「經歷了那樣的意外,你還願意回來球場,不容易。」司徒辰知道岑樂的經歷,由衷地說,「你真的很厲害。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAt4ujgc74xm
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「因為喜歡啊,哪有辦法。」岑樂淡笑著聳肩,似乎覺得不算甚麼,「更何況那又不是足球的錯。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAVnd9E5hEza
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岑樂剛踏入三十歲,天翊青訓出身的他,本來是球隊的長期正選球員,前途無可限量。319Please respect copyright.PENANA3nnGCmy7KT
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「確實,一開始要當教練真的很不習慣,特別看著隊友在場上飛奔,自己卻只能一動不動的那種感覺,真的很難受。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAO0YXLanBGn
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「那時候我甚至還想過,要是當初乾脆救不回來,那該多好。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAdhLqTdNO5T
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四年前一次的比賽裡,岑樂和對方球員發生嚴重碰撞,導致頭顱骨裂,陷入危殆狀態。319Please respect copyright.PENANAAonZ3gGuXl
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「那大家永遠記住的,就會是我在球場上燃燒到最後一刻的模樣,而不是黯然轉身離開球場的背影。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAuDeT2pU1dE
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奇蹟般醒來後,醫生判定他不適宜再進行任何劇烈運動,還沒從傷患的衝擊回復過來的岑樂只能忍痛,在當打之年提早放棄職業生涯。319Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4xilCAxoE
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司徒辰垂眸,能夠體會為甚麼岑樂會有這樣的想法。319Please respect copyright.PENANAV0jqLiNBXS
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那時候他膝蓋受傷送進醫療室,眼前除了疼痛,還有很多未知和不確定性,沒有人能保證他能不能,或者甚麼時候能夠重返賽場。319Please respect copyright.PENANAluvL7oU79X
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躺在病床上意識模糊的他,也曾經有一刻想過,要是自己不用醒來,不用面對自己的傷勢,就那樣永遠記著球場上的耀目陽光,那也未嘗不是件好事。319Please respect copyright.PENANA8rbRTkAMUZ
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「不過後來來到這裡,看著一個一個白紙般的孩子,從控球也不會開始,到可以把我教的技術運用自如,我才發現雖然轉換了另一種方式,自己其實並沒有停止踢足球這件事。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAuYzP4rQyrN
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脫下球衣,岑樂短暫加入天翊教練團隊,之後回到父親的足球學校成為分校教練,用另一個身分繼續追逐足球。319Please respect copyright.PENANANOQKE5hzm3
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真正熱愛,是不管有多困難,都會繼續前行。就算跌倒,就算再也無法站起來,也絕對不會選擇放棄。319Please respect copyright.PENANAsnBfojNoid
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再多的不甘和難受,也敵不過想要和足球繼續走下去的決心。319Please respect copyright.PENANA3guASjL0fG
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「也許我的人沒辦法繼續踢,但我的經驗、我的技巧,可以代替我去場上繼續發光發熱。」岑樂釋懷笑笑,「而且我經歷過的一切,也可以成為鼓勵別人的好例子。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAyL2UWRgHlq
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很多人覺得運動員受傷康復,就是一個必經的過程,但沒多少人知道有多運動員就是因為一次的傷患,而改變了整個運動生涯。319Please respect copyright.PENANA4KK2AonP08
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岑樂當時傷及腦部,生命堪虞,能撿回一條命已經別無所求,談復出根本就是癡人說夢。319Please respect copyright.PENANABf5ykCE9c2
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只有懂的人才會知道,停賽、休養、經歷漫長的復健、狀態大不如前、遭受無盡的謾罵,這些有多艱辛也好,也總不會比永遠不能再以選手身分踏上球場痛苦。319Please respect copyright.PENANAObF9WfUqSr
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對選手來說,職業生涯結束,就等同被判死刑。319Please respect copyright.PENANAyJlnhZniYR
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「我那時候受傷,也擔心自己找不回以前的感覺。」司徒辰那時候雖然還沒認識岑樂,卻也能想像到那份痛苦,「但是後來,我寧願把時間留給復健,留給隊友,留給訓練,也不想再庸人自擾下去。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAfj9OPmF5ol
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「這就對了!」岑樂和司徒辰見面次數不多,卻有種志同道合的默契,「你也知道,做運動員的就是不停在倒數,每一場比賽都可能會是最後一場。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA7PfvTMdjSa
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司徒辰微微點頭。319Please respect copyright.PENANAOUYylZ4SlH
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他知道自己能順利康復,甚至回到巔峰狀態,繼續朝的夢想前進,絕對不是必然的事,所以無論有多艱苦,都要繼續堅持下去。319Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5BBV8q37M
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因為只要多踢一場,就等於剩下能踢的,又少了一場。319Please respect copyright.PENANAEDPzMkwfyN
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就像只要多活一天,就等於剩下的日子,又少了一天。319Please respect copyright.PENANAFEkFyR3yVT
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嗶——嗶——319Please respect copyright.PENANAzppYCEkNR8
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練習賽結束,孩子們累的躺在草地上休息。319Please respect copyright.PENANAbr1f6RR0vO
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「阿辰哥哥!!!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAW3Jo9vV1YX
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只有一個不知疲乏的小小身影全速朝他跑來,一把撲前抱住他的大腿。319Please respect copyright.PENANA0BzBoFjaD6
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「小徠,好久不見了。」司徒辰笑著抱起許徠小小又結實的身軀,「剛才我看你進了好幾球呢!現在你越來越厲害了!」319Please respect copyright.PENANACVXoSg8dpT
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岑樂在旁邊得意地說,「可不是嗎?之前足球總會的人來觀課,也說這小傢伙潛力無限,再過幾年就該有球會邀請他加入青訓了。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAGR5MyPBQ45
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「那他肯定是要加入我們南翠的。」司徒辰認真地說,「小徠怎麼樣?等你長大了,要來哥哥的球會嗎?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAqqYhDhIGOc
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「我要!我要!我要!」許徠雖然不知道甚麼是球會,但他還是興奮地搶著答應。319Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZI0Wf7zgs
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「真棒。」司徒辰寵溺地摸了摸小徠的頭髮。319Please respect copyright.PENANAKOzGywvrEJ
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因為很久不見,孩子們都很想念司徒辰,拉著他要一起踢球,司徒辰也爽快答應,穿著普通的球鞋就下場陪孩子揮灑汗水。319Please respect copyright.PENANAfUdSaeKtqQ
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他們一直踢到快下課的時間,孩子們得做完拉伸動作才能回家,他們便依依不捨地跟司徒辰道別,約定下次再見後,蹦蹦跳跳地跑回去跟著助教了。319Please respect copyright.PENANA0EeMb3RYC2
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「謝謝你啊。」岑樂送司徒辰離開時開玩笑道,「多虧你,我才有機會直觀現職選手的球技呢!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAEGjOlBOFm3
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「說甚麼呢,我沒熱身又穿這鞋,讓你見笑了才是。」司徒辰怪不好意思地說。319Please respect copyright.PENANAiUt1xtGhEu
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岑樂笑了笑,「對了,小徠的媽媽你了解嗎?每次她來接小徠都是急匆匆的,沒甚麼機會說上兩句。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA9U4tStqRsz
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「許媽媽嗎?」司徒辰想起他們第一次在醫院見面的場景,不禁笑了,「其實她是個蠻親切的阿姨,只不過有時候牽扯到小徠的事,她會比較緊張,可能會激動一點。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAz6ZVdGLk8T
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「啊,這樣⋯⋯怪不得。」岑樂若有所思。319Please respect copyright.PENANAg8y1YWyvWa
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「怎麼了嗎?」319Please respect copyright.PENANA2kioHLib2x
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「沒甚麼,就是我想帶小徠和其他孩子去跟別的學校比賽,需要家長同意。不過許媽媽一聽就很反對,又不願多說她有甚麼顧慮。」岑樂一臉可惜,「雖然不是必要的事,只是多累積經驗也是好的嘛。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAoNy1yyOD5f
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光練不用,小徠再進步,也只能是這個學校裡的頂尖。319Please respect copyright.PENANAEvRl3lUTBV
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跟不同的人比賽,不光能提升實力,也可以刺激他做的更好,利多於弊。319Please respect copyright.PENANAwb5uBePTaF
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「是嗎⋯⋯」司徒辰也同意岑樂的看法,「不過確實我也感覺許媽媽不太喜歡許徠離開這個小區,之前我邀請他們來看球賽她也猶豫了很久。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAWTXCM2gGKj
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「哎,可能是這個小區的特性吧,這裡的人大多都是有頭有臉的,丈夫都管得嚴,不喜歡夫人隨便帶著孩子出去露臉。」岑樂說,「我想小徠的爸爸應該管得特別嚴吧,所以許媽媽才不想讓小徠去比賽。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA9Im9102Xdm
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「小徠的爸爸嗎⋯⋯好像也真的沒有怎麼聽過許媽媽提起他。」司徒辰想來,也確實是這樣。319Please respect copyright.PENANAyMUqo6sZ78
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別的小孩有時候也會是爸爸或是傭人來接下課,唯獨小徠每次都一定是許媽媽親自來接。319Please respect copyright.PENANA9s6nMYoWVe
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「算了,我就隨口問問,反正小徠還小,先多練練基本功也是好的。」岑樂拍了拍他的肩膀,「等過幾年有機會找上門了,父母的心態自然會改變。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA7n1CFoFBWT
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「希望吧,不然就浪費小徠的資質了。」319Please respect copyright.PENANATsO0UNEvGo
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對司徒辰來說,小徠是個很特別的孩子,他自然私心想他能在足球方面繼續發展下去。319Please respect copyright.PENANAe0T380GWbr
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「真羨慕你啊,這樣隨便在街上也能找到一個足球天才。」岑樂笑著調侃。319Please respect copyright.PENANAMMOzuqFVd6
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司徒辰想起初遇許徠的情景,淡淡地勾著唇角,「也許⋯⋯不是我找到他,而是有些人注定了要遇見,自然而然就會在某個時刻相遇吧。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zykf2qG3I
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如果小徠不是剛好在那裡踢球,如果他不是剛好纏著周諾寧要她投資,如果他沒有衝動之下走進去教小徠踢球,也許就不會有後來發生的那麼多好事。319Please respect copyright.PENANAtscs1fdkjS
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就算他們之間現在甚麼都不是,至少他們有過交集,沒有就此成為彼此生命中的過客。319Please respect copyright.PENANA389NHyeSDl
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