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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAmpy9JgpaTs
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAcYfj7CAIHO
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAWBeiWgRpk2
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAHLGWjBN16s
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I smile bitterly.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAxCos0YOYn1
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAaRRBms2oHD
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1339Please respect copyright.PENANABnRHRRUEhY
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9ncZAEAPa
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1339Please respect copyright.PENANAD45E9JIkI4
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAbO3aUHrdH7
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAYW9SM7WMlR
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAbZhaPo4xEQ
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAgeI1tNbeYy
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAOGQclA1kBF
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAfKAy0jzMrG
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAloLfRf41bo
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1339Please respect copyright.PENANAkxrstpmAXq
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAI6yUBCMvwV
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"Not that long baby I promise."1339Please respect copyright.PENANALUqrMqKQW6
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAN5wMx5T4JL
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAXqAWQpUrXP
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1339Please respect copyright.PENANA1UaUzUix63
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAqPRMiSe9ZO
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1339Please respect copyright.PENANALaNw7ED5YN
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I frown at him.1339Please respect copyright.PENANALHKdYci02J
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"Don't say that."1339Please respect copyright.PENANAhoIG3XN1dv
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAeHuRloeJYu
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I gasp.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAhY7cxU2Kdf
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"Jere stop!"1339Please respect copyright.PENANAxCLLO8YlMz
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He goes on.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAkx3jDnJUyh
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAmPLHPUtau3
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAhRw5Sbg7tD
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1339Please respect copyright.PENANA9hX7Uj8IQE
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAQOwnmuGOit
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1339Please respect copyright.PENANABZMcTsGgTT
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"I won't."1339Please respect copyright.PENANAMReeSzWZQv
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1339Please respect copyright.PENANANcwbgjPMXK
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAIrO2RYNfGo
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1339Please respect copyright.PENANA3i4jA5WlUX
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAFOhZkw2oK4
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1339Please respect copyright.PENANANg0XihyxCG
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAWS6KnTwIgA
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAEk4mp87vvi
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1339Please respect copyright.PENANAQOvsxEIr59
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He tries to nod but he can't.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAYdwAplWgSi
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9ST42Vr8k
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAFYGBBGiXSB
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He looks up into mine.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAg4k0Ny97q4
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAQSNSQeJ8WM
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAoSEgDyCmhr
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAIjgeOQS9bV
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAEuEybMJWHM
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1339Please respect copyright.PENANAsc2XKzSi33
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He doesn't reply.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAGMIpmP7JfR
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAOhuqlIOuLT
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAUr5LLrrAHO
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1339Please respect copyright.PENANAf1VmAfRFLn
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1339Please respect copyright.PENANALtZPowuf90
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAWPTBoVX2SP
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAD1Ae5IFRUi
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1339Please respect copyright.PENANATYmh7sJY4v
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1339Please respect copyright.PENANA5yZo6Zzu7W
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAkKDKvzrOQj
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAEBJZMmmP5O
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1339Please respect copyright.PENANA8ivkV9LGpq
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1339Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZYozijjhu
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAHUY3p1UKSv
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1339Please respect copyright.PENANA2tppN1ryan
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAvRToAzjYnS
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAvCXp2etQ4e
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAowpjhi1eQB
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAHgC8Foxow3
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAVHtsftg1zb
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAO9mRWB5R7z
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAK7WqiQ7glw
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"Jeremy?"1339Please respect copyright.PENANA32uJaQDPbC
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I shake my head, not believing.1339Please respect copyright.PENANA4YwwFUEoBT
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1339Please respect copyright.PENANA1NUB5AapzT
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAEE6m09edRX
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAqwR9r857l7
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1339Please respect copyright.PENANAceVAL5ASRr
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