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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAlmNrhRkynk
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1050Please respect copyright.PENANABkUN8ZyDIQ
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAbjs8nugnAp
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAU233StaTIF
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I smile bitterly.1050Please respect copyright.PENANASaCItFYVL2
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA97GFhxxdpl
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA8dii9j9hTC
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAWcd5NizryK
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1050Please respect copyright.PENANAXL71kyggS4
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAPKkwkIM3W4
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAMRH0qntwry
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAIoAtGMK1v1
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAUTRwhRRduS
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAOqM3ACnq26
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAfrG4TU4Hnj
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAzCM59KJao2
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAymJJnohFOS
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAncnvwhyTHA
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"Not that long baby I promise."1050Please respect copyright.PENANAhypNZIVzEr
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAq9yZkboVhn
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAqH5V2eoisv
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAZj2SS7W0zu
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAArVLUJfvb7
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAK8pcUZecvp
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I frown at him.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA0ASqSbcgTd
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"Don't say that."1050Please respect copyright.PENANAvEVZO1cBKE
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAPVb2toNDNl
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I gasp.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ2cAMJlad
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"Jere stop!"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAKN8lEdcpFS
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He goes on.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAUMsvvtpSpX
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1050Please respect copyright.PENANASYozopmrEL
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAXXwtygoPW6
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAUWG4mFMajG
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAehOzhju5I1
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAZHYj56fWrx
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"I won't."1050Please respect copyright.PENANAsXZvyu13yB
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA8kIkp7LJeo
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAw1NMusvV2x
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAwbLAyCtfkv
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAP0ZATb6QbZ
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAtIVyfZ6Dyr
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA5iiDV2l83l
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAgxetVxBsC7
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAPjLrTo8w9b
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He tries to nod but he can't.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAUYyb1VLTNO
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAHe3Q0MGzXy
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAWaoT9ZVS5r
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He looks up into mine.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAI3XBM4CdDY
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAnPuUGS8WQW
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA87qx08Ak7P
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1050Please respect copyright.PENANADMpVU9SVAP
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAQUEmn7g593
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAtoPeH6i7PI
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He doesn't reply.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAwkQyEWiI9D
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAuCnwqWRPiB
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAEJSsf7nXUg
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAsWHkMomnOn
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAL6yIyTu4ns
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAHAHZsUS1As
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA3mOO1kdA4o
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAPs3D9oyEBW
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1050Please respect copyright.PENANALzHjhBXa9j
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAJIBqNlmsQ4
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAqjM2QNGmI8
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAiwhb6rgkSn
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAuI5gwE6PAW
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1050Please respect copyright.PENANANlAjqd8GOf
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1m6ROgQKU
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1050Please respect copyright.PENANApzjYW2m3Lf
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1050Please respect copyright.PENANApaJYos5uFH
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA4ybcjjyYQL
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1050Please respect copyright.PENANASlTKjdwd0j
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAzsVEfE1w2V
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAAoD6bNOqnI
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAwbN4N8ao9c
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"Jeremy?"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAu1Zi8yJcrh
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I shake my head, not believing.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAGu2CpzUJcS
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1050Please respect copyright.PENANAaYsWqXM8Kp
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA39bY72DLjA
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAB8mxSDD1nG
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA9wWgp7YCV5
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