Please respect copyright.PENANAeEVJE6wRF2
待清脆的聲音響起,我正打算拿起杯子時,隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走,我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。894Please respect copyright.PENANASblnSTKsJx
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上,招來了幾個客人的視線。894Please respect copyright.PENANAOVLnMMqufY
894Please respect copyright.PENANAjup5OuDO5i
「……」我沉默的盯著他看,表情十足像受傷的幼犬,心裡不知道哇咧了幾次,只能等死。894Please respect copyright.PENANAE7aKmxzWvG
「……」他的視線不容反駁,也完全無視裝可憐攻勢,直接把我穿透的稀爛。894Please respect copyright.PENANAj0iPtgoBpO
894Please respect copyright.PENANAxHBaENVGbE
不妙,他超生氣的…894Please respect copyright.PENANAsLZuv6i5u4
唰。894Please respect copyright.PENANAOgsEI8Sli5
894Please respect copyright.PENANAySVykC7PJc
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前,一回頭,看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼,我只能尷尬的笑笑,挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。894Please respect copyright.PENANAR6MY3m6sEn
894Please respect copyright.PENANAh4iyhe3xDO
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形,伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。894Please respect copyright.PENANATUU9KNf5X8
894Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZGAPdHRSD
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。894Please respect copyright.PENANAJYua41M5GG
「威士忌。」894Please respect copyright.PENANAJYgW6BjlPf
894Please respect copyright.PENANA3FsoOCe2Ct
「欸,還喝…?」我嚇到傻眼,站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了!」894Please respect copyright.PENANApSRn3Vefr5
894Please respect copyright.PENANALscJJxsivj
他抬起頭,用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我,不發一語,只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上,幾乎要埋進我的肚子,像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。894Please respect copyright.PENANAzFlJAg8Wz4
894Please respect copyright.PENANALtBMUwiIM1
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常,意外的凌亂,下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮,明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…894Please respect copyright.PENANAXaiyO8qhpK
894Please respect copyright.PENANA3DDYwJmpPd
以自己的力氣背不動他,我拍拍他的肩膀,將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走,我們叫車回家。」894Please respect copyright.PENANAPLGrGe7Rdh
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下,期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人,深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。894Please respect copyright.PENANAzSKeOm3Qy7
894Please respect copyright.PENANAzBUVuR5fIM
走出電梯,我翻了下門邊的信箱,鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭,輕笑了下,這是他一直以來的習慣。894Please respect copyright.PENANAUuQBv05h9w
894Please respect copyright.PENANA2M35KdHWoA
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室,附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。894Please respect copyright.PENANAQzaARBVx5c
894Please respect copyright.PENANA2LmaRrjKo0
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬,直接就讓他這麼躺上床。894Please respect copyright.PENANAXIdKC3glqm
他的酒量應該不是這麼差,卻讓自己醉成這樣,實在有些蹊蹺。894Please respect copyright.PENANAYjYxuoVY3o
894Please respect copyright.PENANAJchQS6atnx
真的有什麼感情上的心事,他也不會跟我說吧?894Please respect copyright.PENANAzCE762Uul7
是之前告訴我的那個人,嗎…894Please respect copyright.PENANAsARZkl7R81
894Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZHvjRf4M3
搖搖頭不再多想什麼,再次將視線放回床上,想破頭也於事無補。894Please respect copyright.PENANAm4lg7PQRv4
894Please respect copyright.PENANANjzoxmbujW
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉,毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇,我跟你說喔---」894Please respect copyright.PENANAfq0RitFtsX
894Please respect copyright.PENANAipKl9NBhEP
「好好,我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊,手卻被床上的人一把拉住,瞬間來的重心不穩,就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。894Please respect copyright.PENANA8guzOm1Ogy
「嗚哇!」894Please respect copyright.PENANAzoZeQI9f7g
894Please respect copyright.PENANAMQUvSkiFXz
「對不起!有沒有壓到你?這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉,將身體微微撐起。894Please respect copyright.PENANAqGsEnbAX5Y
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著,894Please respect copyright.PENANAKnViO6pYQB
我有多久,沒見過他發自內心的笑容了?894Please respect copyright.PENANAEnFTPqz7HK
894Please respect copyright.PENANASN1lyOvn5S
我看著他閉目的俊臉,不知不覺有些著迷,完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡,自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗,卻總是為了誰保持單身。894Please respect copyright.PENANAqvsmjitEh0
894Please respect copyright.PENANAvqtLLaEMkc
我認真的注視著,忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。894Please respect copyright.PENANAZSJn81IRB2
哇,眼睫毛好長…894Please respect copyright.PENANAqifkbbcSEP
894Please respect copyright.PENANAwx8TjrWdDA
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道,我來不及反應,只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉,心跳無意的漏了半拍。894Please respect copyright.PENANA03D6Zak5wG
894Please respect copyright.PENANAe76Jto372T
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭,自然而然的將唇貼了上來,溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。894Please respect copyright.PENANAmpXFElE20N
894Please respect copyright.PENANAh9vPkptPen
…咦?894Please respect copyright.PENANA8ufEdvBF0z
894Please respect copyright.PENANAGqyKNuSIxc
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況,嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣,撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇,擅自深入翻攪。894Please respect copyright.PENANAE8hgg3ggsK
894Please respect copyright.PENANAAd2CdSLV8E
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡,我掙扎著扭動,卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」894Please respect copyright.PENANAGKGNX5FSvr
894Please respect copyright.PENANA80VEGVudQ1
在快無法呼吸的前一秒,他的動作驟然停止,我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊,卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。894Please respect copyright.PENANAEQ1MHHkvyn
894Please respect copyright.PENANARVNtTXTYMG
894Please respect copyright.PENANA2cuD5MOv6P
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上,長瀏海擋住了表情,他發出低低的嗚咽。894Please respect copyright.PENANAu07b5plJaQ
「愛你,不可以嗎…」894Please respect copyright.PENANAvPeFGmZQeQ
894Please respect copyright.PENANAlfJ8G7HVxq
894Please respect copyright.PENANAMheOrc2LUB
…他把我,誤認成誰了?894Please respect copyright.PENANAcSqgKhoy0L
894Please respect copyright.PENANAlnqsAef0jO
894Please respect copyright.PENANA8XlI2MWDDo
我哭得說不出話,只是搖搖頭,抄起他放在床邊的手機,刪除了自己的號碼後,不發一語的離開,像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。894Please respect copyright.PENANAVSl8hchNUN
894Please respect copyright.PENANAPZsXWH5nX8
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他,沒有挽留。894Please respect copyright.PENANAsW53zYWuZC
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我喜歡姜幸宇。894Please respect copyright.PENANAWnASxWkQBX
894Please respect copyright.PENANAnHvJGdtcRj
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看,只因為這樣,想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去,於是一直陪在他的身邊。894Please respect copyright.PENANAo0pweE4Z78
894Please respect copyright.PENANAz1dqsOrbUR
十七歲那年,我們兩個坐在速食店裡,看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天,臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。894Please respect copyright.PENANAlKPMurcRq0
894Please respect copyright.PENANAEvELTnIGqX
「喜歡一個人,是怎樣的感覺?」吸了一口可樂,我淡淡的開口。894Please respect copyright.PENANAlvPNymrrwo
894Please respect copyright.PENANAatDKEQ6fpq
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下,臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」894Please respect copyright.PENANAlitam9tKUW
894Please respect copyright.PENANARqZT27h1jL
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇,想想之前好像也有類似的想像。894Please respect copyright.PENANAla4PDBimLQ
894Please respect copyright.PENANAv9AU0JAK4p
想像把他壓在身下,盡情的疼愛他什麼的。894Please respect copyright.PENANAF8S1CXSPhR
894Please respect copyright.PENANAY2dpgtUTwV
聽他一說,我才終於意識到這件事。894Please respect copyright.PENANAN0bf2KfOsI
894Please respect copyright.PENANAb8AKmxj68e
我愛上了姜幸宇。894Please respect copyright.PENANAnaroHNQ1Ip
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。894Please respect copyright.PENANAzNC1cY9GB1
我愛上了不該愛上的,他。894Please respect copyright.PENANABOsv5uJsll
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□894Please respect copyright.PENANASuPEa06TI5
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894Please respect copyright.PENANAEuDJhuRg1h
那天在喝了幾杯酒,醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他,清醒過來時被他用力的甩開,我看著心愛的人的眼淚,這次終於是為我而落下的。894Please respect copyright.PENANASrDIBhXjgO
894Please respect copyright.PENANAa0E8ydj8Ee
但,這並不是自己想要的…894Please respect copyright.PENANADr2PaLPHzi
894Please respect copyright.PENANAajQZ11N2TL
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛,在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時,我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。894Please respect copyright.PENANAMIBJ75QXgq
894Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ4F8YOkYj
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界,我們的關係,都是被我打壞的。894Please respect copyright.PENANASQZKLrrTfR
894Please respect copyright.PENANAJjKkXnqtoI
894Please respect copyright.PENANAb7d4Us9Cxd
明明,我只希望一直守護著他的笑容,卻反而奪走了他的笑容。894Please respect copyright.PENANA24kbDzM7dv
894Please respect copyright.PENANAy0WMoqbxU7
894Please respect copyright.PENANAqShL0Hu8Mh
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機,看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼,我無法按下儲存。894Please respect copyright.PENANAHCOX1QWlXu
所輸入的號碼不會儲存,確定要返回嗎?894Please respect copyright.PENANAIyNqUc9D1v
894Please respect copyright.PENANA1G5OtvpCP1
「啪!」894Please respect copyright.PENANAFuzeGWXCWc
894Please respect copyright.PENANADzdJMBCaat
我把手機丟了出去,毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁,和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你,便一無所有…894Please respect copyright.PENANA8V1CHuixpe
894Please respect copyright.PENANA8wX4HEBpbo
894Please respect copyright.PENANAgdHOHVUAK5
■ 有人說,太完美的愛是浪費時間,只因我們都是殘缺的。894Please respect copyright.PENANARROmbNXcWm
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好,只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了,
其實那又是,另一個故事了。894Please respect copyright.PENANAnaNkLme6QO
能確定的是,我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡,持續的成長著,成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到,那時候……
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