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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAttXRZ9Cs5j
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAc2IcSWTpwO
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAOxoeo92wny
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAKpZv8D7jQn
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I smile bitterly.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAsLaEugNVA9
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAsHcSKWRGBE
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAB9xmWt6zMz
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAJusds8NLBc
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1161Please respect copyright.PENANAiiHwJRRxg6
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA5fTzm6kHNb
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAoRglB4zSvl
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAQH9OvL7GJe
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAljCTHaYD2d
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1161Please respect copyright.PENANALncCRReNHu
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAQvpvCgoW0Y
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAfTrvoFPDao
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1161Please respect copyright.PENANAx9O1c11Yd9
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAYoM0LawDpY
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"Not that long baby I promise."1161Please respect copyright.PENANAhchGLzbQbe
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAuDbCzpzYt5
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAgVyCQn32o9
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAU0PCUJxvm4
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAk3GsopRsiF
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAqrLTKsuVnl
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I frown at him.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAl5pyziXVRu
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"Don't say that."1161Please respect copyright.PENANACp590t1dq8
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA9MjzvyMKl6
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I gasp.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA94lggb0xq1
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"Jere stop!"1161Please respect copyright.PENANAC8lAHP5txq
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He goes on.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAUTI5eHLaP3
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAHjrklCZT1o
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAd9JPUnCwaM
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1161Please respect copyright.PENANAGEuAy33kx1
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAOVX3NThAf3
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA48GF9CwEJL
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"I won't."1161Please respect copyright.PENANAbEGKVSTglB
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAFNVqzJdbCu
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAfR5Q2hGCgp
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAHTAo2XpAty
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA1UmAQ6JdCl
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAI9L5QLUYbd
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAVpopJw1TyA
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAHyBR1Iai0C
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1161Please respect copyright.PENANAq5pn0K1d6C
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He tries to nod but he can't.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAFpcxFW1Muj
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAFi3voF8mq7
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAKjUh0EIlot
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He looks up into mine.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA0sszu53Dfr
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1161Please respect copyright.PENANARDn6j9q0Er
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAtSc7ODVa7R
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAtx2FPGh1oG
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA3cW9NMZWzO
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1161Please respect copyright.PENANAiDCsfTKPOU
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He doesn't reply.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAprwc4NLZ3x
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA8S0A7l1euM
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAUXI1lUdxkY
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1161Please respect copyright.PENANAfUZZ30wUag
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1161Please respect copyright.PENANA0V5NZupgZM
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAU9Tdtyo82S
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAulaWEhAtjH
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAKDyjv6FLZu
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAzEFVFwSHFp
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAUbzzf9VDfs
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAtORj66Au65
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAzPD9djaPYx
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9qApIvssC
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAcMTwQfFG0c
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAWS8Ja8UGHs
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAzdP3tvFypL
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAMitTbvLfSl
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAPeYcT8DHSr
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1161Please respect copyright.PENANASzSqbKXJC1
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAi8nZBX2vVP
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAOE09TSXhXx
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAF4B0sHewhv
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"Jeremy?"1161Please respect copyright.PENANAAdyPYTwZ6Q
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I shake my head, not believing.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5OCfOswLB
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1161Please respect copyright.PENANALR8DPfBpnS
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAMccCgnxdHC
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAOVE4OkVA8D
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1161Please respect copyright.PENANAvzh6pIyPSC
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