papergarden. - spinning with the box fan's propellers.

One more sleep. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEHWtR1I1U

I sit at my desk spinning with anxiety. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyv4bklQGj

Tomorrow, I seize my chance for a new start. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHiL8eOSm0

I can't sleep yet. My mind is racing, pacing, questioning if all I have been working for will come to pass.322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF9RUANNZo

Or will it be a repeat of last year?322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8It2M8Rcc6

When I think of last year, I think of all of my failures. I think of how all of my dreams fell apart. I think about how all my hard work left me with the mocking shadows of my superiors. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtp0trnYyE

I was torn apart from my home and my "friends" left me behind. They saw I left and never said a thing.322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrh8RsPLoQ

My superiors mock with their silence. They don't mean a single word they say.322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKpaSWRmTC

I'm not missed.322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJrByT4aRa

I'm not cherished. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnVHlPFGoB

I'm their failure. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0C331t7mv

The last time I heard anything from them was four months ago, when I faced that nightmare...and somehow I still can't believe the tearful words they spoke.322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRWOJlO6QA

The lack of focus I have is getting to me. I feel like getting sick and screaming for all of the times I chose silence. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzRvMukvfZ

I play a playlist of songs meant for dancing and despair to help me not think of what happened four months ago.322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLanxN1dow

Almost five. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTFA64tfxl

The box fan's propellers are spinning, but the cool air isn't reaching me. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gaap2kqT5

The choices I will make, the path I'll take...they seem hazy in the moment. But maybe with some sleep, I will gain more perspective. Maybe I'll cool down if I stop over-calculating.322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq1mTMG2mp

May sleep come soon. I hope tonight, the PaperGarden will treat me with vivid peace. 322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxt5q87Fjl

To be Continued...322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh6kqNKaXk

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