我認識Ｋ的時候，他已經死了很久，既不記得自己的過去，也想不起來自己真正的名字，只知道自己叫Ｋ。Ｋ？不管怎麼看，都更像是一個代號或者假名不是嗎？當我這麼問Ｋ的時候，Ｋ傻傻的笑了很久，什麼也沒說，一雙清亮的眼睛裡，讀不出來任何的情緒。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqOZdxjfN4
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於是，從暑假搬進這棟房子開始，我不得不和Ｋ這傢伙同居。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgtOcEvGcP
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嗯。就整體來說，Ｋ是個有趣的傢伙，拿第一天我搬進來的事情來說好了－－518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCxsD76RIN
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那天我剛提著行李進到了房間就聽到浴室傳來了水聲。於是我放好行李後，想也沒想就扭開了浴室的門踏了進去，而當時的Ｋ正在洗澡，氤氳的霧氣讓他整個人看起來更加的飄渺。很香豔是吧？前提是Ｋ沒有發出那種極度女性化的尖叫和下意識遮著胸口、一副我要侵犯他的動作……518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz2d5HFj9I
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「你在打些什麼？」一邊壓在了我的背上，Ｋ發出了像是貓咪打呼嚕般意味不明的聲音。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOHel4vwXD
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「打第一天我看到你裸體的那件事。」我一邊敲打著鍵盤，一邊伸手將他幾乎快要貼在我臉上的臉推開。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHvKn5PhBl
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「抗議啦，你怎麼可以寫我的糗事。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqxLnwh292
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「抗議無效。」我睨了他一眼，將視線挪回了螢幕。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEp4kFIMKH
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他在旁邊嘟嚷了一會兒，突然發出「嘿嘿嘿」的笑聲，將嘴巴貼在了我的耳邊，小聲的說道：「我不知道你對那天的事這麼念念不忘。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KTe9JayOe
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他的氣息噴在了我的耳朵旁，讓我有點癢，大概近似於有蒼蠅在耳邊飛呀飛的那種怪異感吧。沒多久，他發現我沒什麼反應，便有些賭氣的將我的椅子轉向了他，然後一個人全裸的站在我面前擺出各種Pose，但我老是想到他那天發出的尖叫，所以倒也沒有覺得眼前的景象有多麼香豔。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEz6JSTUqK
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裸體嘛，我看多了。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g8uZsgIrL
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「怎麼樣？」擺了一陣子，他轉頭看向我，一雙眼睛期待似的閃爍著亮光。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHUqiilo3A
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「什麼怎麼樣？」我挑起了眉問他。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvYtpjyLwT
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「好看嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6hNSBxTyc
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不，你現在看起來就像一隻想要主人讚美、摸摸的大型犬。我暗自在心理翻了一個白眼，頓了一下，將手環於胸前，靠著椅背敷衍的說道：「嗯、嗯，好看。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU93eUP8Fq
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「你騙人。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP5C8u02Ox
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現在又變成倉鼠加上怨婦的綜合體。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStXFvGgumw
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「所以？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNNzVtDLrV
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……想捏他的臉。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTnssK3Elw
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「喜歡嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM34viDW6WH
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一般會這麼問嗎？518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68Ky86yOze
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我怔了一下，調整好坐姿，看向他，說道：「……我們先來玩一個遊戲，我說什麼話，你就接下去，怎麼樣？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1HoWg3LCa
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他歪頭想了一下。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHh6HoyEKO
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「好。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxTrHjCIaO
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「如果你三百六十五天，餐餐都吃雞腿……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc5mr1gxfL
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「會膩。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lVfYuKVNY
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「如果你三百六十五天，都看Ａ片………」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGOtWkMmUN
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「會煩。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU09gJffvj
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「如果……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS7YJbtMJx
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「等等，為什麼都是三百六十五天？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPQp48DuO0
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「這是重點嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMwOFgtzC9
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「哎，不是。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiqWowWCDo
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「好，那我們繼續？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypdR4Dfmyo
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「好。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBWdX5jCNu
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「如果三百六十五天，你都看同一個人的裸體……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNyWblRDrr
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「會看到不想再看。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUZ4Jogt4n
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「好，我已經回答你問我的問題了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa2X9wKrFh
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「……哎？」他瞪大了雙眼看著我，表情呆到不能再呆。「什麼東西？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8eqHZ1Wd7
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「你剛剛不是問我喜不喜歡你的裸體嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQURF5TIRKI
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「對……不對啊，你什麼時候回答我問題了？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvAxMTqIPh
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「重複一下遊戲最後，你說了什麼。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXzah3Erv3
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「……會看到不想再看？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisXg2xeuxy
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「標準答案。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIbYB5eJrC
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「哭杯啦！」發出一聲怪叫，他雙眼泛淚咬著不知道從哪裡來的手帕，連衣服都沒穿上，就衝進浴室，「碰」的一聲將門給關上。於是，我瞅了螢幕一眼，又將視線挪回螢幕上，點開了Google Chrome，在搜尋引擎上鍵入了幾個關鍵字。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIa7jfFY0b
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台北、大學生、死亡、新聞。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaggi2Vc4h
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844,000筆資料。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshLSMIqafJ
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我怔了一下，重新在搜尋引擎裡又輸入了幾個關鍵字。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwD9iBZYha
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Ｋ、吳興街。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMtlqtZr9I
51,800筆資料。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnTYfkjDr7
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我怔了一下，拿出筆記本做了一下記錄，將網頁關掉。實際上，在搬進來的幾個月，我和Ｋ比較熟的時候，曾有過一段對話。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPEQPH9z1G
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「Ｋ，你難道都對自己不好奇嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G3NVDG3Zl
「嗯？現在不好嗎？幹嘛這樣問？」他一邊嗑著雞排，一邊嘗試著在房間裡倒立。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAjKjo5n1W
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「不，我只是有點好奇。不過現在看來，你這傢伙估計是笨死的。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajUGbEXXcF
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「屁啦！」一個翻身，雞排從他嘴裡噴到了角落。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEHim4JVq0
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「根據本草鋼目記載，腦殘沒藥醫。看你那個臉就知道，肯定是腦殘。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYieu1NUW5
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「腦殘有我這麼帥的嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77TaI6NGbB
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「哟，納西瑟斯。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSjuY3M6rn
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「幹。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXR38waAB8
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「說正經的，假設你真的死了，你真的打算一直留在這？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W2hUZmswb
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「有什麼不好嗎？」他怔了一下，笑的有些勉強。「反正現在有你，我也對現狀沒什麼不滿，不是挺好的？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyqas4owGp
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「我不可能一輩子都住在這裡，而且你是狗嗎？對你好一點就跟別人跑。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOsfe9lp5Z
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「哼哼，我可以跟你到天涯海角，就算我是狗也是會看人的。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2BMlwnrCk
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驕傲屁。我對他翻了個大白眼。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXrLFZpKQp
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「不要以為我不知道你在想什麼。」換他朝我翻了一個白眼。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPDQysiuWW
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「難得你有聰明的時候。說真的，在我搬進來之前，這間房間換過多少人？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvIJVOeApm
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「25人。」一邊說著，一邊盤腿在地上啃著不知道什麼時候被撿回來的雞排。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA040gRfAmD
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「也太多了吧。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DQGVNMiuw
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「沒辦法，誰叫只有你這個奇葩不怕我。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSWAbjSOeZ
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「你的裸體……嗯，我好像明白了什麼。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUFSqKQ5DI
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「窗戶在那，慢走不送。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84EndMhCPE
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「噗。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyG7R6WJ93
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「髒死了！」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MXoNotZp8
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「說正經的，你開始有印象是什麼時候？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka1APIIVUu
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「三、四年前吧，應該啦。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB9HU0QLDp
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「你……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXGWL3EoBm
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「幹嘛？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41k4ePBfzr
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「沒什麼。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpdVa8w7Uf
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我自己也不確定這樣做到底對不對，但我想，其實Ｋ並不是真的什麼都不知道，而是不想知道吧。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgcxL4ZpES
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「叩、叩」伸手輕輕的敲著廁所的門，我靠著塑膠門板清晰的聽到了裡頭傳來了Ｋ悶悶的聲音說著：「……幹嘛？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VQ3VwkwID
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「我要上廁所。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo61H1pPJOi
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一陣東西掉落的聲音從裡頭傳來，不一會兒，廁所的門就被打了開來，門後是一張嚴肅的不像是Ｋ的臉，卻確實是Ｋ，冷淡的、疏離的Ｋ。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxIPBtDsY4
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「你……」他楞楞地看著我一會兒，最後什麼也沒說，從裡面走了出來，經過我身旁時，聲音像被什麼悶住一樣，輕聲的說道：「進去吧。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoQiVMPjVw
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「喔，好。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWHB5SSSv5
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我不相信Ｋ不知道我在調查他的那件事，就像我並不相信Ｋ什麼也不知道。這樣真的好嗎？我真的不知道，只是很多的時候，我會覺得Ｋ並不像他表面那樣，是那麼開朗的人，他一定在試圖迴避著什麼，迴避著這一切謎題的真相。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgOXeeStFj
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真相固然傷人，但什麼也不做的話，這個傷就永遠好不了了。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe18Ave1GHf
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經過半年之後，我和Ｋ依然住在一起，安靜的、普通的像是往後的日子也如今天一樣沒有過多的變化，那本一直被我放在抽屜裡的筆記本上，只剩下了為數不多的可能。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNecFlgMmu7
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也許，打從一開始我就想錯了方向，被Ｋ誤導。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGT4eF0TvT
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實際上的Ｋ，並沒有死，但也不能說他活著。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZVq3pDjKi
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點開了Google Chrome，再次在搜尋引擎上鍵入了關鍵字。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CP7sbF84U
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吳興街、學生套房、自殺未遂、新聞。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxLwdgQdl8
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想了一下，我再次打上了幾個關鍵字。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3kECjAU1i
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2012、2013。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwguMbv1pqf
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998筆資料。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1PiqQ9I46
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「那個笨蛋。」將頭靠在了桌子上，螢幕上的頁面，正刺目的寫著「報導／男大生為情所困於租屋處自殺未遂」。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiNEF6DdGN
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時間，正是三年前。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLatvBF2VdV
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如果過去沒有人陪你面對，是不是如今有我可以陪你一起面對？518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF3QpOPGnE
「我回……唉，你怎麼睡在桌子上啦。」一樣爽朗的笑聲，我幾乎不用抬頭就可以想像現在的Ｋ是怎麼樣的表情。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FV3WIH2Pz
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「我只是在思考，世界上為什麼會有水母這樣深奧的問題。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5YiqmtQri
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「你想養？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02AiLfkAQr
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「不，現場就有一隻會講話的。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0MJTQIERO
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「哭杯啦，為什麼我又變成水母了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGZjtGarzB
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「軟體、無腦、手有毒，不是你嗎？尤其無腦這點。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrAiLw95HY
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「抗議！」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXTDmMT5hc
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「抗議駁回。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4ZeS3NiwK
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等到他一如往常的靠在我背後的時候，我才感覺得到他的僵硬。於是，我抬起頭看向他，他的臉是蒼白的，比平常是幽靈的他還要蒼白，臉上的笑笑的很勉強。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbtgZzb1NL
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「你……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRae4wi5r8
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「對，我知道了。就像我知道你今天穿的內褲是小熊三角褲。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl0ai0zumr
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「變態。」他小聲的咒罵著。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab9iIFGomP
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「整天裸體的大蝴蝶沒資格說我。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡducbBMewI1
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「大蝴蝶？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0auCNswkLn
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「蝴蝶的生活史稱為……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2vPrdsq9C
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「……完全變態。」語畢，「咚」的一聲撞在我的肩膀上。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCVTz2fGBC
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有點痛。我嘆了一口氣，伸手摸了摸他的頭。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshYWe90BQv
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沉默了一會兒，他雙手還在我脖子上，發出了像悶在什麼東西裡那般模糊不清的聲音問道：「你非得這樣不可嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEPqz54lvi
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「沒有，我只是想知道你想怎麼做。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLnuQISWP3
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「什麼怎麼做？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4jq73vqrj
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「你想死嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY07hi4WsFm
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「怎麼可能。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK75e07s7m5
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「那為什麼……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZmvjgIBQt
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他輕輕的嘆了口氣，鬆開了我的脖子。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusn2L4Ltto
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「你哪，真是多管閒事。」他發出小聲的嘟嚷。「現在不是挺好的嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5KtjRM96a
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「任性。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD1RHZaIaZ
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「白痴。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqTAFdPDui
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「你在害怕。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE55vsQmiDZ
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「沒有。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDbHqarsab
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「你敢說你今天不是穿小熊三角褲？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtnfWm4jxM
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「呃。」他頓了一下，再度將手還在了我的脖子上，嘆了口氣。「事實上，我不是全部都不記得，遇到你之前我確實是打算就這樣一直過下去，現在也是。所以我不是很明白你為什麼必須要找到我的過去。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJu4R1A2uv
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「……這樣真的好嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiDap8stia
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「什麼意思。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9RMPnhUiO
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「字面上的意思。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd1dX72TGP
「……挺好的。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWBqRtNXvW
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「……看來，你真的是笨死的。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi8K66Y5Dx
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「才怪。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dHWxsQSZf
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「你不可能一輩子逃下去的。」我看向他，他並沒有將臉看向我，只是沉默著。於是，我打開了抽屜，拿出了一封寫著清秀字跡的信。「總得有要面對的時候。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lVmFGvxbO
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包括我也是。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXjI9eYX9G
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「這是我朋友五年前寫給我的信，是第一封也是最後一封。」翻過了信封的正面，角落簽著一個小小的名字。「跟你不同，他沒有選擇第二次的機會，所以他自殺了，留下這封信，告訴我他最後的選擇，但實際上裡頭只是一張白紙。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1mkuHZouJ
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「起初，我以為他是想告訴我，他無話可說，但實際上真的是如此嗎？」抽出了信紙，我另外從抽屜裡拿出了電子打火機。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCOCaDN6zn
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「喀。」壓下了按鈕，火焰很快就從打火機口冒了出來。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDBRLcWZ6X
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「你想幹嘛？」Ｋ忽然有些驚惶的看著我。「喂。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFFpA2gOIc
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事實上，答案一直都很簡單。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JfNiYNnM9
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我並沒有回答他，只是拿著打火機在信紙上烤了烤，紙上很快就有了褐色的痕跡。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwGQp9Nsyk
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對不起，我愛你。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi36hbYfsJ
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整整六個字。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQpNmkmI7o
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僅此而已。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJdzfdWcde
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「……我真的非回去不可？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW6wKjak6g
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「對。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtivJ7tlHN
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「那……」他猶豫了一下。「……我還可以在回來嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzjW2GqPHr
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「我考慮。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU2G3veNM3
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安靜了一會兒，他靠著我的肩膀，帶有鼻音、小聲的說道：「好吧。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4G68XKCBe
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「那……在讓我多靠一下。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqGlKuI7vs
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「好。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkaLWZjidx
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「我走了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNncPPq5nLU
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「慢走不送。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLI7TSVVEB
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他輕輕的點了點頭，轉過身朝門口走去。最後，我仍忍不住出聲叫住了他。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxvKqSwron
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「喂。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbk6Xjm4Z6
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「幹嘛。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToJwHx7dTU
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「記得回來。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgadfXXoxpJ
「好。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pS3pE0AxF
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第一次，他笑的很燦爛，燦爛的像他過去照片裡的那樣。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBgaQ0Caca
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「還有，別再穿小熊三角褲，很蠢。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbbjaT1iqj
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果然崩壞了。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt4p4oTIq2
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「欠我的錢記得要還。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kKx1bsJSK
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「幹。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGK5fQujUY
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「……你真的很愛罵髒話哎。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw5kTUaBoL
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「閉嘴！」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR55gam289A
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「Ｋ。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6zHXzLhXj
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「你到底……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqAthlgcdr
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「活著回來。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNnKBCKJ7q
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