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「妳為什麼不離開?」他們總喜歡問妳難以說明的問題。48Please respect copyright.PENANAcSSrXjTR6q
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妳還記得妳原來是那樣乾燥的柴禾,一點火燄就足夠將妳燃燒,沒有止盡。但她將帶妳見識霧、見識雨,帶妳走過所有潮濕的季節,卻不給妳傘(但妳其實也並不給她火和溫暖)。濕透了的柴是無法點燃的,即便有火,也只能碰撞出令人窒息的煙塵。48Please respect copyright.PENANAFozhMwJItE
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他們說,一個人要真正適應新的季節需要耗費七年的時間,但妳只用了七個時辰,就在她的領地裡駐紮。她是那樣合適活在雨裡的人,妳從未想過要帶她回到沙漠,寧可讓自己生霉、逐漸長成與日照不合的樣子。48Please respect copyright.PENANAoIUOpgR0Nn
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「妳愛她嗎?」他們又問。妳想,也許妳只是習慣看她濕透,在佈滿水窪的泥濘上來去。有時她像是忘了妳也在這裡,自顧自地在雨裡嗅聞她的眼淚。雨一直是具有她獨特氣味的一種反應物,妳看不見她的雨是怎樣形成的,但妳同樣被淋濕、被雨水打痛。有時她想起妳,就給妳捎來信,每一個字都被暈染,連紙也是浸透水氣,稍稍用力就可能損毀:「我很是後悔將妳拽進了綿長的雨季。我一個人在落,還非得令妳也來經歷滂沱。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAznfmjijZNu
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當妳看見這些模糊的字眼,心底竟升起一股暖意,妳不敢再看,害怕自己就此變得乾燥甚至旱枯。在一段關係裡最重要的是彼此都維持自己的樣子同時保持平衡。妳定要是同一枝柴禾,她也要是同樣的雨中人。他們在談論妳的時候都涉及愛的字眼,其實並不這麼偉大或者沉重,妳只是懷抱著足夠的惡意要讓人在她的悲傷裡不能得救,妳不想要拯救,即使這高尚的行動是那麼值得歌頌。48Please respect copyright.PENANAXIkPvgLz6r
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她的雨是她的,而她和她的雨都是妳的。48Please respect copyright.PENANA41a6MT2N80
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妳不要她好,但她也不能更壞,雨是不能停的,但雨也只能是雨。妳汲汲營營於守護這段關係裡的裂痕,有人說要有裂痕才能讓光照射進來,在這裡也是同樣的道理:必須是裂的,才能讓雨滲透每一個細節。她必須潮濕,妳才願意擁抱。48Please respect copyright.PENANA8Yi5xUt2PV
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只是妳未曾想過——妳的心因此變得太冷,讓那些雨都成了雪花。48Please respect copyright.PENANAAeA5P83vlG
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