Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzUARmpq2g
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67YQy2df1X
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfwBrdUNKM
It's been four months since that day.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObEDhiUt6W
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiS18bB4II
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM0KQmtR8r
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zFsaLtAxX
Only loneliness.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoQ1uJTZvw
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAwe2QQoO5
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgijvOdO81
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c4zMdJhve
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGIepOe3jP
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSY9BVKbVi
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCaHPA5q7e
They remind me of home. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm4oKwglKB
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiJl0ZcP79
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FD6Z4ha4P
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv6fWX4ltb
I don't want to be here. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU6qwFvQUW
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacelWHFNhP
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaCnkICCoV
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMOr6XH9Pr
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvWa0nxwUS
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nWyrNy88Z
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6FZn9DsU9
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOY059q7LD
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6rvRrhcTW
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYAqKf2dEy
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64MzycJGMM
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fs1TbGAiA
I want it to make sense.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPrKhJ4Qsm
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR1pH1VTgq
The PaperGarden.733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfL1Y80Fah
To be Continued...733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhXy8eN5u6
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