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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.951Please respect copyright.PENANAtpRlYekV7f
He's shaking underneath my grasp.951Please respect copyright.PENANAKIfmMyILru
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.951Please respect copyright.PENANAtZwkbmeHlU
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.951Please respect copyright.PENANAVhnqrhZmth
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I smile bitterly.951Please respect copyright.PENANAhEgTalGeDR
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.951Please respect copyright.PENANA78r8BdT6FB
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.951Please respect copyright.PENANAzK9akJeXvM
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.951Please respect copyright.PENANAtHoNN6TsXM
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."951Please respect copyright.PENANAUWVdWEjGoQ
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.951Please respect copyright.PENANA1fq48dwmyC
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.951Please respect copyright.PENANAHQeYVtk47V
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.951Please respect copyright.PENANAYHlJVb1tip
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.951Please respect copyright.PENANAmVkxuaqCop
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.951Please respect copyright.PENANAhDFeuJLe5M
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.951Please respect copyright.PENANA59XJgIM2Zn
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I must at all cost keep him awake.951Please respect copyright.PENANABawqO1hTvm
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"951Please respect copyright.PENANAIqnOX1upDq
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.951Please respect copyright.PENANAuNAX4MJ0kb
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"Not that long baby I promise."951Please respect copyright.PENANASJ4HJEEjRe
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.951Please respect copyright.PENANA79kb7aWs05
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.951Please respect copyright.PENANAYOO12qP53L
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.951Please respect copyright.PENANAF4V6zHX731
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.951Please respect copyright.PENANAZizUtNRtrQ
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.951Please respect copyright.PENANAk2TpSTgYsx
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I frown at him.951Please respect copyright.PENANAEal00dRPhk
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"Don't say that."951Please respect copyright.PENANAM8meGxtbvI
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.951Please respect copyright.PENANA5OxONaNMot
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I gasp.951Please respect copyright.PENANA9xeFvMWpx1
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"Jere stop!"951Please respect copyright.PENANALCfiEugu7o
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He goes on.951Please respect copyright.PENANAXuHTqNFMdq
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.951Please respect copyright.PENANAY0BlycZElL
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.951Please respect copyright.PENANA5WhlcdD4iE
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"951Please respect copyright.PENANA2fCXMdopSf
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.951Please respect copyright.PENANAcgKuCBSnn2
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.951Please respect copyright.PENANADGRAmL9QqU
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"I won't."951Please respect copyright.PENANAQEuZhYoPrL
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He obeys, watching me soberly.951Please respect copyright.PENANAPN82UA92wf
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.951Please respect copyright.PENANAzaCUre2jF8
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.951Please respect copyright.PENANAPNRFKbcnkT
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.951Please respect copyright.PENANAwLO2tschKc
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.951Please respect copyright.PENANAXUu78AgkWF
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.951Please respect copyright.PENANA2eAkurzn42
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.951Please respect copyright.PENANAQgkKUvDuT1
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"951Please respect copyright.PENANAg4LlacF0cY
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He tries to nod but he can't.951Please respect copyright.PENANAM7gJtzfDox
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.951Please respect copyright.PENANAIWakJFPSpa
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.951Please respect copyright.PENANAbtiE1xlcqL
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He looks up into mine.951Please respect copyright.PENANAkZYGYClODT
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.951Please respect copyright.PENANAtvbwDPyniS
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"Stay awake." I tell him.951Please respect copyright.PENANAXtu1A5bHcF
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.951Please respect copyright.PENANAwB4oNdaQDA
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.951Please respect copyright.PENANAqlWv5XxZCm
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"951Please respect copyright.PENANAL5BwNfVq0A
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He doesn't reply.951Please respect copyright.PENANAyXN685BOJT
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.951Please respect copyright.PENANA9mDGJ9B1bX
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.951Please respect copyright.PENANAgFAo4WYrP4
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"951Please respect copyright.PENANA0UvS7TDrqg
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.951Please respect copyright.PENANACXZ177kKLj
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.951Please respect copyright.PENANAgrfOogxP9b
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.951Please respect copyright.PENANA3pygKEaIfx
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.951Please respect copyright.PENANAs9g8pZxlZn
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.951Please respect copyright.PENANAgz6hdTS9Cl
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"Kiss me," he repeats.951Please respect copyright.PENANAS14MgYG8Np
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.951Please respect copyright.PENANAjP8hT9HfvU
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.951Please respect copyright.PENANAwT1d88yZFb
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.951Please respect copyright.PENANAlHGIbv0Lhq
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.951Please respect copyright.PENANAPfjYWTVJU3
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.951Please respect copyright.PENANAEQXjy4AbTb
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.951Please respect copyright.PENANAm9oN5sd4iZ
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Electricity races through me and lingers.951Please respect copyright.PENANAQQO68j9Wxe
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.951Please respect copyright.PENANAW9X7Sxyq4h
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.951Please respect copyright.PENANAeYFP3MANcK
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.951Please respect copyright.PENANAcXpivfSyoi
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.951Please respect copyright.PENANAtRqEzL7mRL
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.951Please respect copyright.PENANA4DezVPDFU2
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"Jeremy?"951Please respect copyright.PENANAoOxWpLk0DL
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I shake my head, not believing.951Please respect copyright.PENANAlE7ptWsUIn
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"951Please respect copyright.PENANA5iewJZ0C7l
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.951Please respect copyright.PENANAVkhfrwI7mT
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.951Please respect copyright.PENANAIckxcc95Ee
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.951Please respect copyright.PENANAyQQFLSvYep
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