Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQopCD0w7Z
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEYpNfHapI
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2ahSe5cCE
It's been four months since that day.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu8YG7YiFq
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcIDLpULxp
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ONhfBdor6
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP0sOKytuA
Only loneliness.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGejfJYZcQb
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2umbfqwNUX
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuNLlmGkRp
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLkKUhw81E
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSvkOxmOFW
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTY4D9GpDer
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPshJIjAPOS
They remind me of home. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PfvrarPzv
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEVYF7dFTy
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xMBC2H9hx
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrnaDsvd1h
I don't want to be here. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5ZSx3OYAh
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZAKj8R9hF
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoM5XVq48v
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBCCwjXVk2
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR7dK3JmoV
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIEMc187qH
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPE5fgIjVD
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDD7GgSqNL
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDCYzAuAzi
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20aebJXO3H
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXdYnNAehV
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJFyjFqqfM
I want it to make sense.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdPM5KQ7Bs
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsyLpA5o9K
The PaperGarden.769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy61gvYjBL
To be Continued...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8wTdkTY2V
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