Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjzVvgR2bD
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg31ZJ79DKA
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRaRQoxjZ0
It's been four months since that day.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZUxsagfyk
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72aMYoayV7
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJny1Y0rjxd
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0KqBV6VWc
Only loneliness.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYki4G8CPH
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVo9qBrMh1
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61VzZ2kSnj
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlGrY8LWMB
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVO15tvhYo
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rODnxBfWA
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24c1d1w1cl
They remind me of home. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06u38iotJg
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tRs3e0TVS
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypOVpKOyfg
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38r4MpL4WC
I don't want to be here. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtufdkcyAvq
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ir12uStn7
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nOSP652ho
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R9pWOB5oX
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQHVo7ttjQ
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWXwvOA3Jv
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK8k20BC5V
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cROfMzjLp
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROBRDCzyLb
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HmudsW8Yd
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGclaYhcFOL
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF16Nr4uj2
I want it to make sense.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWmkz10Kln
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6vpQz6jy9
The PaperGarden.672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwNihQ9e2j
To be Continued...672Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1noO8IS85d
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