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沒法和人分享哀愁,也許是孤單。641Please respect copyright.PENANANW7ImTMQb5
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沒法和人分享哀愁,是孤單的。641Please respect copyright.PENANAEwUCVI9SnB
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但無以與人攤分快樂,或更加孤寂。苗穎山的喜悅得她知道。641Please respect copyright.PENANAzRG4HdET4w
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顧明笙明白有點自己「殘缺」,從幾年前那一個某登帖文開始,他的生活已經亂了。妻子看得出來,但他自覺太過軟弱。「男人應該比女人強大」的論調,無形中給他添了壓力,每次控制不住地恐懼時,總擔心她會看不起他。641Please respect copyright.PENANAcSKZ91T4sL
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她此生最愛的人將永遠留在她身邊,不會離去,他已吃夠被背叛、離棄的苦,自然明白守在她懷中,是既安全又被愛之法。641Please respect copyright.PENANAgPhFKnBX6t
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從幾年前那一個某登帖文開始,他的生活已經亂了,將也回不到以前。他不是無辜的,卻隱約覺得自己頗冤枉。641Please respect copyright.PENANAFlS8ffqQuh
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只是最近,苗穎山越來越清楚,顧明笙的心理陰影未曾散去,她心情複雜,為他難過、煎熬,卻又更加喜樂。他只會更覺世人皆醜陋,唯獨她美麗如昔。641Please respect copyright.PENANAbnmhQSPvwj
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他的收入本來就不夠她高,他還要「個底咁花」,真怕她會嫌棄他。641Please respect copyright.PENANAUsChGYfA3m
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她賭對了。其實,從她認為他有離心開始,唯有他上當,才能證明她的洞察力和才智過人。因此,劇本如此設計,他一定會愛上年輕貌美的靈魂伴侶。本來,他或不會出軌的,這結局當中多少有她的推波助瀾。一個人的幸福,或許就是要建基於另一個人的痛苦。641Please respect copyright.PENANA6WRR7Lhp33
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他真後悔啊,努力回憶,到底當日愛好第三者什麼呢?簡單天真,卻會背着好友與其男伴私通;純情堅決,卻在出事後草草與他分手;嬌俏可人,卻真的只像一隻小白兔,而他是滿分的狐狸。他想不出任何道理。641Please respect copyright.PENANA0CCh796Idu
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這種狂喜,她一定要與人訴說。641Please respect copyright.PENANAzmxzoGVXHN
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顧明笙只好相信,苗穎山跟葉鳴詩不同。641Please respect copyright.PENANAzd6suhD6CA
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「我講完啦,真係爽,終於可以講出口。」苗穎山說。641Please respect copyright.PENANApJOna5IwIq
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「如果你先生知道咗,咁你會點應對?」我純屬好奇。641Please respect copyright.PENANAKXWg1dxl3T
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講真,我當下說不出「你講完開心咗就好啦」,總覺得怪怪的,我莫名同情起這對夫妻起來。641Please respect copyright.PENANA4tBybAsTZQ
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「唔會知道,」她堅定:「總之,我唔會畀佢離開我。」641Please respect copyright.PENANAQwsKpjjKch
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我不敢再問下去,只道:「希望你同先生可以坦然相處,開心幸福,唔好諗太多、壓力太大。」641Please respect copyright.PENANAV2kkLHpmhZ
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我果然很弱,沒有一點輔導員的模樣;我心有一半代入了顧明笙的角色,好像,真的會很恐懼。641Please respect copyright.PENANApFNTNUDokX
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「得㗎啦,我會好好對佢,更加唔會虧待自己。」641Please respect copyright.PENANAB8cfP1tIsV
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「咁你有冇啲咩回憶係好想記住、不斷重溫?」我問。641Please respect copyright.PENANA0BZoZy7x1z
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「冇喎,」苗穎山只想了好一會兒,說:「冇。我覺得而家都好好,我好珍惜而家嘅一切,幾圓滿吖,有咩咪一齊捱。」641Please respect copyright.PENANA9CULJYDMEX
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此時此刻,便是最好。她未年老色衰,未致色衰愛弛;雖無舊時懵懂青澀的純真,但若不是成長中的偏執和幹勁,她根本留不住那種多人、事、物——愛。641Please respect copyright.PENANAxCEHV1dF18
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喜歡、想愛的東西,需要自己爭取。641Please respect copyright.PENANAgizHWOR5rM
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她想起郁善悅,不知往昔的好友是否安好,仍很想對她說一句:641Please respect copyright.PENANA2lQWi1BsCp
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「好彩當日你哋冇機會發展咋,否則,你哋會好快分手。原來愛唔係永恆㗎,除非,你有手段——呢種粗重功夫,我代你辛苦啦。」641Please respect copyright.PENANAN316xNfOcn
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苗穎山細心、體貼、面面俱圓。641Please respect copyright.PENANAgK0Vp7dHeF
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或許,只有她,才能配得上這種幸福。641Please respect copyright.PENANAQLUby3MPyf
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我愕然,呆呆地點頭。641Please respect copyright.PENANAQuHqhEYLZw
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我想起次次的「輔導」,今次她的回答,和之前見過的王裘居很相似,都是渴望把握現在,願意與伴侶攜手共度時艱和難關。641Please respect copyright.PENANA2ecD45invq
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下一秒,同樣沒有任何記憶跳出來,她和王裘居一樣,也說了真話,也是真不想重溫舊日風景。641Please respect copyright.PENANAeGsSIaeitO
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哈,卻是完全不同的一對呢。641Please respect copyright.PENANA6w3jZvhSDB
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我笑世事奇幻,太有趣了;下一刻,心卻有點悲涼,人與人之間的同和不同,都會給人帶來溫暖和傷害,可是,誰能笑到最後呢?641Please respect copyright.PENANAITbHsFMMev
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「我走啦咁!」苗穎山向我道別。641Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1eM36Bt8I
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「拜拜。」我說。641Please respect copyright.PENANA0FvYqMMXrB
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「啊!係!」她想起了一些事:「我唔小心check咗佢電話,知道佢都book咗嚟見你。」641Please respect copyright.PENANAnpuV8T4cFQ
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我心寒,但仍感激她告訴我這資訊。641Please respect copyright.PENANAyzPg6rg0Ss
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「唔好亂講嘢。」她定眼看我,深沉地。641Please respect copyright.PENANAHn9XNxAWjh
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「會保密。」我如實答。641Please respect copyright.PENANAplOXoV0fZp
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「美言幾句我呢個好老婆,就可以啦!」她隨即笑得極歡,卧蠶盛載她的笑意,像蠕動的毛蟲。641Please respect copyright.PENANAyzO4F2ZbEd
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苗穎山離開了,我也離開。
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