I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.490Please respect copyright.PENANAgCBMuVnO8N
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.490Please respect copyright.PENANAI6mNgX77oG
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.490Please respect copyright.PENANAjW3yViTGD6
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.490Please respect copyright.PENANANHX49aEUwf
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.490Please respect copyright.PENANAU1O6IIWN3n
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.490Please respect copyright.PENANA9nfZbvBrzW
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.490Please respect copyright.PENANAvAXhHHmYxj
Fucken asshole.490Please respect copyright.PENANAhsXife5fxS
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.490Please respect copyright.PENANAYYZFpGhsLW
"At 11."490Please respect copyright.PENANAKz6hJp8zsO
Dammit still have half a day to go.490Please respect copyright.PENANA9SgKpR2qMT
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?490Please respect copyright.PENANA1yNSosg4uH
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.490Please respect copyright.PENANAv72k0UMBp0
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.490Please respect copyright.PENANAkd3ESTfbhu
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.490Please respect copyright.PENANAcwRwjf68a2
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.490Please respect copyright.PENANA8sWWD6g1LT
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.490Please respect copyright.PENANA6seUuHiCBs
I wounder what they are doing right now?490Please respect copyright.PENANAGytHeXJvY1
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.490Please respect copyright.PENANAyUMaiI9ork
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.490Please respect copyright.PENANAdT39eWCWCC
Brett..490Please respect copyright.PENANAz2OftddlAE
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.490Please respect copyright.PENANA8hjJuMYgIh
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.490Please respect copyright.PENANAKV9eslKV5M
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.490Please respect copyright.PENANA2RWilHFpmw
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.490Please respect copyright.PENANAtyjsfwpWgL
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.490Please respect copyright.PENANAkMECLTLjkf
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.490Please respect copyright.PENANAWExZqPmkcj
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.490Please respect copyright.PENANAWeUptw4kzK
"I have been looking for you."490Please respect copyright.PENANAd1iI6IAYjZ
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.490Please respect copyright.PENANAb6NqbDuxc8
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.490Please respect copyright.PENANAf4VTo6Qkrm
"What? "490Please respect copyright.PENANAjCgoUAJGHQ
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.490Please respect copyright.PENANABUJHbl6epH
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.490Please respect copyright.PENANAxOQMva7kZV
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.490Please respect copyright.PENANA1KnSNNv4lr
Gross, Chicky sentence.490Please respect copyright.PENANABeeJ168vaR
Raven you have lost your touch.490Please respect copyright.PENANAY6HY2ATCkp
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.490Please respect copyright.PENANAqCKAUPbZSB
I shook my head.490Please respect copyright.PENANA6uSArqV3W7
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."490Please respect copyright.PENANAYKp0ejIN46
His eyes shined.490Please respect copyright.PENANAlByHnCwMOI
"I'll wait for you. "490Please respect copyright.PENANA6cFZdsldYf
"Don't, Don is here. "490Please respect copyright.PENANAxkZn9fCeUv
His eyes widened.490Please respect copyright.PENANAAqupLUoirJ
" How do you -"490Please respect copyright.PENANAM1NsnAnDR8
" Josh told me. " I cut in.490Please respect copyright.PENANAi8uTwhGl4v
He closed his eyes and sighed.490Please respect copyright.PENANAiBMc8vWqaD
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"490Please respect copyright.PENANAt5f6ywHa5S
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.490Please respect copyright.PENANANfEh9X5arv
"Brett, its okay. "490Please respect copyright.PENANA5gHRIR1TV2
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.490Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ3TJlhm7Y
Then I heard a door open.490Please respect copyright.PENANABqzjZOEDW2
Fuck.490Please respect copyright.PENANAZqkYtv3zI3
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.490Please respect copyright.PENANAKS1jtsFyIg
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.490Please respect copyright.PENANAB2jI9kgiP8
I nodded and she went back inside.490Please respect copyright.PENANAq3D8oTugJM
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.490Please respect copyright.PENANAgL6mcVnwcg
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.490Please respect copyright.PENANAb8xgxlLEIv
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.490Please respect copyright.PENANAYc6x1mieTx
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.490Please respect copyright.PENANA1RAXSVjMGk
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "490Please respect copyright.PENANAChcsFwrghp
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.490Please respect copyright.PENANA3hsEjWPPFD
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.490Please respect copyright.PENANAx07P9KayzP
"I promise."490Please respect copyright.PENANA5ipW8vHPfe
He smiled and kissed my forehead.490Please respect copyright.PENANA0c4Lh4ETfO
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.490Please respect copyright.PENANAP9I5owZIOh
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.490Please respect copyright.PENANAAfdh4jtBId
I took a deep breath and composed myself.490Please respect copyright.PENANAXRN22nfvW2
Raven is gone, Candy is here.490Please respect copyright.PENANAFiIdtuUOjX
Candy.490Please respect copyright.PENANAl4Pwwq97mg
Candy.490Please respect copyright.PENANAx6OhJT4p3F
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.490Please respect copyright.PENANAe7nLGnvvsP
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.