Namjoon #1
You:
You’re on your way to a fan sign. You’re so excited and you're walking fast. You’ve only been to a fan sign once before. It’s a somewhat new experience for you. The fan sign you’ve been to, you met the members of BTS. And when you made it to RM, you got the idea to mail him fan mail. That was a new experience then too, but that was also four years ago. And you’ve been sending him letters for four years now.
In your last letter you told him you were coming to this fan sign. Basically, he’s your penpal. He’s your celebrity penpal. He’s been writing to you back for these past four years. You are 19 now and he is 26. He wanted to send you a present for your birthday but you wouldn’t accept. You thought it was too risky for him.
Today, you will see him in person again for the first time in four years. He doesn’t know what you look like but you hope he will recognize your writing. You have a plan to give you away. You see, a few months ago he posted on Twitter, ‘Penpal, please, come out to me? Who are you?’ and thousands of girls and boys commented saying they were you, little did they know you were watching them lie. You have never told RM your name. You have only told him your age in hopes to keep him guessing, which you succeeded.
As you walk into the building where the fan sign is being held, you are almost tripped over 10 times in 1 minute. Be safe, I got it. You look around at all the fans and you smile, knowing you are the penpal. You meet a few new people and exchange Twitter handles with them. When the boys walk into the room, screams go up everywhere, but you are focused on RM and his hopeful look.
Third Person:
RM walks out into the room. He looks around at all the fans. He smiles at as many as he can before he sits down. But he is distracted. He is looking around to see if maybe he can guess who is his penpal. In their last letter they said this; ‘RM oppa, I am coming to see you. I will come to the next fan sign and I will give myself away. I will show you who I am. None of those fans in the comments are me. I will show you soon.’
His mind wanders a few times but he pulls it back. How will they show me? How will I react? He doesn’t know. Of all the fans he saw that day, all the fans he held hands with, all the fans he made eye contact with, he felt it in his bones that none of them were his penpal. Of all the fans, Y/n was the last to go up. And when she was talking to Jin, she knew RM was waiting for her. But he wasn’t expecting her, and he was disappointed. He thought he’d never see her, but she was so near him that it was agonizing.
You:
After Jin, there was Suga, then RM. When you finished with Suga, you smiled a huge smile and scooted down to where RM was. You sat right in front of him and he looked at you. He has sad eyes, but it didn’t faze you. You knew he was sad for you. “Hello, RM oppa.” You say. “Hello,” He says and takes your hand. “How are you today?” You ask. “I am a little disappointed, but I am okay. And you?” He says. “I am very happy. Why are you disappointed?” You sympathize. “I cannot say,” He says. “That is okay,” You say smiling.
“What would you like me to sign?” He says, finally looking into your eyes. You look down and hand him your things to sign. He starts to sign them and you slowly grab a letter from your pocket. As he finishes writing, he looks up at you as you slide the letter to him. “This too?” He asks. You smile while looking down. You know what the letter says and you wait for him to read it.
RM:
I look over at her bowing her head. I look down at the folded paper in my hand and open it. I read the following words: ‘Dear RM oppa, I am here. I am across from you. I am sitting and waiting for you. I am waiting for you to realize me. I am here to tell you I am your penpal. I am Y/n and we met four years ago at a fan sign. I have been your penpal for four years. I am here for you to meet me. Will you recognize me?’
I look up to the person across from me. “Penpal?” I whisper to her. She lifts her head and nods. I look down to her writing and pull out her last letter that was in my pocket. I compare handwriting. “It is you,” I say. She smiles. I beckon a guard over. “Take her to the back,” I whisper to him.
You:
A man comes and pulls me back to the back. I catch a glimpse of RM looking at me then standing up with the boys and doing their ritual of goodbyes. I am pulled to a room where there are bags and makeup and brushes. Then I am left alone. “Hm,” You hum to yourself, looking at the things. “Why was I brought here?” You wonder aloud. You sit on a chair for a while.
When the door bursts open, you almost scream. Instead you gasp. In walks Jin, Jimin, Jungkook, V, Suga, j-hope, and lastly RM.
“Is it really you?” j-hope says looking at you in amazement. “The one who has sent letters to Namjoon-ah, here?” Jin says. You blush and become shy. “Aw, you guys leave her alone. You’re making her shy.” V says. He comes over to you and comforts you. You look up and smile. You look at RM, who is staring at you. “Were you….were you expecting me?” You say. “Yes, for a while. I was thinking you were not here.” He says. “I am here. I told you I’d come.” You say and laugh.
“Why didn’t you come before?” He says. You think for a second. “I wanted to be mysterious and I wanted to see how everything played out. Such as other army’s claiming they are me.” You say. “I shouldn’t have gone about social media to find you. How would I know it was you?” He says. “Hm, I don’t know. I was planning on coming here even before you posted that.” You say. He doesn’t answer. Instead he comes over to you and hugs you. “Oh, how I wanted to know you,” He says. You hug him back. “I didn’t expect you to be this happy,” You joke.
“Oh, you don’t understand,” He says, pulling away. He looks around at the boys. “He loves you, Y/n.” Suga says, gently. You look around then look at RM. “L-love? You love me?” You stutter. “Yes, I do.” RM says. “Why?” You say, shocked. “I love your way of speech, your personality, your courage. I admire you. I truly admire you,” He says. “I-I-I,” You mumble, not knowing what to answer with. You never thought you’d have him fall in love with you.
You came up with the idea of fan mail to show him your love, not the other way around. You’re shocked and confused. You look from him to the boys who are looking at you expectantly. A celebrity loves me. The celebrity I love loves me back. What do I do? Oh, no! I am struggling with this. I have to get air. I have to think.
“I’m sorry. I have to go!” You say and run out of the room as fast as you could. You find your way through the maze of the building and run out the front door. No, I can’t do this! I can’t leave him like this! I can’t hurt him, not now, I can’t. I need to go back to him.
You run back into the building and run past all the guards and people trying to stop you from getting back into there. In your leggings, Jordan's, hoodie, and not heavy mini purse you run your normal speed. Your legs carry you all the way to the room you were in. When you burst in, you catch them all off guard. RM is crying and your heart throbs. I caused that. You run to him and he looks up at you.
You smile and wipe away his tears. “Hey, oppa, don’t you cry on me. I am here and I love you too. More than you can know. I just wasn’t expecting you to love me back.” You say. He sniffs. “You do?” He says. “Of course, how could I not?” You say. “Is it okay if I kiss you?” He asks innocently. “Mhm,” You nod and he stands up. He towers over you at almost six feet. He bends down and kisses you. Your heart flutters and you wipe away the tears coming from your eyes.
Part two? Hm, I don’t know. Comment if you want a part two.
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