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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1080Please respect copyright.PENANATQbc4uCmMT
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA1hSWY4dcQJ
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAFd5nI5HNqG
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAXCJ7FKft1Z
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I smile bitterly.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAoQrpgi6NW3
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAcEhUmxpNaO
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1080Please respect copyright.PENANASsJpA3dPRD
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1080Please respect copyright.PENANANRPjVvW94n
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1080Please respect copyright.PENANAjWnwJsIkFc
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAeXTVxXUHcU
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAibnLZ2seoU
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA5EUlHr7rF3
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAb8pjs83sMT
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA9z1yd2wckw
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1080Please respect copyright.PENANASecHbz6LVB
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA6n2mzfiG0q
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1080Please respect copyright.PENANA1QrkTgp9Un
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAHqSGafdKLY
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"Not that long baby I promise."1080Please respect copyright.PENANAqpbADsalFB
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAojh0LCy7Br
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAE4PTvxSWWp
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA5x329ope6G
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAaPXN1hjbqS
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAhmanLcgTmS
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I frown at him.1080Please respect copyright.PENANApvQvxt62mp
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"Don't say that."1080Please respect copyright.PENANAAa7686slV4
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAogWHv97lAc
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I gasp.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAPkw1B2lfJv
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"Jere stop!"1080Please respect copyright.PENANAflxpiCNakH
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He goes on.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAZNScGUBkrK
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAIzZUSzUQfj
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA8kRCIhDuGs
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1080Please respect copyright.PENANAXBQYLuThzY
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5LlykCed3
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAGXXbmiOr2x
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"I won't."1080Please respect copyright.PENANAwBbI9jdhqf
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAuLsP9IQJ1w
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAtIfqkUYavk
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAVPcguUf64P
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAu3RX3qCbnU
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA0oOLzx3Vgy
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAq9iCA4AMWJ
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA3aE5qxEKoh
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1080Please respect copyright.PENANAD6S2mJi1DP
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He tries to nod but he can't.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAWD0gmZ6wZC
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA5sD25TWfsk
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAbxezwSCX6q
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He looks up into mine.1080Please respect copyright.PENANANpjpsaeCiB
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1080Please respect copyright.PENANABDojngJUns
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1080Please respect copyright.PENANADq71OPbZqf
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAo97PsHZW2s
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAMGHLZcpRok
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1080Please respect copyright.PENANAyOeDU2p6L6
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He doesn't reply.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAX5M8tCIPsX
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAF1Mpjj6FH4
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAOqFde9Gc16
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1080Please respect copyright.PENANAdVDpbqbrCS
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAMq5TcOGYeX
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAPkSuljivPe
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAOP3kSzu0nf
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAuz1tWvYohe
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAuUvbUdupY7
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAqzFs3Z4gZL
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAseBT766GgF
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA67dBVugxhC
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1080Please respect copyright.PENANARIggsPVJ7L
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAsIXuixlLxN
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAdQ7NaI7Y46
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1080Please respect copyright.PENANASn6JzxgXbU
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1080Please respect copyright.PENANASsN30YJqRV
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA8GpDnMCWz7
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAUGkNublxwJ
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAc8HAOBX0jD
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAvCwrElEoXu
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAOjC9faW3zV
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"Jeremy?"1080Please respect copyright.PENANAkzimwrzPAk
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I shake my head, not believing.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAJa3w4yypHE
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1080Please respect copyright.PENANA0q3WAAxKhX
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1080Please respect copyright.PENANAHTNhH09EDy
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA06OvDSJE4S
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1080Please respect copyright.PENANA8uPgMMpsxE
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