0.5狀態 - 第九章——阿零&大一

阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3QMxCNQVQ
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「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDNbcOwagF
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阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdusCIcIPmB
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfKtEG0yuU
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「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFezgE5Vfxp
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「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY59vVlZPCr
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阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDbupwxG3f
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酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKbTbTzc5S
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「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD6YgkDmjT
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「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujOahJ0LOE
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkOo4G1aZo
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「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZmITQwSYa
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阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfHFCWN804
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不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2eB9fEm5M
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阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvZ5Lr0oAV
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大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBccmGfNcp
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsUC6PUx4P
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4KDxqzk1z
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因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkitDIEDpXf
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTZmRclCFQ
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSCWKbl197
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原來自己是那麼無聊。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J66RKvviJ
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uX5wPyJLV
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZykvzzSl2k
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