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最近那些人看我的眼神不太一樣,是一種怪罪的眼神,我不知道是他們變了,還是我變了。264Please respect copyright.PENANAsdj6PT3Bks
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一開始看淡,最後的重視已經無法挽救一切。264Please respect copyright.PENANAAJww4zWaJt
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最近諸事不順,還以為水逆了呢,直到現在我遇見了眼前身穿白袍,扎著長馬尾的錢斯彤,她是我的國小同學、青梅竹馬跟摯友,不過對我來說現在她是一名心理醫師。264Please respect copyright.PENANAnYwERqdqEd
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錢斯彤放下筆,直勾勾的盯著我。264Please respect copyright.PENANA1HbWUyaIg0
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「最近有什麼事嗎?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAnIwyLY8iu8
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「呃…沒有…應該沒有。」正在發呆的我錯愕得回覆了這個問題。264Please respect copyright.PENANACNCfBPJ7Tw
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「你為什麼來做心理諮商呢?」錢斯彤再次拿起筆,不過她沒有寫字,而是用筆頭輕敲桌面。264Please respect copyright.PENANAIwKutfuDQs
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「被逼的。」我從來都不會把實情說出口。264Please respect copyright.PENANANk2c6BZiFj
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「那你有沒有不舒服或者想跟我聊點什麼?」264Please respect copyright.PENANA6TKe5uJgoG
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「………」我沒有回答,卻看見錢斯彤左手拿著一本像是課本的東西。264Please respect copyright.PENANA23sKADGsSF
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「你還記得嗎…這個。」錢斯彤放下筆,把國小畢業紀念冊翻到我們班一起合照的那頁。264Please respect copyright.PENANAVzOi8jJlY1
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「我記得啊,國小畢業的時候。」264Please respect copyright.PENANA8A01fGRLnL
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「那你記得這個嗎?」錢斯彤把一兩疊報紙全攤在桌上,斗大的新聞標題寫著《驚傳維冠金龍大樓倒塌事件死亡人數持續攀升》264Please respect copyright.PENANAmwVx8YRnii
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「記得啊,我姐死在裡面。」我的口氣很平穩,似乎對於這幾年前的事已經釋懷。264Please respect copyright.PENANAWATQL6YqNo
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「這個呢?」錢斯彤掏出一個皮夾遞到我面前。264Please respect copyright.PENANAvXh5MEP2oi
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「好像在哪裡看過…」我翻着錢包,因為老舊,外面的皮革層層剝落,在翻的同時也掉出一些碎屑。錢包裡已經沒有錢,可是還有一些發票、折價卷、一堆各式各樣的會員卡、一張身份證。264Please respect copyright.PENANAifpWNcBADa
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民國43年6月14日。那是我爸的生日,那是我爸的身份證,那個就是我爸的錢包。264Please respect copyright.PENANAHdhwhz73Mp
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「回想起來還是有點自責呢,明明是長子,卻無法從盜匪手中把自己的老爸救出來,讓他就這樣被砍死。」我突然的一段話讓錢斯彤有點錯愕。264Please respect copyright.PENANA16Dp9XP0Ak
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「我以為你爸爸…」她驚訝的摀嘴,隨後低頭道歉。264Please respect copyright.PENANAGDEIktfP2D
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「死了就死了,不用道歉。」其實是我經不起道歉,我早已習慣把道歉這種負面動詞的主詞通通改成我自己。264Please respect copyright.PENANAbMmHJt4IuA
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「我記得你以前都是班上的第一名,成績很好,尤其是數學。」錢斯彤對著我微笑。264Please respect copyright.PENANApHruIlLVwo
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「那個能有什麼用,我身邊可以走的都走了。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAoh1TxIpkCN
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「你有什麼興趣嗎?或讓自己開心的東西?」264Please respect copyright.PENANANXmg81QvXs
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「我沒對任何事物提起勁過。」我苦澀得對著錢斯彤笑了笑。264Please respect copyright.PENANA9jrHPU9jQm
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「為什麼不嘗試看看呢?這麼沒動力呀?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAgVZUjZu40q
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「我不想,以前想的時候通通被拒絕了。」264Please respect copyright.PENANALul3ioB3WG
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「誰拒絕你?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAtcrWPNNrv0
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「我媽跟我爸,照理來說我應該要不爽的,可是我沒有,反正他們也死了。」264Please respect copyright.PENANA1KggkSXQzQ
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「冒昧問一下,你還有家人嗎?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAwtQKTPiFXR
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「沒有。」264Please respect copyright.PENANA4huKOJU7xa
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一陣沉默,詭異的靜。264Please respect copyright.PENANAT9DE8guORs
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「那…我可以當你的朋友嗎?我想多陪陪你。」264Please respect copyright.PENANALsTYnmz2R7
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「妳不會不方便嗎?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAy3vciBPvTr
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「不會,只要能夠幫你。」錢斯彤投射一道期待的眼神到我臉上。264Please respect copyright.PENANA3qv4U2JBq7
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「好吧…你要來我家?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAS4gBQ63ZbX
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今年是第二年,錢斯彤跟我同居順便拯救我的第二年。264Please respect copyright.PENANAjxPh3N4p9r
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「你的病情好轉很多了!」錢斯彤開心的看著我自己親手做的木椅。264Please respect copyright.PENANAo6ezpnZsr7
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我培養了幾個興趣。能夠幫我分散注意力的興趣。264Please respect copyright.PENANAnjqutyHkJE
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「開心嗎?那個送你,我現在有新作品了。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAIujwAJoSTz
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「你真的進步很多。」錢斯彤眼眶泛紅,溼潤的瞳孔在鎂光燈照射下閃爍。264Please respect copyright.PENANADqrOuLfTA9
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「我也很謝謝你。是你拉我一把的。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAaKI6ZgowQ4
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我也哭了,想到這幾年來錢斯彤把我當作小孩照顧,絲毫不見一點煩躁的神情,才能造就出這樣的我-有興趣的我。264Please respect copyright.PENANAvksVpR00TP
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「雖然很不捨,可是我還是得恢復我的崗位。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAxkNCvL3AjW
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錢斯彤兩年前向上司提出我的病例報告,才得以有兩年的時間慢慢陪我。264Please respect copyright.PENANAf2nocSVSWn
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「好,你回去吧,多多保重,也要和我保持聯絡。」
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「謝謝你,其實蠻有成就感的。」錢斯彤笑了笑,走到鞋櫃前挑選自己的短靴。264Please respect copyright.PENANA9LDHafrvpI
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「我送你去吧。」我也拿了一雙鞋。264Please respect copyright.PENANAx0L7J4KzPv
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「謝謝。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAZbrM4YnETk
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我們走下樓,我的車停的位子離公寓有一段距離,需要小走一下。264Please respect copyright.PENANAuR4z0sWa4n
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又是紅燈。小紅人樹立在LED裡,示意我們不要走過去。當我內心又想抱怨時,想起錢斯彤跟我說過「你可以拿抱怨或生氣的時間,多多想你喜歡的東西,不然可就浪費了。」264Please respect copyright.PENANA1KcbsJ8p59
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突然一輛計程車從對向車道直衝而來,眼看就要撞上錢斯彤,我一把推開她。264Please respect copyright.PENANASin2h3UsMr
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須臾之間,我看見她的表情。264Please respect copyright.PENANAekosLNFubO
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(那是什麼?)我做了一個掛號在內心問自己。264Please respect copyright.PENANAN79QhyX23D
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之後我就睡著了,什麼都不記得。264Please respect copyright.PENANAGNlb74eBA7
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一群人在滿是鮮花中間放著一張男子照片的地方,有的泣不成聲,有的雖然沒有哭,仍漏出悲傷的神情,錢斯彤也在。264Please respect copyright.PENANAqzwJl9ijn3
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「為什麼要救我……」錢斯彤努力拭著一連串下來的淚。264Please respect copyright.PENANAT3UjFh6xmB
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啊,原來那是我的喪禮。原來我死了。264Please respect copyright.PENANAg0HD1gNnBj
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看著錢斯彤,有些欣慰,幸好自己擋下來了,幸好死的人是我。264Please respect copyright.PENANAItgleCCaBo
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雖然知道妳聽不見。264Please respect copyright.PENANArT3NGI6gQJ
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「謝謝妳!我終於報答妳了!」我大喊著,沒有一個人理我。264Please respect copyright.PENANAkC0HpAKehX
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我覺得全身輕快舒爽。264Please respect copyright.PENANAgJ3uNnuKmd
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至少我不像那些「家人」,我死時沒有虧欠誰。264Please respect copyright.PENANAW4jvRGBnni
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很圓滿,很不錯。264Please respect copyright.PENANAOp3vZvur0n
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我躺到裡面,又睡著了。