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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAd10P3O7oKQ
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAbs3BbjLDXj
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAwK3a6N9y6U
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA2wXWXZVaVN
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I smile bitterly.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAaLQfE9OcpH
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1046Please respect copyright.PENANASqBmH9DOCT
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAbnWljUFdtf
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAq6TdmLPbeH
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1046Please respect copyright.PENANAl23CRtlZ0q
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAgQsYmWccii
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAOjAnrjyFBs
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAblUYPbmd1A
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAzcrrBEqGuN
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA3ugezthcYv
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1046Please respect copyright.PENANApteGZZbeBu
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA8XhGolfj7o
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1046Please respect copyright.PENANAwv1RnuGDiZ
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAZpbEuEOdHA
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"Not that long baby I promise."1046Please respect copyright.PENANAqyibDjX8JR
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAIrvUfS7QaN
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAgRi9GKW07l
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAkU5YZtStgz
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAu5qDPYlSjC
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAoYh0ZveyGu
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I frown at him.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAuSB6Zq3g36
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"Don't say that."1046Please respect copyright.PENANA3mOWfOPlUk
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1046Please respect copyright.PENANADisY6mJJSR
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I gasp.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAx0myHN7IgJ
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"Jere stop!"1046Please respect copyright.PENANAfCLWWxw2T7
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He goes on.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAEPhLazuZss
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAgFcvtnbiCa
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA3iWlHFQMhW
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1046Please respect copyright.PENANAdgHw1BI58w
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAmglVq2wBgq
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAG0KaK6ShwF
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"I won't."1046Please respect copyright.PENANAYbZJytlJvE
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAOfquilmrk9
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAyrya9MMlJg
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAuzGZ34Rfy4
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAXUOKLrrSkg
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA7QhOVG86w5
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA12HFkmbZuh
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA9aWVidaFG0
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1046Please respect copyright.PENANAa3m7m30Hcd
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He tries to nod but he can't.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAolqdaAr4Z1
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAYCeHMYIToy
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAyzhL85an9l
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He looks up into mine.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA69cQD7IAbE
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAIrYligMXtw
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA35WHpjUi9v
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAIIIMPvYcnR
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAVomyALWADH
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1046Please respect copyright.PENANAsPcITXORF1
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He doesn't reply.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA1XrywHs9AX
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAogXW9GpQDF
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8bAAahLSZ
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1046Please respect copyright.PENANAnq8n4hOgzE
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA4NnYmd5JZo
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAjkuIbSJkSX
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAeINpb7asZA
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAXOVnvX6Ijg
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAY8tZdFfBCT
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAG1aQE4I2oL
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAvUowiftx88
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA4b4pnq54yU
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1046Please respect copyright.PENANASBodaoFooc
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAJLZjGEhcFx
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAs9ll9HtG6M
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA9POIpQZ4A8
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA5XXVfVEY4X
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAnOpIYvhEmp
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1046Please respect copyright.PENANATS6PSWLFZO
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1046Please respect copyright.PENANANTyQ3adBU7
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAgw2BFAZxHY
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAaD3PXoOMSx
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"Jeremy?"1046Please respect copyright.PENANA955ZpM4ryo
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I shake my head, not believing.1046Please respect copyright.PENANA7zH0gIpIjg
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1046Please respect copyright.PENANAYjs358Xack
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAkMM2Csjxl6
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAXadeIx8Kj1
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1046Please respect copyright.PENANAZ18U8ZOlRL
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