司徒辰推門進入小海的房間時,他正躺在床上舉起手機打遊戲,耳朵裡塞住耳機,整張臉的肌肉都繃緊成一團,手指飛快地點按著。314Please respect copyright.PENANAjPAMf1ALFh
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「喂!你別浪!你過來!」他憤怒地大喊著,「啊!!」314Please respect copyright.PENANAg28tUJbGsx
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小海一把摔下手機掩面怪叫,螢幕裡顯示著黑白的畫面。314Please respect copyright.PENANAZOmErLn8p4
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司徒辰見怪不怪,自顧自關上了門。314Please respect copyright.PENANAoDl1p3APcM
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小海喃喃咒罵著摘下耳機,轉頭看見司徒辰時驚訝地彈起來,「辰哥!你這是咋啦?沒帶傘啊?」314Please respect copyright.PENANAPlTGLCNc03
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司徒辰把滴著水的雨傘放進水桶裡,「帶了啊,」無奈地說,「不過雨下太大了。」314Please respect copyright.PENANATbnMYLvXdo
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他走到衣櫃那邊,卸下沉重的羽絨外套,挑了條乾爽的毛巾出來。314Please respect copyright.PENANAWYNVbHjxUT
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他半邊身都濕透了,球鞋也像是去了潛水,顏色一片深暗,地板拖著一行水漬。雨水滲透羽絨服,沉甸甸又濕漉漉的,弄得他又冷又疲倦。314Please respect copyright.PENANA3Mc3imBUFt
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小海聞言大驚,「趕快去洗個澡吧!你著涼了我們可慘了啊!」還殷勤地把自己的衣服拿出來塞進司徒辰懷裡,推著他出去門外。「快點快點!」314Please respect copyright.PENANAYavRN6j50A
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「知道啦!」他沒好氣地笑著走出去。314Please respect copyright.PENANABhlHJLEwWG
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身後的門關上後,司徒辰臉上的笑容瞬間凝結,靠在門板上低下了頭,深深嘆了口氣。314Please respect copyright.PENANA64VACix3Tp
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剛才跟沈惠萱分別後,他心裡莫名一團亂糟糟的,總覺得有些甚麼不對勁,心底湧上一陣無法形容的不適感。314Please respect copyright.PENANAeFAiZU8ksu
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他皺了下眉,從口袋裡抽出電話,翻到了那個熟悉的號碼,拇指浮游了幾下,才決心按下撥出。314Please respect copyright.PENANA1Pg7HicbEu
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接通鈴響了十幾秒,每一下延綿悠長盤旋於耳邊,聲響斷開的一剎那帶同心臟往上抽,又再接續下一道響聲,再次焦心等待對頭能結束這漫長的折磨。314Please respect copyright.PENANAtNxfXj0JR8
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他抿著唇有些不安,自信幾乎要連同通話自動掛斷,掉入語音信箱的最後零點一秒,對方終於按下了接聽。314Please respect copyright.PENANAaFhlS4ohw5
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「嗯。」314Please respect copyright.PENANA2NG5dIhCoZ
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他喜上心頭,一邊走一邊說,「你在哪裡?回公司了嗎?」314Please respect copyright.PENANAUWjI1bKp1e
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「嗯。」314Please respect copyright.PENANAf3G4PSP6Iu
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語氣很冷,簡短帶狠,分明是不太願意回答的。314Please respect copyright.PENANAjVgjqrxcK7
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他知道現在的周諾寧肯定不想聽他辯解,也不想被任何人煩著。314Please respect copyright.PENANAJqfS86aqAc
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但他不想再讓自己後悔。314Please respect copyright.PENANABkiXLBrHRO
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無論是因為甚麼,他都不應該讓她帶著那種情緒離去。314Please respect copyright.PENANACXwmSJ8P1F
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「那個⋯⋯就是⋯⋯車鑰匙我都還沒來得及給你,你用手機控制還是沒那麼不方便的,我現在給你拿——」314Please respect copyright.PENANAyJRaCL8GBU
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「不想開了。」314Please respect copyright.PENANAABz6WR2IDK
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他一怔,那道聲線裡的厭倦像根細針插進了他的胸膛。314Please respect copyright.PENANA04ks3BKw99
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明明他也預想過她只是一時興起,但聽到親口說她不要了的時候,還是莫名有種失落。314Please respect copyright.PENANAHtk2fCIBSg
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「那⋯⋯我把你的車鑰匙還給你?」314Please respect copyright.PENANA4MeDC2ySki
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這是他最後一個藉口了。314Please respect copyright.PENANA2I535m7bM9
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從球場一路小跑步往行政大樓,滿腦子都是想跟周諾寧一起做的事,想把那些想像都變成現實,讓她看見他對她的真心。314Please respect copyright.PENANACsaPsKiq2k
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可是他卻是那麼愚蠢地讓她從自己眼前消失。314Please respect copyright.PENANAYBoBG3yFfc
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就因為他的猶豫不決。314Please respect copyright.PENANAOS8RJVdGVP
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對頭長久的一段沉默,但通話仍在繼續。314Please respect copyright.PENANAPVbtw2zgai
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司徒辰沒有洩氣,下了樓梯,走到行政大樓的出口,邁步往外走,另一隻手已經準備要把車鑰匙拿出來。314Please respect copyright.PENANAMrk7SMdI0X
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忽而頭頂一涼,他下意識抬頭,臉上頓時暈開了幾道水珠。314Please respect copyright.PENANAfrMD5WmIuw
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他急忙退後一步,用手背擦去濕潤,回過神來外面已經滿目細粉,頃刻砸下一絲絲冰冷的冬雨。314Please respect copyright.PENANA3PG6J4XKFI
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話筒裡傳來雨水敲打玻璃的響聲。314Please respect copyright.PENANAesKT2D3Ie4
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「下雨了你——」314Please respect copyright.PENANAcdW9IJOObu
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「不用了。」她沒甚麼起伏的聲音經過電波傳輸,穿透了話筒再進入他的耳膜,本就疏離淡漠的語調被削得更薄,「不重要。」314Please respect copyright.PENANAT6kx48Nzqj
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他低著視線,抿平了嘴唇,一陣挫敗堵住了喉嚨。314Please respect copyright.PENANAUu2XcYeAud
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所有藉口已經用盡,再沒有可以前進的下一步。314Please respect copyright.PENANA5X1dNF3hMo
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像是她伸出了手,他卻白白錯失了機會,只能擦身而過。314Please respect copyright.PENANAqz4w2MSKoG
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現在連上天也要斷絕去路,任由他的心浸泡在漫長大雨之中,一下下承受雨水沖刷的疼痛。314Please respect copyright.PENANAcRN3ifj9D7
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彷彿她說的不重要,是現在的這一切。314Please respect copyright.PENANAeHqdMahkHO
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「那⋯⋯」他只能維持著最後一絲堅強,低聲道,「你記得按時吃飯。」314Please respect copyright.PENANAY5yWJGKMTi
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她沒有回話,不容他再有機會多說,無情掐斷了通話。314Please respect copyright.PENANAaCIil7lAIz
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空洞的嘟嘟聲環繞耳邊,話筒依舊貼服浸過涼意的耳骨,他茫然抬頭看向絲絲碎碎掉落的粉雨,那股空虛感又再擴大了點。314Please respect copyright.PENANAp8iXTIuOJ8
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他已經很努力在走近了。314Please respect copyright.PENANA6LJ6lZlqK5
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可偏偏總是有那麼多阻礙。314Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ0tD4AZ3n
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洗過澡再次回到房間,小海依舊是那個打遊戲的姿勢,繼續不斷大吼。314Please respect copyright.PENANAZV4AxfZCZQ
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「該死!又輸了!」小海的手機今天不知道摔多少次了,「都不知道是不是職業選手開小號的!」螢幕上一貫的黑白畫面。314Please respect copyright.PENANAW5Q5BZ0qJl
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司徒辰沒好氣,擦著頭髮在另一張床坐下。314Please respect copyright.PENANANMIG8uiiKd
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宿舍的設計是二人一室的,不過南翠球員還不多,部分球員還是可以自己用一個房間,就像是小海和要求絕對隱私的方學一樣。314Please respect copyright.PENANAJGB6ZPFAL0
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「辰哥你咋過來了?不回家?」314Please respect copyright.PENANAzpfq9p9CeB
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司徒辰一頓,故作輕鬆地說,「就太大雨,嫌煩。」314Please respect copyright.PENANA5D2riRJkRm
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反正雨這麼大不適合開車,他也沒甚麼心情坐上那輛車回家,就打算在宿舍跟小海擠一個晚上好了。314Please respect copyright.PENANABnhttWR70S
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「那你怎麼不直接搬過來算了?我看你這樣還更麻煩。」314Please respect copyright.PENANALvrKt6DlTm
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「⋯⋯再說吧。」314Please respect copyright.PENANAcV4zMM7rmD
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之前沒搬進宿舍,一部分是他現在的租屋合約還未完結,他不想浪費錢解約,就寧願自己辛苦一點來回跑。314Please respect copyright.PENANANBxEL1NyxT
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另一部分⋯⋯是住市內比較近某人的家跟公司。314Please respect copyright.PENANARQzsIdvyrW
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不過租約快要結束,下半賽季他們也要全力衝擊名次,現在連大少爺方學也乖乖合流,身為隊長不跟他們同住,就真的說不過去了。314Please respect copyright.PENANAh1SdlGtGjE
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「丁小海!」砰一聲門被撞開,「你是不是又偷拿我帳號!我現在掉鑽了!你——」聲音的主人一怔,「辰、辰哥?」314Please respect copyright.PENANA6ibAQMEqV1
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司徒辰舉起拿著毛巾那隻手,尷尬笑笑,「嗨,方學。」314Please respect copyright.PENANAFg1vikeTcd
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方學窘了窘,又回復一臉冷淡,從上而下睨著小海,「姓丁的,我警告你,不許再偷拿我帳號上線。」314Please respect copyright.PENANAFqScaiDxKw
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然後就轉身,維持著高冷的背影離去,只不過甩門的速度有點急促,門外的腳步聲也消失得有點快。314Please respect copyright.PENANAYhftFsVTnY
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司徒辰笑了笑,「沒想到你跟方學相處得還不錯嘛。」他知道方學很少在不親近的人面前展露情緒。314Please respect copyright.PENANAVO7FrVSWw2
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「那可是!」小海抬起下巴,「我就說我跟小學弟弟處得很好了,是他們那群傢伙不相信而已!我外號可是冰山專家!」314Please respect copyright.PENANArn9EJm95T0
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司徒辰看他好像很有心得似的,拉了把椅子坐了過去小海的床前。「怎麼說?」314Please respect copyright.PENANAxj8eZVY8GU
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小海得意地托了托不存在的眼鏡,「別縮!他們這種人就是愛裝,一副甚麼都不在乎,拒人於千里的樣子,其實心裡巴不得有人衝上去抱著他們,天天哄著供著,說不準還在偷著樂呢!」314Please respect copyright.PENANABgxjk9dIDK
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司徒辰聞言一怔,頓時想到了和方學很相像的另外一個人。314Please respect copyright.PENANAGC6tIxmA0s
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所以⋯⋯是因為他還在退縮,才沒能走得近嗎?314Please respect copyright.PENANAZkSFbiRvzj
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所謂的難關和障礙,其實都只是他給自己設下的限制?314Please respect copyright.PENANAXXmXSuL32Y
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「世界上多少火山是披著層雪的啊!再冷漠的人也是人啊!多衝上去幾遍,多摔幾遍,把臉皮練厚了,他就沒你辦法,只能任由你黏著不放了!」丁小海打著哈哈,看似胡說八道,卻每句都有條有理,正中司徒辰的心臟。314Please respect copyright.PENANAkhl6eKTfWg
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這一切只是剛剛開始,今天也只是小小的挫折,他還有很多方法沒有試過,還有很多高山需要越過。314Please respect copyright.PENANADTEbFU06VN
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要是他沒勇氣屢敗屢戰,他也沒有資格坐上那個唯一的位置。314Please respect copyright.PENANAt6FucDdXDW
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周諾寧還在這裡,以後還有很多機會,他沒有理由放棄。314Please respect copyright.PENANA84l8SDSRxz
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他不能,也沒有辦法。314Please respect copyright.PENANAIIjnDKjGPV
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因為他是真的,真的,真的很想讓她喜歡自己。
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霸道結束會議後,周諾寧不知怎麼沒趕著走,慢悠悠地把桌上的牛奶咖啡喝完,林經陽便繼續力勸暫緩公布轉會,得到她一貫充耳不聞的回應。314Please respect copyright.PENANAlbOSLphgyX
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沈惠萱剛吃了周諾寧一癟,不想再去自討難堪,低頭默默收拾一桌的文件。314Please respect copyright.PENANADMrnr7qzXf
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忽而餘光映入門外一個熟悉身影靠近,心臟一跳,迅速唰地站起來,不發一語裝作離開會議室。314Please respect copyright.PENANAk8eR6Yc4Ad
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「阿辰。」沈惠萱擋在男人身前,削薄了聲線,笑道,「能借一步說話嗎?」314Please respect copyright.PENANAsbDuBCmDhV
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作者的話:丁小海,你終於做一次人了314Please respect copyright.PENANArZNyRC8DrE
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