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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA2TphdAqpLF
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAaobQyiPvyd
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA8LMHGCqPiz
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAUaQJcyn8zN
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I smile bitterly.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAXUGPlNvllo
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAvKdN1oguZD
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAfgtIsa0V2I
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA0bq4geUo1m
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1154Please respect copyright.PENANAM9u7Yp7sC7
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAOMgc8iA0jR
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAv6srP7EogJ
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1154Please respect copyright.PENANATKwQnVwFqK
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAfo8PN4Mb36
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA9HlvXcppgd
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1154Please respect copyright.PENANANB4cTIRN7T
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAyJPX3Ilfej
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1154Please respect copyright.PENANA3R2xzAFs0x
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAzpbsbCRHZZ
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"Not that long baby I promise."1154Please respect copyright.PENANAcd7u5rESBr
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA00O7G6jD3W
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAMNNFdSlzQS
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAxfRqFo4pVA
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA1fdTFoobpa
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1154Please respect copyright.PENANANHypCWJBF4
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I frown at him.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAnbVFJzf5JE
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"Don't say that."1154Please respect copyright.PENANAMTJpcbdMOo
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAtXS0e8m6k6
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I gasp.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAZtFKVsFHsq
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"Jere stop!"1154Please respect copyright.PENANAD4F8vEDOF8
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He goes on.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAApEbXHBcF5
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAHhnGQcFmxA
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAPssrd6T50O
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1154Please respect copyright.PENANAAnEPuGZBJF
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1154Please respect copyright.PENANALLxLPEmY2H
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1154Please respect copyright.PENANApclLmagpGY
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"I won't."1154Please respect copyright.PENANA6i7vFnjJG1
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAQ21Edvcf07
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA00zbtVUpLo
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA706PbAlRaG
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAv96qz2sjOG
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAiqv6yFKBxS
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAWhdh0UJyWV
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1154Please respect copyright.PENANARef3vlwUil
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1154Please respect copyright.PENANACxImLytSMY
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He tries to nod but he can't.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAX5o28QRFOJ
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAi2kgrDcuo3
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAm6GBnLFs3U
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He looks up into mine.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA6QWcol8qgg
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAsXHk98HYB8
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAFNleYuobdC
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAjKg1s3PpKg
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAeH7dvYkIh1
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1154Please respect copyright.PENANAgIq4xoJAMf
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He doesn't reply.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAvfbjE54vsV
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1154Please respect copyright.PENANACb57RqdlVu
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAa8Y5EIQIsK
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1154Please respect copyright.PENANAlfWLsOLSSY
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wpv7ehoqs
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAKBghJb9hBc
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1154Please respect copyright.PENANASaxQlggFAG
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAHV4wo2UqWS
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAVTbb6dvQoi
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAbiIW7qbs83
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA8UPHGogCZb
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1154Please respect copyright.PENANABx9L9s3WuL
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAZwCzJ89T2t
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAMWr6Pw9K92
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAKljuYfxOIR
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1154Please respect copyright.PENANA90ZQgmcgbb
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAfZyPiz8ooO
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAdHbWyWdt2w
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAIx6uPDJONa
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAcbtqu3f74h
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAqdvS1s26Mm
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAc5MG7IUVXO
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"Jeremy?"1154Please respect copyright.PENANAl3lH9KhmgT
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I shake my head, not believing.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAKEFUG3W5gs
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1154Please respect copyright.PENANACLe8TBsS6n
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAhLYuqzDfpD
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1154Please respect copyright.PENANAiMbg7hCTfg
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1154Please respect copyright.PENANABDordJGmVo
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