No Plagiarism!gmpq2IJzNaMZXyfKMwDkposted on PENANA 「啊‧‧‧詹士約咗我,問下阿媽今晚幾點走先~」阿敏走過去佢阿媽到,問:「媽,今晚個教會飯聚一定要去?」8964 copyright protection444PENANA8QCkzk6Niw 維尼
「係啊,你當順你媽媽一次啦。」佢老豆拍拍阿敏膊頭。8964 copyright protection444PENANAU0lE3idSc6 維尼
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「一定要。」佢阿媽睇落似嚴母:「姨姨叔叔佢哋都未見過你,佢係你爺爺以前教會啲朋友,大家好似一家人咁。」8964 copyright protection444PENANA0EEQK3y9gX 維尼
「唉~明明唔關我事,死都要迫埋我去。」阿敏嘆咗聲。8964 copyright protection444PENANA2oOIaEpwQs 維尼
另一邊,我用通天眼觀察住詹士,只發覺佢正喺一條大街上跑步,好似越跑越開心。8964 copyright protection444PENANAKei8qgnwCp 維尼
不過佢嘅心情,只會隨住時間而變得沉重。8964 copyright protection444PENANAPE15nnrFQX 維尼
出發去教會個陣,阿敏喺搭巴士嘅路程上不禁一問:8964 copyright protection444PENANAfxqf8jRm5v 維尼
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「其實點解阿媽仲要返去教會見啲教友‧‧‧‧‧‧」阿敏望住我:「聽爸爸講‧‧‧當年佢哋都好似冇挺身而出去坦護佢。」8964 copyright protection444PENANAAovXCOBPQC 維尼
「人,就係咁奇怪。」我望住窗外嘅眾生。8964 copyright protection444PENANADOrFybQDq7 維尼
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「或者‧‧‧佢根本就唔想離開佢哋?」阿敏托住嘴角,深入思考:「阿媽佢‧‧‧‧‧‧依十幾年嚟都好似從來冇朋友咁。」8964 copyright protection444PENANAFMt7yt9rsQ 維尼
「佢唯一有嘅,就係你哋。」我說。8964 copyright protection444PENANActriYRQD1k 維尼
「嗯‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection444PENANAUbquE4Mu1u 維尼
「唯一有嘅,就係你。」8964 copyright protection444PENANApFslXsUWYa 維尼
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「咁你要咁講‧‧‧」阿敏望住巴士外嘅毛毛雨:「都係嘅。」8964 copyright protection444PENANA3W1tFiIoNm 維尼
落車之後,佢哋一家行入教堂裡面,我因為係死神,唔方便行入教堂,所以只企喺外面守侯。8964 copyright protection444PENANASq1QQSUoyD 維尼
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過咗一陣,就見到一堆人有笑有講咁行出嚟,正正係阿敏一家、上次見到兩個位阿嬸信徒、幾個成年人,仲有幾個同阿敏一樣年齡嘅少年。8964 copyright protection444PENANAtiOwJoLEjl 維尼
相較於其他女人,阿敏母親則笑得比較內斂,就算係信教,邊個比較有修養都一目了然。8964 copyright protection444PENANA5beLNexuYS 維尼
而阿敏父親則同其餘成年男性傾計,大家有講有笑,比較正常。8964 copyright protection444PENANAZFbBVrexy8 維尼
最後阿敏個邊,三個一樣讀緊中學大嘅男仔喺佢隔離,不斷同佢傾計,阿敏只得無奈咁逐一回答。8964 copyright protection444PENANAMjwyUn98Wg 維尼
不過識佢都有一段日子,佢嘅笑容一睇就知係扮出嚟。8964 copyright protection444PENANAfNGl0JreiX 維尼
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但係‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANAPs2fyjq6Ek 維尼
佢步出教堂個一刻,晨光就彷彿為佢而誕生一樣。8964 copyright protection444PENANAcYgj04XxY3 維尼
光與影相互吞噬,令人難以直視。8964 copyright protection444PENANA4rK2J0vCaq 維尼
儘管笑容有幾假‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANAV97J3LPtr0 維尼
都因為佢內心嘅光芒,令身邊嘅旁人感到溫暖可以依賴。8964 copyright protection444PENANACeTv3PfSYI 維尼
有住令人難以抗拒嘅魅力,同時能嵌到對方心窩。8964 copyright protection444PENANAoEcraf06Al 維尼
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「你叫‧‧‧‧‧‧偉敏?個名好好聽啊,我叫Ricko!喺英國讀書,都有喺個邊番教會。」其中一個頭髮偏啡,留有一大片前陰:「見阿媽喺香港都有返囉,放假咪嚟陪下佢囉。」8964 copyright protection444PENANAl0Vv0v8LIU 維尼
「喔‧‧‧孝順仔。」阿敏好生硬咁對佢點點頭。8964 copyright protection444PENANAunmKZ2hLmI 維尼
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「我呢‧‧‧‧‧‧叫Marco!有喺網絡上寫過書嫁,出埋書添,你鐘唔鐘意睇小說嫁?」另一個打扮文青嘅青年答。8964 copyright protection444PENANAr5IuiIiLQJ 維尼
「認真呢?咁有文彩。」阿敏對住佢笑一笑。8964 copyright protection444PENANAfvCbYFLTCW 維尼
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「Hi,阿敏,我叫嘉豪。」最後一個,似係有做運動嘅後生仔:「喺拔萃讀,入面嘅男徑校隊,你係屬咩嫁阿敏?」8964 copyright protection444PENANA1Kp3Xix1NE 維尼
「我?呃‧‧‧‧‧‧我屬虎。」阿敏答。8964 copyright protection444PENANAPGEM07M7PS 維尼
「你知唔知我屬咩啊?」嘉豪微微一笑,展現暖男般嘅笑容:「我屬於你。」8964 copyright protection444PENANAVpQimEgZPX 維尼
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我同阿敏都不其然,內心打咗個打冷震。8964 copyright protection444PENANAGH6ehDzaPJ 維尼
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緊接,佢哋一齊喺教會進行一啲不明禱告儀式、唱聖詩、分享心事同內心嘅畏懼。8964 copyright protection444PENANAHc26EJmPvw 維尼
成程阿敏同佢老豆臉上都冇帶半點笑容,而係覺得好悶就快要訓著嘅樣。8964 copyright protection444PENANA8T8kyrbjWH 維尼
唯獨得佢母親係發自內心咁覺得開心而笑,從來喺佢屋企咁耐,都未見過佢阿媽笑得咁真。8964 copyright protection444PENANAa76kCKswEn 維尼
上帝,你就係有依種能力令人歡笑同安全感‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANAnlpLOJnCuf 維尼
而我,就係為世人帶嚟悲傷同憎恨?8964 copyright protection444PENANASsJmG9sxkO 維尼
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「憶悅‧‧‧有啲嘢,我想同你講。」上次俾我嚇個位阿嬸之一,有個想同阿敏母親單獨對話。8964 copyright protection444PENANA9sJxVG0h7M 維尼
阿敏母親一開始有啲唔知點反應,不過都跟咗佢去教堂後方密談。8964 copyright protection444PENANAUyU8FkQpq7 維尼
「咩事‧‧‧?」阿敏母親問。8964 copyright protection444PENANAZod5tfQ7ji 維尼
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「憶悅‧‧‧‧‧‧好耐冇見。」個位阿嬸感慨咁拍拍佢手臂。8964 copyright protection444PENANA57AFLQAZ2r 維尼
「嗯‧‧‧的確好耐。」相比起阿嬸,阿敏母親已經算係保養得宜。8964 copyright protection444PENANArQBPkQJkSO 維尼
「你都有個女,我都已經有個仔‧‧‧」阿嬸好似有口難言:「其實,關於以前嘅事‧‧‧‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection444PENANA4eK9fHFJNu 維尼
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「希望你唔好介意‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection444PENANAjKjYoqhsIO 維尼
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阿敏母親呆咗一陣,先答:「唔緊要,已經咁多年,已經咪又係咁過‧‧‧。」8964 copyright protection444PENANANEanC48YV8 維尼
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兩個人行返去教堂大堂,似乎要進入最後一個禱告嘅儀式,阿敏母親就叮囑阿敏閂咗手機。8964 copyright protection444PENANA4eKYH3ZhOS 維尼
就係咁,佢閂咗同詹士溝通唯一嘅橋樑。8964 copyright protection444PENANA9NTPw1Dsq6 維尼
另一邊廂嘅詹士,佢一直憂心咁望住手機,一直望住個天發呆,得閒‧‧‧又拎起個結他彈幾下。8964 copyright protection444PENANAjYIBY8XebM 維尼
佢番對腳好開心。8964 copyright protection444PENANARps7hGjoNP 維尼
但佢發現‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANAgq2wPNOdWK 維尼
根本就冇人同佢分享到依種喜悅。8964 copyright protection444PENANAQiw6NTbEMg 維尼
開心嘅感覺,亦隨時間慢慢消耗‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANANHQdVfmfqS 維尼
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由一開始詹士跑跑跳跳,到後嚟越行越慢,佢發現自己真係好孤獨、好孤獨。或者一開始殘疾嘅佢,認為自己冇朋友都係正常,就算冇朋友身邊都好多陌生人關心佢。8964 copyright protection444PENANAdIhfxFZgvG 維尼
依種感覺,令佢好難受。8964 copyright protection444PENANA1bhzSv7BFT 維尼
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「從頭到尾‧‧‧越嚟我都係自己一個‧‧‧」詹士喺屋企拎起枝酒嚟飲。8964 copyright protection444PENANAjxOi4KuFVA 維尼
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開始做番,佢生命逆天之前會做嘅事。8964 copyright protection444PENANAYdG2bNHr24 維尼
飲一枝,就有第二枝,詹士佢越飲越多酒。不同嘅係佢喺海旁一路行一路飲,多少都有啲享受腳步虛浮嘅感覺‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANA6UxVXqfJ51 維尼
望住大個海,佢終於明白到。8964 copyright protection444PENANAtxx8TttFOk 維尼
一直以嚟,並唔係因為自己殘疾而嬲而憤世嫉俗一切。8964 copyright protection444PENANAmFxg7pFL3t 維尼
而係,身邊根本無一個可以隨意咁陪自己出街、有講有笑、傾下計嘅對象。8964 copyright protection444PENANAMlsL6p4Z6o 維尼
咁簡單嘅事,對詹士嚟講係一件困難。8964 copyright protection444PENANAu6tneYl16K 維尼
諗到依到,佢就忍唔住伏低頭哭泣。8964 copyright protection444PENANAhCcsNWfWig 維尼
因為佢殘疾嘅身份,佢變得難以接近。8964 copyright protection444PENANAtLFfs59Znl 維尼
因為咁,佢變得孤獨。8964 copyright protection444PENANAQIDqQuadVS 維尼
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阿敏既然成為走入佢內心世界嘅人,但佢依一刻卻好似唔存在咁‧‧‧搵極都搵唔到,距離詹士佢死亡嘅時間又越嚟越近‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANA6OuxfWa61U 維尼
漸漸地,佢已經覺得一切都唔重要。8964 copyright protection444PENANAiWHCIZK3q3 維尼
詹士,飲住酒麻醉住依一切。8964 copyright protection444PENANAuEAcElxWVB 維尼
儘管有咗一雙腿,都已經行不動。8964 copyright protection444PENANAkXHeJ7lEvM 維尼
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我望一望錶,已經傍晚六點幾,係時候返去睇阿敏。佢個一邊似乎被阿媽睇得好實,場面亦都好莊嚴,身邊又坐住幾件不斷想溝嘅男仔,令到佢好難開到手機。8964 copyright protection444PENANAxDD7qVUh7M 維尼
但最終,佢都係決定企喺身。8964 copyright protection444PENANAJr1Xvef7GP 維尼
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而所有本來虔誠禱告緊嘅人,都回頭望住佢‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANAakoNJdZSUu 維尼
「我‧‧‧有啲事,要開一開手機先。」講完,阿敏就暫時離開教堂大堂,走咗出去。8964 copyright protection444PENANAaXZBq6K68c 維尼
一打開手機,佢就發現詹士搵咗佢好多次‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection444PENANAJW4qJjALEk 維尼
阿敏亦即刻回撥俾佢,始終詹士約咗佢。8964 copyright protection444PENANAO3lbGQWJRt 維尼
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不過可惜,「嘟‧‧‧嘟‧‧‧嘟‧‧‧‧‧‧」嘅聲音一直傳播著,詹士佢並無接到電話。可能係太醉,可能係根本聽唔到,又或者係聽到都已經當聽唔到。8964 copyright protection444PENANAvJVopTNpGK 維尼
佢已經覺得唔重要,所以就開始用搖搖欲墜嘅腳步行番屋企。8964 copyright protection444PENANAQtATho8h2R 維尼
一個自殺嘅人,就係會亂諗嘢。8964 copyright protection444PENANAdl80tcFI75 維尼
打咗幾十次電話都唔通‧‧‧阿敏只好行返入教堂,繼續沉悶咁聽牧師說話。8964 copyright protection444PENANA806vLPH6ds 維尼
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阿敏一家就係咁,供奉咗全日時間俾教會。雖然睇落只有佢阿媽係開心,但阿敏就正好相反,塊臉又悶又苦澀。8964 copyright protection444PENANAExDN42vzlA 維尼
「阿敏,好悶啊?」佢老豆行去佢身邊問。8964 copyright protection444PENANAAvKLh7E9ai 維尼
「老豆‧‧‧‧‧‧我真係覺得浪費咗自己一日時間。」阿敏答。8964 copyright protection444PENANAOuy64TYdrv 維尼
「但係睇你阿媽,佢幾開心。」佢老豆淺淺一個笑容:「佢好似搵返某樣嘢咁,返到個家咁。」8964 copyright protection444PENANAoK84nf0p03 維尼
「唉‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection444PENANAEfQpOCRmIr 維尼
「我哋之後直落去食飯喎。」阿敏老豆說。8964 copyright protection444PENANAGCokdsqoL0 維尼
「係~」8964 copyright protection444PENANAIXZjYXtqjo 維尼
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緊接,阿敏佢哋同教會成員直落去到西貢一間海鮮酒家食飯。沿路上,嗰三個男仔雖然不斷糾纏阿敏,不過都不獲理會。8964 copyright protection444PENANAhp5wiGchUL 維尼
去到成班人坐埋一檯個陣,班後生仔嘅父母更加想撮合佢自己個仔同阿敏一切。8964 copyright protection444PENANAYXrUyyXcqL 維尼
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當然。容貌清秀、身材修長、運動讀書都名列前茅,冇不良嗜好、性格平易近人,又俾到人一種大姐姐嘅感覺,又邊對父母唔想自己個仔有依種女朋友?8964 copyright protection444PENANAvPkTgYRSQf 維尼
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一個讚自己個仔英國讀見識有幾廣、一個讚自己個仔網絡寫小說寫到出書有幾威、一個讚自己個仔讀名校入校隊。8964 copyright protection444PENANAfiUGJq2cE7 維尼
令到阿敏父親都唔知點應好,只得隨便笑下回應。8964 copyright protection444PENANAcj3vHFtYyF 維尼
「真係估唔到阿悅你生咗一個咁叻嘅女‧‧‧‧‧‧」一位教友感慨咁講。8964 copyright protection444PENANAUSaeYzW0pj 維尼
「‧‧‧」阿敏母親合嘴微笑,但嘴角有啲隱悔。8964 copyright protection444PENANAMrf13uIRSG 維尼
「又係睇依啲嘢‧‧‧‧‧‧」低頭寂悶望住自己對腳嘅阿敏,不自覺細聲吐出依句。8964 copyright protection444PENANAeQf0GTDLic 維尼
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咁啱,阿敏手機傳嚟一則訊息,佢望咗一望。8964 copyright protection444PENANAK74BMqbHFB 維尼
阿宏:「阿敏你都喺西貢?我好似喺間酒家見到你‧‧‧‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection444PENANA8jFp0geGJ9 維尼
「阿宏‧‧‧?」阿敏佢左望右望,發現阿宏一家喺某個位置都咁啱食緊飯。8964 copyright protection444PENANAfLLJo1zioF 維尼
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「佢應該覺得好悶。」劉憶悅搖一搖頭。8964 copyright protection444PENANAl1oT7ThSO4 維尼
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「原‧‧‧原來你未拍拖嫁阿敏‧‧‧‧‧‧!?」Ricko聽到呢點,雙眼就幾乎發光:「你‧‧‧你上唔上嚟我屋企玩下貓,佢好可愛架‧‧‧同你一樣。」8964 copyright protection444PENANAekifKrJmne 維尼
「你叫Ricko?」阿敏望住佢。8964 copyright protection444PENANA31MEYBROBq 維尼
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「我有男朋友。」阿敏立即望住我,做個口型:「死神‧‧‧!」8964 copyright protection444PENANAB8l5KcTCuo 維尼
又想我現身?我索性喺佢轉頭望住我個刻,就自己轉身望向另一邊,扮見阿敏唔到。8964 copyright protection444PENANAdLwYxWfoIr 維尼
見到咁,佢逼於無奈下立即覆阿宏訊息:「過一過嚟!」8964 copyright protection444PENANARN5vtfU3Xq 維尼
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阿宏見到就放低手上雙筷,慢慢咁行過嚟阿敏個張檯到,阿敏亦都企喺身搭住阿宏膊頭:「喂,又會喺到嘅你‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection444PENANAihDMlQBNwd 維尼
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「喔‧‧‧!喔喔‧‧‧‧‧‧喔喔喔!!我明啦。」阿宏望一望張檯嘅人,又望望阿敏,立即好大反應、好誇張咁講:「我嚟食飯渣嘛,阿敏!咁啱嘅?咁啱我住喺附近,你又咁啱上次漏咗一張A4紙喺我屋企未攞返,不如你依家嚟拎返呢?」8964 copyright protection444PENANAQYdLxrYdYN 維尼
佢點頭:「喔‧‧‧好啊。」相比起阿宏,阿敏演技自然得多。8964 copyright protection444PENANA2ZYuJueNni 維尼
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「阿媽阿爸‧‧‧各位,我走先,我份功課漏咗佢屋企,做唔哂升唔到班。」阿敏講完就搭住阿宏膊頭離開酒樓。8964 copyright protection444PENANAzfP5kftTNB 維尼
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