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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAw1GDsY97Dk
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAey8Tlg1Mzk
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAabjxVwCM1v
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAIXrRw1fdUp
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I smile bitterly.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAqXiyzU9i9y
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAWAFKSbcSG7
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAwBGrGDEIZs
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAcXmWkRmD9u
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1273Please respect copyright.PENANACfzTlLVxO7
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAN8PuyJpgET
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1273Please respect copyright.PENANArIg4dOGMZv
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1273Please respect copyright.PENANACA5LhWFiIj
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA5Tw6kOlg4r
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA6sR9HBewfJ
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAFFzRiGOPt4
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA1CVF7SmqxZ
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1273Please respect copyright.PENANAsrnQSlPDXh
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAFpmUQw1yM7
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"Not that long baby I promise."1273Please respect copyright.PENANAi6xkRRgLMz
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAKyBLTgvfvl
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAmPSbUVr2iA
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAmslr0WwBCG
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1273Please respect copyright.PENANARNxiY6xTY2
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAmfH8nBUjuW
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I frown at him.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAxwzPhTQ1U3
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"Don't say that."1273Please respect copyright.PENANAWd8Ywjv26V
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAYSLypJYbP5
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I gasp.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAgTDY1ia98n
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"Jere stop!"1273Please respect copyright.PENANAhppPkOgx95
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He goes on.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA1eTn55HUkY
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAlaSgk8tW4C
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA0qCNS3Vzq2
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1273Please respect copyright.PENANAwwIox0e1rV
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAkXOeHbbU9T
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAoElNJtQObk
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"I won't."1273Please respect copyright.PENANAn2jwlbn7zF
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA8RdvwhntoS
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAVwsu3pEH0u
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAJOVpNNlG9y
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAhuNvfS4W3t
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAY0Ok53QHNI
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAxTwhV2TEii
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAunke2Dizi2
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1273Please respect copyright.PENANAaylN54erw8
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He tries to nod but he can't.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAhDAku9UVzs
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA1R8e5ISxBN
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAx0inDqt1LN
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He looks up into mine.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAUCvhU9JRqx
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1273Please respect copyright.PENANATDxAcXYTTB
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA0Vd7O2jCWF
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA7GUbvqM1Ku
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAAmzY20MlA8
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1273Please respect copyright.PENANAcYjTHYKrNL
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He doesn't reply.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAeEbSXX6drd
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAMFER5ZsJ2k
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAH9Jvrlt5bs
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1273Please respect copyright.PENANAaIn3PBQVcf
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA3yDZlflSin
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1273Please respect copyright.PENANADt2pVJ6or9
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAX8hACCFy1T
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1273Please respect copyright.PENANANCQ6nqJ8np
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAp2XQnSkJhP
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAxawKmRAHz1
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAQxEeIIbyaN
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAehzb3MN6If
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAqfSsqL7XYq
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAR2LSXr3rqM
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAcdu9aNivYt
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAohe7yqdSVn
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAnnktiJhh7G
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAp1miUhFRqx
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA9lEU48QDi6
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAuqUkg7ekP3
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1273Please respect copyright.PENANArAfWxdr1Et
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAE7wUlUZBiO
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"Jeremy?"1273Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZqW5AHZl4
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I shake my head, not believing.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAbOnGM4uP8Y
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1273Please respect copyright.PENANAzc6BZ0uNT9
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1273Please respect copyright.PENANA2hyQWCwuu8
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAIlDuruDKcx
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1273Please respect copyright.PENANAaz955ETtqG
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