Do you ever want to cry, but can't?522Please respect copyright.PENANAXjKc57GzqS
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam522Please respect copyright.PENANAHSVmvNwK6v
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.522Please respect copyright.PENANAejKPacFv11
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,522Please respect copyright.PENANAWO4Avp1xvG
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,522Please respect copyright.PENANAresTRdPZoP
Why does it hurt like this?522Please respect copyright.PENANA5WiTLv0I95
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...522Please respect copyright.PENANArWNSfkQ5L1
So...522Please respect copyright.PENANALLXPbDNqhb
So why can't you?522Please respect copyright.PENANAxjGWK01jyN
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,522Please respect copyright.PENANATarJrGEd96
Your only company is the silence that follows.522Please respect copyright.PENANA8bw0e0gmOy
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.522Please respect copyright.PENANAeoZKxo0OXr
You dig.522Please respect copyright.PENANAEwNrOR6Bjl
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,522Please respect copyright.PENANAxCqHIgzBe6
Deeper, deeper,522Please respect copyright.PENANAhiOP9enxAe
There has to be something.522Please respect copyright.PENANA9XcF8cHibu
Deeper, deeper,522Please respect copyright.PENANAlEWnEtiZI2
Something that just didn't click.522Please respect copyright.PENANAvDZZM5JSjk
Deeper, deeper,522Please respect copyright.PENANAzRnP6KKJGR
What else is there?522Please respect copyright.PENANA3UVuGUp6Yz
Deeper, deeper,522Please respect copyright.PENANAkjhacWcEiZ
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?522Please respect copyright.PENANA7PyrW9tS4r
Deeper, deeper,522Please respect copyright.PENANA4DVY8GBlyP
It has to be the answer!522Please respect copyright.PENANAL3LUNvEudG
Deeper, deepest.522Please respect copyright.PENANACwAzjxxDwt
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.522Please respect copyright.PENANARZRCtJhtTN
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?522Please respect copyright.PENANANVPYWtEkub
There's nothing.522Please respect copyright.PENANAgPcLuMQ0o8
It's empty!522Please respect copyright.PENANAE0TToz4vow
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 522Please respect copyright.PENANAeDJLEglZNS
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 522Please respect copyright.PENANAOF1sl1bAAr
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.522Please respect copyright.PENANAhPN1ZRSmFH
They never came.522Please respect copyright.PENANAf5UXCjhocI