13. Rachel的自白(一)
No Plagiarism!DP3hEmU0RV7QJ3aGGi5gposted on PENANA 「表妹,明天得唔得閒呀? 喺日本買咗你最鍾意嘅芝士蛋糕比你呀~」剛下機的Rachel在回家途中whatsapp了Annie。8964 copyright protection321PENANA7cqURixIce 維尼
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Annie:「Yeah~ 多謝! 渡完蜜月喇? 好唔好玩呀? 你就開心啦,又歐洲又日本,玩足三星期先返捨得返嚟~」8964 copyright protection321PENANAAL3Rn2wJvr 維尼
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Rachel:「Ok la~ 啱啱落機就即刻搵你喇 ,你睇你幾有面呀~」8964 copyright protection321PENANAplKybU1G8W 維尼
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Annie:「咁你明天方唔方便過嚟我同Jacky度? 咁啱我地都有啲嘢想比你… 」8964 copyright protection321PENANA7ybwFmNEy0 維尼
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Rachel:「都可以呀 ,你地一齊住後我都未去過你地新居~ 咩嚟㗎?」8964 copyright protection321PENANAiQu0fyYreb 維尼
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Annie:「嗯… 明天你就知㗎喇… 你會一個上嚟定同埋Daniel?」8964 copyright protection321PENANAEhF0FHYEmK 維尼
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Rachel:「得我一個咋,佢明天就要返工喇…」8964 copyright protection321PENANA1Z9x2Xu6uG 維尼
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Annie:「哦好,咁明天見啦~」8964 copyright protection321PENANAjf9SwoiFvz 維尼
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第二天8964 copyright protection321PENANAKF52v4vGOD 維尼
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“叮噹”8964 copyright protection321PENANAHYGqkVByCD 維尼
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「Hi 朱太, 隨便入嚟坐啦~」Annie看見Rachel一臉高興。8964 copyright protection321PENANA1niapHOFou 維尼
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「打擾晒喇~ 個蛋糕你快啲放入雪櫃先啦。」Rachel說完便把手上拿著的蛋糕交給Annie。8964 copyright protection321PENANAM5XjyOwCVq 維尼
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Annie:「多謝表姐~」8964 copyright protection321PENANAAZLA1Rbrsu 維尼
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「你哩度都幾靚喎,廳又夠大,幾好幾好~」Rachel入到屋簡單巡視了一會便說。8964 copyright protection321PENANAhbqu7PKQ0p 維尼
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Annie:「好彩咋,嗰陣咁啱有哩個靚盤放租,我同Jacky一睇就即刻扑搥了~」8964 copyright protection321PENANATLrhtLj3gZ 維尼
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「証明你地同哩度有緣囉~ 係喎,Jacky呢?」Rachel笑說道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAfGmG747vo3 維尼
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「佢有啲嘢仲喺房忙緊,佢近排心情有啲差...」Annie的臉色突然變得有點暗淡。8964 copyright protection321PENANAK1aI6DAnSi 維尼
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「哦… 無嘢嘛?」Rachel察覺到Annie神色有異便問。8964 copyright protection321PENANAho2K3LmnTZ 維尼
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「你等我一陣,我同佢講聲睇下佢攪成點先…」Annie沒有直答說完便轉身入房。8964 copyright protection321PENANA0WXEMDkgCA 維尼
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Rachel:「好呀…」8964 copyright protection321PENANAfklWJ90Xhr 維尼
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過了一會,Annie和Jacky一起從房裏走了出來,而Jacky手中拿著了一本類似書冊的物體。8964 copyright protection321PENANA0NAtnwkm7n 維尼
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察覺到Jacky臉上的凝重,Rachel心裏有一種不好的預感。8964 copyright protection321PENANA3DN4Z4LfzC 維尼
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沉默了一會,Jacky深呼吸了一口氣然後說道:「Rachel,Elven死咗喇…」8964 copyright protection321PENANALGuX91Znce 維尼
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「下?」Rachel下意識應了一聲。8964 copyright protection321PENANAI6tklA1et5 維尼
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「…Elven佢死咗喇…」Jacky痛苦地重覆了一次。8964 copyright protection321PENANAc50m8WXnDB 維尼
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「你...講笑咋? 」不敢相信自己的耳朵,縱使再得到一次確認Rachel的腦袋仍不能想像自己聽到的事情。8964 copyright protection321PENANADGHLd5J4sE 維尼
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Jacky:「… 我唔係講笑, 喺你結婚後第二日佢自殺死咗…」8964 copyright protection321PENANAByGRGdbtCV 維尼
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「自殺? 你意思係因為我結婚所以佢自殺?佢點自殺㗎?」Rachel更加震驚地問。8964 copyright protection321PENANAAThrYu9czP 維尼
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Jacky:「無人知佢點解自殺… 但從時間上嚟睇,係有哩個可能… 嗰日有人見到佢喺尖咀海傍跳咗落海...」8964 copyright protection321PENANAQRbAbOorRv 維尼
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「點會咁㗎… 我同佢都無聯絡好耐啦…」Rachel不能相信。8964 copyright protection321PENANAKqmv08eMUq 維尼
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Jacky:「佢有幾鍾意你,我地哩班close friend個個都心知肚明… 哩幾年其實佢成日都總喺帶住種鬱鬱寡歡嘅感覺,一直都好後悔最後自己同你攪成咁…」8964 copyright protection321PENANA3gmdHTP2vR 維尼
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「係我衰...一直對佢其實我都存在住一份愧疚感,但我真係無諗過會變成咁㗎...」Rachel痛苦地說。8964 copyright protection321PENANAQgyENSMpB8 維尼
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Jacky:「係咪真係因為你無人知,而且都無人會估到,所以唔好自責… 我地唔講你聽住都係廢事破壞你去渡蜜月嘅心情,不過之前執拾Elven遺物嗰陣伯母喺佢床下底搵到哩本嘢,佢叫我交返比你...」說完Jacky把手上的書冊遞給Rachel。 (關於這本畫冊詳見第一部36章尾)8964 copyright protection321PENANAbo8e9Xnggh 維尼
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「哩本係?」Rachel伸手一邊接過一邊問道。8964 copyright protection321PENANA7xLog3fWkc 維尼
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Jacky:「你打開睇下就知㗎喇...」8964 copyright protection321PENANAnaDU9asVGX 維尼
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Rachel把書冊打開,很快便知是甚麼一回事,書冊內很精美地用文字和圖畫記錄著Elven和自己相識的故事。8964 copyright protection321PENANAXemsl76qEW 維尼
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「可唔可以比我一個人靜靜咁睇完佢?」Rachel把書冊關上後說。8964 copyright protection321PENANAYoRGNuH6D5 維尼
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「好,咁我地返房先,你睇完ok就叫我地啦…」說完Jacky和Annie便走回房間留下Rachel自己一個。8964 copyright protection321PENANAWRV8lgL4Vx 維尼
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看見Jacky和Annie回到自己房間,Rachel深呼吸了一口氣然後鼓起勇氣再一次打開了書冊。隨著一頁又一頁的內容呈現眼前,一幕又一幕的往事亦在她心底裏被勾起- 第一次的見面,campus獻花,海旁談天,joint-hall ball,1 on 1籃球賽,inter-hall後的晚上等等... Rachel突然發覺原來那短短兩年不到的時間,她和Elven以朋友來說確實有著不成比例的經歷。8964 copyright protection321PENANAphTE1VPvo7 維尼
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而讓Rachel吃驚的是Elven連很多細微位或是大家當時的對白都記得清清楚楚,若不是被這書冊勾起,很多情節和對話Rachel自問自己根本不可能會記得。霎時間她能感受到這男孩到底有多喜歡和在意自己,但自己待他卻像用完即棄的膠袋,這讓Rachel感到加倍的內疚...8964 copyright protection321PENANAAIPXpEBjo1 維尼
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(你真係好傻...其實我有乜咁好值得你付出咁嘅感情?)8964 copyright protection321PENANAc52MFk1REc 維尼
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看畢冷靜過後Rachel便和Jacky以及 Annie告辭,她需要自己沉澱一下。8964 copyright protection321PENANA8cpmRZMyMl 維尼
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「有件事希望你唔好介意,base on哩個故事,我幫Elven寫埋後續部份,希望可以喺另一個世界幫佢完成心願,大概講佢時光倒流返咗過去,然後終於成功追到你,同你幸福快樂咁生活... 之後我張本書連埋啲遺物一齊燒咗比佢,未經你同意就咁做, sorry...」臨離開前Jacky對Rachel說。8964 copyright protection321PENANAD4uhfeq3rK 維尼
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「唔緊要啦,人都唔喺度咯...如果人有下一世或者真係有平行時空,我都好希望佢可以開開心心咁過...」Rachel傷感地說。8964 copyright protection321PENANAvAXAfZoIX5 維尼
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離開後,Rachel並不想回家,只是在街上漫無目的地溜漣,然後她來到了尖沙咀的海傍,Elven自殺的地方。8964 copyright protection321PENANAloStE8Hj2C 維尼
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其實憑Rachel對Elven的認識,她並不覺得Elven是會因這些事而選擇輕生的人,不過事實如此,又不容她不相信。8964 copyright protection321PENANAsV83QEjxU7 維尼
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(到底係咪我害咗你呢... 如果嗰陣我對你好啲,你會唔會就有唔同嘅選擇?)8964 copyright protection321PENANAOy8bCx5Axi 維尼
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(抑或從一開始我就唔應該同你傾計同你熟?)8964 copyright protection321PENANAbPqrsIs2XJ 維尼
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(點解過咗咁多年,你都仲放唔低咁傻呀?)8964 copyright protection321PENANAkX37KGRRma 維尼
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「小姐你發咗呆好耐喇喎,無乜事嘛?」就在Rachel望著維港發了很久呆的時候,一個阿婆突然出現在她旁邊問道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAOSxeEZXZb3 維尼
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「我...無事呀,諗緊嘢啫...」Rachel禮貌性回答道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAsr24XpavD7 維尼
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「無事就好,唔好諗唔開又做傻事呀...」阿婆聽完回應道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAoxzS2val5u 維尼
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「又?」8964 copyright protection321PENANAbGZK2ZNCOJ 維尼
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「係呀,幾個星期前有個後生仔又係好似你咁企咗喺度發呆發咗好耐,之後我仲同佢傾咗陣偈,點知我走咗無耐一回頭就見佢突然跳咗落海,咁我咪即刻報警,但蛙人好似搵咗好耐都搵唔到佢條屍,淨係喺海底搵返佢個銀包,不過睇怕都凶多吉少喇...」阿婆一邊回憶一邊說道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAt6U5Txidm9 維尼
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「個後生仔係咪二三十歲,高高大大幾靚仔㗎?」聽完阿婆的描述Rachel緊張追問道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAvwGKltIJtG 維尼
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「係呀,幾靚仔㗎,不過個樣就好似好憂鬱咁囉…」阿婆回答道。8964 copyright protection321PENANA6a78Z2xtfH 維尼
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「係咪咁嘅樣?」Rachel用手機在facebook找了Elven的一張相問道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAxgI9GMETZM 維尼
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「係呀,你識佢㗎?」阿婆略帶驚訝。8964 copyright protection321PENANAeGffgjtqwV 維尼
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Rachel:「佢係我朋友嚟… 咁佢死之前同你講咗啲咩?」8964 copyright protection321PENANAb2Hky8qaT6 維尼
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「佢同我分享咗佢啲故仔囉,之後就講佢哩一生最愛嘅女仔啱啱同第二個結咗婚, 都唔知佢係咪為咗哩件事而跳海呢...」阿婆邊回憶邊答。8964 copyright protection321PENANAyZWrTgzyY5 維尼
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「我都想知...」Rachel對阿婆說,又彷似和自己說。8964 copyright protection321PENANAgSvyziXcAO 維尼
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「你唔會就係佢講嗰個咩米醋呀?」看了看Rachel阿婆疑惑問道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAo5fOo324JV 維尼
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「係... 我就係佢口中嗰個米醋...」得到証實,Rachel不知是因為內疚還是心痛,眼淚終於緩緩流下。8964 copyright protection321PENANAWHTi9E3pcH 維尼
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「果然好靚女呀,唔怪得可以令佢咁念念不忘啦... 唉,不過阿婆都唔知安慰你定責備你好喇... 感情哩家嘢,好就可以讓人好幸福,衰嘅就真係可以毀咗人嘅一生...」阿婆唏噓說道。8964 copyright protection321PENANAwhJBNLFAQ1 維尼
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「我真係無諗過會變成咁㗎...」聽到了阿婆的說話Rachel再也忍不住開始掩面痛哭。8964 copyright protection321PENANA0FGycJoVfK 維尼
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「其實都唔怪得你嘅,怪只可以怪老天爺鍾意作弄人啦,佢嘅命中注定偏偏又唔係佢嘅命中注定... 不過阿婆都係八掛下,你覺得佢唔好咩? 有個對你咁好咁愛你嘅人,點解唔考慮下要咁對佢呀?」阿婆問。8964 copyright protection321PENANA9c5Dy2w3NU 維尼
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「我都知佢好好,只可惜我嘅心無位置比佢呢...」Rachel繼續掩面痛苦答道。8964 copyright protection321PENANASGTBYxP6Ii 維尼
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「你個老公對你好好?你好愛佢?」阿婆鑿而不捨追問。8964 copyright protection321PENANA3EO9glbdm6 維尼
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「好似有啲難言之忍喎...見到後生仔同你都算有緣呀,不如你都同阿婆講下你個故事?」8964 copyright protection321PENANARAy3yOLwLD 維尼
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也許是因為被Elven的死訊亂了心神,也許是因為阿婆也聽過Elven的故事倍有親切感,也許是因為Rachel現在真的很需要一個傾訴對象,結果Rachel竟然真的和阿婆開始分享了她鮮為人知的故事。8964 copyright protection321PENANA66BkB1PXCR 維尼
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