視角【男主】#小段子194Please respect copyright.PENANArjNvqfSjgr
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最近那些人看我的眼神不太一樣,是一種怪罪的眼神,我不知道是他們變了,還是我變了。194Please respect copyright.PENANAPzln92cOn5
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一開始看淡,最後的重視已經無法挽救一切。194Please respect copyright.PENANAquQAkiiPTq
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最近諸事不順,還以為水逆了呢,直到現在我遇見了眼前身穿白袍,扎著長馬尾的錢斯彤,她是我的國小同學、青梅竹馬跟摯友,不過對我來說現在她是一名心理醫師。194Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0ZgZC1TFv
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錢斯彤放下筆,直勾勾的盯著我。194Please respect copyright.PENANAesIoVVhmU7
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「最近有什麼事嗎?」194Please respect copyright.PENANA7nopMZIQlV
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「呃…沒有…應該沒有。」正在發呆的我錯愕得回覆了這個問題。194Please respect copyright.PENANAOr4raT2mgu
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「你為什麼來做心理諮商呢?」錢斯彤再次拿起筆,不過她沒有寫字,而是用筆頭輕敲桌面。194Please respect copyright.PENANATbU0QAbR1Q
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「被逼的。」我從來都不會把實情說出口。194Please respect copyright.PENANAUVkLEfnD0T
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「那你有沒有不舒服或者想跟我聊點什麼?」194Please respect copyright.PENANAaXI4J344fv
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「………」我沒有回答,卻看見錢斯彤左手拿著一本像是課本的東西。194Please respect copyright.PENANAYLCGJGsKlo
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「你還記得嗎…這個。」錢斯彤放下筆,把國小畢業紀念冊翻到我們班一起合照的那頁。194Please respect copyright.PENANAb3H3LCxbnX
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「我記得啊,國小畢業的時候。」194Please respect copyright.PENANARDK40wj4KV
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「那你記得這個嗎?」錢斯彤把一兩疊報紙全攤在桌上,斗大的新聞標題寫著《驚傳維冠金龍大樓倒塌事件死亡人數持續攀升》194Please respect copyright.PENANADkmUEBQn36
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「記得啊,我姐死在裡面。」我的口氣很平穩,似乎對於這幾年前的事已經釋懷。194Please respect copyright.PENANA8nbN38sihn
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「這個呢?」錢斯彤掏出一個皮夾遞到我面前。194Please respect copyright.PENANA9PPQ1maXfC
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「好像在哪裡看過…」我翻着錢包,因為老舊,外面的皮革層層剝落,在翻的同時也掉出一些碎屑。錢包裡已經沒有錢,可是還有一些發票、折價卷、一堆各式各樣的會員卡、一張身份證。194Please respect copyright.PENANAbDEQuHyIc9
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民國43年6月14日。那是我爸的生日,那是我爸的身份證,那個就是我爸的錢包。194Please respect copyright.PENANALQk6qz5ei9
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「回想起來還是有點自責呢,明明是長子,卻無法從盜匪手中把自己的老爸救出來,讓他就這樣被砍死。」我突然的一段話讓錢斯彤有點錯愕。194Please respect copyright.PENANAWIGpC2smiH
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「我以為你爸爸…」她驚訝的摀嘴,隨後低頭道歉。194Please respect copyright.PENANA0gvAnWt9ir
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「死了就死了,不用道歉。」其實是我經不起道歉,我早已習慣把道歉這種負面動詞的主詞通通改成我自己。194Please respect copyright.PENANAZyVgG72rxk
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「我記得你以前都是班上的第一名,成績很好,尤其是數學。」錢斯彤對著我微笑。194Please respect copyright.PENANAHbWAHli6jf
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「那個能有什麼用,我身邊可以走的都走了。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAtV4xzcmNVI
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「你有什麼興趣嗎?或讓自己開心的東西?」194Please respect copyright.PENANAKyaq8UR4CQ
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「我沒對任何事物提起勁過。」我苦澀得對著錢斯彤笑了笑。194Please respect copyright.PENANAqBfJHuB08F
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「為什麼不嘗試看看呢?這麼沒動力呀?」194Please respect copyright.PENANA02X7oilED4
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「我不想,以前想的時候通通被拒絕了。」194Please respect copyright.PENANA4yMNUMOhJV
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「誰拒絕你?」194Please respect copyright.PENANA49xB5DBrOS
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「我媽跟我爸,照理來說我應該要不爽的,可是我沒有,反正他們也死了。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAzo4kgG5MSb
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「冒昧問一下,你還有家人嗎?」194Please respect copyright.PENANAmtvthvZycj
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「沒有。」194Please respect copyright.PENANA4VNji8tF03
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一陣沉默,詭異的靜。194Please respect copyright.PENANAhP2DE3Qfr8
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「那…我可以當你的朋友嗎?我想多陪陪你。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAC4XHR6a0L7
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「妳不會不方便嗎?」194Please respect copyright.PENANALIuiep35Y4
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「不會,只要能夠幫你。」錢斯彤投射一道期待的眼神到我臉上。194Please respect copyright.PENANAVAjKxHZdLZ
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「好吧…你要來我家?」194Please respect copyright.PENANAhIeEVoYXNk
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今年是第二年,錢斯彤跟我同居順便拯救我的第二年。194Please respect copyright.PENANA6j37zCcuzt
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「你的病情好轉很多了!」錢斯彤開心的看著我自己親手做的木椅。194Please respect copyright.PENANANcoqPNym6s
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我培養了幾個興趣。能夠幫我分散注意力的興趣。194Please respect copyright.PENANAT3odnrfNyl
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「開心嗎?那個送你,我現在有新作品了。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAwkorov2BaC
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「你真的進步很多。」錢斯彤眼眶泛紅,溼潤的瞳孔在鎂光燈照射下閃爍。194Please respect copyright.PENANAYgQz5w2oGG
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「我也很謝謝你。是你拉我一把的。」194Please respect copyright.PENANANYR2pTMWZY
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我也哭了,想到這幾年來錢斯彤把我當作小孩照顧,絲毫不見一點煩躁的神情,才能造就出這樣的我-有興趣的我。194Please respect copyright.PENANAoekrB4a4PC
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「雖然很不捨,可是我還是得恢復我的崗位。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAi8348wtDzX
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錢斯彤兩年前向上司提出我的病例報告,才得以有兩年的時間慢慢陪我。194Please respect copyright.PENANA4GCCTaIB8T
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「好,你回去吧,多多保重,也要和我保持聯絡。」
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「謝謝你,其實蠻有成就感的。」錢斯彤笑了笑,走到鞋櫃前挑選自己的短靴。194Please respect copyright.PENANAD57mRxeTkK
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「我送你去吧。」我也拿了一雙鞋。194Please respect copyright.PENANA2Hp7ix9NIN
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「謝謝。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAqOqIQwM1HH
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我們走下樓,我的車停的位子離公寓有一段距離,需要小走一下。194Please respect copyright.PENANAFBz5Tg4LTH
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又是紅燈。小紅人樹立在LED裡,示意我們不要走過去。當我內心又想抱怨時,想起錢斯彤跟我說過「你可以拿抱怨或生氣的時間,多多想你喜歡的東西,不然可就浪費了。」194Please respect copyright.PENANA3oajt1lovw
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突然一輛計程車從對向車道直衝而來,眼看就要撞上錢斯彤,我一把推開她。194Please respect copyright.PENANAVhoywUtWVb
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須臾之間,我看見她的表情。194Please respect copyright.PENANAiyI3Z4EtEo
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(那是什麼?)我做了一個掛號在內心問自己。194Please respect copyright.PENANARhXiw2F7ry
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之後我就睡著了,什麼都不記得。194Please respect copyright.PENANAqCiGIrRir4
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一群人在滿是鮮花中間放著一張男子照片的地方,有的泣不成聲,有的雖然沒有哭,仍漏出悲傷的神情,錢斯彤也在。194Please respect copyright.PENANA84C1Lb2DNd
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「為什麼要救我……」錢斯彤努力拭著一連串下來的淚。194Please respect copyright.PENANAj9SpdcRj8R
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啊,原來那是我的喪禮。原來我死了。194Please respect copyright.PENANAsdEWsFIC8A
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看著錢斯彤,有些欣慰,幸好自己擋下來了,幸好死的人是我。194Please respect copyright.PENANABPMfmip3U5
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雖然知道妳聽不見。194Please respect copyright.PENANAEG66eI5xTu
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「謝謝妳!我終於報答妳了!」我大喊著,沒有一個人理我。194Please respect copyright.PENANAcWshP1waZd
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我覺得全身輕快舒爽。194Please respect copyright.PENANATJYjNaNPx9
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至少我不像那些「家人」,我死時沒有虧欠誰。194Please respect copyright.PENANAXgYOLdSHz1
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很圓滿,很不錯。194Please respect copyright.PENANAXu3yTXM4TS
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我躺到裡面,又睡著了。