Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k7ydvPNIz
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPycMM0hnn
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb6xB3AT8c
It's been four months since that day.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBhWnGrjJM
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92gWebJgkm
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi88xDrLEq
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZr1UR9unS
Only loneliness.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o1oJPraER
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdZHxhhLbO
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU5amqH7cC
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslrfsecEqu
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OnOhxlZI4
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa8JDfhKf7
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFHX1NPsdX
They remind me of home. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB7KRYPYCA
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkbTqko4ws
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHCWonhd3c
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuY7MiHMqI
I don't want to be here. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflVXQVcqcM
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJqwBzi9gF
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaIYYM2QLe
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2Eb6ZOzIG
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BuqDdfwWQ
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq7tZ7e4UI
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn5CS28jvs
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKL6BhNySE
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9wLSFDGFh
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFn46WLiHo
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU08xZ19b1R
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrsoCZEU7y
I want it to make sense.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr2ak9qEv8
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLKGxqjr6W
The PaperGarden.665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cp6MCjOJI
To be Continued...665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcUSepnbNj
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