Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimcQzunTop
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuWy9J3YxM
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1HqIlsd1i
It's been four months since that day.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLwj5e44Wk
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIN9y0XUwM
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2xpQTNhWs
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpcaOv3ezM
Only loneliness.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14tIrnFAWk
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwTizldMOS
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4EgAyMazM
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5TCArz4r8
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpoaBGdz5F
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS5boyEfVY
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9CNhELnYv
They remind me of home. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuaHDkmHU2
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxspDOC8hFG
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxjhXJgtUO
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAtOuApOZV
I don't want to be here. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVFUKrIljw
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8Rxl94LGo
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjM401ZYyi
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HOG0vn9KL
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBRrXYjx7v
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSObwjz18XF
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RwggDzpsy
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gCDkVqpmb
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsgUwKpVca
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgMGhUGTBq
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVnxDzjkWa
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GjMpj91n2
I want it to make sense.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhXrIKPyeQ
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiUqeMISoW
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To be Continued...978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxRiTyJjZb
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