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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAKZHeqH7nQz
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAKu9YahM230
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAfCaxqSxbia
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAkTpOks5sKk
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I smile bitterly.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAZqxKFVLW2t
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAxY55yfb5w5
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA9oESxiQy1O
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAizh84Z3vQg
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1350Please respect copyright.PENANASpUOrk6las
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1350Please respect copyright.PENANARv3X8egAQz
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAf3lTj7YhiQ
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAfS7OlGLZEC
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAKSqWlYLKTV
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1350Please respect copyright.PENANABi7HaDIZ8P
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAtWMZQy7s7d
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAvFMB2rfnco
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1350Please respect copyright.PENANAZhpQ2H5ikf
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA5TExzs3lDR
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"Not that long baby I promise."1350Please respect copyright.PENANAWI08FfIJW7
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAw0umcHGUIx
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAZBqaC2Ygqk
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAidevPcioBK
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAoyAV2GVGe1
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAneIOuL5b8h
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I frown at him.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q8z8vSyed
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"Don't say that."1350Please respect copyright.PENANAyQtvBQulvh
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAqnjAx8j24V
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I gasp.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA0V38jiedco
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"Jere stop!"1350Please respect copyright.PENANAWXQnrtqwQG
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He goes on.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAUlENHE5bKY
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAV77FLEZH4R
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAJebmN292eP
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1350Please respect copyright.PENANAvLJ6EO0V8T
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAI63TEeU19f
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAGa6jbnIj29
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"I won't."1350Please respect copyright.PENANAIS6MpIwOFi
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAuznepO6zJS
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA8EbL1iJG4D
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAWM4AjoU398
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAHY8Dzr88Q8
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1350Please respect copyright.PENANARjr83Kooag
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAwR8OJ7C2DW
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAMMlGrFBBBQ
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1350Please respect copyright.PENANAaW49XWceJo
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He tries to nod but he can't.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAAN4ubBcIjL
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA0onwDdksxL
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1350Please respect copyright.PENANApHI8X6fGWF
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He looks up into mine.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAkvQMjTMAb1
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA9gF2JKpvCB
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAbwtluv3VQh
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAsUM5j1jvjf
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAJUZQNNnhpR
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1350Please respect copyright.PENANAkVvOcFYpCr
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He doesn't reply.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAdNAZgTrZmH
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAOB624qpFH0
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAcVXvB2I0X7
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1350Please respect copyright.PENANA1kybIwzY9z
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAkXgB9t5tf2
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA6nPTq3PmY3
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAi01inqPHSs
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAXgKejYJVdq
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1350Please respect copyright.PENANACelwbVR7HR
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA2NWzEEsGCe
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAR0FeYYDJU6
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAstEFtruJw9
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAy0a28qICYu
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1350Please respect copyright.PENANARR26y98mQw
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAUB1YvdkuW9
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAj5gAwDQ08I
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1350Please respect copyright.PENANABPnL2Ja0vc
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAYpF0Wt7vmt
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAv1ahNd39kY
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1350Please respect copyright.PENANACdsPT861cl
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1350Please respect copyright.PENANA4jSPEmJ2oy
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAsmZSBtLhcv
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"Jeremy?"1350Please respect copyright.PENANAmb5O7iPWRN
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I shake my head, not believing.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAEuSmZfQyii
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1350Please respect copyright.PENANADI5cZfT20c
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAb2xV4107nS
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAKCY1u6AZV1
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1350Please respect copyright.PENANAOdMyHmS7Gs
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