那是550年前發出來的光。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAabm7P8c0CD
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隨風搖動的芒草讓人感嘆秋天又到了。周圍的人都喜歡秋天,但我實在不認同。秋天帶給我的,只有無盡的感傷和痛苦。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAi7hWjxx7Rl
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涼風拂過耳畔的髮絲,海浪一遍遍打在崖上。風吹起的不只是落葉,更是心中的漣漪。我拉下口罩,風夾帶些許鹹味,讓人懷念的同時也讓人無法釋懷。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANA7cdoHCCcwB
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雙腳輕易抽離大一號的拖鞋,赤腳踩在微濕的泥土上,我一步步走近崖邊。僅差一步,若我繼續往前應該就能再見了。你的容貌、你的笑容,甚至你的聲音,栩栩如生的回憶就像灑在傷口上的鹽,不斷提醒我不准忘記那份遺憾。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAag3tBkCqfM
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我沒有往前,選擇停留原地,靜心聆聽風與海的呢喃。夜晚的深藍和低溫給人無情冷漠的刻板印象,但可曾想過說不定那只是一層偽裝,為了保護自己。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAhosyxgkai6
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星辰看似相近,實際上距離很遠。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAJH1DzXneZi
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你不相信天堂地獄與輪迴,說你認為天上的每一顆星星都是每一位亡者變成的。說世界上其實沒有死亡,只是換了一種方式活著。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAX4OXyMgNaL
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氣溫逐漸下探,幾片雲遮住近乎圓滿的月亮,缺少光的海岸頓時黯淡不少。我低頭往下看,打在崖上的浪漸大,微量的海水濺起劃過手臂,殘留的是淡淡水痕。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANA8CT59uuDrc
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如果我現在跳下去,也沒有人會發現吧。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANA78foDL6Q1g
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順臉頰流下的是噴濺的海水還是淚水,我已經不在乎了。跳崖會馬上死嗎?還是會先痛苦一陣子後再緩緩死去。我盯著空中亮度不一的星辰沉思。希望,裡面其中一個是你。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANA7g1Ik1ftcn
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你開玩笑要我努力學習星象學,這樣才能在眾多星星中找到你。曾經我真的像個傻子般,每晚都不放棄追尋。但我沒有思考到的是,即使我真的找到了,要怎麼確認是不是你。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANA7NFjmDKxeR
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或許你化為彗星,每76年才經過一次地球;或許你變成距離地球好幾萬光年的恆星,無法用肉眼看見;或許你沒有如願,沒有變成最閃耀的那顆。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANABYoKURD6uD
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我摳弄手肘上的結痂,雖然當初來到這裡的本意不是自殺,但世上已經沒有什麼值得留戀的了。但為什麼,腳遲遲無法跨出那一步。莫非心裡還有牽掛什麼嗎?⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANANNcTFTt2B4
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或許不是對世界還有依戀,而是缺乏勇氣。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANA5OVWy3pD6m
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我踏出右腳,重力讓我的身體往前傾。我像是要擁抱情人般張開雙臂,心無雜念的下墜。逆風化為利刃狠刮每一寸皮膚,心臟有些疼痛。雖然不舒服但卻真實,彷彿有什麼即將釋放。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAGgecXDk8vl
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我輕輕勾起嘴角,對眼前看見的不是無底絕望,而是一幕幕記憶感到幸福。宛如照片般清晰的景象勾起心底最深層的思念,如果早點知道跳崖可以再次看見和你的回憶,或許我會選擇早點行動。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAOZgNXspaRH
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身體直接朝海平面掉落,一瞬間的痛擊把我強制拉離回憶。冰冷的水溫和窒息的疼痛使我難受,視線愈來愈模糊,我張開嘴巴吐出最後一口氣。是解脫嗎?還是我又想後悔了。但也來不及了。⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAWlJE6k0u4n
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自有記憶以來,我從沒許過生日願望,而我現在打算把六十個願望合併成兩個:⠀120Please respect copyright.PENANAflBzpOTHKF
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希望,你能變成最閃耀的星星;希望,我能變成離你最近的那顆星星。
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