I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.593Please respect copyright.PENANAuF6AyoTVej
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.593Please respect copyright.PENANAufIp3gVGvy
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.593Please respect copyright.PENANAFRrmXymGZn
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.593Please respect copyright.PENANAGY0FJCmJDl
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.593Please respect copyright.PENANAuNo4Bfic8U
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.593Please respect copyright.PENANAKBO0F9QmLm
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.593Please respect copyright.PENANAHNnmpDTkqy
Fucken asshole.593Please respect copyright.PENANAa2JQGfrgQT
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.593Please respect copyright.PENANAsJX49ddERj
"At 11."593Please respect copyright.PENANAfaqUoGtpJ2
Dammit still have half a day to go.593Please respect copyright.PENANAYulzyUVLtT
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?593Please respect copyright.PENANAs56kvoFE6o
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.593Please respect copyright.PENANAr1MwBMuvoX
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.593Please respect copyright.PENANAQsx0MqNlNo
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.593Please respect copyright.PENANAtj2LtzYKJ7
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.593Please respect copyright.PENANABgM2KDVVZZ
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.593Please respect copyright.PENANArApZ56RU2z
I wounder what they are doing right now?593Please respect copyright.PENANAdG1gqP2VoV
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.593Please respect copyright.PENANAEXA4zkdYYW
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.593Please respect copyright.PENANAhJh0IBFxkX
Brett..593Please respect copyright.PENANAj6Fb56ZQaR
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.593Please respect copyright.PENANAbu4nHlQASB
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.593Please respect copyright.PENANAWy6lHXXe1R
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.593Please respect copyright.PENANAUvjo9R4svL
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.593Please respect copyright.PENANASwI1dbazWg
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.593Please respect copyright.PENANAzHqMAoPqMW
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.593Please respect copyright.PENANAUpJk4k28Q9
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.593Please respect copyright.PENANAiVman81ulY
"I have been looking for you."593Please respect copyright.PENANAYb3phH4q5F
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.593Please respect copyright.PENANAw1oxlcUxJT
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.593Please respect copyright.PENANAf4nlmCBsek
"What? "593Please respect copyright.PENANAbJZeA011zF
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.593Please respect copyright.PENANAoa0q5khEa1
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.593Please respect copyright.PENANAsJK3l90Eek
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.593Please respect copyright.PENANAphQKq07k2U
Gross, Chicky sentence.593Please respect copyright.PENANAiYL1VAQ3T9
Raven you have lost your touch.593Please respect copyright.PENANADBoCAxSkwr
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.593Please respect copyright.PENANACMdfq3PkHa
I shook my head.593Please respect copyright.PENANA2gCCDRFrwQ
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."593Please respect copyright.PENANAyS62Q2jBuh
His eyes shined.593Please respect copyright.PENANASLoAVfeGT4
"I'll wait for you. "593Please respect copyright.PENANAeFbRELvqbu
"Don't, Don is here. "593Please respect copyright.PENANA6kMXBMo3wk
His eyes widened.593Please respect copyright.PENANAiLrgcsXc04
" How do you -"593Please respect copyright.PENANA0r4KXNIWoR
" Josh told me. " I cut in.593Please respect copyright.PENANAK5H7GOgF9y
He closed his eyes and sighed.593Please respect copyright.PENANA3t8R49POXJ
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"593Please respect copyright.PENANA9kyxpstS4x
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.593Please respect copyright.PENANAj9JTlTSSnS
"Brett, its okay. "593Please respect copyright.PENANAelkobm3t90
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.593Please respect copyright.PENANA38NUbYrP6u
Then I heard a door open.593Please respect copyright.PENANA1nNb2EQVRb
Fuck.593Please respect copyright.PENANAtwLBeXJces
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.593Please respect copyright.PENANA7DCfjhQ4Vn
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.593Please respect copyright.PENANA1xdGoQX2KP
I nodded and she went back inside.593Please respect copyright.PENANAlmv0LbX8NJ
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.593Please respect copyright.PENANA31D3XPsLcB
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.593Please respect copyright.PENANA4zwqpkjkxH
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.593Please respect copyright.PENANAOLsF3OOs8J
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.593Please respect copyright.PENANAR5Wzxdag5W
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "593Please respect copyright.PENANAm2UbWan9JT
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.593Please respect copyright.PENANAWrLvSJpDYS
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.593Please respect copyright.PENANAig2r1uMDKU
"I promise."593Please respect copyright.PENANAoje5du0fyg
He smiled and kissed my forehead.593Please respect copyright.PENANAnbEbeYCzYj
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.593Please respect copyright.PENANA7komLOTmMx
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.593Please respect copyright.PENANAjqnh9DChMU
I took a deep breath and composed myself.593Please respect copyright.PENANAIy3mJ8OaMX
Raven is gone, Candy is here.593Please respect copyright.PENANAMYdE89ky8T
Candy.593Please respect copyright.PENANAI4Zk2NlU8Q
Candy.593Please respect copyright.PENANAANGTy8uxFR
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.593Please respect copyright.PENANAhRW2GEsGAu
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.