林景欣洗完澡,躺在床上看著天花板,渾身都累,加上身上的傷還有些疼,動也不想動了。212Please respect copyright.PENANA5tPSEf5mWX
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她茫然地看著白晃晃的天花板,不禁又想到了下午李與凡跟她說的那番話,心臟一陣刺痛,眼瞳又熱了。212Please respect copyright.PENANA3BKCNzoW9X
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她用手背蓋著眼皮,嘗試阻擋熱氣。212Please respect copyright.PENANA1H8moOTgbO
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她知道自己不能因為付出了很多,而要求李與凡對她有同等的感情。212Please respect copyright.PENANAVWJYZpy9P0
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繼續留在他身邊,這份感情只會造成李與凡的負擔,讓他無法專心踢他喜歡的足球。212Please respect copyright.PENANAOVkyDiXv4E
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所以李與凡要她離開是對的。212Please respect copyright.PENANAgDGNxKeeQG
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只是她的感情再怎麼樣也收不回來了。212Please respect copyright.PENANAfktj1GoFGx
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「欣欣!」任芊芊推門探頭進來,又看了看四周,然才躡手躡腳跨過門檻,轉身關上門,來到她床前,「你怎麼樣了?沒事吧?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAW6jcopS4zL
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林景欣擦了擦眼睛坐起來,搖搖頭,有些鼻音,「沒事。」212Please respect copyright.PENANA8Prz6exBYZ
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皮外傷可以復原,心傷卻沒辦法痊癒。212Please respect copyright.PENANAJON0isOYMU
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所以就算再嚴重,也及不上心裡的痛。212Please respect copyright.PENANAfI9pBRWsLI
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「都怪我不好,教你這種餿主意,害你受傷了。」任芊芊自責道。212Please respect copyright.PENANAGZRmwjj1lw
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「沒有,我該謝謝大嫂你才對。」林景欣勉強笑了笑,「要不是你幫我,我也沒辦法溜出去。大哥沒對你發火吧?」212Please respect copyright.PENANARmStw85tW5
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「他哪敢。」任芊芊沒所謂地甩甩手,「別說他了,你有見到那個男生嗎?」212Please respect copyright.PENANA85HeYnb7AI
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林景欣嘴角一垂,「嗯。」212Please respect copyright.PENANA0HnfZZYxSa
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「那你們都說清楚了吧?」212Please respect copyright.PENANATz0h0eOvgI
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「⋯⋯嗯。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAg9b6wDFX5q
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「那就好。」任芊芊沒察覺她的異樣,又道,「對了,你哥好像在跟爸媽商量給你找相親對象,我剛才過去的時候偷聽到了。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7rnFRYJBJ
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林景欣眼瞳震了震,「⋯⋯真的嗎?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAjdCgD6ZtkI
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這一天⋯⋯終究還是來了嗎?212Please respect copyright.PENANAemR08votJm
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「也不知道他怎麼想的,突然又變了個老古板了!現在還哪有人盲婚啞嫁的?」任芊芊不悅地搖頭,又囑咐林景欣,「你記得,有多抗拒就表現得多抗拒,千萬別這麼輕易答應要去,不然就沒完沒了了!」212Please respect copyright.PENANA0dLdRPBXiK
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林景欣一默。212Please respect copyright.PENANAEKfbqje00g
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「你大哥應該也只是一時燒壞腦子,他不會捨得這麼快就把你嫁出去的。」任芊芊以為她擔心林景軒會很強硬,「我也會在他旁邊多給他洗洗腦的,你只要堅持自己就行了。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAkDsuJhC6vH
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「⋯⋯好。」林景欣露出疲倦的微笑,「大嫂,我有點睏了,想睡一會兒。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAdUy64bCBlP
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任芊芊連忙起來,「那你睡吧,你肯定累壞了,晚點吃飯的時候我再來叫妳。」212Please respect copyright.PENANA77xTvjqToT
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「嗯,謝謝大嫂。」212Please respect copyright.PENANA0kQ3amvh5B
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「喔,對了。」任芊芊從口袋掏出林景欣的手機,放在床頭櫃,「你哥出去了,我給你偷來的,待會兒吃飯前再幫你收回去。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAb7NFHEV7JS
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她隨口應了聲,「嗯。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAEQhnFWs435
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反正也無所謂了。212Please respect copyright.PENANAxE52YsXpWG
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任芊芊出去的時候,順手給她關了燈。212Please respect copyright.PENANA686cvEvWNB
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林景欣蓋上被子躺著,明明渾身疲勞,卻一直乾睜著眼,怎麼也睡不著。212Please respect copyright.PENANAI9oeZLVRL8
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相親⋯⋯就等於要準備結婚了。212Please respect copyright.PENANAV1ZijRsF4J
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她不想跟一個只見幾面,甚麼都不了解的男人決定終生,然後就這麼過完一輩子。212Please respect copyright.PENANA7u2yElwcVx
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那樣一點也不快樂。212Please respect copyright.PENANADlnMmcJwjv
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可是她現在⋯⋯還有反抗的理由嗎?212Please respect copyright.PENANAGrr0rSig9N
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李與凡也不會喜歡她了,那她還要為了誰而違背家人的意思?212Please respect copyright.PENANAJTRS5LVqFG
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「一輩子那麼長,沒必要吊死在一棵樹上。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAclHg1UmXiC
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她問周諾寧是不是要跟李與凡結婚,周諾寧否認了,她原本還燃起了些希望,但周諾寧卻澆了她一頭冷水。212Please respect copyright.PENANAk0VZPXQdcQ
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「男人說了不可能,那就是不可能了。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAdc7MHe4mVB
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她很沮喪,周諾寧便這麼勸她。212Please respect copyright.PENANA5QFZfRr4r0
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不要吊死在一棵樹上。212Please respect copyright.PENANAdeCqBS9zf8
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她悶著聲音,「所以⋯⋯你也不會吊死在司徒隊長身上嗎?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAji2WiGTQ02
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周諾寧輕笑,「我跟你能一樣?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAY4H2v7P7Yt
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她頓時垂頭喪氣。212Please respect copyright.PENANAGeVurysGuv
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也對,司徒辰喜歡周諾寧,可是李與凡不喜歡她。212Please respect copyright.PENANA3W0BUTpfEe
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「多認識幾個人,讓自己的世界變大一點,才會知道自己想要甚麼。」周諾寧說得平淡,「你現在,不過是被所謂的自尊困住。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAWxIhYVHuy3
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除了李與凡,她幾乎沒怎麼接觸過其他家人以外的異性,所以跟南翠眾人一開始的相處顯得很生疏,甚至有些害怕。212Please respect copyright.PENANAfBg3j5D779
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後來在成落落的幫忙,還有大家對她友善的態度下,她慢慢熟習了跟其他男生共處,也沒有那麼牴觸了。212Please respect copyright.PENANAPY5N2YFcVd
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所以事實證明,她只是沒有試過,不等於做不到。212Please respect copyright.PENANAJAaKblvjzj
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或許周諾寧說得對,她只是不甘心付出了這麼多,卻還是被李與凡拒絕,才會固執地想要證明他是自己唯一的選擇。212Please respect copyright.PENANANvxhKDt3dm
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既然努力過了,那就該收手了。212Please respect copyright.PENANArBHxVxoEbN
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她也該是時候過回屬於林景欣的生活了。212Please respect copyright.PENANA9QQzqtmapZ
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她坐起來拿過床頭的手機,輸入了一條訊息,打好之後,指腹在螢幕上徘徊半响,才緩慢地接近發送鍵,最後用力按下。212Please respect copyright.PENANAbrc9StGdEw
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收不回來的訊息像是一個鬆了手的氣球,已經沒法回頭和後悔,林景欣不再猶豫,一氣呵成地把聯絡刪掉,然後關掉手機放回原位,躺下倒頭就睡。212Please respect copyright.PENANAo4ePIV3sum
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她閉上眼,把那個義無反顧闖到西班牙的女孩小林,留在不會再回來的過去之中。212Please respect copyright.PENANAXGyrUIdYOg
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夜幕悄然降臨,雲霧靠攏聚集,月光躲藏其後,只能散發出微薄的光線,甚至被明亮有力的街燈掩蓋了風頭。212Please respect copyright.PENANAgbMUa6NKB1
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此時司徒家的晚飯也到了尾聲。212Please respect copyright.PENANAbn9KRCNX7k
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吃完小徠心心念念的蛋糕後,許媽媽剛好來接他回家,跟徐丹說的一樣,臉色憔悴了不少,而且匆匆忙忙的,司徒辰也沒機會說上一句,重新教小徠踢球的事只能留待下次再說了。212Please respect copyright.PENANA8vOYoIOS4Z
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許徠走後,其他幾人也沒打算久留,免得打擾徐丹休息,動身去穿鞋子。212Please respect copyright.PENANAVFMn84J1Fy
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到了門口,司徒辰站在門邊,沒踏出來,對他們說,「我幫我媽收拾完才回去,你們先走吧。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAhoaqESqpEt
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周諾寧伸手脫鞋,「那我陪你。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAzGDjfvNvFD
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「不用。」司徒辰連忙按著她的手,「這裡我一個人就可以了。」212Please respect copyright.PENANADIG5ayOyLC
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「你確定?」周諾寧的眼神寫著質疑。212Please respect copyright.PENANAgb6EyucjoS
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「我就幫忙掃掃地,清潔一下,沒問題的。」司徒辰知道她擔心甚麼,推著她出去,「你們趕緊回去吧,這裡路程遠,別耽誤了。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAUcW9XMgEZC
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「你呢?」212Please respect copyright.PENANA9mMm6IcBHG
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「太晚的話我可以在這裡睡,不礙事。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAyU7yPtwPMy
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為免周諾寧又回頭,司徒辰乾脆送他們下樓,看著他們上車才安心。212Please respect copyright.PENANAqr4wgr4yEX
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因為剛才方學藉著徐丹也在,逼周諾寧答應了會安全把他們送回家,司徒辰不想周諾寧太晚才能到家,便趕著他們走了。212Please respect copyright.PENANAbOwTcn5e39
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方學和李與凡先上車,周諾寧扯著司徒辰不讓他走。212Please respect copyright.PENANAlIUBcGCM77
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「真的可以?」她把他拉近自己。212Please respect copyright.PENANAWTBKT4lVf4
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「你別擔心,我媽比你更了解我,碗碟那些她不會讓我碰的。」他輕輕扶著她的腰。212Please respect copyright.PENANA7tcWPAWH55
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周諾寧仰著頭,淺淺溢笑,「我是說,我不留下來幫你媽,是不是真的可以。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAQgCNnWbIRg
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「當然。」司徒辰刮了刮她鼻子,「我媽沒那麼斤斤計較。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAwWZ3LpFzXK
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「喂!周諾寧!趕緊的!別纏著辰哥了!」方學從車裡探出頭來,看見他們倆膩歪的模樣都快吐了,皺著眉催促。212Please respect copyright.PENANALqY4zoV4FG
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周諾寧冷眼一掃,方學咻一聲躲回車裡。212Please respect copyright.PENANA6z381UugEo
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車內李與凡安靜坐著,這會兒才有心思拿出手機來確認一下未讀的訊息。212Please respect copyright.PENANAp8x8JiDWPK
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看了幾個不用理會的,掃到了一個熟悉的頭像,他一怔,點開。212Please respect copyright.PENANACoi6shqUut
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【凡哥,這段日子謝謝你,我會照你說的,好好過自己的生活的。】212Please respect copyright.PENANAzKuADsk89C
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李與凡眼眸的色澤散開,握著手機的氣力鬆了,微微出神。212Please respect copyright.PENANA9NBXKEPkbe
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她能想通⋯⋯那就最好。212Please respect copyright.PENANAT7ibyQpB44
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這時周諾寧也上車了,一臉厭倦地發動車子,車外司徒辰站著,笑意盈盈地朝他們揮手道別。212Please respect copyright.PENANA8WnCVeJrCM
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李與凡嘴唇抿了抿,還是降下車窗,看向司徒辰,臉容寡淡。212Please respect copyright.PENANA8tYcBgOseE
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「待會兒一起去喝杯東西。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAgQLk2JdAf8
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