依稀記得事發時正值春季,放眼盡是一片青蔥翠綠。219Please respect copyright.PENANA1NjjWioUMn
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對於當時年僅八歲的湯米,獨自闖進這片渺無人煙的樹林裡,不害怕嗎?219Please respect copyright.PENANA6im4VAR7KP
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害怕,但他似乎更害怕樹林外的……219Please respect copyright.PENANAKUwQwGRzT3
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甚麼?樹林外有甚麼?219Please respect copyright.PENANAKlTePbyfXY
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他記不起。
湯米花了二十二年時間去回憶,卻仍然想不起自己在樹林外遇到甚麼。219Please respect copyright.PENANAHTL2OkDElX
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媽媽曾提及過,搜救隊在樹林裡找到他時,他已陷入昏迷,一絲不掛,頭部重傷。原以為湯米被變態色魔拖入樹林施暴,誰料醫生檢查後卻說他身上沒有被侵犯的痕跡。加上湯米記不起進入樹林前後的遭遇,案情變得更為撲朔迷離,警方無從入手調查,只得在半年後將此案列為懸案。219Please respect copyright.PENANAerHQAyrHSv
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由於受驚過度,湯米性格大變,變得陰沉。朋友不敢接近他,說他的表情很可怕。童年不再愉快。媽媽數次為他遷居、轉校,直至湯米說累了,想要安定下來。219Please respect copyright.PENANAMqhU31rlXM
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就這樣,湯米在這地方待了二十二年。219Please respect copyright.PENANAwGXbnuMOeb
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這是一個老舊的住宅小區,居民大多是上年紀的老者。他們早上會到公園晨運散步、互相打招呼,然後會認為生活很美好。老者不需要夜生活。晚上十時許,整條大街已然烏燈黑火。219Please respect copyright.PENANAoh4rzKbQZR
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對年輕的湯米而言,這種生活平淡乏味。惟每當他對外界感到好奇或是鼓起勇氣打算到別的地區閒逛時,零碎的回憶卻同時湧上心頭,恐懼再次通體蝕骨。219Please respect copyright.PENANATnkNykP3sc
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記起了?不。記憶過於散亂,根本沒法拼湊出事情的來龍去脈。牽制他的僅是那股莫名的恐懼。219Please respect copyright.PENANAorvp8ekyDE
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湯米哭了,渾身顫抖。媽媽上前安慰他、擁抱他。驚恐的湯米在媽媽的懷抱裡安然入睡。
媽媽死了。219Please respect copyright.PENANAQBTDhuCv4r
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湯米瑟縮被窩中,連續七日無眠。219Please respect copyright.PENANAic37cpwtcc
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他看見那片樹林在眼前。他置身於樹林當中。他從樹梢葉子之間的隙縫間看見灰濛濛的天空。他嗅到草腥混和霧水的清新氣味。他感受到腳下有大小不一的石塊……219Please respect copyright.PENANAJqa7H6O2U6
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湯米知道自己快要瘋掉。219Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3lQf7TvDM
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他不甘心。219Please respect copyright.PENANAjuR0NrHUou
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鼓起勇氣,衝出家門。219Please respect copyright.PENANADZAtiQIoKt
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夜深,身穿酸臭睡衣的湯米在無人大街上赤腳狂奔。219Please respect copyright.PENANAxRKqSLJLqj
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路面偶有雜物垃圾或是醉漢摔破酒瓶遺下的玻璃碎片,但在湯米眼內,那都是大小不一的石塊;馬路上車輛漸多,灰黑的廢氣在湯米鼻腔內變成了草腥混和霧水的清新氣味;連花園的住宅平房往後冉退,身邊景物換上奢華時髦的裝束,高聳入雲的參天大樓在湯米眼中成了百年老樹,閃爍繽紛的霓虹就是葉子隙縫間那片灰濛濛的天。219Please respect copyright.PENANAg76d2eTjqn
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跑呀跑。路不盡,夢無窮。219Please respect copyright.PENANAoZXm3qXbfz
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湯米在一片樹林前停下腳步。219Please respect copyright.PENANAew4ectGzv2
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是當年那片樹林嗎?219Please respect copyright.PENANAnZKnH32kmo
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他喘著粗氣,窮目細望夜月下的樹林輪廓。發現樹林前有一小屋,像極兒時居所。219Please respect copyright.PENANA76Ui2y2xY7
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怎麼會在這裡?幻覺嗎?219Please respect copyright.PENANAa9s8K2jR54
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疑惑之際,忽爾有一男孩從小屋正門蹦跳步出,熟練地拐進屋旁小徑。湯米認得那張臉——根本是八歲的自己。219Please respect copyright.PENANACihSx7aX1T
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湯米尾隨男孩去到屋後花園,誰料幼童突然剎停腳步,高喊:「媽媽!」219Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZqHaqhfsG
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湯米循男孩目光望去,只見媽媽與男鄰查理叔叔擁作一團。219Please respect copyright.PENANA5eC1pLJv08
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「湯米!你怎會在這裡?你不是在睡覺嗎?」媽媽大驚,連忙整理衣衫。219Please respect copyright.PENANAKRejZ6WMJp
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「我被電話鈴聲吵醒了。」男孩打呵欠,伸懶腰。219Please respect copyright.PENANAHtK0GfDPtc
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「電話?媽媽現在去接電話。」媽媽神色慌張,與冷靜的查理叔叔形成強烈對比。219Please respect copyright.PENANAXjN1lIqTKb
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「不用了。我剛接聽電話了。爸爸說他忘記帶重要文件,希望你能將夾萬內的文件放到餐枱上,方便他回來拿取。」男孩聰明伶俐,卻未能看明白眼前的事——他以為擁抱是普通不過的事,就像自己高興時會跟同學擁抱,不分男女。219Please respect copyright.PENANAtHGEa9GCho
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「噢!湯米真乖!媽媽這就去辦!」媽媽匆匆帶著湯米回到屋裡去。219Please respect copyright.PENANAGfwtJQajvn
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媽媽在睡房夾萬前忙著的時候,查理叔叔走近坐在梳化看電視的男孩:「不如一起到樹林那邊散步,好嗎?」
「不!不要!」樹林內,湯米和男孩的聲音重疊起來,同樣的語氣和音量,同樣的驚恐與無助。他只能眼巴巴看著查理叔叔如何用石塊狠砸男孩的頭部,看著後來趕到的媽媽帶淚呆站一旁,沒有任何阻止查理叔叔的舉措……219Please respect copyright.PENANAo0xTEv2d6D
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男孩頭部受傷昏倒的一刻,男孩跟查理叔叔的身影消失了,只餘雙眼通紅的媽媽愣在原地。219Please respect copyright.PENANApWARCGgJeN
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相顧無言,唯有淚千行。219Please respect copyright.PENANAuHuCjiB0kR
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月落日出之間的晦暗不明逐漸顯現,灰藍與橙白在天空柔和相爭。是分別時刻,無論願意不願意。219Please respect copyright.PENANAeDMmusCWIg
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「對不起,湯米。我是你的媽媽,我該要不顧一切保護你,我該要阻止查理……」219Please respect copyright.PENANAVK1Kd5oT6p
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「但你同時是個人。在恐懼面前,人類甚麼都不是——我大約猜想到你和爸爸之間的事……」219Please respect copyright.PENANAoSZLpbyVhW
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湯米雖失去事發時的記憶,但他清楚記得爸爸遇意外離世後,媽媽的手腳不再瘀青。219Please respect copyright.PENANA5zZgSzMzT3
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曾有好一段日子,查理叔叔每天到來看望母子二人,會送親手栽種的盆栽給媽媽,也會為湯米帶來很多有趣的玩意。湯米雖沒有跟查理叔叔一起玩耍,但他感受到當中的關懷,打從心底喜歡查理叔叔,奈何媽媽對查理叔叔越益冷淡。219Please respect copyright.PENANAFsE7cQMcbJ
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某日,查理叔叔要搬家到別的城鎮去。媽媽當日整天神色黯然,經常靠著窗玻璃呆望查理叔叔指揮搬運工將傢俬抬上車。湯米看不懂成人的心思,說要為查理叔叔送行。媽媽不依,只道不要妨礙人家:「媽媽已耽誤查理叔叔很多時間。」219Please respect copyright.PENANA39jG9KWOCt
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傍晚,搬運工已然備好一切。查理叔叔登車前,依依不捨望向湯米和媽媽的屋。媽媽立時退後遠離窗戶,湯米則傻傻向查理叔叔揮手道別。219Please respect copyright.PENANASvQFF1HKVD
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查理叔叔就此徹底退出母子二人的人生……
日出,光芒四射。灰藍橙白褪下舞台,柔和的金黃灑落青蔥樹林之上。219Please respect copyright.PENANAazddR0zF0j
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又一個春日。又一個開始。過去就此成為過去。219Please respect copyright.PENANAYPQ9s3jxtm
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湯米戰戰兢兢走入樹林。他感受到腳下有大小不一的石塊。他嗅到草腥混和霧水的清新氣味。他從樹梢葉子之間的隙縫間看見天空。不是灰濛濛的,而是藍得清澄、藍得可愛的天空。
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