六月已經過去一半,終於來雨了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAHfic0dZyj8
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一個人撐著傘、提著行李走在雨中,小心翼翼地讓所有自己縮在傘的庇護範圍裡,儘管雨總是令我心慌抑鬱,卻是想念你的最捷徑。想起那次北上見你,兩人撐著一把摺疊傘,只有依靠彼此的那一邊保持乾爽。回到你蝸居的小房間裡,屋子的氣息很像你,是混亂卻充滿安全感的。15Please respect copyright.PENANACWqGa57Fy3
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「妳在找跟他一樣的人嗎?還是妳就是完全忘不了他?」訊息那頭,友人這麼問。15Please respect copyright.PENANAYVHnsiJwx7
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我應該要很快就能回答這個問題,真正到來的時候卻竟有些猶豫:「忘不了吧,覺得沒人可以跟他一樣。」等待一個可能永遠不會回來的人,換作是誰都失了底氣吧?如果我們的分離是決絕的、沒有懸念的,或許我可以輕易說忘或不忘。可就連你還記不記得我這件事我都無法保證,又拿什麼去等待?15Please respect copyright.PENANAsJ5zZzfpK1
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一年過去了,還是渺無聲息——其實那時候你也說得很清楚了,是我不想承認而已。回想在一起的那段日子,我的後悔實在太多了,後悔自己那麼耽溺、任由自己充滿怨憎,後悔沒發現你極力隱藏的崩落,後悔沒有再更愛你一些。後來我嘗試喜歡你喜歡的那些,詩、散文、蔣勳(但可能你也不是那麼喜歡他)、樂團和天氣……試圖從那些東西裡尋找你的視角,朝你靠攏,無限趨近。15Please respect copyright.PENANAPGlxVP9umn
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說不定,我並不是在尋找和你一樣的人,而是想讓自己成為你。
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三、六月
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