輕輕的我走了 - 那年，我七歲，我殺了自己

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一聲高過一聲的嬌柔浪叫，伴隨著嗚噎的啜泣聲，層層推疊，在一次痙攣後僅剩彌留的喘息聲迴盪在昏黃骯髒的小套房。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVuuQhI0ZV
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我靜靜坐在根本沒有門可以隔音的另一間小房間，面無表情的在作業本上大力的刻畫下答案，看著越來越歪斜扭曲的醜陋字體，心情也愈來愈浮躁，手中力道越來越加重，直到學齡前的三角鉛筆斷裂在我的手中。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50dLYg5U8u
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我將雙手覆上耳朵，閉上眼，妄想阻隔那惹人生厭的媚喊，卻是徒勞。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpbXZYHApE
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喘息聲停息，隔壁房間開始有了動靜，男人面無表情的拾起散落一地的泛黃衣服，搖搖晃晃的穿上已經磨損已久、殘破不堪的牛仔褲，全身酒氣的離去。女孩俐落卻同樣面無表情的將環境整理收拾，一絲不掛的從我身邊走過，進入浴室，彷彿剛才的一切都是幻象。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXiNhHSrDD
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蓮蓬頭的花灑散落滿地水珠的聲響，蓋不過浴室中那細細的悲鳴，我瞥了眼浴室的方向，將手比做數字七的手勢，拇指抵住下巴，食指輕觸鼻頭。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSPFG1EJ4F
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然後扣下扳機。

那年，我七歲，我殺了自己。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDcnRMiq3J
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五年後，我站在空無一人的靈堂中央，靜靜讀著字跡娟秀的字條。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs003IXr2vf
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我可愛的妹妹，很抱歉我先走一步。

對於父親的行徑，我無法忍受，但為了保護妳，我堅持到現在。

現在的妳，應該有能力逃離，很抱歉姊姊不跟妳一起走了，請原諒我。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23eyU2gjbR
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　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　祝　一帆風順

姊姊

我抬頭望著妳開朗活潑的笑顏，掛上了黑絲帶，被四周的捧花簇擁著一同綻放，眼角沒有東西落下，心卻彷彿崩塌了一角。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrf066GbFb
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他們說，這是兒童憂鬱症。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdNdHYoUhJ
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昏黃的燈光依舊，地面依然是骯髒不堪，空氣中飄散著不舒服的霉味，門扉被搖搖晃晃地人影大力踹開，發出了淒厲的咿呀聲，頓時，空氣中混和了烈酒及潮溼的霉味，引人作嘔。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvlKHGubw9
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我躺在床上，順從著眼前令我恨之入骨的男人，任憑他的重量漸漸壓在我的身上，我將雙手搭在他的脖頸，魅惑的眼神勾引著。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlc1TTWbpo
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「很好，比妳姊乖多了。」664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AZhcTtILD
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他放鬆了防備，準備大快朵頤一番，一道鮮紅欲滴的血痕在粗糙帶點鬍渣的頸部上爆裂，血珠噴濺在我的臉上，我肆意欣賞著嫣紅的視野以及他震驚卻喊叫不出聲音的表情。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdkX8AboWh
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推開已經毫無反應能力的軀殼，伸出舌頭舔舐著我臉上的溫熱液體，在口中品嘗過後，嫌棄的吐在雙眼未瞑目的男人臉上，我沒有將臉部擦乾淨，坐下開啟烈酒，小口小口的享受著酒精的麻痺。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtF2uAdhtY
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「一場人倫悲劇發生在市區邊陲一間小套房中，據了解，該兩名死者為父女關係，男性死者咽喉部受到利刃劃破氣管，失血過多而死，而該名女性死者死因則為安眠藥加伏特加導致休克，檢方研判是一起殺人後自殺事件，詳細情形，有待檢方說明。」

「下一起事件是！！！我們的可愛熊貓終於要出生了！接下來將會有長達『一小時』的直播報導！！！各位觀眾朋友……」664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uu0P8X1Qw
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一隻嬌小的麻雀飛過蜿蜒的電線，命喪大體型斑鳩的利喙，沒有人注意到，世界依然轉動著。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyxUcZx57L
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