我係一個無牌輔導員，可以令你每日重溫同一件事。//《記》 - 海上生明月（三）

嘉玟母親以身體狀況越來越差為由，叫嘉玟留在家中。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8PreSaAaB
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「佢擺明就係扮㗎啦，唔好返去住。」王裘居說。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45wjbyglJa
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「萬一係真嘅呢？況且，佢要用呢一招嚟逼我返去，睇嚟，佢真係好唔想我同你租樓住。」嘉玟講。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJwOgDr8nb
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可是，她一直都清楚母親的意願，何以此際忽然順從？他疑問，不安在內心發酵。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAYzfyMw29
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「咁我呢？你唔留喺度同我一齊啦？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnRVkTzLIi
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「會，但係我想諗吓辦法搞掂我阿媽先。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8rxHjAiim
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「定係搞掂我？你真係聽佢講，揀第二個？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ005zDaNaw5
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即使王裘居知道，嘉玟並非勢利的人，但是，他還是這樣說了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu6E6vjMPy
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當初，她選擇了他，就已經很清楚，他們的未來不會搭上通往豪宅別墅的天梯，只會留在平凡無奇的人間居所；預了陪他度炎夏、寒冬，並不會輕易拋下他。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8MJJuuubm
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可是，他感到屈辱。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzwwKSqsxR
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他不是未曾被人低看，只是今次，對方和他有親，是他的岳母。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlexFCUgl5t
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就算嘉玟真誠愛他，他的心仍有些失落。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE9DDrVznX
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「我點會有第二個？佢講吓㗎咋，我都唔會理。你咁都唔信我㗎。」她半撒嬌半責罵。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu11Pu72ir
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「我好擔心，真係好擔心。我哋係咪冇得一齊？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXjU4Bykta
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他們之間，從來沒有第三者，美麗動人的同學和同事都未曾吸引過他們，一路互相靠倚。王裘居現在才知道，真正的情敵早已被嘉玟提記。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xIx6CB0p9
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「唔係⋯⋯但係，我阿媽⋯⋯」嘉玟面有難色：「佢真係好錫我。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr1v1Wk1Fn
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「我都好錫你。」王裘居輕歎。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0RAtVvvzD
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「我知啊，但係，佢係我阿媽——」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvTdqz2tCy
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「佢覺得我唔錫你，我唔係好男人，因為我畀唔到一間私樓你住。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QUAsieM0Q
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他也不想發火的。但最近，真的很大壓力。個個都說，成家、立室，手上應有一棟物業，才有資格建立家庭；每次三姑六婆同事問他，有車有樓嗎？而後，那些嘲笑的嘴臉，都被他記住了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg37cPLGm1T
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他真的已經成家，也並非從前驚悉自己不是世界中心的熱血少年；可是，他仍然希望盡自己所能，給她一個家。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKPQi56Rrd
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他已經努力，可是，好像無人欣賞他的苦心。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZNbkqU0iO
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「唔係㗎，我知你好好，好錫我，所以我哋先會結婚。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckYjdsIVSI
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她愛他，無容置疑。她的內心同樣急躁，母親與丈夫之間，她根本無法作出抉擇，想兩個都要。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNubTojMQX
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「但你屋企人根本冇認可過我，覺得我畀唔到幸福你喎。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBl9AebwQ1
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因為他也愛她，所以，他有感自尊受損。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBHIvMVnE0
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這是真的，所以，嘉玟沒有反駁。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfgMCiYARY
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「婚姻係兩個人嘅事。」她說，即使她不盡認同。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9wdtmTXm8
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「而家我見到，婚姻係兩個家庭嘅事。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLjVxD9YUJ
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「我哋每日都Facetime好冇？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzCG5T8h5S
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「你有自己房咩？」他問。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzzPxyzBHx
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「冇⋯⋯」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaAu1mBiat
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「我哋可能連傾電話嘅空間都冇，點解唔可以一齊住？我哋已經結咗婚，咁拖落去，我哋係咪會永遠分開？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCocqC0Ek4G
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「遲啲，遲啲我一定會返嚟。」嘉玟只能講。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMT1OoapbZ
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「等到幾時？我買到樓？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAlpZw4uc9
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嘉玟沉默。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRhp5HHxKZ
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她當然愛王裘居，才會從未婚女子戴上具有約束力的鑽戒，成為王太太，冠了他的夫姓，以他為愛情依歸；但是母親確實盡心盡心，給予她一切所需，她只得奢侈的物質欠缺，至少並不影響她成長。嘉玟曾經以為，母親不會介意王裘居同樣出身寒門，因為他們都是這樣走過來的。怎知，她一提起他，母親都反對。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rRl1nBvv5
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唉。其實她都覺得好撚煩。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEu42xUvcQ
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「而家我返住屋企先，之後再諗辦法、我再勸吓媽咪，好冇？」她溫聲。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WfHbraEIJ
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「唔係可以點，我有得話唔好咩。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyZ2FbQEyi
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王裘居放棄抵抗。他不想多番與她博奕，只覺得好撚煩。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqzZVru3N7
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女友與他戀愛多年，或者說，二人的感情一直穩定，大家都對各自的家境並無異議，卻忽然殺出了一個岳母，既瞧不起他、又驅逐他。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUoVJG83Tb
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「所以，我哋而家就分居緊，都半年，我就住返嚟紫荊邨，退埋租，廢事嘥屋租。」王裘居總結。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDPUiVZuBh
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「噢，我諗你一定覺得好無奈。」我說。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpW7R1enLC
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原來他們分居，與感情不睦無關。香江的樓價，是全球之冠，就算勉強負擔得起，其實生活環境也遠不及所付出的金錢，地方很小，空間不多，毫不化算。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODwF4cx4O8
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可是，連我也知道，這是資本主義社會。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskpZbdDgIC
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人與人之間的感情，很難說清，好的時候二人總是不想分開的，壞的時候恨不得對方死去，情感變幻莫測，唯獨金錢是硬性數字，是流通貨幣，是有望提升的社會地位。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcgCQ5Lshg
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「係，但我真係冇辦法。」他攤手。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hBE8N9XVP
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「咁而家同老婆嘅聯絡情況係點？」我問。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1f22OFnd4
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「要唔要畀佢每日重溫？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBG6E76vtl
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那把「我」的聲音又出現，我覺得煩人。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8x2WxtHbJ
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王裘居思索：「我哋會見嘅，其實就係好似拍拖嗰時咁囉，食吓飯然後我送佢返屋企，有時佢都會上我度嘅。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQNoYTLJeU
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他們沒有婚姻裏「應該」有的同居，感覺，未曾成婚。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTaHk6hv9y
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嘉玟常常戲言，如此，婚姻便不是愛情的墳墓。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4yvJEo8zr
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他說：「好想同你有小朋友，成日見到隔籬屋個細路，精靈可愛，仲要好有禮貌，自己都想要一個添。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssgFQXSOQe
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她笑：「啲人話窮人生仔正仆街，將來個仔會怨我哋㗎。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2FIaKMGD3
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他沒好氣：「但我哋都冇點怨過。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXVOKzVs1H
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「可能係我哋好好運。」嘉玟感慨：「我哋感覺好young。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAEXphqnil
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「以為結咗婚會好唔同，點知都係咁。只係，因為真係簽咗紙，所以輕鬆咗。」他擁着她的肩。