※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲，原著童子。
攻：方熾(甄心)，心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3upSTzu3rH
受：高准(張准)，PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEHdJ9CxBB
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDOE04Aw7Y
直到最近朋友推了我一下，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qc3RiM3ea
我看了兩章節才反應過來，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY73MlsLQ7
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aleE49AuT
要介紹這部必定大暴雷，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fIUpNVJrj
會介意的朋友請止步！
※暴雷預警※530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYqVUIM0EX
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※暴雷預警※530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0Gs6FtGpn
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始，是以張准為中心，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUU7cjx9mk
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3NeHmE8xw
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIRK8jsXbi
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcf0vAd9t1
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOa6SSwf7k
便在劇組的安排下，於開機前同居大半個月，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA5Lfv8sHf
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFl1qMfjMO
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZiJvGauzR
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO7ZQtlvUS
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ2sMtqusn
第一章敘述張准與甄心，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf94kLd97YU
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOqwuIQCl5
輪流交替，不僅能看明白這部劇的內容，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9O7zT25ku
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaSRMinNSH
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW8oZHYtje
為了讓大家看明白，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNaERM3e9D
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapRU5unT8J
以戲外來說，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5OlXTvbBk
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEfwxM3o2D
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Ih7VAxup
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64yUl80HsW
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtLTtvDIgH
卻在誤會與糾結過後，張准扔下甄心給他的戒指，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXNrOqIyQT
彼此分離，直到又一次相遇，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbGOnVMrs0
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyItdsRL2U4
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUTf4usKvX
掏出掛在胸前的戒指，問他是不是還來得及，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABI81gzCic
留下一個還不錯的結局。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuENeMTGex8
以戲內來說，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWKd3JUfpr
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2E3TrP8Wg
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTHOhu4kQX
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLTxNs8Evm
解決他的心理問題。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKjsGqV0bE
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRFmgWbteV
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P7koHICrA
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7COIBuoVu
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRLdepZlCW
試圖捉弄高准的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvwMPxJcgy
作為心理醫師的他，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7Dz5jaNtE
懂得拿捏他的心理活動，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNKN2u0QGd
換取他的信任，以他的信任去使喚他，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA53dwK3DA
做著有違醫德的事，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDs26kYOsS
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AtGX13pzq
隱約有了不能言說的意圖，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jj1QxR9Je
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcnATNOufV
成為了加害者，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw7ACqduOE
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcL9ozEfSB
徹底從高准的視線消失。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj27yikobV1
他離開後，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2BVtLudDb
高准不願相信他真的離開，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkRRHRb3Cb
每天打著電話，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8kOhEUEfp
卻日復一日愈發墮落，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEY1tNfqWO
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS0GQJURrx
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz1Oe76tf4
被強迫著領回去，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz1p1pMpcn
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9axW2XPzh
過了很多天，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUALVHwp5w
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqnXtM09qd
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmUyCcozqI
他慌張、焦慮，漸漸失去理智，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3RdB5clYZ
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtYlrnykL1
好不容易遇上了他，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjH9m2CX7M
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdDgrWr9Cx
他痛苦難當，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJM7RrmqAl
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD30fp3cJQ8
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonyd1lRJBj
最終兩人才終於走到了一起，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEQQgXk9Ju
修成正果。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bn3mpFqQY
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大家發現了嗎？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyNhuzkJlv
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS85juhvOx
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor5w4JgjEr
其實在看的過程中，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwahgQwlIVP
他的拍戲的過程，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hORuGOXcU
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA3RUju0SY
起初我沒多想，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6LVpOIZRU
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNn3nlISqM
看到結尾才知道原來不是！530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjNClKOnVy
故事結尾，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkVZ6akXgm
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwNnzM0Ivo
而前面的一連串故事，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iVwyXgsct
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV2NEfX0D7
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcDyBA6ar5
這實際只是一本書！530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv2fdZtl9T
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB4hF7COyZ
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaZjQFlubL
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkxCGk7Acv肉也多(?)，故事表達方式第一次見，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQv45oRNlue
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fLituEhDJ
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDP94ru9It
在此推薦給大家，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ZJcwNKQ6
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0eL6Mz3Na
甄心發起狠，一口叼住張准的嘴，只是叼著，沒別的什麼，張准愣愣睜著眼，從一個近到模糊的距離看著他，一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢，夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光，光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海，靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺，興奮地吐出幾口長氣，像是歎息又像是痛苦：「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿：「只睡我就夠了。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZCoh6xc1G
這種時候，Justin才忍不住問：「那個人……」他指的是方熾，可「不要你了嗎」這種話，輕易卻說不出口。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwiKkrCYuf
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