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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAIMKE35vZVi
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAAxxTo1ih3j
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAkhCITVW5Gz
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAkmyT5cnvxB
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I smile bitterly.1341Please respect copyright.PENANABTAFh1IXle
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAOQqgqyPrYv
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAlF5Ba7P5nP
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1341Please respect copyright.PENANARbvs8WWQMO
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1341Please respect copyright.PENANAzg8FMfT9ix
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1341Please respect copyright.PENANATTj1uhcBEW
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAJnOpdmvVzU
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1341Please respect copyright.PENANApGwhD0nPOQ
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAnwaI9CeEdu
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAJJwpG3mKNU
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAbaAyuLShZk
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAwQavShkAoR
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1341Please respect copyright.PENANAgZzE3F15ov
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1341Please respect copyright.PENANA7ODWCV5xQz
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"Not that long baby I promise."1341Please respect copyright.PENANA0klWlaqr1N
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAgsGvbLy4EB
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1341Please respect copyright.PENANA1c7bKKnR0v
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAkw9LNKoUFJ
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1341Please respect copyright.PENANApqxZTRYKCa
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAWv0o0pYDH2
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I frown at him.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAXBTURB6V5H
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"Don't say that."1341Please respect copyright.PENANAOmje2zZkD6
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAOHtrAbzOZF
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I gasp.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6llBhnnBb
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"Jere stop!"1341Please respect copyright.PENANACRO2s4biHE
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He goes on.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAilUYrHlvkk
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1341Please respect copyright.PENANABoP4nqaC5J
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1341Please respect copyright.PENANACXERhAZpj5
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1341Please respect copyright.PENANAvbZrvBWzde
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAxesG6NTCgC
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAXqG0puNmXB
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"I won't."1341Please respect copyright.PENANAxclDjOvH3t
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1341Please respect copyright.PENANA9RMxk4pe1b
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAATlxEgn45D
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAAw6YafyYml
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAnv2F9tCZch
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1341Please respect copyright.PENANANlGpqux6qJ
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAqUEJioNP1b
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAq0TZU5ThMC
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1341Please respect copyright.PENANAxhdFdsr93g
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He tries to nod but he can't.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAtHKzLVxTEv
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAPXh7yH1Hc5
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAVrPwhsWb1H
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He looks up into mine.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAEuuiE3BHDf
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAnGzppP9NzZ
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAQNCtAOw3EJ
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1341Please respect copyright.PENANA92mWKEjnvJ
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAiLqOTSF6JN
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1341Please respect copyright.PENANAp2Uidg1GYC
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He doesn't reply.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAv2ndrYmmMR
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAym984HX6YM
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAzTAoTXWva9
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1341Please respect copyright.PENANAcMwiMFy5qE
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAUDSxgmjQZ0
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAJu7W4qcJOW
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1341Please respect copyright.PENANApIj6aV8JL8
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAIKlzx2UpfC
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1341Please respect copyright.PENANA9I6bOdDBjd
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAqwMb2iNqrS
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1341Please respect copyright.PENANA0xyc6io4sY
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAj3KCqR2abo
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1341Please respect copyright.PENANA6NoDKsR6p0
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAZXVsYXc0xj
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAgTr30mbcc5
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1341Please respect copyright.PENANARmmkFlT9Vk
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAcVsl9VWmxF
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAe5Sd4AoCCI
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAF9v0Fo5Frz
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAiY5Zn1eo2Y
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAxeWHTQOqQU
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAJXaFDukzBq
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"Jeremy?"1341Please respect copyright.PENANAu560Cn9LOy
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I shake my head, not believing.1341Please respect copyright.PENANArzHH3pOdTc
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1341Please respect copyright.PENANAELa6lXIO2O
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAJygtmNawqZ
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAANZOvSaQfd
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1341Please respect copyright.PENANAbKRMAiDo6M
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