國一夏天。246Please respect copyright.PENANAP1BJFVwnUb
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方學一手拿著申請書,另一隻插在褲袋,慢悠悠經過走廊,前往教員室去找班導。只差一條長廊的距離,眼前出現了那抹嬌小扎眼的身影。246Please respect copyright.PENANAOgBRXHf9rb
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他嘆了口氣,把申請書塞進口袋裡,默默想著她是不是在他身上裝了追蹤器,一臉不情願地迎上前,卻發現她沒有像平常一樣蹦蹦跳跳地跑到他面前,大喊著他的名字。246Please respect copyright.PENANAGtKCT0IoBZ
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反倒是低著頭,沒精打彩地朝他走來,但其實根本連他的人也沒看到。246Please respect copyright.PENANAPpKvbTTCtF
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「你幹嘛?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAb53xnjh4db
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女孩停下腳步,低著頭沒有作聲。246Please respect copyright.PENANAADD1CoBBQF
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「怎麼?又闖禍被罵了?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAvjcm6t81E3
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她抿著唇,似乎是堵住了股冤屈,肩頭一抽一抽。246Please respect copyright.PENANABzp5zcItOa
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他擰眉,感到她的反常,「你是要惹我生氣是不——」246Please respect copyright.PENANAyL3TdVmIZ7
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成落落抬起微紅的眼眶看了他一眼,鼻子一皺,就跟他擦肩而過,頭也不回地走了。246Please respect copyright.PENANAkILZiatWpa
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要不是她那小小的身影太纏人,他瞬間還以為自己認錯。246Please respect copyright.PENANASRWj0X38WE
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從有記憶以來,這抹身影就在他的視線裡出現,揮之不去。任憑他如何失控撒氣,眸中的她總是笑意嫣然,閃著最單純的眼睛看進他幽深的眼底,染不上一絲污跡。246Please respect copyright.PENANAB8yv0tuZBc
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「方學!你吃早餐了嗎?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAPJkxuHnvIb
「方學!今天比賽加油!」246Please respect copyright.PENANAB4rGxc7BJq
「方學!你不開心嗎?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAffon9d2HUa
「方學!你有甚麼願望嗎?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAeT6AKQfw1Y
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每次都只有他強迫自己別開視線,才能稍稍遠離那道晴明的光線,忽視那些燙人胸口的奇怪感覺。246Please respect copyright.PENANAjOHAYXHNLs
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這是第一次,女孩背對著他,先行離開他的視線。246Please respect copyright.PENANAZcLEtdmAAs
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強烈的不適感和陌生的躁動蔓延開來,迫使他不由自主,首次比女孩先喊出了對方的名字。246Please respect copyright.PENANAW2vigP2mR9
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「成落落!」246Please respect copyright.PENANACmEMZtdtpp
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眼前那抹身影一頓,正當他以為心臟的怪異能得到緩解時,女孩加快腳步往前走,甚至消失於轉角之後。246Please respect copyright.PENANACNl2FkRWOG
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他怔在原地,心口像是被扯掉了一塊,風透了進去,吹得生疼,怒氣莫名一噌。246Please respect copyright.PENANA7LpVvGsNX6
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憑甚麼成落落喜歡纏著他就纏著,不高興時就裝不認識?他方學是這樣任由她玩弄的人嗎?246Please respect copyright.PENANA9UyjWViX11
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他鬼使神差般跟著女孩的腳步,正想開口命令她停下時,卻在轉角前聽見肝腸寸斷的哭聲。246Please respect copyright.PENANAuYbkAja80F
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他又怔在原地。246Please respect copyright.PENANADNZxakIIrj
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她總是笑著,彷彿沒有甚麼事情能讓她傷心,即使是脾氣再臭的他,她也總是扁扁嘴,下一秒就漾開笑容。246Please respect copyright.PENANAzZA4oHqbTm
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所以他很怕她哭,因為那一定代表有誰撕扯開了她的心,殘忍地扒開內裡的柔軟,要她眼裡的純粹通通掉落。246Please respect copyright.PENANAYxXddBiFS9
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儘管大多數的時候,這殘忍的人都是他。246Please respect copyright.PENANAOXO0tq4QHu
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女孩映入眼簾時,白淨的小臉已經佈滿淚珠,顫抖的肩骨彷彿就要碎掉,緊緊勒住他的咽喉。246Please respect copyright.PENANAzjcyuAD7El
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他抬手想替她擦去淚水,又怕自己滿是薄繭的手會弄壞女孩柔軟的臉頰,全然無從入手。眼睜睜看著水珠接連滴在他的掌心,莫名翻滾起一陣惱怒。246Please respect copyright.PENANAv5zj1scyUa
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「到底甚麼事?」246Please respect copyright.PENANATBXa29vWAL
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聽見他厲聲的質問,女孩哭得更厲害了。他手足無措,一雙眉擰得要緊。246Please respect copyright.PENANAzrnD1N9FlQ
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可這次肯定不是他。因為他手裡的申請書才剛填好,也沒跟任何人說過,她不可能知道。246Please respect copyright.PENANAms5uz94lxC
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從小周諾寧就教他要怎麼對女生好,雖然他因為愛跟周諾寧唱反調,一樣也沒做過,但至少他記了在心裡。246Please respect copyright.PENANAvWUhkoATt1
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結果現在還是派不上用場。246Please respect copyright.PENANAlXaltSpO9k
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他這才想起,周諾寧是個從來不哭的機器人,也就沒教過他女孩哭的時候該怎麼做。246Please respect copyright.PENANAPswVmKwHow
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他看過很多女孩哭,有被他拒絕的,有被他嚇哭的,也有被他罵哭的。他甚至不記得那些女孩的模樣,只記得她們很吵,讓他覺得很厭煩。246Please respect copyright.PENANAzCnSphBV8s
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唯獨成落落,她的淚水總是過於滾燙,紅腫的臉頰過於鮮明,嗚咽的聲音難過得他甚至有錯覺,被撕開心臟的人是他,莫名泛起一股躁鬱。246Please respect copyright.PENANA0M7isgJ2vr
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女孩像個水缸般淚珠傾瀉不停,柔細的肩頭抽動著,看得他越發急躁。於是他選擇把毛冷外套蓋在她頭上,遮住那滿臉的水痕,帶她到自動販售機旁的長椅坐下。246Please respect copyright.PENANAwRsVPVBWbx
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他蹲下來,看著女孩可憐兮兮的模樣,嘗試用人生最溫和的語調說,「再哭,以後就不理你了。」246Please respect copyright.PENANAdTjWLCfSTU
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女孩的淚湧出了幾下,驀地又收住了水勢,通紅的鼻頭抽了抽,低低發出鼻音濃厚的啞聲,「⋯⋯我不要。」246Please respect copyright.PENANAbyDb5AhwHU
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看見自己在她心裡還是有份量的,他總算鬆了口氣。246Please respect copyright.PENANAhJvJLuAqbJ
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「坐在這等我。」246Please respect copyright.PENANAEihVX65UAL
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說完他才站起來,轉身往教員室走。246Please respect copyright.PENANAXl3t0Nphcn
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去了教員室一趟他才知道,成落落的奶奶得了急性心肌梗塞,正在醫院裡急救,可是她並沒有其他親人,也沒誰能陪她去醫院。246Please respect copyright.PENANApT9Mpq6jek
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儘管他知道成落落從來不會不聽他的話,往回走時他還是不自覺加快了腳步,深怕人會不見了。246Please respect copyright.PENANARBZMzfs59C
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幸好,成落落還是坐在原位,頭上披著他的毛衣,乍看像是頭紗,是個嬌俏的小新娘,低頭盯著鞋尖的眼睛卻空洞無神,打破了一切幻想。246Please respect copyright.PENANAKdRQCivowp
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他走到她面前,低頭看她。「走吧。」246Please respect copyright.PENANACqIvc7jrgO
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她聞聲抬起亮著水光的小臉,眨了眨眼睛,「⋯⋯去哪?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAoDFPcN6SFG
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「找你奶奶。」246Please respect copyright.PENANANSXjsI2K0p
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從那以後他才知道,一直笑臉迎人,除了他不喜歡她之外像是沒有煩惱的成落落,原來跟他一樣,從小就沒有了父母的愛,孤苦伶仃地承受成長的苦楚。246Please respect copyright.PENANAhUiXcAuFh1
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唯一不同的是,成落落身邊還有一個最疼愛她的奶奶,溫暖著她單純的心靈,讓她不至於在混濁的世界變得黯淡無光,反而成了照耀大地的炙熱太陽。246Please respect copyright.PENANAYm37get8IY
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那時候他才知道,成落落發出的光芒,來自她身邊唯一的家人。要是失去了,她將會和他一樣,墮進無窮的黑暗。246Please respect copyright.PENANAXPDzprVSVB
【彩蛋】
「喔,方學你來了。」班導看見方學走進來,摘下眼鏡示意他坐下。「你說有事情跟我談,是甚麼事情?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAERyPbcQVUD
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方學並沒坐下,冷酷的臉龐薄唇微啟,「成落落⋯⋯她出甚麼事了嗎?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAfzvQwBXcQB
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「落落?」班導眉頭一皺,偏頭表示不解,「怎麼突然問起她來了?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAgKjGTj4WXE
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「⋯⋯我看她,情緒好像不太正常。」246Please respect copyright.PENANAs55J1Hejks
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「哎呀,這也難怪啊。」班導捏了捏眉心,語氣有些憐惜,「醫院那邊剛打電話來說她奶奶出了事,正在搶救⋯⋯哎!方學!你去哪啊!不是有事找我嗎?」246Please respect copyright.PENANAht8syYGQum
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後來方學口袋裡被捏成一團的休學申請書,直到國三快畢業,才終於送到班導手上。246Please respect copyright.PENANA9cVV14jOGc
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作者的話:抱歉這本更新超級慢,其實有存稿但沒時間修246Please respect copyright.PENANA9JhcqJNGUe
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