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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAZTzCtfHNpn
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAA5lax0i1Qe
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAtLLle18pRd
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAkc8V7T2fu6
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I smile bitterly.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAZeRFkLBPH3
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAod74J6t8Ri
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAWd3ceVBSdo
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAw2U3Nqbg2e
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1329Please respect copyright.PENANAGCvftbXaPR
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAKsCe9NDCiw
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA57fIB9b5gv
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA7siJ6Sh4nQ
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA2JUupeGIRT
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAFvJV7cwgXu
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAlvPPhxG6QC
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAcOZyfRfrJk
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1329Please respect copyright.PENANAL71EeKnGQu
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAB0XWVoHF8t
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"Not that long baby I promise."1329Please respect copyright.PENANA0jj7pxgg1B
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1329Please respect copyright.PENANATmz0IkandB
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAvV3vz9ARfN
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAg9GdQX8jzr
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1329Please respect copyright.PENANANq6ZWcp1H8
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAxxVjYn10ap
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I frown at him.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZXCn5EOSZ
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"Don't say that."1329Please respect copyright.PENANAnpsnZ8NX6Z
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAJHfQPKazmh
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I gasp.1329Please respect copyright.PENANABHXapyyFCw
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"Jere stop!"1329Please respect copyright.PENANAtmmUsE33sX
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He goes on.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAYYCa5zDaHk
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAnZmfBm1tSv
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1329Please respect copyright.PENANANXvfiPOuPV
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1329Please respect copyright.PENANAW8p1ZFxSUE
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAW0bgp4qew9
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA0W2rLVPfwj
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"I won't."1329Please respect copyright.PENANAdCO380FgET
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAcsa8LNfWUr
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1329Please respect copyright.PENANACeu9ll0Yu7
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAPwTYdBTEOu
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAKHNIqTY6kL
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA3XucY0QdZ9
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAWmIPiMQtl9
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA52DNRmPkEb
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1329Please respect copyright.PENANACo8bNAyRAA
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He tries to nod but he can't.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAUzDs1TuQam
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA3Tc1cEW7a2
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAFluHThBmfw
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He looks up into mine.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA8T7EpKW1x7
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAPpTplDVOT3
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAiyqRDLvoDC
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAWvZRuuryww
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1329Please respect copyright.PENANALJMO8zOWue
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1329Please respect copyright.PENANA3mcMyDNWFe
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He doesn't reply.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAAvOAU7eEWf
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA86ZZDpaGmX
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAB3LXYTSu2Q
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1329Please respect copyright.PENANA72cgqZh4SC
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1329Please respect copyright.PENANALk8erzr2Zp
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAf4GE6P5dM7
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAcDVDANTrNZ
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAKLmLcLiKIs
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAQOv68UwJfn
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1329Please respect copyright.PENANASKDcefNpk6
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA3ODEpawW4K
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAss2x5meFy0
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAMU2DEGF61l
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAiFvbi31M4P
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA58Yv1fsV6V
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA1t6UITD1qw
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAGtf1oilX8v
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAGbzkk2hDFB
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1329Please respect copyright.PENANALrFn3GJng8
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAWX36rtqXjL
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1329Please respect copyright.PENANA6ObdEWeoWG
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAUbpWRENk8P
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"Jeremy?"1329Please respect copyright.PENANAtsEmMdxEW2
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I shake my head, not believing.1329Please respect copyright.PENANANqC94z85dZ
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1329Please respect copyright.PENANA5jFIEd0vGF
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAB6H28CTG3D
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAwpz7EUB9Q4
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1329Please respect copyright.PENANAb8EXus01VX
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