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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.841Please respect copyright.PENANAzCXtG98qRs
He's shaking underneath my grasp.841Please respect copyright.PENANA1cRnlT824s
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.841Please respect copyright.PENANAe2cCdo0dFw
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.841Please respect copyright.PENANARThMfTodlt
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I smile bitterly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAwyCHnaDY0W
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.841Please respect copyright.PENANAhkyqgMU9K7
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.841Please respect copyright.PENANArX6ooTu4Q8
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.841Please respect copyright.PENANAgA6suhq83v
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."841Please respect copyright.PENANA4BZhdVebdf
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.841Please respect copyright.PENANADh34xs9x5j
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.841Please respect copyright.PENANASVa4yvtRM6
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.841Please respect copyright.PENANAVV48NREIJf
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.841Please respect copyright.PENANAkP2JVApeT8
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.841Please respect copyright.PENANAmGIGiJOSzu
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.841Please respect copyright.PENANABLW4AuLgMm
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I must at all cost keep him awake.841Please respect copyright.PENANAPjy4Uerd6c
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"841Please respect copyright.PENANA6Tk6DM2u2J
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.841Please respect copyright.PENANAD28WviJTtT
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"Not that long baby I promise."841Please respect copyright.PENANAJoc84glxRS
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.841Please respect copyright.PENANA6E7u7sgCMQ
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.841Please respect copyright.PENANAmsRHuhHuJP
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.841Please respect copyright.PENANAS3WfP54dce
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.841Please respect copyright.PENANAHjRXikor4D
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.841Please respect copyright.PENANAhYM4MiwaBT
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I frown at him.841Please respect copyright.PENANAOk9KBOW8N9
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"Don't say that."841Please respect copyright.PENANAz1JjIgF5w2
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.841Please respect copyright.PENANABvXAn1n98F
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I gasp.841Please respect copyright.PENANAkDv7n0thoY
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"Jere stop!"841Please respect copyright.PENANANx5cuLyblu
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He goes on.841Please respect copyright.PENANAC49wrnCUOD
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.841Please respect copyright.PENANAmPZPLJo88U
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.841Please respect copyright.PENANABIbnk7aw8A
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"841Please respect copyright.PENANA9RW2eu5K95
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.841Please respect copyright.PENANA6N6gfTiQX1
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAc591jFldrd
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"I won't."841Please respect copyright.PENANAlWtuCp42Tr
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He obeys, watching me soberly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAaoOUOo8ijP
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.841Please respect copyright.PENANAK3ElWEJmTn
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.841Please respect copyright.PENANAEUL3rn3H4g
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.841Please respect copyright.PENANA2aMVWgghdb
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.841Please respect copyright.PENANAjx77zJOEgk
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.841Please respect copyright.PENANAuFBPuFDPRC
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.841Please respect copyright.PENANAb9yt5WCLEe
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAlITFOl81tS
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He tries to nod but he can't.841Please respect copyright.PENANA5qxBxzs69N
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.841Please respect copyright.PENANAPBoMrNGZnc
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.841Please respect copyright.PENANAOHa558Iozp
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He looks up into mine.841Please respect copyright.PENANA5F9DnZSvgu
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.841Please respect copyright.PENANAlQDmmbaIOR
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"Stay awake." I tell him.841Please respect copyright.PENANAFWyE93y4lu
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.841Please respect copyright.PENANAaRtJSjY10H
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.841Please respect copyright.PENANAHeF0zEUCma
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAlQKoOs2GLR
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He doesn't reply.841Please respect copyright.PENANACrZnZwX4J2
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.841Please respect copyright.PENANAG9jipS7SIO
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.841Please respect copyright.PENANAcAu07xIyrg
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"841Please respect copyright.PENANAjxEjm6ipY9
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.841Please respect copyright.PENANAs7ueT1DINu
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAxkEuGpRfh1
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.841Please respect copyright.PENANADUu7bGo446
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAT418MdRAJr
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.841Please respect copyright.PENANAJcS5w34PKe
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"Kiss me," he repeats.841Please respect copyright.PENANACJgOw6o6Ww
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.841Please respect copyright.PENANAX20t9sIdYc
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.841Please respect copyright.PENANASpa31Gy5hk
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.841Please respect copyright.PENANAFw9MkoqTwc
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.841Please respect copyright.PENANAF2Va6rUruC
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.841Please respect copyright.PENANAVZFM8xGBJa
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.841Please respect copyright.PENANAvSLynSk5KQ
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Electricity races through me and lingers.841Please respect copyright.PENANABUXv3jOjcl
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.841Please respect copyright.PENANAes7eaQdtYK
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.841Please respect copyright.PENANAPbS5RAt8c0
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.841Please respect copyright.PENANAEUWkIqcNIS
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.841Please respect copyright.PENANA7MYPuEMRUI
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.841Please respect copyright.PENANA7VF2d3o1PO
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"Jeremy?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAwU44UFug4h
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I shake my head, not believing.841Please respect copyright.PENANADOSa1NGzJ4
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAol0CDOpwu8
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.841Please respect copyright.PENANAwkAujf7K4E
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.841Please respect copyright.PENANAPh6b4m69gK
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.841Please respect copyright.PENANAsdIS45iRmL
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