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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.684Please respect copyright.PENANAg7dH1yvxZP
He's shaking underneath my grasp.684Please respect copyright.PENANAcWr1pBWyZD
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.684Please respect copyright.PENANAc26FNo04uR
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.684Please respect copyright.PENANArWB117PfCF
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I smile bitterly.684Please respect copyright.PENANAMLKwsk6HBb
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.684Please respect copyright.PENANAVqwiABRLFi
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.684Please respect copyright.PENANA7NCa1WFRhc
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.684Please respect copyright.PENANABalhFr269W
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."684Please respect copyright.PENANAR66hGINS66
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.684Please respect copyright.PENANAhx7eGFXZac
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.684Please respect copyright.PENANAMPDqrEDpGq
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.684Please respect copyright.PENANA2phxFVBWNW
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.684Please respect copyright.PENANAcogJ0q2gJV
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.684Please respect copyright.PENANAVh5A2yGIRT
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.684Please respect copyright.PENANARLssDWea1Q
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I must at all cost keep him awake.684Please respect copyright.PENANAwQi11Z4IHL
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"684Please respect copyright.PENANAHEZSUrIqHQ
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.684Please respect copyright.PENANACThGDypVnr
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"Not that long baby I promise."684Please respect copyright.PENANAPHDcHwWbfZ
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.684Please respect copyright.PENANAPHFxNOzRt8
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.684Please respect copyright.PENANAbV16ObsvoB
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.684Please respect copyright.PENANAHDC36Q38FB
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.684Please respect copyright.PENANA7uPkZMp6l9
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.684Please respect copyright.PENANAocw7yBJolX
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I frown at him.684Please respect copyright.PENANA1j33hsntUW
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"Don't say that."684Please respect copyright.PENANAfEWQ0IeTue
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.684Please respect copyright.PENANA641jrIZktN
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I gasp.684Please respect copyright.PENANAYJcNpNCfl5
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"Jere stop!"684Please respect copyright.PENANA6xiL8W0lR6
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He goes on.684Please respect copyright.PENANAHQWkT7qYJJ
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.684Please respect copyright.PENANAV1UClIOD4s
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.684Please respect copyright.PENANAB6Rlowb2OG
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"684Please respect copyright.PENANAvmLbKAsIju
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.684Please respect copyright.PENANAGaZCWKXgV1
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.684Please respect copyright.PENANAUMcc02ByqB
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"I won't."684Please respect copyright.PENANAKzv98y2960
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He obeys, watching me soberly.684Please respect copyright.PENANAcPG96cRlNn
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.684Please respect copyright.PENANAd2xwWwWsky
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.684Please respect copyright.PENANAXrkNrnFcrG
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.684Please respect copyright.PENANAaAIsd8Fgg5
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.684Please respect copyright.PENANAPAGPg5Dsyh
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.684Please respect copyright.PENANAkWESbYDK76
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.684Please respect copyright.PENANAvN3bmvBNQA
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"684Please respect copyright.PENANA1uAFJsJlb3
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He tries to nod but he can't.684Please respect copyright.PENANA2AvMSjiRQI
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.684Please respect copyright.PENANAJqabYwW7ZK
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.684Please respect copyright.PENANAK6ZeZ6lDJf
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He looks up into mine.684Please respect copyright.PENANAi7puNvdRzR
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.684Please respect copyright.PENANATTumXWlHkV
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"Stay awake." I tell him.684Please respect copyright.PENANALBL6sF8PQF
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.684Please respect copyright.PENANATuiDOllGH7
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.684Please respect copyright.PENANAHs0k4PRXGd
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"684Please respect copyright.PENANASCIFgxOz4h
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He doesn't reply.684Please respect copyright.PENANATgVwKXuOAo
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.684Please respect copyright.PENANAAKgIqeMK2c
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.684Please respect copyright.PENANAnOXLDFbsN7
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"684Please respect copyright.PENANAWPh3yYf4r2
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.684Please respect copyright.PENANALTK297vozN
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.684Please respect copyright.PENANATJXMxJ4rVo
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.684Please respect copyright.PENANArYybKwsUem
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.684Please respect copyright.PENANAAM8MUqmpxq
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.684Please respect copyright.PENANAEXBd5K02ds
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"Kiss me," he repeats.684Please respect copyright.PENANAg3FPyFDF5u
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.684Please respect copyright.PENANA5gMQgBp6Gg
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.684Please respect copyright.PENANAuicsec2tfC
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.684Please respect copyright.PENANAGmJTFw9tNt
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.684Please respect copyright.PENANAVBuPtZTnUQ
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.684Please respect copyright.PENANAS0dFmG8F3g
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.684Please respect copyright.PENANATuIbcgDVhe
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Electricity races through me and lingers.684Please respect copyright.PENANAJxxpnh5m4b
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.684Please respect copyright.PENANACOSjdhjWq1
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.684Please respect copyright.PENANApKx3YO1ZMY
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.684Please respect copyright.PENANAK9azc4QTL8
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.684Please respect copyright.PENANAndecSoAg3e
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.684Please respect copyright.PENANA8xzU0uyh7O
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"Jeremy?"684Please respect copyright.PENANAZnnGhYKd8L
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I shake my head, not believing.684Please respect copyright.PENANADpvuKvuyIf
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"684Please respect copyright.PENANATlcwk0S8oD
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.684Please respect copyright.PENANABZZS98qXXn
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.684Please respect copyright.PENANApVCj8EWsEj
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.684Please respect copyright.PENANAo4I6HGUtk3
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