國一夏天。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ0kLTu8t9
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方學一手拿著申請書，另一隻插在褲袋，慢悠悠經過走廊，前往教員室去找班導。只差一條長廊的距離，眼前出現了那抹嬌小扎眼的身影。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuIwoUJ08k
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他嘆了口氣，把申請書塞進口袋裡，默默想著她是不是在他身上裝了追蹤器，一臉不情願地迎上前，卻發現她沒有像平常一樣蹦蹦跳跳地跑到他面前，大喊著他的名字。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnPQJBGf09
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反倒是低著頭，沒精打彩地朝他走來，但其實根本連他的人也沒看到。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriFszP18WQ
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「你幹嘛？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7l0y0SUoq
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女孩停下腳步，低著頭沒有作聲。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8Twc66Qki
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「怎麼？又闖禍被罵了？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz6h34gPzG
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她抿著唇，似乎是堵住了股冤屈，肩頭一抽一抽。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy94IyaO6JL
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他擰眉，感到她的反常，「你是要惹我生氣是不——」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotcrtbjhHc
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成落落抬起微紅的眼眶看了他一眼，鼻子一皺，就跟他擦肩而過，頭也不回地走了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMfRGiyMFJ
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要不是她那小小的身影太纏人，他瞬間還以為自己認錯。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo5BVjSSIJ
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從有記憶以來，這抹身影就在他的視線裡出現，揮之不去。任憑他如何失控撒氣，眸中的她總是笑意嫣然，閃著最單純的眼睛看進他幽深的眼底，染不上一絲污跡。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrnUEr1vNd
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「方學！你吃早餐了嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8mkwbT4ng
「方學！今天比賽加油！」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYekzCQrxUN
「方學！你不開心嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUofSaNuAKA
「方學！你有甚麼願望嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGtduaJTXL
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每次都只有他強迫自己別開視線，才能稍稍遠離那道晴明的光線，忽視那些燙人胸口的奇怪感覺。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuYGH3b362
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這是第一次，女孩背對著他，先行離開他的視線。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjnOm7Fb9G
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強烈的不適感和陌生的躁動蔓延開來，迫使他不由自主，首次比女孩先喊出了對方的名字。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvaxf2OEym
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「成落落！」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZKYFMdcaG
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眼前那抹身影一頓，正當他以為心臟的怪異能得到緩解時，女孩加快腳步往前走，甚至消失於轉角之後。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGy8U6VhlE
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他怔在原地，心口像是被扯掉了一塊，風透了進去，吹得生疼，怒氣莫名一噌。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUkx4TRWUf
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憑甚麼成落落喜歡纏著他就纏著，不高興時就裝不認識？他方學是這樣任由她玩弄的人嗎？221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhp7sYln7X
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他鬼使神差般跟著女孩的腳步，正想開口命令她停下時，卻在轉角前聽見肝腸寸斷的哭聲。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmmIEgfPHl
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他又怔在原地。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DAc8oPMTG
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她總是笑著，彷彿沒有甚麼事情能讓她傷心，即使是脾氣再臭的他，她也總是扁扁嘴，下一秒就漾開笑容。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHCV3p6oOj
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所以他很怕她哭，因為那一定代表有誰撕扯開了她的心，殘忍地扒開內裡的柔軟，要她眼裡的純粹通通掉落。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCKAkFpIZV
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儘管大多數的時候，這殘忍的人都是他。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EaHAQdqTv
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女孩映入眼簾時，白淨的小臉已經佈滿淚珠，顫抖的肩骨彷彿就要碎掉，緊緊勒住他的咽喉。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM22gE7nviW
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他抬手想替她擦去淚水，又怕自己滿是薄繭的手會弄壞女孩柔軟的臉頰，全然無從入手。眼睜睜看著水珠接連滴在他的掌心，莫名翻滾起一陣惱怒。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchbexXmwcf
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「到底甚麼事？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jcnU59Bm7
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聽見他厲聲的質問，女孩哭得更厲害了。他手足無措，一雙眉擰得要緊。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIUUK4Is9D
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可這次肯定不是他。因為他手裡的申請書才剛填好，也沒跟任何人說過，她不可能知道。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXtBl3R6ZG
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從小周諾寧就教他要怎麼對女生好，雖然他因為愛跟周諾寧唱反調，一樣也沒做過，但至少他記了在心裡。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlbkZSyNlY
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結果現在還是派不上用場。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNJTruEe03
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他這才想起，周諾寧是個從來不哭的機器人，也就沒教過他女孩哭的時候該怎麼做。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2Qz4T8aiB
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他看過很多女孩哭，有被他拒絕的，有被他嚇哭的，也有被他罵哭的。他甚至不記得那些女孩的模樣，只記得她們很吵，讓他覺得很厭煩。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefOvrRIsXk
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唯獨成落落，她的淚水總是過於滾燙，紅腫的臉頰過於鮮明，嗚咽的聲音難過得他甚至有錯覺，被撕開心臟的人是他，莫名泛起一股躁鬱。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmybyEX1QX
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女孩像個水缸般淚珠傾瀉不停，柔細的肩頭抽動著，看得他越發急躁。於是他選擇把毛冷外套蓋在她頭上，遮住那滿臉的水痕，帶她到自動販售機旁的長椅坐下。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfAQgp5VSO
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他蹲下來，看著女孩可憐兮兮的模樣，嘗試用人生最溫和的語調說，「再哭，以後就不理你了。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iQSHGUqlg
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女孩的淚湧出了幾下，驀地又收住了水勢，通紅的鼻頭抽了抽，低低發出鼻音濃厚的啞聲，「⋯⋯我不要。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrwJ4MR0at
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看見自己在她心裡還是有份量的，他總算鬆了口氣。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpwr04smq5
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「坐在這等我。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFa1casqvb
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說完他才站起來，轉身往教員室走。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0QfgOUeGu
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去了教員室一趟他才知道，成落落的奶奶得了急性心肌梗塞，正在醫院裡急救，可是她並沒有其他親人，也沒誰能陪她去醫院。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5TaBfJDoX
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儘管他知道成落落從來不會不聽他的話，往回走時他還是不自覺加快了腳步，深怕人會不見了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUeTq6RoFm
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幸好，成落落還是坐在原位，頭上披著他的毛衣，乍看像是頭紗，是個嬌俏的小新娘，低頭盯著鞋尖的眼睛卻空洞無神，打破了一切幻想。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbF4lw7RGp
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他走到她面前，低頭看她。「走吧。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyIXGJcV55
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她聞聲抬起亮著水光的小臉，眨了眨眼睛，「⋯⋯去哪？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtg4W4ta1N
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「找你奶奶。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfXc5oARDe
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從那以後他才知道，一直笑臉迎人，除了他不喜歡她之外像是沒有煩惱的成落落，原來跟他一樣，從小就沒有了父母的愛，孤苦伶仃地承受成長的苦楚。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDykdJb0zRu
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唯一不同的是，成落落身邊還有一個最疼愛她的奶奶，溫暖著她單純的心靈，讓她不至於在混濁的世界變得黯淡無光，反而成了照耀大地的炙熱太陽。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW67tRgdLR
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那時候他才知道，成落落發出的光芒，來自她身邊唯一的家人。要是失去了，她將會和他一樣，墮進無窮的黑暗。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AuuveDyyw
【彩蛋】
「喔，方學你來了。」班導看見方學走進來，摘下眼鏡示意他坐下。「你說有事情跟我談，是甚麼事情？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwhtHFnTxj
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方學並沒坐下，冷酷的臉龐薄唇微啟，「成落落⋯⋯她出甚麼事了嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVKlQfOVqg
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「落落？」班導眉頭一皺，偏頭表示不解，「怎麼突然問起她來了？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSparJfSgT
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「⋯⋯我看她，情緒好像不太正常。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21LTO58nCY
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「哎呀，這也難怪啊。」班導捏了捏眉心，語氣有些憐惜，「醫院那邊剛打電話來說她奶奶出了事，正在搶救⋯⋯哎！方學！你去哪啊！不是有事找我嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmJZBXG6Er
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後來方學口袋裡被捏成一團的休學申請書，直到國三快畢業，才終於送到班導手上。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPzekqrYO9
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作者的話：抱歉這本更新超級慢，其實有存稿但沒時間修221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelQCLV1Z0B
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