「怎麼這樣看我呢?」那個虛幻的常思莫用他的食指輕輕揉開了我緊皺的眉心,那雙猶如漆黑深潭的眼睛正柔情似水的望著我。64Please respect copyright.PENANAv4teUYRI57
今天的夢境一樣浪漫不已,但我卻心不在焉。64Please respect copyright.PENANAEyKQT1wW72
如果認清這一切都只是假象,又怎能專注在眼前的所有事物上呢?64Please respect copyright.PENANAJcssJcBv7N
「我現在怎麼看你?」我的語氣有些淡漠,不太像是之前總是慌張又享受激情的樣子。64Please respect copyright.PENANAv3vBhRjcZG
他一臉心疼地將我摟進了懷抱裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANAfaJjkmVNnM
那木質調的氣息仍舊真實的不像夢境。64Please respect copyright.PENANAXuuuNjG33y
「心事重重的樣子啊。」他在我耳邊悄聲的說:「我說過的,在我身邊妳不需要有任何的擔憂,只要妳放鬆享受我給妳的一切就好了,我也會竭盡所能的把全世界都送給妳。」64Please respect copyright.PENANARdHtdYIJUK
我盯著他看許久,胸口有些鬱悶,那股情緒不停的在我的胸口鼓脹,壓得我難以呼吸。64Please respect copyright.PENANAfOdDoWMDV7
「我好怕我會失去你。」連我都能聽見我語氣裡的傷心。64Please respect copyright.PENANAWO72m1Ty8E
「妳不會失去我的。」他把我摟得更緊,像是要把我刻進那寬厚的胸膛裡,「我一直都會在這裡陪妳,只要妳不離開,我就永遠待在這裡,永遠都不會離去。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAuJjJQlgEG3
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我真的希望夢裡的這個常思莫永遠都不要離去嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y3Fy55sPV
如果他不離開的話,那真正的常思莫能夠再度走進我的心裡嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANApa4iFjnFZc
我,好像沒有把握。64Please respect copyright.PENANA8rLQT9nrRB
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隔天,我久違的第一次自己獨自走進校園裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANA61sfJgaTjN
常思莫沒有出現在熟悉的公車站牌,確實讓我有些悵然若失。64Please respect copyright.PENANAPBOoNvRwei
已經第一堂課了,可是他仍舊沒有出現。大家都覺得很疑惑,直到導師來說他不太舒服請了個假,下午可能會出席,但並不是很確定。64Please respect copyright.PENANADLR03sibpx
雖然他沒有告訴我請假的理由,我卻也能稍微猜測到原因,所以面對好友們的詢問,我總是笑笑帶過。64Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7o0UVAC5u
中午午休過後,他果然來上課了,可是卻好像真的有那麼點不太舒服的樣子,臉色有些蒼白,面對同學的詢問,他的微笑好像也有些虛弱。64Please respect copyright.PENANAQT1OAoZqEn
不知是不是因為我太在意他,所以最後仍然被他發現我正在對他行注目禮。他對我點了點頭,然後伸手到抽屜按了按手機,過不到幾秒鐘,我總是關靜音的手機也發起了微光。64Please respect copyright.PENANADoxw08bUWf
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放學之後,常思莫主動約我到球場附近的空地見面。64Please respect copyright.PENANAmUVNNLHxGy
整個下午我都神不守舍,對著那則訊息看了好幾次。64Please respect copyright.PENANAxe6e6wfgFP
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通網球場的路我走過很多次,卻沒有一次像今天一樣,彷彿腳踝上扣上了鍊條,走得如此緩慢又不便。64Please respect copyright.PENANAi6W50hpRjI
「妳來了啊。」遠遠見到我,他就禮貌微笑的對我打了個招呼。64Please respect copyright.PENANAouUEZECY3B
明明眼前是穿著學生制服、臉上稚氣未脫的常思莫,但我的胸口卻還是始終發緊,即便他臉上掛著笑容,依舊無法讓我得到舒緩跟放鬆。64Please respect copyright.PENANAwmUiumyPYM
「嗯,你有甚麼想說的?」雖然胸口還是發疼,但這種折磨讓我有些快要承受不了,所以我決定快刀斬亂麻,先下手為強,「如果你想跟我分手的話,可以直說沒關係。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAzUBEb47ukO
或許是我的直球實在太直了,讓他頓時像隻河馬一樣,嘴巴張得大大的,有些傻眼的模樣。64Please respect copyright.PENANAioTkgDqCFU
「不是這樣的!」他的眼神裡充滿抱歉,「薇純,我真的很抱歉,之前很突然的跟妳提了分手。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAaXnNBFFez4
「呃?」我還以為他是要來針對我昨天的事情進行大拷問的,畢竟我問完之後就立刻逃跑了,放學之後還自己偷跑,完全不接他的電話……像我這種千古罪人之應該速速切腹自殺,他怎麼突然就道起歉了我的老天。這不是我內心的劇本走向啊!64Please respect copyright.PENANA9zaf8viVCy
「布丁說的沒錯,我並不是真心想跟妳分手,很抱歉之前這麼突兀的跟妳提了分手。」他突然對我鞠了一個九十度的躬,差點沒把我嚇死,「薇純,請妳原諒我。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAQtNgCQNT2D
「什、什麼鬼啊!你有甚麼需要我原諒你的嗎?」我慌張的倒退了幾步,「我還以為你是要來問我昨天在保健室跟你說的那些勒……」64Please respect copyright.PENANA5OISFaCAIJ
他聽到我這麼說,眼神霎時間有些慌亂。64Please respect copyright.PENANAMztXap50RA
臉上也刷起了一陣紅暈。64Please respect copyright.PENANAniTSb9mU7e
「如果可以的話,我也蠻想知道妳的想法的……」他似乎正在斟酌用詞,「我回家想了很久很久,一直在想為什麼妳會特別這樣跟我說,有想到很多原因,但想來想去,總覺得還是應該要親自問問妳。」64Please respect copyright.PENANASNmXh454Uo
「薇純,我們是情侶對吧?」他小心翼翼地試探著,「妳是不是覺得我有些地方需要改進?例如,魅力不夠之類的……?」64Please respect copyright.PENANAu0VKBGDROx
我抿抿唇,對於回應,有些躊躇。64Please respect copyright.PENANASiz2m6Or54
或許是見我還在猶豫的樣子,他有些著急了,緊張的解釋著自己願意改善缺點,只要我願意告訴他我的真實想法。64Please respect copyright.PENANABGX2Hply2C
我知道他確實是對我很上心,這點,我是很清楚明白的。只是我對他的心又是如何呢?也是有著相同的重量嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANAuI8YmCTA0B
此時此刻的我,真的好想證明。64Please respect copyright.PENANAJM2k6D3oku
「常思莫,你可以蹲下來,然後閉上眼睛嗎?」我問。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUzSyY5idIY
「為什麼要閉眼睛?」雖然是這麼問,但他依舊乖順的配合了我的要求。64Please respect copyright.PENANAeBo82JQgcq
這是我第一次這麼近距離看著他的臉。64Please respect copyright.PENANAbNWLAqr91z
那雙睫毛長長的眼睛,挺拔的鼻子,微翹而紅潤的嘴唇。64Please respect copyright.PENANAvFpX6zzc1H
「常思莫,我問你噢。」我說,「你想吻我嗎?」64Please respect copyright.PENANA6IL4UHWdkV
他突然睜開眼睛,一臉驚恐。64Please respect copyright.PENANACUhbO2eIbX
「不想嗎?」面對他的反應,我難掩失落。64Please respect copyright.PENANApDWWtTd4lT
就在那一瞬間,他拉起了我的手,把我一把扯進了他的懷抱裡,接著低頭便給了我一個輕柔的吻。64Please respect copyright.PENANAMWmkJHOKWU
那個吻的感覺,跟夢中總是強勢的常思莫完全不同,可是這股溫柔卻依舊讓我心跳不已。64Please respect copyright.PENANAApafGEbz9D
不知過了多久,他把臉抬了起來,我們互相注視著,看著他迷離的眼神,我頓時有種想哭的衝動。64Please respect copyright.PENANAz8uRgS76dW
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原來,這才是真實親吻的感受。64Please respect copyright.PENANAlvAfK2zr7E
一直到了此時此刻,我終於才懂。64Please respect copyright.PENANAW09d1wHXxy
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Chapter (9) 軟綿綿的吻
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