用模糊的視線滑開手機通訊錄，隨便點了其中某個聯絡的特別頻繁的頭像，邊撥打了出去，煩躁的嘟嘟聲響了沒幾下便被接起，電話那頭傳來熟悉的溫柔嗓音。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAYN3m4xj4
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcopqTFZowP
「喂。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jhMb0HXG9
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZORmOfUCcn
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg5Q8oSfns
「我失戀了......」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdArrFwfMZe
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1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgxTObvVCP
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRsBBJhNHv
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ822191874b
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliOjPqdG9A
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGel1V8TrNV
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4nIjcEpmL
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFJxK8YEbx
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2x3yIwDoU
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcuzpzhTa5
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjqSDhHolx
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmjb2iowmv
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1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQazJ7SfMkq
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxGibuT4hT
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgLlUUIwyB
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq3pVdKOWN
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMNiYBKeIe
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNTYcGmNtj
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn86UiKbpk
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6QTQrm2gN
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7sshB1F95
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5ZF2QcwEL
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHW14CwW9C
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJZoDztt7i
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVQdqInqQd
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknVc1NvHAs
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7lQslIQsS
「我要一杯威士忌！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCzyxsuUBs
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRArkdOOvl
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmFN7FYbHM
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn0HAUKPAq
「先生你的威士忌。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Ok0qih3H
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgCvVe4OxK
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4xJ1JApSU
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvGubImf5r
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnToBAw7RQp
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLzTontLu0
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC9NPOJ3u9
不妙，他超生氣的…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgFEbJjm0g
唰。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKXIjgMXzz
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDHCRllSoh
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj59ra76eKw
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wsws6rYfr
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxyeA8nps3
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1ehaSASG9
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONjEwQCtZc
「威士忌。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33JceVzuHg
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ10Y6vGim
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpomPk9FoO
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0V3LtggNs
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0ErKRS0aR
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRRq1lOvw2
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOkoK6b2e7
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLiol3eJxF
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER1a8vc3SX
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT88HfJzZh0
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhMWgkABzb
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1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKaFYKrOCa
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2CivaoOLx
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGr0zmdOT2
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQEgahhfKw
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfaau3Zw9R
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPCX5p5t8R
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7MiUfk1PS
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdoAFcvWZr
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkCWth2nXw
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloSIlUQXAS
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw40dPQ1XA
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJdh9Nr5iU
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMmpdosPjT
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp8p2H1htk
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSZdqTbE8i
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy5SMG2bxl
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhiCTA4VHh
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY03aFT85Er
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUleCs9Kqql
「嗚哇！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXkddqOGCA
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4fzRFOaFw
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORcIOicFRX
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpxAJhrD9W
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81b7TeFHSX
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJEnZvG2kS
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzPLtABO3Y
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOkxrztMks
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuBr4IvMXy
哇，眼睫毛好長…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSLVafeKjN
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXBG2J1biE
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntLChudC25
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAXJY47cDT
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7c0IPzRZE
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6uDgNCILp
…咦？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iCjOccQD7
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXBWEu5dDA
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLNMNQaaPu
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rWKsdLLhy
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTnVDca3Zq
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NEzyGwpKb
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06jzSd0O1d
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYr7wLLCmw
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKciaG9SIa
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeFPsNuvHt
「愛你，不可以嗎…」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6LdRag1Iv
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncZHm75SPV
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pQ9j9B9Yg
…他把我，誤認成誰了？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOqIfHJhWP
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjPqUWleEN
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjaqypx65v
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbKtlX9kTc
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUpCV8o6p0
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgqAXHqlhJ
他，沒有挽留。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5RyS8TCE6
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6PtTN03rs
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYtrWw913c
□1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1L7HWuLHX
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFLyAPhD3a
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoKhmUESSS
我喜歡姜幸宇。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfyUMZlg3C
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKInPNZLJPD
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tgz9KTYxP
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8saONPyf4
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60SPaaFUA6
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhF0e3hQOl
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJl1PemveD
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2rklASwZw
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQjRpKjYxy
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbq8Ow8lIC
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtilnTTMEB
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V0yGtN43g
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5JH65e4Rz
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PcSGXbqO2
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6IRoqqtAj
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35hJY5SN4W
我愛上了姜幸宇。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg915ts6Xid
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxKykHq88F
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04JZfWE4zJ
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgqu06p0aU
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDxgauZShH
□1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfi3JQ1VS2
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC6BI4QXJu
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR9Iog4uTB
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKygCZKR4D3
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvdxqAF2fF
但，這並不是自己想要的…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEX7rAlCsT
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixMJHaIqIt
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVOpRRaRsN
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpahnW6DEG
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uRrRFK6F1
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo266m0Wa6
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ghsfVMvCY
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYOTQfL2hj
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaNfpj83vB
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1twp0KRSk
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoHdzcAvt0
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCV2md0cjq
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM4NCay89L
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNmfIlzQ8A
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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