連方鎮的居民,皆篤信法蓮教並崇敬法華大仙。348Please respect copyright.PENANAqdCWFScqAK
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在法蓮教的觀念裡,人的魂靈會在人間輪迴七生七世,每個人在歷經每一世時,魂靈都會被法華大仙植入一顆蓮子。348Please respect copyright.PENANAZZNWheF7gv
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蓮子便是所謂的「憐心」,在法蓮教的教義中,便提倡人要常存憐憫之心,多行善事廣結善緣,才能灌養心中的蓮子。348Please respect copyright.PENANAm25e8qrcFf
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等到心中蓮子長成盛開的蓮花,人的這一世也就得到了圓滿,然後繼續下一世的輪迴。直至魂靈輪迴七世,開滿七朵心蓮,人在塵世的修業才得到真正的大圓滿,自身魂靈就能超脫輪迴並化為仙佛,助法華大仙繼續渡化人間的芸芸眾生,最後成就無苦無難的極樂淨土。348Please respect copyright.PENANAoAXMQC9qhp
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每年在連方鎮裡舉行的渡蓮仙會,便是出自法蓮教信仰,旨要渡化辭世之人的魂靈,當鎮民身邊有親人去世時,便會在渡蓮仙會於水道中流放蓮燈,為已逝之人祈求冥福。348Please respect copyright.PENANAiWUfsEMt3G
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蓮燈裡通常會放入水漣石,水漣石是以此地的碧江江水凝煉而成,連方鎮的人習慣將水漣石作為護身符,並對水漣石許下想要在今生或來世實現的願望。348Please respect copyright.PENANAsdZlqBfvPl
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當此人逝世之後,水漣石就會被視為他魂靈的象徵物,安置於一朵盛開的蓮花裡,作為渡化此人魂靈的蓮燈。348Please respect copyright.PENANADu9LfSper4
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通常蓮燈都是由已逝之人的親人所渡放,親人在蓮燈裡注入法力後,就能夠感知到此人生前灌注於水漣石裡的意念及願望。348Please respect copyright.PENANAz7fApQaYC6
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然後在渡蓮仙會的夜晚,親人會將發光的蓮燈渡放於水道裡,盼望蓮燈乘載的魂靈,能藉由碧江江水流到法華大仙的身邊,圓滿完成這一世的旅程,帶著願望前往下一世的輪迴。348Please respect copyright.PENANATr6DrDXv27
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但若是此人生前心存惡念,惡行累累,導致內心的蓮花未開,亡者的蓮燈便無法被點燃,魂靈也無法得到蓮燈的渡化,只能墜入地獄受苦受難。等到受難期滿,魂靈才能輪迴到人間,重新七生七世的修業。348Please respect copyright.PENANArPeGboiptN
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今年的渡蓮仙會依照往例在七月十五舉辦,白日是祭拜天地及法華大仙的仙會儀式,鎮民們會在水道旁的大祭壇上擺放鮮花蔬果等祭物,一同跪拜禱念祭詞,表達對天地及法華大仙的崇高敬仰,並祈求今年的平安和順。348Please respect copyright.PENANAog2H9HJe6g
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在莊嚴肅靜的仙會儀式結束後,就要進行夜晚的渡蓮儀式,今年家裡有人去世的人,都會一起在水道邊渡放蓮燈,送親人最後一程。348Please respect copyright.PENANAMJgBA3phec
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依照連方鎮裡的習俗,親人要為亡者守喪,直到在渡蓮仙會渡化了亡者魂靈,守喪期才算結束。348Please respect copyright.PENANAidIdCqCg2s
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「娘,一路好走啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAYoPohTZ4tK
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我和清漣一同在水岸旁,此時的清漣小心翼翼地雙手輕捧清波姨的蓮燈,往裡面注入法力。348Please respect copyright.PENANAfJCtpKnqV3
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淡粉蓮瓣護攏的水漣石,開始散發出柔和的粼粼波光,映照在清漣略微蒼白的面龐,像是清波姨在撫慰兒子的憔悴神傷。348Please respect copyright.PENANAiuuS0IgVHu
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我就站在清漣身後,看著他極為緩慢地將蓮燈安放於水面上,是清漣依依不捨地向清波姨做最後的道別。348Please respect copyright.PENANA6kZJrsL376
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終於,清漣放開了蓮燈,清波姨的蓮燈跟著水面上其他的盞盞蓮燈,隨著潺潺水流越漂越遠,越漂越遠……348Please respect copyright.PENANAEqRoKJJKu1
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幾個月前,清波姨在客棧裡暈倒那日,她便一直臥病在床,身體每況愈下。348Please respect copyright.PENANAoAI8rfZpDT
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清漣的性子從那時就漸漸變了,少了從前愛笑愛鬧的歡快活潑,多了些承擔家業的內斂穩重。348Please respect copyright.PENANAIon7zKNxL9
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他為了不讓清波姨憂心,從此不再練習說書,也很少與涓兒私會,將全副精神花在經營客棧和照顧清波姨,我則跟著清漣一同料理青門客棧的事務,並祈求清波姨能熬過這場大病。348Please respect copyright.PENANA7bdIYPYCE0
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但上蒼無情,清波姨仍在一個夜裡與世長辭。348Please respect copyright.PENANAQHxzLmgTbj
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親人的逝去對我和清漣而言,都是無法忘懷的哀慟及缺憾,即使流逝的歲月能沖淡悲痛,但依然會以深遠的形式扎根於我們的一生。348Please respect copyright.PENANAUc75XECtcn
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渡放了清波姨的蓮燈後,我和清漣雙手合十,低頭禱念祭詞,虔心祈求法華大仙能渡化清波姨的魂靈,讓她平安前往下一世的輪迴。348Please respect copyright.PENANAFNwkqzIhXP
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等到蓮燈化為渺小的點點靈光,隱沒於夜空與流水交會的邊際,清漣才緩緩抬起頭,開口說道:「漪洀,我感應到娘親最後的心願了……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAb9Zwhr5TAd
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我沒說話,只是靜靜地佇立在清漣身後,注視他被寂冷夜色籠罩的背影。348Please respect copyright.PENANAOuirp1oMD0
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雖然看不見他的表情,但清漣話語中的哽咽,就讓我明白他的深深懷思。348Please respect copyright.PENANA9ONhxNAPGg
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「娘親她希望我能好好成家,娶妻生子,平和安穩的過完一生。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAVHlxjrFgMN
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無聲的嘆息融於流水潺湲中,一盞盞新的蓮燈又從我們的眼前緩緩流過。348Please respect copyright.PENANAmwLkjc92k2
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「唯一能在來世或今生實現的願望,竟不用在自己身上,娘親為了我勞苦一生,最後我還是個讓她操心的不孝子啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAiElsNp35T0
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這些日子以來,我一直待在清漣身邊,自然了解這番感嘆之語的沉重。348Please respect copyright.PENANAPsswt2z5sa
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清漣在清波姨倒下之後,努力了許多,也失去了許多,最後卻仍是回天乏術。348Please respect copyright.PENANAnLXnDveBSn
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清漣轉身與我相互凝視,他清澈見底的瞳眸中,充盈著處於生死交界處的蓮燈光輝,卻不復往昔那純粹無瑕的明亮光采。348Please respect copyright.PENANADAI4DYWCfz
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「漪洀,我一直有件事想跟你說。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAHhy13wXmy9
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不知為何,在那瞬間,心中的棘刺蔓生出痛楚,緊緊攫住了我的心房。348Please respect copyright.PENANAX7ohlJQAWL
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「等渡蓮仙會結束後,我想向涓兒提親,好讓去世的娘親能放心。」348Please respect copyright.PENANA7ICvCBJv49
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廳堂四周高掛朱紅喜幔以及大紅燈籠,渲染著一片喜氣洋洋的喧鬧氛圍,今日是連方鎮裡少有的熱鬧日子,是清漣和涓兒的成親之日。348Please respect copyright.PENANAYj1Z6nSJ1W
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在這偏鄉小鎮的婚禮,不像大城人家有許多繁瑣的規矩,清漣和涓兒舉行過拜堂儀式,就成了正式的夫妻,現在他們倆一同坐在喜筵的新人席上,滿面春風地接受眾人的誠摯祝福。348Please respect copyright.PENANAFpuiCv1URQ
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「恭喜你們這對才子佳人總算真正在一起啦。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAkgKvJGzb7O
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「清漣,這樣你娘也終於可以放心啦。」348Please respect copyright.PENANABTvHVHdQVi
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「是啊是啊,祝你們早生貴子,美美滿滿的啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANA3MUC1lZ12m
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此起彼落的朗朗笑語,讓喜筵氣氛更加熱鬧歡快,我則坐在離這對新人不遠處的席位,看著在清漣身旁的涓兒以紅袖輕掩面龐,面如桃花嬌滴滴地笑著,而清漣在觥籌交錯之際已是酒酣耳熱,他身上的大紅鑲金的喜服,襯著面頰上醺醉的暈紅,在紅燈籠的明燦光亮下,在我眼裡融糊成一片艷紅燦亮的朦朧景色,華美得讓我感到些許刺目。348Please respect copyright.PENANAHaPCYSwVhu
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在這大家敞開胸懷感到歡喜的大好日子,唯獨我懷抱無法釋放的苦悶,茫然的沉浮於這片歡騰喧鬧中。348Please respect copyright.PENANA6IfyMUx5Vd
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深埋於心肉裡的這根棘刺,所生出的這份苦悶如此清晰,佔據了我的心緒。現在,我不想再花費心思去想它的來由。348Please respect copyright.PENANAK9NyXP5Jcp
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我只想圖個一醉,醉到忘卻自己,忘卻世間,忘卻一切。348Please respect copyright.PENANAv7gBeEFkGT
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或許是我已經醉了吧,我的腦袋變得有些昏沉,但不論灌了多少瓶酒,還是澆不去充塞於胸口的痛楚,反而徒生苦澀之感。348Please respect copyright.PENANAi0tpp6YCyj
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「清漣,在這大好日子,我賀你一杯。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAOvT6cnwW4J
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我決定不再多想,趁著酒興大起,我走到清漣的席位面前高舉酒杯。348Please respect copyright.PENANA6ESF8eV5Z3
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我仰頭一口飲盡,醇酒入喉,遲緩麻木的感官卻早已不解酒味。348Please respect copyright.PENANAiCH8YXNaDe
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「好好好,漪洀你是我最好的兄弟,我也得還你一杯才行啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANA5WRWomzph1
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清漣明顯已經醉到神情迷茫,卻依然眉開眼笑地舉杯暢飲,我也笑著陪他一杯接著一杯,好像回到從前我們小時候一起無憂無慮談笑的感覺。348Please respect copyright.PENANAfYoBmKbtzS
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但幾杯黃湯下肚後,清漣就像全身失了力氣般,搖搖晃晃得倒了下去,那瞬間我驚得清醒了幾分。348Please respect copyright.PENANA13K9ZF9lpJ
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幸好清漣粗重的呼吸聲,讓我明白他只是醉得不省人事。348Please respect copyright.PENANAg9uvkXjnO9
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「唉啊,這樣新郎倌怎麼抱新娘入洞房啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAdzTGPIPNi5
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「呵呵,還是個讓人操心的小伙子啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ00Mi80Pt
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周遭打趣笑鬧的話語讓我唇邊泛起一抹苦笑,我一邊支撐起清漣癱軟的身軀,一邊向在場眾人朗聲說道:「各位鄉親父老,現在新郎倌醉倒了,我們只好先帶他回房休息了,喜筵恐怕也要結束了,還請各位切勿見怪。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAmiTlKK3E7F
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「新郎倌都醉倒了,連鬧洞房也不成了。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAtbNob4I0zy
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「留在這也沒意思,先散了吧。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAeZFgWrDbEX
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眾人帶著些許遺憾的表情各自散去,原本喧鬧的喜筵很快就被掏空,留下空盪盪的廳堂和杯盤狼藉的餘痕。348Please respect copyright.PENANA3mdaNpUOgY
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「今晚要委屈妳了。」348Please respect copyright.PENANARaYdkFPSmt
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我轉頭輕聲向涓兒說道,原本有些不知所措的她鎮定地點點頭,柔聲回應:「不會的,謝謝你幫忙。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAZB1UVzPp5Q
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不再多說什麼,我帶著清漣踏出廳堂,涓兒則亦步亦趨地跟在我們身後。348Please respect copyright.PENANAtDXucskfZH
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脫離歡鬧的喜筵,前往房間的路上,瀰漫在我們三人之間的只有靜默,我卻覺得心裡踏實舒坦多了,大概是因為整個身軀都依靠著我的清漣,壓下了我心中的煩悶吧。348Please respect copyright.PENANAqAzRI0aF37
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到了喜房,涓兒先走到裡頭自行點起水漣燈,當燈光充盈了整個房間,門扉上大大的鮮紅「囍」字就刺進我的雙眼,房內鋪上燦紅繡巾的大桌上擺放一盤紅棗和桂圓,一壺酒以及兩只杯子,而偌大的雙人床籠罩著一層層紅紗帳暖,床頭邊還擺了一對大紅花燭。348Please respect copyright.PENANAEWSOqenro9
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從前清漣說書時說過的,所謂才子佳人繾綣纏綿的溫柔鄉,就這樣突然躍到我眼前,令我有些頭暈目眩。348Please respect copyright.PENANATiQ9LLlSUD
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涓兒看著我小心翼翼地將清漣安放於床上,然後湊到我身邊悄聲說道:「漪洀,清漣交給我照顧,你先回去休息吧。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAK2zksdC4w3
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「沒關係,我留在這再照看他一會。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAJrmHf8Djnb
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聽見我話語裡的堅決,涓兒塗抹淡粉胭脂的秀麗面龐,浮現意外的微詫。348Please respect copyright.PENANABC8O74CEh5
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「涓兒,妳先替清漣沖一壺醒酒茶,妳應該知道小廚房在哪吧?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAY0XiVbqjD3
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我忽視自己留在新人喜房裡的格格不入,逕自指使涓兒離開這裡。雖然涓兒臉上雖有不解,她卻沒有多做提問,稍嫌遲疑地退出了房間。348Please respect copyright.PENANA2jTejRxqhU
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「那我先去了,這裡就勞煩你了。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAW7cVbljaVU
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涓兒出去時順帶關上了房門,現在這間喜房裡,唯有我和酣醉臥床的清漣兩人,這如夢如幻的真實,讓半醉半醒的我一時之間不知自己身於何處。348Please respect copyright.PENANAgve6T7Ifjl
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「是誰?是誰在這?是涓兒嗎?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAapQeYTksZN
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清漣微微蠕動雙唇,吐出低濁不清的醉話,我不加思索地湊到他身旁,緊握住他微微發熱的手,急切地低語:「清漣,是我,我是漪洀啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAZgN46IAXfr
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不自覺微微顫抖的聲音,才讓我發現自己近乎焦躁的渴望。348Please respect copyright.PENANAk1dxWgHJSy
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彷彿是對我的話有所感應,清漣緩緩撐起眼皮,他半瞇的雙眼因醉意而迷茫,映出我淺淺的倒影。348Please respect copyright.PENANAd48Gp7BSLG
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「喔,是漪洀啊……你在這裡做什麼?」348Please respect copyright.PENANA8AQaiSchNB
348Please respect copyright.PENANACiO9X4ZS0g
清漣軟綿無力的話語狠狠重擊我的心房,即使知道他只是隨口無心的詢問,在我耳裡卻是無比尖銳的質問。348Please respect copyright.PENANA62Zn8Ty51I
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是啊,我為什麼會在這裡呢?現在陪在清漣身旁的應該是涓兒,而不是我……348Please respect copyright.PENANAUCCrq1Amzp
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「算了,漪舟啊,趁現在只有你跟我,我有些話要跟你說啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAViywRnrA1J
348Please respect copyright.PENANA7g1sgUE8vm
清漣癱軟無力的身軀像是突然注入生氣一般,在床上直挺挺地坐了起來,大喇喇地一手勾住我的脖頸,並將頭靠在我的肩膀。348Please respect copyright.PENANAWi0qa80zhe
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就像以前我們稱兄道弟時,那樣勾肩搭背的親近,卻讓現在的我恐慌不安。348Please respect copyright.PENANAdJBXehIsj1
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「漪洀啊,我說……我……對不住你啊……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAi5nTkCMxIv
348Please respect copyright.PENANAdq81gjevsK
清漣突如其來的道歉讓我無法理解,不知這是醉後的胡言亂語,還是他的真心話。348Please respect copyright.PENANAqKANe9TxlW
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同時他也更加靠近了我,唇間逸出的淡淡酒味,伴隨著他低啞酥麻的嗓音,勾得我無法自持地心神蕩漾,卻也讓我內心的不安越來越深。348Please respect copyright.PENANAeY3pOmxsz1
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「我們小時候曾經約好,總有一天要一起離開連方鎮,一同覽盡天下風光……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAhVqT7wQd7k
348Please respect copyright.PENANAg2BeCmzKaR
「但是,自從娘親生重病的那天起,我就明白,我已經無法離開這裡了……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAFja1QQNj6C
348Please respect copyright.PENANA347dPsyQus
「我無法離開的,無法離開娘親,無法離開涓兒,縱使我再憧憬外頭的天地……卻無法割捨這一切,我的一生,大概就是在這裡終老了吧……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAwM0w16C1Ll
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即使他的聲音聽似輕飄飄的散漫,卻充滿了沉重的情思。348Please respect copyright.PENANAw68tTDYY7N
348Please respect copyright.PENANAfYdW9Uv0Kq
那是我能從清漣身上感覺到,他卻一直深藏於心的哀愁,直至今日,他才終於向我傾訴出口,我對此感到些許喜悅的同時,隨之而來的卻是更深沉的哀傷。348Please respect copyright.PENANA0MArWxpXDq
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「所以,我對不起你啊,明明是我說想要一起遨遊天地,我卻食言了……你會怪我嗎?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAdpDRfrYQ3E
348Please respect copyright.PENANAzLqXM45fHS
我聽出清漣話裡的愧疚,我拍拍他的肩膀,輕聲安慰道:「我怎麼會怪你?這約定又沒什麼,只是小時候的玩笑話罷了,何必那麼認真呢,再說你是我最好的兄弟啊。」348Please respect copyright.PENANApx8ozH4LE0
348Please respect copyright.PENANAGVxfQN9E8s
「漪洀,你從以前到現在啊……就是個爛好人……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAzvOQ2TmL9U
348Please respect copyright.PENANAb9FZomUzdu
「處處都順著我的任性,卻從沒向我要求什麼……」348Please respect copyright.PENANApcF4Gg3q5i
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清漣的唇角勾起一抹苦笑,話中依然是揮之不去的愧歉。348Please respect copyright.PENANAN6J8O4Cpaj
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忽然間,他暈染上醺醉緋紅的面龐正對著我的臉,眼瞼半開的雙眸茫然而迷濛,搖曳著清亮水光。348Please respect copyright.PENANAuxVHMDmMM1
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「漪洀啊,不然告訴我,你想要的東西或是想要做的事,如果是我能幫上你的,我都願意做……」348Please respect copyright.PENANA4MUcRIukzO
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等我回過神來,清漣已經躺倒在暖紅喜床上,而我整個人則壓在他身上,從我身上落下的大片陰影,覆蓋了清漣的身軀及臉龐。348Please respect copyright.PENANAIJsvAsTvG4
348Please respect copyright.PENANAte3jmDsbNL
清漣沒有被我突兀的舉動嚇住,神情依舊是酣醉的茫然恍惚,喃喃笑道:「哈哈……看你坐也坐不穩啦……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAL5bSzUzvfa
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我沒有答話,之前飲下的酒彷彿才在此時發揮作用,令人暈眩的強烈後勁一口氣直衝腦門,我的喉嚨湧起近似焦灼的乾渴,粗濁急促的呼吸伴隨要衝破胸膛的劇烈心跳,在宛如幽靜池水的夜晚持續擴大。348Please respect copyright.PENANAl7TTQt9qrP
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即使沉甸甸的腦袋無法思考,我的感官卻無比清晰地感覺著,清漣的存在。348Please respect copyright.PENANAjy50vf0wc2
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即使他渾身散發濃濁酒氣,我仍能感覺到他獨有的舒淡氣息,如同他本人的清雅天然,比陳年美酒更令我沉醉。348Please respect copyright.PENANA70cCDnVqRq
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他身上彷彿能灼燒我眼的大紅喜服寬鬆披散開來,大方袒露出窄瘦而結實的身軀,那蘊含強健力道的浮凸鎖骨和緊實肌理,總是讓我的目光為此停駐。348Please respect copyright.PENANA9MnO4AHRQf
348Please respect copyright.PENANAuCEcnyf3da
他秀氣清俊的臉龐,我閉上眼也能細細描摹出優美的眉眼及唇形,他的歡快,他的哀傷,他的猶豫,他的愧歉,我都能從他面龐上的細微變化一一解讀,並連帶牽引我的心緒跟隨他的喜怒哀樂。348Please respect copyright.PENANAitVATwehFo
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他的面頰浮染幾抹醺紅,透出幾分魅然的迷醉,卻還是對我笑得那樣單純率性,引得我心神浮亂,兩頰也暈染上熱燙的緋紅。348Please respect copyright.PENANARsaXyGe94k
348Please respect copyright.PENANAPu9ihGZ2Cv
他那雙迷茫卻依然清透明亮的眼眸,每每望著,就像跌進清澈透涼的水裡,陷溺其中無法自拔。348Please respect copyright.PENANAuvB9NDnazt
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他凝視我的目光,總帶來綿綿不斷的細雨,落在我深寂的心湖,掀起交疊相融的陣陣漣漪,無法平息。348Please respect copyright.PENANAzxctCxYrSI
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但是,現在的我卻害怕碰觸這樣的他,我深怕伸出手的那瞬間,我能與他共存的處所便會徹底瓦解。348Please respect copyright.PENANAa9hRUX0uKa
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「你怎麼什麼也不說啊?你還沒告訴我想要什麼呢……」348Please respect copyright.PENANADGbC8D0MCn
348Please respect copyright.PENANAopDU5RbB3v
清漣的聲音像是江水般悠悠地從我耳邊流過,他抬起的手軟綿綿地搭在我的肩膀,肩上的那份觸感,讓我憶起了屬於那掌心的暖意。348Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jw5sHSNGM
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是啊……在我和清漣相遇的冰冷細雨中,他就是用這隻手這樣撫摸我的臉龐,喚醒了我……348Please respect copyright.PENANA3Owh1nE6cy
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我微微發燙的手掌輕撫他臉龐的暖熱及紅暈,望進那一汪清澈見底的眼眸,不自覺地向下沉溺…….348Please respect copyright.PENANAOcsiEjHYMz
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「漪舟?清漣怎麼了嗎?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAs6nFDRrblu
348Please respect copyright.PENANAoheR4MXI1V
涓兒的呼喊像一盆冷水猛然淋在我頭上,我趕緊起身從清漣身上離開,故作鎮定地說道:「沒什麼,只是清漣醉倒了,稍微看看他的情況而已。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAftrL9K6YJB
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「那樣啊……」涓兒此時立於敞開的門邊,她遲疑的語氣和疑惑的目光像是對我的拷問,冷白的月光從她身後溜進暖紅的喜房,一股涼意突然竄上我的背脊,悄悄滲出冷汗。348Please respect copyright.PENANAwkvV9gbMYb
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走進來的涓兒手提一壺醒酒茶,斟了一杯捧在我面前,柔聲說道:「漪洀,你剛剛也喝多了,不如也喝杯茶解解醉吧。」348Please respect copyright.PENANA9omhJ1Mf7B
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「不用了,給清漣喝就好,我這就先離開了。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAqafls2AQLD
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心虛的我大步逃出那間喜房,夜晚寒涼的空氣立刻侵襲了我,讓我徹徹底底從方才那旖旎溫暖的溫柔鄉清醒過來,墜回現實的孤寂中。348Please respect copyright.PENANAgLh9zK9Zdn
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不知不覺,我已經如一抹幽魂獨自踏上水岸棧橋。348Please respect copyright.PENANAn9GxhjCLWz
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這裡是我最初與清漣相遇之地,也是以前我跟清漣常常來玩的地方,我們總是一起在這裡赤著雙腳踩著水,漫無邊際地說著故事,再數著水邊的蓮花開了幾朵……348Please respect copyright.PENANADL9ddLi5QC
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啊啊……即使到了這裡,我的心思仍被清漣的一切所佔據。348Please respect copyright.PENANAWzjsYLFtmR
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今夜,是我一生中最迷醉的時候,也是我最清醒的時候。348Please respect copyright.PENANAJftPGQDOwO
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藉由酒醉的迷亂,拋開理智及教條的約制,我才得以探觸魂靈深處最原初的慾念與情感。348Please respect copyright.PENANAngbOBDobXC
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從以前到現在,清漣的一顰一笑令我的目光緊緊追隨,清漣的一舉一動讓我的心緒為之起伏,還有清漣和涓兒在一起之後,那深扎於心的棘刺所帶來的苦悶痛楚。348Please respect copyright.PENANAeNSdTnjUw7
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如今,我才明白這背後所蘊藏的深深情愛。348Please respect copyright.PENANAAKdYiGOHom
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然而,這份清醒的明白令我幾乎無法承受……348Please respect copyright.PENANAbe6mTv9GqW
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我無力地雙膝跪地,發洩宛如嘶吼的哭喊,我的心及身體全被掏空,只剩一副孑然無依的空殼,陷溺於這漫長無盡的淒苦寒夜。348Please respect copyright.PENANAI0SrX94nF7
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「唉呦!真是孽障啊孽障……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAr7H85rV2Zf
348Please respect copyright.PENANAsW65yKpzIp
清漣以細軟聲調說演的這段台詞猶在耳畔,當時聽來只覺得是荒唐可笑的無稽之談,如今卻是對我的絕大諷刺。348Please respect copyright.PENANARwOfUKT9Mi
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孽障啊,真是孽障啊,到底是從什麼時候開始的?我已經無從釐清,只明白它已經內化成我魂靈的絕大部份。348Please respect copyright.PENANAOMVbTFzQ7v
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這份悖逆天理倫常的深沉情愛,就連慈悲為懷的法華大仙也無法接納的吧。348Please respect copyright.PENANAftdajTsAXR
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但即使是驚世駭俗的魔障冤孽,是近乎絕望痛苦的得不到,我也無法將它割捨。348Please respect copyright.PENANA0lyzSqK3VQ
348Please respect copyright.PENANAc9R4QJ8dRp
我聆聽淙淙流水拉長了夜的寂寥,失魂的目光飄向夜裡依然開得淨雅的蓮花,祈望著法華大仙的肉身化育的法蓮,能渡化我這一生的孽障,即便要帶走我的魂靈,我也心甘情願……
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