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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAkJPRLKAWb4
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAsteyblB2Ko
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8rm70AiD0l
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIMMDwr8yRM
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I smile bitterly.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAASlJil0hSY
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAkG2F8w9wQl
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvZTulFnHkv
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAD9oduNJqLf
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1078Please respect copyright.PENANA7YmVTzKvuN
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdS7bXzystf
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAk1VA9voOyF
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAio67Wl09vg
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAv6QXXhAbJI
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAcKytuTElqm
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA7cg1fLRUy3
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAEi1IAhBCGT
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1078Please respect copyright.PENANAaTSvC3UPD8
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8sx9gN1BrT
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"Not that long baby I promise."1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4oIrB1ybIt
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAInvRRSZ9OJ
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdKmeNew6aT
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA30SQcSjdYt
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVeE2qEO75k
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1078Please respect copyright.PENANALxw4OcgZR3
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I frown at him.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3FHNUIYgSO
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"Don't say that."1078Please respect copyright.PENANAypd8oebG08
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1078Please respect copyright.PENANApJ8CSgMMNI
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I gasp.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAYSJFamLpav
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"Jere stop!"1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjPntd9PSG4
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He goes on.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvBiHYRGie7
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAYCz6p7JTDn
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5RIBwAsB5u
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1078Please respect copyright.PENANA39SHvtH5mQ
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAFALGuo5IUW
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1078Please respect copyright.PENANACtY38yBtsR
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"I won't."1078Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q0w9XHdLA
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdJvBA7wP6c
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIr3UtiSXRn
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAUYJqyfHE1W
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAAZKViUR59L
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAx0Tz1wuxWx
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA0p5f9hbKOp
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmc3MJvBvSW
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1078Please respect copyright.PENANAyhIiqbVjzN
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He tries to nod but he can't.1078Please respect copyright.PENANASMLi5AISFD
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAffZnEyL4bK
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdojgJRRmP1
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He looks up into mine.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA7UbpnFs6N9
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAI0JXhiEGad
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA0hEPohulVb
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAobVaXFHeMk
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAXV3aFShnAp
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1078Please respect copyright.PENANASlkd1a7Y1G
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He doesn't reply.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3AuFlmBrkp
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3Apfe2ZPhU
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6ndFpJ7hSk
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1078Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2RVhJauq3
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAC06vmOvEXu
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvvXA1l2FEw
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ja3esArGk
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAtn8yaeOSO4
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQDrOmzv7iX
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8rt1Pi6Vik
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAytIqDEMcvN
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA9MUyJO9dxT
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ5n1MiTOq
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1078Please respect copyright.PENANADHwdLFiDpt
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3l7VtTfNHv
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHn3RQXbblq
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAgrKhPEbNII
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAtQvGZgY1K4
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHR8zxhMbFz
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAnEdNn2HpdC
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAOXMGRAMTfT
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4MbP6eoysZ
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"Jeremy?"1078Please respect copyright.PENANAULLti0KOrk
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I shake my head, not believing.1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8WoXAKhaH8
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQHcDdrs2Yc
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAnK9fU4aIlr
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1078Please respect copyright.PENANArsIcBJAeH7
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1078Please respect copyright.PENANAZYisVarBZi
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