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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA7PReWHAeBF
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAoK03sciGsG
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAk9TevrA5MY
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAmgYBFmB2xv
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I smile bitterly.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAImcCE7emSB
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1051Please respect copyright.PENANABu6TGrR0O2
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA59XVzcYkcE
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA0VO4y6LWvs
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1051Please respect copyright.PENANAtgtzLmZ6ZP
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAKdjgvuTOCn
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1051Please respect copyright.PENANARfJQsmf4YB
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAk5zqPSr9ao
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA6cqBkxT0iw
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAMKWBOwrIqh
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1051Please respect copyright.PENANArYXd8yFVkK
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAckTBRQ22rU
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1051Please respect copyright.PENANA6jaRvXGyn7
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAuVGVvki8Mq
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"Not that long baby I promise."1051Please respect copyright.PENANA5qHAxQ2Vfb
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA2Edee3wyri
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAhC33YWiyyj
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1051Please respect copyright.PENANABFCmSEoySQ
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAI5uEoHEqhR
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1051Please respect copyright.PENANABix8mPaWBz
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I frown at him.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAKmBTEKzXbp
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"Don't say that."1051Please respect copyright.PENANACDD5J0COFm
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAP8DNUtfnWk
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I gasp.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA3tbGtAhXCi
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"Jere stop!"1051Please respect copyright.PENANAjLBHNH1RKi
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He goes on.1051Please respect copyright.PENANATTt4j0q0BU
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAI3UFDyJccx
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1051Please respect copyright.PENANApxZrqJkPhD
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1051Please respect copyright.PENANAOhlEtbH1ke
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAzfD0GNMx1o
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAlj2wNeBpV8
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"I won't."1051Please respect copyright.PENANASw3KuktN3L
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAlvLkom0tQo
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1051Please respect copyright.PENANALA4YmZl9xN
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA8JonFjrAeg
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1051Please respect copyright.PENANACH01LXJbgJ
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAifcQ3yDHVx
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAszssibI50i
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA7FAaw88YPY
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1051Please respect copyright.PENANA2f0TqzNWOL
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He tries to nod but he can't.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAGnQGfddAyB
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAWZEXeLtnRj
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAhizQ2SoCdF
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He looks up into mine.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAk9VuI3EvVk
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAbT9RjP4Uw2
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAo3EenkD6aI
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAG3ZWBggzar
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAuENPsyok0R
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1051Please respect copyright.PENANA40z8as3QDr
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He doesn't reply.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA4Odhwfz7oX
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAHro0wuH9NF
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAImBOvFH1VF
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1051Please respect copyright.PENANAf6c8mRxixB
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1051Please respect copyright.PENANATi1JmWGl6t
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1051Please respect copyright.PENANApiePEwdhhm
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA2AFLCZNWXG
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAAT2YyRPljF
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAiRrOPfMicZ
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAY5cNdwaoq2
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1051Please respect copyright.PENANANdV9vL8suw
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAYf1ODKsC3A
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAlVMuSywVwX
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAElzfK3AUIF
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAeyT0zhHSdD
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAHHJmbX4lug
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAtxiKjvy8eQ
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAiNFfJJqAPg
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAma7l35Y2zw
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAg18g7pwCy9
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAFkGGyOCFRj
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAx3RXvsHcGY
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"Jeremy?"1051Please respect copyright.PENANAk9Dz7YAGFO
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I shake my head, not believing.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA4Xxg1dKzHZ
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1051Please respect copyright.PENANApFojSiOVqT
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAbrxvoEDjcd
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1051Please respect copyright.PENANADDyAfVFFBy
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAGDjkZc7dxY
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