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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAvtDUFIbSFx
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAVQLx12pW85
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAiwPH75it40
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAAK8Udo36Gt
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I smile bitterly.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAIrD1AD8rcQ
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAAGugo3VEBx
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAX7QVu7hLRL
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAbvwjW9w0sO
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1160Please respect copyright.PENANAgaOOcxl2ID
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1160Please respect copyright.PENANA6jhfq0Jbdw
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAeUyiAYTxUn
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAQffvj1yoNs
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAaLUOwlEmlF
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAsftDwxgfGO
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAUPAEJpIIcz
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAEPmqii2nYZ
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1160Please respect copyright.PENANA4fcxl9mkKQ
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1160Please respect copyright.PENANADlHRpTQafb
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"Not that long baby I promise."1160Please respect copyright.PENANAegKUC6v37b
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1160Please respect copyright.PENANArkWTxGX9DG
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAQ66GVxwdRB
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAN94Q9Hm3Pk
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAWKxUOeE09I
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAkIyphVWJQ7
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I frown at him.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAvi1ZlGb9ke
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"Don't say that."1160Please respect copyright.PENANAmlxIf66o3q
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1160Please respect copyright.PENANACakWOqkub4
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I gasp.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAeTRi5N8URW
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"Jere stop!"1160Please respect copyright.PENANA1IHK6MV5pN
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He goes on.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAwvjMgXdIev
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1160Please respect copyright.PENANA5WiBplSbct
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAmdRZ5BRKMq
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1160Please respect copyright.PENANANUw9mEY81k
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAYlSvOMBM0o
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAuak7Wz56hO
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"I won't."1160Please respect copyright.PENANAg1F0g5KyYK
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1160Please respect copyright.PENANADiQtFwAafj
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAK3sXbKByHB
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAoN8X4u1az4
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1160Please respect copyright.PENANA8XrLwaTPbb
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAdGpwM9vOF4
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAdLVb1R0q6V
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAxkDgWeF7Zv
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1160Please respect copyright.PENANAWym4kYHhNp
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He tries to nod but he can't.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAtdt0Tr5hAh
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAUAklejqvuw
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1160Please respect copyright.PENANA1WgmqLdVzA
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He looks up into mine.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAa0PwlyJnxZ
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAd1yDi33Xl7
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ2WyW2BW2
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAfVUodNc9pk
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAt39LR2Fava
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1160Please respect copyright.PENANAJsgLVmmSP8
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He doesn't reply.1160Please respect copyright.PENANABNrh9s6Ot7
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1160Please respect copyright.PENANA92dZbRgW2k
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1160Please respect copyright.PENANA8AkwypBc0L
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1160Please respect copyright.PENANA2naMJ0sEkW
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAsMzQMffswg
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAbxAoyoOu2T
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAOH84f99C3u
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAyvf4ZlmZRW
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAskcbOby1yK
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1160Please respect copyright.PENANApPIAIDoRc0
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1160Please respect copyright.PENANApsfGxwaRhh
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAra5Wb0bMOW
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAPCkxEQuGUr
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAIcOuRqtMyg
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAICEj1i3oJ0
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAf9JHi39HPQ
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1160Please respect copyright.PENANARIM8f5y4l0
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAdlaGPgA6mv
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1160Please respect copyright.PENANADOcquXrbPY
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAaAmSohniIU
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAiXfngBKYqR
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAEr1Nm3Nguz
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"Jeremy?"1160Please respect copyright.PENANAlRfaYgIGVP
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I shake my head, not believing.1160Please respect copyright.PENANA8oSWAxHsWe
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1160Please respect copyright.PENANAYJWACM2L8Q
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAP1nrCfZ6LT
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAf9fCyBaEMr
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1160Please respect copyright.PENANAdVr9oBbH0F
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