I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.522Please respect copyright.PENANANuYn6ZI1ds
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.522Please respect copyright.PENANA9u5qvKB03c
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.522Please respect copyright.PENANA3y7zLb1Oco
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.522Please respect copyright.PENANAvKxPDjUTjD
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.522Please respect copyright.PENANA07E8piqeQ8
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.522Please respect copyright.PENANAfknAi5VUAe
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.522Please respect copyright.PENANAd621dZTGvI
Fucken asshole.522Please respect copyright.PENANAVS5Py7YWCK
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.522Please respect copyright.PENANA4lnHh1HsFg
"At 11."522Please respect copyright.PENANAO9uLkJWIFv
Dammit still have half a day to go.522Please respect copyright.PENANAj6sAK0xzjo
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?522Please respect copyright.PENANAlllloKdsxT
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.522Please respect copyright.PENANAjo9RWAAeFs
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.522Please respect copyright.PENANAVgOVNouYLG
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.522Please respect copyright.PENANAa8WAkhLQcC
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.522Please respect copyright.PENANAVIltvmju5J
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.522Please respect copyright.PENANAVf7r65YV7G
I wounder what they are doing right now?522Please respect copyright.PENANA1SlpwCDKMo
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.522Please respect copyright.PENANAECWGJwhTxy
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.522Please respect copyright.PENANAQcwwyRApoU
Brett..522Please respect copyright.PENANAVPO8EzMmfn
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.522Please respect copyright.PENANAPVWovjexIg
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.522Please respect copyright.PENANAY9fyPvzj6W
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.522Please respect copyright.PENANAqasY5g6xJN
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.522Please respect copyright.PENANAZGKWZ1fh1Y
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.522Please respect copyright.PENANAS0xK5WgXwH
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.522Please respect copyright.PENANAIDSVmYw8SJ
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.522Please respect copyright.PENANAkFDddiouPL
"I have been looking for you."522Please respect copyright.PENANAOkLzuwBZRW
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.522Please respect copyright.PENANAlAAgJPAPtd
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.522Please respect copyright.PENANAElK21k3kQM
"What? "522Please respect copyright.PENANA38WZTPVntT
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.522Please respect copyright.PENANA6vynkPlLxv
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.522Please respect copyright.PENANAsIvNseV180
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.522Please respect copyright.PENANADGyKBDbBA3
Gross, Chicky sentence.522Please respect copyright.PENANAmVrepFQxma
Raven you have lost your touch.522Please respect copyright.PENANAQk6oFwuZmw
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.522Please respect copyright.PENANAvJElbPIUwN
I shook my head.522Please respect copyright.PENANAznFLcEzW1Z
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."522Please respect copyright.PENANA3H0pv2Oubh
His eyes shined.522Please respect copyright.PENANA07umHH222e
"I'll wait for you. "522Please respect copyright.PENANAJnW4m5bmRV
"Don't, Don is here. "522Please respect copyright.PENANAWwbgRS6CbP
His eyes widened.522Please respect copyright.PENANAs60d9WEdnR
" How do you -"522Please respect copyright.PENANAdKFUYJVCe0
" Josh told me. " I cut in.522Please respect copyright.PENANAs5WJXFg9px
He closed his eyes and sighed.522Please respect copyright.PENANAwzR4joI5Bk
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"522Please respect copyright.PENANAkHhAvbnisl
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.522Please respect copyright.PENANA51HthG8xPw
"Brett, its okay. "522Please respect copyright.PENANA9kuQRKIRrY
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.522Please respect copyright.PENANAXGGxlbL6KG
Then I heard a door open.522Please respect copyright.PENANAqQHNfjHzDK
Fuck.522Please respect copyright.PENANAtWdO9aC6Ks
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.522Please respect copyright.PENANAsEv25PvS0o
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.522Please respect copyright.PENANArOrtokNjbT
I nodded and she went back inside.522Please respect copyright.PENANAKtOOfC4b0h
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.522Please respect copyright.PENANAn9jjWaaLF5
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.522Please respect copyright.PENANAWIWUYnlRwa
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.522Please respect copyright.PENANAGfosscFRV7
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.522Please respect copyright.PENANA3pdFTwasR5
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "522Please respect copyright.PENANAwidE8oiCwf
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.522Please respect copyright.PENANAToc1BZYJ5i
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.522Please respect copyright.PENANAuBsRU6N4H8
"I promise."522Please respect copyright.PENANAsUUbrTLlde
He smiled and kissed my forehead.522Please respect copyright.PENANA3SJcjHWL5D
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.522Please respect copyright.PENANA4pNGigwl05
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.522Please respect copyright.PENANAxY2DDuC7SX
I took a deep breath and composed myself.522Please respect copyright.PENANAqmV7I4dqrk
Raven is gone, Candy is here.522Please respect copyright.PENANAanlCWjuD0t
Candy.522Please respect copyright.PENANAWfFEpjBAEi
Candy.522Please respect copyright.PENANA297D0Egpa1
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.522Please respect copyright.PENANAywEKIRElgC
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.