13. Rachel的自白(一)
No Plagiarism!B6lkPAnRnPvj89FIwC3Vposted on PENANA 「表妹,明天得唔得閒呀? 喺日本買咗你最鍾意嘅芝士蛋糕比你呀~」剛下機的Rachel在回家途中whatsapp了Annie。8964 copyright protection307PENANACfXthzf5z6 維尼
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Annie:「Yeah~ 多謝! 渡完蜜月喇? 好唔好玩呀? 你就開心啦,又歐洲又日本,玩足三星期先返捨得返嚟~」8964 copyright protection307PENANAX7ebknXYtN 維尼
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Rachel:「Ok la~ 啱啱落機就即刻搵你喇 ,你睇你幾有面呀~」8964 copyright protection307PENANAcPNGIArPWw 維尼
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Annie:「咁你明天方唔方便過嚟我同Jacky度? 咁啱我地都有啲嘢想比你… 」8964 copyright protection307PENANA2jRAAWZlKr 維尼
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Rachel:「都可以呀 ,你地一齊住後我都未去過你地新居~ 咩嚟㗎?」8964 copyright protection307PENANAtmmcZOSVBR 維尼
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Annie:「嗯… 明天你就知㗎喇… 你會一個上嚟定同埋Daniel?」8964 copyright protection307PENANAeNLzozKuyS 維尼
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Rachel:「得我一個咋,佢明天就要返工喇…」8964 copyright protection307PENANAPjv9FkytJl 維尼
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Annie:「哦好,咁明天見啦~」8964 copyright protection307PENANAniFJQRzoij 維尼
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第二天8964 copyright protection307PENANAc6jfNos8nL 維尼
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“叮噹”8964 copyright protection307PENANAs51JjyDoCP 維尼
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「Hi 朱太, 隨便入嚟坐啦~」Annie看見Rachel一臉高興。8964 copyright protection307PENANAALtIJ7W938 維尼
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「打擾晒喇~ 個蛋糕你快啲放入雪櫃先啦。」Rachel說完便把手上拿著的蛋糕交給Annie。8964 copyright protection307PENANALKanNDkoG5 維尼
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Annie:「多謝表姐~」8964 copyright protection307PENANAnRajZn1GRp 維尼
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「你哩度都幾靚喎,廳又夠大,幾好幾好~」Rachel入到屋簡單巡視了一會便說。8964 copyright protection307PENANAPlkhzJun0B 維尼
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Annie:「好彩咋,嗰陣咁啱有哩個靚盤放租,我同Jacky一睇就即刻扑搥了~」8964 copyright protection307PENANAdmpEICtp5n 維尼
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「証明你地同哩度有緣囉~ 係喎,Jacky呢?」Rachel笑說道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAUbWqdEViYv 維尼
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「佢有啲嘢仲喺房忙緊,佢近排心情有啲差...」Annie的臉色突然變得有點暗淡。8964 copyright protection307PENANAU6KG1X3nKv 維尼
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「哦… 無嘢嘛?」Rachel察覺到Annie神色有異便問。8964 copyright protection307PENANAJhldzfqGGo 維尼
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「你等我一陣,我同佢講聲睇下佢攪成點先…」Annie沒有直答說完便轉身入房。8964 copyright protection307PENANAhwRP894y4s 維尼
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Rachel:「好呀…」8964 copyright protection307PENANAj6UWMST4JS 維尼
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過了一會,Annie和Jacky一起從房裏走了出來,而Jacky手中拿著了一本類似書冊的物體。8964 copyright protection307PENANAmeLAlWaKy2 維尼
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察覺到Jacky臉上的凝重,Rachel心裏有一種不好的預感。8964 copyright protection307PENANAV7berBXxyz 維尼
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沉默了一會,Jacky深呼吸了一口氣然後說道:「Rachel,Elven死咗喇…」8964 copyright protection307PENANAfse5nz5qfG 維尼
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「下?」Rachel下意識應了一聲。8964 copyright protection307PENANAVeGrs0mAd7 維尼
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「…Elven佢死咗喇…」Jacky痛苦地重覆了一次。8964 copyright protection307PENANAT3QlXOeHIv 維尼
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「你...講笑咋? 」不敢相信自己的耳朵,縱使再得到一次確認Rachel的腦袋仍不能想像自己聽到的事情。8964 copyright protection307PENANAawMaKijC1f 維尼
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Jacky:「… 我唔係講笑, 喺你結婚後第二日佢自殺死咗…」8964 copyright protection307PENANAgikBxKEsQy 維尼
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「自殺? 你意思係因為我結婚所以佢自殺?佢點自殺㗎?」Rachel更加震驚地問。8964 copyright protection307PENANASkykzAU7M0 維尼
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Jacky:「無人知佢點解自殺… 但從時間上嚟睇,係有哩個可能… 嗰日有人見到佢喺尖咀海傍跳咗落海...」8964 copyright protection307PENANAANxaym0N27 維尼
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「點會咁㗎… 我同佢都無聯絡好耐啦…」Rachel不能相信。8964 copyright protection307PENANAp36cwvxKjc 維尼
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Jacky:「佢有幾鍾意你,我地哩班close friend個個都心知肚明… 哩幾年其實佢成日都總喺帶住種鬱鬱寡歡嘅感覺,一直都好後悔最後自己同你攪成咁…」8964 copyright protection307PENANApC3ecWQB5G 維尼
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「係我衰...一直對佢其實我都存在住一份愧疚感,但我真係無諗過會變成咁㗎...」Rachel痛苦地說。8964 copyright protection307PENANAVvfuz1qWnv 維尼
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Jacky:「係咪真係因為你無人知,而且都無人會估到,所以唔好自責… 我地唔講你聽住都係廢事破壞你去渡蜜月嘅心情,不過之前執拾Elven遺物嗰陣伯母喺佢床下底搵到哩本嘢,佢叫我交返比你...」說完Jacky把手上的書冊遞給Rachel。 (關於這本畫冊詳見第一部36章尾)8964 copyright protection307PENANAyffxsmPlwc 維尼
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「哩本係?」Rachel伸手一邊接過一邊問道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAdc5HFEaBxf 維尼
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Jacky:「你打開睇下就知㗎喇...」8964 copyright protection307PENANALyqgTWyZJa 維尼
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Rachel把書冊打開,很快便知是甚麼一回事,書冊內很精美地用文字和圖畫記錄著Elven和自己相識的故事。8964 copyright protection307PENANABDFJBD2gLQ 維尼
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「可唔可以比我一個人靜靜咁睇完佢?」Rachel把書冊關上後說。8964 copyright protection307PENANAih3rhVQN4a 維尼
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「好,咁我地返房先,你睇完ok就叫我地啦…」說完Jacky和Annie便走回房間留下Rachel自己一個。8964 copyright protection307PENANAcb5hbBvM0W 維尼
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看見Jacky和Annie回到自己房間,Rachel深呼吸了一口氣然後鼓起勇氣再一次打開了書冊。隨著一頁又一頁的內容呈現眼前,一幕又一幕的往事亦在她心底裏被勾起- 第一次的見面,campus獻花,海旁談天,joint-hall ball,1 on 1籃球賽,inter-hall後的晚上等等... Rachel突然發覺原來那短短兩年不到的時間,她和Elven以朋友來說確實有著不成比例的經歷。8964 copyright protection307PENANAnuQ3q60zJb 維尼
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而讓Rachel吃驚的是Elven連很多細微位或是大家當時的對白都記得清清楚楚,若不是被這書冊勾起,很多情節和對話Rachel自問自己根本不可能會記得。霎時間她能感受到這男孩到底有多喜歡和在意自己,但自己待他卻像用完即棄的膠袋,這讓Rachel感到加倍的內疚...8964 copyright protection307PENANAn9Kjz3f8J0 維尼
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(你真係好傻...其實我有乜咁好值得你付出咁嘅感情?)8964 copyright protection307PENANAsltV9ogJUQ 維尼
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看畢冷靜過後Rachel便和Jacky以及 Annie告辭,她需要自己沉澱一下。8964 copyright protection307PENANAHKcahiX93v 維尼
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「有件事希望你唔好介意,base on哩個故事,我幫Elven寫埋後續部份,希望可以喺另一個世界幫佢完成心願,大概講佢時光倒流返咗過去,然後終於成功追到你,同你幸福快樂咁生活... 之後我張本書連埋啲遺物一齊燒咗比佢,未經你同意就咁做, sorry...」臨離開前Jacky對Rachel說。8964 copyright protection307PENANAuDv7pNF0MX 維尼
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「唔緊要啦,人都唔喺度咯...如果人有下一世或者真係有平行時空,我都好希望佢可以開開心心咁過...」Rachel傷感地說。8964 copyright protection307PENANABIYxcplM3X 維尼
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離開後,Rachel並不想回家,只是在街上漫無目的地溜漣,然後她來到了尖沙咀的海傍,Elven自殺的地方。8964 copyright protection307PENANA5As82exohH 維尼
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其實憑Rachel對Elven的認識,她並不覺得Elven是會因這些事而選擇輕生的人,不過事實如此,又不容她不相信。8964 copyright protection307PENANAv08mq9SpTa 維尼
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(到底係咪我害咗你呢... 如果嗰陣我對你好啲,你會唔會就有唔同嘅選擇?)8964 copyright protection307PENANAO8SH6YHi6J 維尼
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(抑或從一開始我就唔應該同你傾計同你熟?)8964 copyright protection307PENANAjphP40iA8V 維尼
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(點解過咗咁多年,你都仲放唔低咁傻呀?)8964 copyright protection307PENANAwrUpA4eh6a 維尼
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「小姐你發咗呆好耐喇喎,無乜事嘛?」就在Rachel望著維港發了很久呆的時候,一個阿婆突然出現在她旁邊問道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAVUCzEt04wk 維尼
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「我...無事呀,諗緊嘢啫...」Rachel禮貌性回答道。8964 copyright protection307PENANA6MUacfYcXi 維尼
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「無事就好,唔好諗唔開又做傻事呀...」阿婆聽完回應道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAYmdS3UKKWa 維尼
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「又?」8964 copyright protection307PENANARbD1L2Lh6p 維尼
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「係呀,幾個星期前有個後生仔又係好似你咁企咗喺度發呆發咗好耐,之後我仲同佢傾咗陣偈,點知我走咗無耐一回頭就見佢突然跳咗落海,咁我咪即刻報警,但蛙人好似搵咗好耐都搵唔到佢條屍,淨係喺海底搵返佢個銀包,不過睇怕都凶多吉少喇...」阿婆一邊回憶一邊說道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAKTaAe4KDfe 維尼
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「個後生仔係咪二三十歲,高高大大幾靚仔㗎?」聽完阿婆的描述Rachel緊張追問道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAnfsKXQ7fhq 維尼
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「係呀,幾靚仔㗎,不過個樣就好似好憂鬱咁囉…」阿婆回答道。8964 copyright protection307PENANADkWH5bbWqN 維尼
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「係咪咁嘅樣?」Rachel用手機在facebook找了Elven的一張相問道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAMrH2I0yndo 維尼
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「係呀,你識佢㗎?」阿婆略帶驚訝。8964 copyright protection307PENANA9l6Uh7WlOE 維尼
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Rachel:「佢係我朋友嚟… 咁佢死之前同你講咗啲咩?」8964 copyright protection307PENANAtv2HgUKYef 維尼
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「佢同我分享咗佢啲故仔囉,之後就講佢哩一生最愛嘅女仔啱啱同第二個結咗婚, 都唔知佢係咪為咗哩件事而跳海呢...」阿婆邊回憶邊答。8964 copyright protection307PENANAjnSRCVIlW0 維尼
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「我都想知...」Rachel對阿婆說,又彷似和自己說。8964 copyright protection307PENANAVZfwQgXWA7 維尼
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「你唔會就係佢講嗰個咩米醋呀?」看了看Rachel阿婆疑惑問道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAT4oRKaM5Xo 維尼
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「係... 我就係佢口中嗰個米醋...」得到証實,Rachel不知是因為內疚還是心痛,眼淚終於緩緩流下。8964 copyright protection307PENANAAXL7jRUGx5 維尼
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「果然好靚女呀,唔怪得可以令佢咁念念不忘啦... 唉,不過阿婆都唔知安慰你定責備你好喇... 感情哩家嘢,好就可以讓人好幸福,衰嘅就真係可以毀咗人嘅一生...」阿婆唏噓說道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAGsxghLl54L 維尼
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「我真係無諗過會變成咁㗎...」聽到了阿婆的說話Rachel再也忍不住開始掩面痛哭。8964 copyright protection307PENANAjffhmWf9ls 維尼
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「其實都唔怪得你嘅,怪只可以怪老天爺鍾意作弄人啦,佢嘅命中注定偏偏又唔係佢嘅命中注定... 不過阿婆都係八掛下,你覺得佢唔好咩? 有個對你咁好咁愛你嘅人,點解唔考慮下要咁對佢呀?」阿婆問。8964 copyright protection307PENANARIQY5QxFCg 維尼
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「我都知佢好好,只可惜我嘅心無位置比佢呢...」Rachel繼續掩面痛苦答道。8964 copyright protection307PENANAEGl4VXqMHW 維尼
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「你個老公對你好好?你好愛佢?」阿婆鑿而不捨追問。8964 copyright protection307PENANAt3RCVpsmff 維尼
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「好似有啲難言之忍喎...見到後生仔同你都算有緣呀,不如你都同阿婆講下你個故事?」8964 copyright protection307PENANACl34K4jrSn 維尼
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也許是因為被Elven的死訊亂了心神,也許是因為阿婆也聽過Elven的故事倍有親切感,也許是因為Rachel現在真的很需要一個傾訴對象,結果Rachel竟然真的和阿婆開始分享了她鮮為人知的故事。8964 copyright protection307PENANAIudLL0LOOK 維尼
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