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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAwiJlQAfDlD
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAHhBlK1vB1A
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAw9NuQmpoLi
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAMyKfUEc8yb
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I smile bitterly.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAaOisHWO9sZ
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAnHNhyzt5Qq
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA6JA3glKUig
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAsR9g9Tigre
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1076Please respect copyright.PENANAr99rgu2rdH
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAWhnRrxQvtM
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAcTqTfaiRZn
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAUpu3E0dRsA
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAYOoQLENNc4
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAkvsZ100R8b
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAiZSuCGPydc
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAZiMhbyEEXx
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1076Please respect copyright.PENANA6c0mQJC7RK
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAMUYQMxVatx
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"Not that long baby I promise."1076Please respect copyright.PENANAwPxvH8czSx
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAABORqd13oj
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAbRUAIvSnOs
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAfkfNGcYq3f
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZXsSfml48
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAmMnGNt0bHL
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I frown at him.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAlKsQmtS1vP
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"Don't say that."1076Please respect copyright.PENANA7Gx84kAVOQ
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1076Please respect copyright.PENANALOX4zZ3t02
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I gasp.1076Please respect copyright.PENANALgcxwMNEmg
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"Jere stop!"1076Please respect copyright.PENANAZyEfoshxvB
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He goes on.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA8HK3KCYRAK
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAVPKOOmx7Xh
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAlFBHZVf3gK
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1076Please respect copyright.PENANAjCW2YMitKu
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA8amLECaiu2
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAezLV8jq4uI
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"I won't."1076Please respect copyright.PENANApJzD3WW6Ro
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA6aO7RAGMfL
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAGRQv9Qwjlt
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAV7U8uIpvyL
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAlkIIIBEMqN
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAg3UOUVUWvd
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAkZKH5DDAPU
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAdCxREpxtrw
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1076Please respect copyright.PENANAdq547f1kws
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He tries to nod but he can't.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAvXSEFHXvYg
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAhxKc3buppp
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAfeApI97Ltz
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He looks up into mine.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAN8jJOXjICw
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAN79H9agYUX
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAU3CvfGlPpH
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAofq4Nlqh5Q
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAtK73l7Nj1C
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1076Please respect copyright.PENANA9vSak7jAq9
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He doesn't reply.1076Please respect copyright.PENANANTdArCnUJT
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1nrFEmglz
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAbILliOYfQn
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1076Please respect copyright.PENANAIBzF7GwHS8
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1076Please respect copyright.PENANADxCaWmTmRJ
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAY5fxQHUKXG
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA4UCHCkaF3Z
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAbWVyMRmd5e
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAgm5VZyNLmK
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAin2iclqo26
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAo767g75Dc1
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAZZiWX8RqH9
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA5DQnHcq9w5
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAn7SWTK4Yev
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAfXJ3VTJfbG
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAOh2lo2dKzH
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAG6zGtLRWby
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAvp3jviKSSW
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1076Please respect copyright.PENANASRlt9Cxaa7
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAC20VdAh2L5
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1076Please respect copyright.PENANApXdG9KGD0k
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAfljGSleWX3
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"Jeremy?"1076Please respect copyright.PENANAj9Fls17Nxu
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I shake my head, not believing.1076Please respect copyright.PENANA6Omeouc45Y
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1076Please respect copyright.PENANAAysDF4M2RH
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAYEw5UhExwh
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAaSUARQHjrf
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1076Please respect copyright.PENANAhUfMFCa14z
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