I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.408Please respect copyright.PENANA3exbfc07VW
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.408Please respect copyright.PENANAVYTeN3UrK7
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.408Please respect copyright.PENANAVV3OijChnY
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.408Please respect copyright.PENANAm8qfi4oN3U
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.408Please respect copyright.PENANA46c5hyagRQ
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.408Please respect copyright.PENANAY7Y7v6HQkj
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.408Please respect copyright.PENANAEbYzr5eU6Q
Fucken asshole.408Please respect copyright.PENANA1fM8j8WWLD
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.408Please respect copyright.PENANASkwEo71N4U
"At 11."408Please respect copyright.PENANAMCzvsoTlXm
Dammit still have half a day to go.408Please respect copyright.PENANAKmxBfJY8kN
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?408Please respect copyright.PENANAh2RErK9oBJ
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.408Please respect copyright.PENANAK0GrvKlp4h
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.408Please respect copyright.PENANAPE8ioN097S
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.408Please respect copyright.PENANAMqxmZit21U
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.408Please respect copyright.PENANAw663eSzUDI
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.408Please respect copyright.PENANA868jMcdosC
I wounder what they are doing right now?408Please respect copyright.PENANApddY2fnvRj
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.408Please respect copyright.PENANA4lnKnow7Pd
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.408Please respect copyright.PENANAN7EPJBYKiG
Brett..408Please respect copyright.PENANADrrMex9dsP
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.408Please respect copyright.PENANAua9xs0vUJ3
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.408Please respect copyright.PENANA7GgHgAZuGC
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.408Please respect copyright.PENANAE2W0EQqNQN
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.408Please respect copyright.PENANAt23UeRwhUk
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.408Please respect copyright.PENANAHEILQYpjqs
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.408Please respect copyright.PENANAvkutoufJ7Z
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.408Please respect copyright.PENANAmcnE3Oz32H
"I have been looking for you."408Please respect copyright.PENANA3N2Klosu9s
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.408Please respect copyright.PENANAvt5dgUWqbV
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.408Please respect copyright.PENANAwrQXUdhooc
"What? "408Please respect copyright.PENANAIpcfVaAyMT
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.408Please respect copyright.PENANAr1SHqDiUzo
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.408Please respect copyright.PENANAfsnmT4CwuW
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.408Please respect copyright.PENANAWGrplwQ0zD
Gross, Chicky sentence.408Please respect copyright.PENANA1KLt8AipjK
Raven you have lost your touch.408Please respect copyright.PENANAyR9Jd15k5U
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.408Please respect copyright.PENANAOXucX7I2Me
I shook my head.408Please respect copyright.PENANAc0ZNJvTsiN
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."408Please respect copyright.PENANANue1F3ed2l
His eyes shined.408Please respect copyright.PENANA5KM1CUhVr1
"I'll wait for you. "408Please respect copyright.PENANAnKC5nyyTqa
"Don't, Don is here. "408Please respect copyright.PENANAILr0V9JONa
His eyes widened.408Please respect copyright.PENANAJT4KKW9DdH
" How do you -"408Please respect copyright.PENANAbmcs8x8LgO
" Josh told me. " I cut in.408Please respect copyright.PENANALYXiYBmXCB
He closed his eyes and sighed.408Please respect copyright.PENANAQHblwNRXwm
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"408Please respect copyright.PENANA0LISNZUuIL
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.408Please respect copyright.PENANAs7qvuBGc6k
"Brett, its okay. "408Please respect copyright.PENANA4XbuMNE839
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.408Please respect copyright.PENANAscD3BqQ4mv
Then I heard a door open.408Please respect copyright.PENANA9JFNll3sEL
Fuck.408Please respect copyright.PENANAtck8E2DglH
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.408Please respect copyright.PENANACfFmhAgtUj
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.408Please respect copyright.PENANAtwWvcquDdj
I nodded and she went back inside.408Please respect copyright.PENANA5qttMLwwiP
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.408Please respect copyright.PENANASxXCv2r3dB
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.408Please respect copyright.PENANApaksE8j5fm
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.408Please respect copyright.PENANA9zEOSEv77w
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.408Please respect copyright.PENANAK2q9EZCO3M
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "408Please respect copyright.PENANAm1PgKkvYFQ
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.408Please respect copyright.PENANAekNVst4IC9
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.408Please respect copyright.PENANAdrR4AGjCb9
"I promise."408Please respect copyright.PENANAvcU7T2PEWp
He smiled and kissed my forehead.408Please respect copyright.PENANAJgsIZtC7PH
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.408Please respect copyright.PENANAAFrk4WHSeW
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.408Please respect copyright.PENANAmd02K6JOO2
I took a deep breath and composed myself.408Please respect copyright.PENANAEzIEqIBrof
Raven is gone, Candy is here.408Please respect copyright.PENANAp9iquZSGYC
Candy.408Please respect copyright.PENANAkcXvhH0ZL4
Candy.408Please respect copyright.PENANAz0oDaEZKmp
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.408Please respect copyright.PENANA1y29KesSpB
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.