作為一個缺女嘅男仔,梗係重色輕友,所有嘢都係以女行先啦!所以我決定放棄我嘅籃球隊、放棄呢班好隊友,繼續陪我嘅女神-楚翹。197Please respect copyright.PENANAt1NvRwDu3i
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[同學愛新鮮,戀愛大過天,想不想也日夜懷念,連甜夢也不夠甜。]197Please respect copyright.PENANA9eOLkSWgSP
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寂靜嘅圖書館逐漸成為我哋偷情嘅場地,當小息鐘聲一響,我哋亦都迅速到圖書館,反正圖書館嘅人唔多,我哋就可以一路當值、一路專心咁傾偈,同時都幫楚翹儲緊服務時數,做靚份成績表,又可以增進我哋嘅感情,簡直抵到爛啦!197Please respect copyright.PENANA6irie9XiPb
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每日嘅小息就成為咗我哋兩個相處嘅時間,我哋喺課室隔著啲同學,冇辦法傾得更加深入,但圖書館杳無人煙嘅環境完全適合深交,唔使一個月,我覺得我哋嘅關係已經超越一般朋友嘅程度。197Please respect copyright.PENANAi6pu5VQDNJ
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[當然現在我未成年,讓我膚淺,只知戀愛大過天,忘記有益的格言。]197Please respect copyright.PENANA7bipGpeeEN
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或者可能有人唔知喺圖書館當值究竟要做乜嘢,其實就係企櫃檯負責借還書,或者出去書架上書,雖然企櫃檯係最舒服,但我都係鍾意去書架上書。點解?因為企喺對面書架可以偷望楚翹上書個樣,而唔會俾佢發覺,當佢眼尾見到我望佢嘅時候,我又可以扮搵書,進可攻,退可守。197Please respect copyright.PENANA02GOelkRmf
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[自動掠過他眼前。怎麼閃,同學始終會遇見。]197Please respect copyright.PENANA6btIfJMztu
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親密嘅時間去到十二月,我哋嘅關係都keep住咁親密,但都冇人決定踏出第一步,繼續成為密友關係,於是我趁著聖誕節,手寫一張聖誕卡俾佢。當然呢張卡梗係有蹺蹊啦,我將我對楚翹嘅感情透過文字釀入去張聖誕卡入面,希望楚翹可以解讀醞釀喺文字嘅細味,知道我對佢嘅愛意。197Please respect copyright.PENANAiosGfYTxEa
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至於呢張聖誕卡嘅內容,我到而家二十幾歲都仲記憶猶新,信中嘅一字一句,我都記得一清二楚。不過封信寫啲嘢真係好肉麻,我而家都唔敢再寫多次一式一樣嘅文字,真係年少輕狂嘅時期先寫得出。197Please respect copyright.PENANAzIsbK97Cj3
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「喂!聖誕快樂,送俾你嘅。」我企喺書架對面,透過書架中間嘅空隙遞張卡俾楚翹。197Please respect copyright.PENANAqAhwQIJpa2
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「多謝你喎!不過我冇準備聖誕卡俾你㖭!」楚翹笑住咁多謝我。197Please respect copyright.PENANAC5txZ3JZOh
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「小意思啦,最緊要你鍾意就得!」講完之後,大家繼續執書架,繼續做返自己嘅工作,而我亦都係咁偷望楚翹。197Please respect copyright.PENANAp4EKVeoaiu
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唔知係咪我嘅錯覺,自從送咗封信俾楚翹之後,佢就少咗主動搵我傾偈,甚至我搵佢都冇再「秒回」,又或者係隔咗幾日先覆,呢個聖誕假甚至之後都一樣。197Please respect copyright.PENANAIBlVqiw2K5
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[她,整晚在寫信,問安的信每日寄。]197Please respect copyright.PENANAMrqMpiKkUp
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多疑嘅我就喺度諗:究竟佢係咪因為睇得明封信嘅意思,想避開我嘅追求而唔覆;定係睇唔明封信呢?197Please respect copyright.PENANA5cXrtENgqm
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[旁人話,大戰結束了,誰人未死早回來。]197Please respect copyright.PENANAMHCR0hZLwb
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我問我身邊啲朋友,如果收到封情信咁耐都唔覆,而且開始疏遠我,即係咩意思?197Please respect copyright.PENANA8lfsmAkFsp
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[傳聞話,同僚亦曾在那戰地,找到你。泥濘內似已沒生氣,唯獨她始終不信等你。]197Please respect copyright.PENANAm2fmvkzjLz
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好多朋友都話:仲使問,你溝女失敗囉,楚翹唔鍾意你囉,快啲換個新目標,早日逃脫單身之禍啦!197Please respect copyright.PENANA2dXmzF2p2Z
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[尚有個她未心死,天天衰老仍然守侯你。時常在想你正在某片地,悠然地呼氣。]197Please respect copyright.PENANALurIp4if32
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唔得,我唔可以放棄,我好鍾意楚翹、好鍾意好鍾意楚翹,我好想繼續望住佢笑,繼續睇佢專心搵書嘅可愛樣。197Please respect copyright.PENANAkFaYORvvpj
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[若你那天,未先死,請抽一晚回來一起,這盼望很悠長,大概應該結尾,不過未。]197Please respect copyright.PENANAawIqzgkTDp
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衛蘭嘅《她整晚在寫信》講述一個女仔成晚喺度寫信,希望佢嘅打緊仗嘅男朋友返嚟,但係封信一去冇回頭,而呢個女仔即使知道個男朋友返嚟嘅機率有幾低微,但都堅持咁等待。197Please respect copyright.PENANAgd2tgMPlug
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而我嘅情況同女主角嘅情景都有啲相似,雖然楚翹唔係軍人,亦都唔係永遠唔見,但我永遠等緊嘅係,佢對我親口嘅答覆。無論係做我女朋友與否。就算我身邊嘅朋友叫我快啲放棄,因為都冇可能等到呢個答覆,我都堅持等待,我真係好唔想放棄一段自己曾經付出咗唔少時間嘅單戀。197Please respect copyright.PENANAKaP1xTFP6d
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世界永遠都係殘酷,即使我再點樣緊握都好,到頭來傷害嘅只係盲目付出嘅自己,楚翹唔鍾意我就係唔鍾意我,即使我做幾多都好,都唔會改變對我嘅睇法,我亦都冇再主動搵佢,自動退出呢段關係。197Please respect copyright.PENANAbyg6SKxRgF
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自從表白失敗之後,楚翹再冇同我有任何交流、再冇去圖書館當值、完全當我係透明人。而我亦都冇再去圖書館,繼續同班戰友練波。呢班兄弟永遠都係我嘅最強後盾,永遠支持我、永遠陪伴我。我好記得我哋當時放咗學之後就去買啤酒,跟住喺海濱公園「劈酒」,盡訴心中情。197Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5m6hLgTAo
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而且大家都漸漸「自我遺忘」呢件柒事,唔再同對方再傾偈,直至我哋畢業,我都再冇同佢講任何嘢,我相信我哋之間已經建立咗一道「隱形牆」。197Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xea5RFEff
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不過喺我哋中六嗰一年,我聽朋友講,原來楚翹同隔離學校嘅某個男仔一齊拍拖,仲鬼死咁甜蜜,但如果喺楚翹身邊嘅係我,我又可唔可以比到楚翹一段甜蜜嘅戀情呢?我相信憑著我嘅能力係可以,但呢個可以應該再冇機會了……197Please respect copyright.PENANAbqxwyBM2FV
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[我會消失,讓自己一個抑鬱,道謝你絕情,絕得送上這種惡疾。]197Please respect copyright.PENANA0S89A4aRXc
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如果時光可以倒流,我會吞了「我喜歡你」,不開口,十世還做朋友,永遠停留在圖書館卿卿我我的情景。197Please respect copyright.PENANAnhvkK0HLu6
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[人總需要勇敢生存,我還是重新許願,例如學會,承受失戀。]197Please respect copyright.PENANAge43pNB8tL
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故事去到最後,我都冇同楚翹一齊,又點係《文杰失戀筆記呢》?應該係《文杰單戀筆記》先啱。點都好,無論係失戀定單戀,都係俾自己嘅一個經驗,一個更加認識自己嘅經驗。197Please respect copyright.PENANA6dwl1BvqIj
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追唔到女仔又唔係人生失敗,現實仲有其他人可以發掘嘅,唔使因為一棵樹而放棄成個森林啦!係咪?197Please respect copyright.PENANAkU1Xfhda1g
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加油啦!古文杰,千祈唔可以放棄,你仲未輸㗎!197Please respect copyright.PENANAzfNMwpwgRD
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(待續 To be continued)197Please respect copyright.PENANAQEUht1npsG
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