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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.949Please respect copyright.PENANAJBV39ZCh5n
He's shaking underneath my grasp.949Please respect copyright.PENANAN7JGXP0X7V
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.949Please respect copyright.PENANAWW68z6L7Ja
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.949Please respect copyright.PENANAwO7AWSGvnK
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I smile bitterly.949Please respect copyright.PENANAbjL1cePL6s
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.949Please respect copyright.PENANAWnkdzcp25x
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.949Please respect copyright.PENANAL9WkOaYkIE
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.949Please respect copyright.PENANANWOoiaIENg
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."949Please respect copyright.PENANAPqPCu6zpnT
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.949Please respect copyright.PENANApqJb1nrlmW
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.949Please respect copyright.PENANAvWiCBzjWYV
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.949Please respect copyright.PENANAVQcPyXdd4N
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.949Please respect copyright.PENANAEL92mE12Xl
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.949Please respect copyright.PENANAsyiDHNiXh3
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.949Please respect copyright.PENANASy2UGP8cOC
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I must at all cost keep him awake.949Please respect copyright.PENANA72CdzOPxFi
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"949Please respect copyright.PENANAvc5tlKRlv1
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.949Please respect copyright.PENANASx2dzLGHYB
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"Not that long baby I promise."949Please respect copyright.PENANAZqv9AfMKXV
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.949Please respect copyright.PENANASff68G1xbS
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.949Please respect copyright.PENANAwaDIryUPmt
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.949Please respect copyright.PENANArF6BmVYobO
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.949Please respect copyright.PENANAKzVFTlNPkO
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.949Please respect copyright.PENANAXaibju6GhU
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I frown at him.949Please respect copyright.PENANAPTEtzPApYc
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"Don't say that."949Please respect copyright.PENANADYx34AvpDj
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.949Please respect copyright.PENANATC4m9AOMYn
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I gasp.949Please respect copyright.PENANAQq1jkFLHe3
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"Jere stop!"949Please respect copyright.PENANAkP0RIGCOBf
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He goes on.949Please respect copyright.PENANAOEqu7zqEPY
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.949Please respect copyright.PENANAOZxG8BHyjO
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.949Please respect copyright.PENANA2PsJAwnigK
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"949Please respect copyright.PENANA2OoRJQHdFl
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.949Please respect copyright.PENANAajnhSulgAW
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.949Please respect copyright.PENANA2rns9qnREN
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"I won't."949Please respect copyright.PENANAIxtfLRM9o5
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He obeys, watching me soberly.949Please respect copyright.PENANArtyRCs17VK
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.949Please respect copyright.PENANAaW4g9CCQYW
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.949Please respect copyright.PENANAJzsd14FJHS
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.949Please respect copyright.PENANAWKi2vmOInS
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.949Please respect copyright.PENANAAEGB7KApgk
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.949Please respect copyright.PENANAXdrGndJZbq
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.949Please respect copyright.PENANAkzSNAR2E1E
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"949Please respect copyright.PENANAJvibxZ28rG
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He tries to nod but he can't.949Please respect copyright.PENANAKoAszcf01M
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.949Please respect copyright.PENANAoB58zRnI6i
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.949Please respect copyright.PENANAcuV6EILnvZ
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He looks up into mine.949Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Fksi7xYg
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.949Please respect copyright.PENANAxLXf3HfdeG
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"Stay awake." I tell him.949Please respect copyright.PENANAXeAbX31SiK
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.949Please respect copyright.PENANAqIttbqJWdh
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.949Please respect copyright.PENANAON2WhxYXHh
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"949Please respect copyright.PENANAHIjmrEvoKd
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He doesn't reply.949Please respect copyright.PENANAaa3c2JlHFs
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.949Please respect copyright.PENANAexl8EaCLN7
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.949Please respect copyright.PENANA5XMuN3XMIO
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"949Please respect copyright.PENANA3tuSBL8b28
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.949Please respect copyright.PENANA1tOpUDyS5M
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.949Please respect copyright.PENANAnHLGCn0zC9
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.949Please respect copyright.PENANAW8OVlNBe7i
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.949Please respect copyright.PENANAa3YG1kRQc6
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.949Please respect copyright.PENANAPR7hqOARQK
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"Kiss me," he repeats.949Please respect copyright.PENANAMzvfRuyEp7
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.949Please respect copyright.PENANAUy7dQIjHC7
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.949Please respect copyright.PENANAOCqj7M1iPe
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.949Please respect copyright.PENANA6B5Nm4l5wE
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.949Please respect copyright.PENANAUcqKzT3HiH
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.949Please respect copyright.PENANAOkfkrY2C8L
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.949Please respect copyright.PENANAXjfrogCRXl
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Electricity races through me and lingers.949Please respect copyright.PENANAG8MgJsKA75
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.949Please respect copyright.PENANAAcR1fgH2pF
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.949Please respect copyright.PENANA91N0IjwwF6
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.949Please respect copyright.PENANATQSzXBCv59
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.949Please respect copyright.PENANA4b80I90bYa
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.949Please respect copyright.PENANAJp6ukd9zgl
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"Jeremy?"949Please respect copyright.PENANAOpDD9CECwu
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I shake my head, not believing.949Please respect copyright.PENANAYC3KI9qdWi
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"949Please respect copyright.PENANA63yCp6fI9P
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.949Please respect copyright.PENANAERgFNVtMtw
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.949Please respect copyright.PENANAAC9gkW4QaJ
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.949Please respect copyright.PENANA3QtK8OzlsQ
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