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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAZzIHdfl9mg
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAeRzeM3oYdm
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1001Please respect copyright.PENANANYFRg6MYH4
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA7C4PNnoEBR
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I smile bitterly.1001Please respect copyright.PENANADdiIDFkfdb
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAGU9WxGas80
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAN25beJCsto
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1001Please respect copyright.PENANABr783EgQX4
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1001Please respect copyright.PENANAqObfshUB6j
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAnNg6Vbn3og
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1001Please respect copyright.PENANABwJsDqWyCz
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAixp0SI2N73
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAmAZ7NfiZ0t
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1001Please respect copyright.PENANALoko4ygBt0
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAq1uwQ47UyI
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAHkX8zN1ASW
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1001Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7WDSl7I8x
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAhDzc6JMiL8
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"Not that long baby I promise."1001Please respect copyright.PENANAoX0EiuFlmS
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAykylo2toAt
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAOkZGDQE1Hg
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAKTXq2jfKtl
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA1UEOoukyzj
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAWmiHtcBqss
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I frown at him.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAU1TtZTUhGq
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"Don't say that."1001Please respect copyright.PENANAJcXOZ8paAy
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA42iJYQ4GNj
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I gasp.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAXrBEIOnZCk
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"Jere stop!"1001Please respect copyright.PENANAJHACMnjqdk
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He goes on.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAJNkyxoHxyl
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA82UBFU55sA
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAmjbh5zk6ru
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1001Please respect copyright.PENANARjC83unX5D
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA3a3EF8B2s8
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAwSpB8haYAt
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"I won't."1001Please respect copyright.PENANA96xdsKDgCO
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAl7x9G8Ayep
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAJzDkqrPDaP
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAdJUN6DGYTi
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAzbWfOEmo6K
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAPdG1QXUldm
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAxnwUU3VgAI
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAxClwtcPX03
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1001Please respect copyright.PENANAfBhdlYoTCP
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He tries to nod but he can't.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAZdqfpqCTxf
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAJzRr7dYt3P
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAV5rFHjeENR
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He looks up into mine.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAraRbtKHNQf
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA3Qhy15W3k2
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAVw9f4HEGyC
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA0sSsJndJEC
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA4rOW3A7bfQ
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1001Please respect copyright.PENANAHaFZBFZch0
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He doesn't reply.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAbLbqNCjKTr
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAhIDLmETyQp
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAYzKVoAIxVw
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1001Please respect copyright.PENANAkYSJWofyW5
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAzVqQf2sARC
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA36NKIO5KxO
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAiAwVPAYqug
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAz57ZS1p8AO
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1001Please respect copyright.PENANADqkxzHjL9E
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAuefiyZ70mt
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAmoyTNShFy0
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1001Please respect copyright.PENANARMeyCVECmT
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAccuIDyXLmz
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAUAPA8Eq2Qv
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1001Please respect copyright.PENANARV4RE0Elei
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA9O6f6V5989
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAQWDoBuBWYq
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAlx4ODAVu8X
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAZbq38Rf1eh
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1001Please respect copyright.PENANANSr3GxU62w
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAEDJdrlC22c
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAsj1OVgzEHI
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"Jeremy?"1001Please respect copyright.PENANANJV9BtYSaR
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I shake my head, not believing.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAXPKxTKL6Bj
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1001Please respect copyright.PENANAlTJmPQvZjE
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA8qM1WKygpu
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1001Please respect copyright.PENANA0uHfNgTK6f
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1001Please respect copyright.PENANAjcd2TbyWrY
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