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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1272Please respect copyright.PENANASGWtieqhi5
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAA0ix5EnUWs
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAE2f5THtwVK
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAlKqWZRQz65
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I smile bitterly.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAx2BChWt78l
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1272Please respect copyright.PENANARIbjE3TNqM
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAXmsPacWdqH
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1272Please respect copyright.PENANATJ5tQYpRnP
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1272Please respect copyright.PENANABoelOpmfWc
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAlWnWS6yXsE
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAdc1eJnkiB5
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA8OaKYiscYS
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1272Please respect copyright.PENANACXGAvrYxHG
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAL5kxci7NLf
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1272Please respect copyright.PENANALZj3y5KK32
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAILKEB7bcJ9
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1272Please respect copyright.PENANAZEDwRxvR8f
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAcdFcPyEWac
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"Not that long baby I promise."1272Please respect copyright.PENANA9nF2PG5xeA
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA0W6sAE0P0G
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAMAjsywn8po
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAdoTJjeTPdQ
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAgIKJlQkdhc
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA2J8ejpXlyI
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I frown at him.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAOsHJwQF3Rl
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"Don't say that."1272Please respect copyright.PENANARjiu4JVRT7
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAWQIpnEXeVn
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I gasp.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAlgy5WiNZ0q
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"Jere stop!"1272Please respect copyright.PENANAzSfbIHpzF7
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He goes on.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAMcJSSFx1sh
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAF7QHexjHcT
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAAKgVv94oGI
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1272Please respect copyright.PENANAHfa0cIZoWq
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAjqQh2ZRqlp
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAPkyc2UCKqH
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"I won't."1272Please respect copyright.PENANAhZUAGQF1M5
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAwDbDA9BEL7
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAqdNHqZKNan
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAZYHAi8sre5
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAm86DXXFvOH
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAFD7pRusiYv
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA8CL4KMV5LU
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAw66xvYqhUT
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1272Please respect copyright.PENANAmdkrOoqdKn
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He tries to nod but he can't.1272Please respect copyright.PENANARUKK8KZFL8
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAIY15Ftk2Q9
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA1OuT8730VI
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He looks up into mine.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAvawM0fNHhh
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAqGk7Y9WEnN
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAZfdO1EFO8k
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAXT4fYLz1rr
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAH0CEGbhHuo
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1272Please respect copyright.PENANAL16VXOzHk4
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He doesn't reply.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA6a7flS6RtS
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1272Please respect copyright.PENANALswsmmLm1w
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAofgDLfZj82
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1272Please respect copyright.PENANABFBOXAjdlr
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA9xuFit529T
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAg3qtTuwdH0
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA8MjXu5UZod
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAid7nseEcmH
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1272Please respect copyright.PENANASygb7siiNQ
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAmIGrEobPsn
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA7reLh8iO1R
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAPJUe0QwdWJ
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ8jqIW1JI
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAaD4JYEj7Fo
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA1yM6aNSmy8
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAnD9PxdJLfX
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1272Please respect copyright.PENANABBHgbc0BgS
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAG6wtbSUodF
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA7aTh12BfB6
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA6c4PyrsPuE
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAJrqgpmjhq1
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAMqNEfA9cJA
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"Jeremy?"1272Please respect copyright.PENANA9TYbTZ2Ujl
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I shake my head, not believing.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAngYK1KxDQr
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1272Please respect copyright.PENANAvoISBtEPXV
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1272Please respect copyright.PENANAcnk1l603d4
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1272Please respect copyright.PENANACgzUaNxScJ
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1272Please respect copyright.PENANA32WzZjr4Je
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