I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.537Please respect copyright.PENANAE5hBOd2b1E
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.537Please respect copyright.PENANAIbMy1u4gYf
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.537Please respect copyright.PENANAJryxfc1aPk
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.537Please respect copyright.PENANASbW17b4WL9
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.537Please respect copyright.PENANAfWjkEewfdn
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.537Please respect copyright.PENANAya4Y2jWECA
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.537Please respect copyright.PENANANjTcyL8cBf
Fucken asshole.537Please respect copyright.PENANAjsjR7IMwMT
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.537Please respect copyright.PENANAokozya3Xkv
"At 11."537Please respect copyright.PENANAr2Nfp6Si8J
Dammit still have half a day to go.537Please respect copyright.PENANAkFfjqUhTfp
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?537Please respect copyright.PENANAsiExLibsrg
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.537Please respect copyright.PENANA7pJHXCNO8o
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.537Please respect copyright.PENANAjnreCJ7XZ5
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.537Please respect copyright.PENANAPrHUK72XzZ
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.537Please respect copyright.PENANAWZXN2bKmHA
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.537Please respect copyright.PENANAo5MzLs9acp
I wounder what they are doing right now?537Please respect copyright.PENANAnDn5TyaRYq
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.537Please respect copyright.PENANAPkROoJJi7i
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.537Please respect copyright.PENANAC5Da2MoLFz
Brett..537Please respect copyright.PENANAaxYq6lvsGd
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.537Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ5xWYlpsG
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.537Please respect copyright.PENANAfUNPRn7Rtb
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.537Please respect copyright.PENANAYWlLMTHFCF
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.537Please respect copyright.PENANAWxPBCKwo0D
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.537Please respect copyright.PENANA0JIU3bJgEC
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.537Please respect copyright.PENANAaZijxLExFj
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.537Please respect copyright.PENANAFAYEQJkC0T
"I have been looking for you."537Please respect copyright.PENANAV77pUahBSz
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.537Please respect copyright.PENANAxWXdkAyhq4
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.537Please respect copyright.PENANAnnDVSSVtKR
"What? "537Please respect copyright.PENANASOUEjSKsTz
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.537Please respect copyright.PENANADvgVqPU3hf
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.537Please respect copyright.PENANALZ8xbmOlnX
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.537Please respect copyright.PENANAflIZoTgL9e
Gross, Chicky sentence.537Please respect copyright.PENANA0lWC1g56cY
Raven you have lost your touch.537Please respect copyright.PENANA6x0bv7mOUk
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.537Please respect copyright.PENANAdJDryB8Rkl
I shook my head.537Please respect copyright.PENANATMQSq5qcgc
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."537Please respect copyright.PENANAW0K84zvXcv
His eyes shined.537Please respect copyright.PENANAAC48Jhc67r
"I'll wait for you. "537Please respect copyright.PENANAMOfrGEAPIT
"Don't, Don is here. "537Please respect copyright.PENANASmv9PpRvtQ
His eyes widened.537Please respect copyright.PENANA4aobYzLFgh
" How do you -"537Please respect copyright.PENANARV7M3oko1K
" Josh told me. " I cut in.537Please respect copyright.PENANA0zGoM6OsTP
He closed his eyes and sighed.537Please respect copyright.PENANApU3HfFWVHM
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"537Please respect copyright.PENANAi9s0aK7WrC
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.537Please respect copyright.PENANAbHLjsbHfTa
"Brett, its okay. "537Please respect copyright.PENANAkonNZKCOhA
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.537Please respect copyright.PENANAC0DdzvNH5O
Then I heard a door open.537Please respect copyright.PENANAxaZUmLP4E8
Fuck.537Please respect copyright.PENANAVY6NMqUgOd
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.537Please respect copyright.PENANAsrqn44K7A7
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.537Please respect copyright.PENANAWgeLjiHK6g
I nodded and she went back inside.537Please respect copyright.PENANAyMMQUI6N1U
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.537Please respect copyright.PENANAFi5fOZVe81
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.537Please respect copyright.PENANAK17xkPP3x4
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.537Please respect copyright.PENANAV6nDXms2rI
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.537Please respect copyright.PENANAjzRiTuNxXt
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "537Please respect copyright.PENANA489jpV23DC
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.537Please respect copyright.PENANAZH9ozzyHGB
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.537Please respect copyright.PENANAbrC9FLpvT0
"I promise."537Please respect copyright.PENANASlCSHlW7pT
He smiled and kissed my forehead.537Please respect copyright.PENANAEPQry0p1t6
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.537Please respect copyright.PENANATFPQrl60C1
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.537Please respect copyright.PENANACORdGhZ4ZS
I took a deep breath and composed myself.537Please respect copyright.PENANARzBqo2Q5vJ
Raven is gone, Candy is here.537Please respect copyright.PENANA0wEYsuh28a
Candy.537Please respect copyright.PENANAKX2GqAHtiK
Candy.537Please respect copyright.PENANA0eMpUTYjm4
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.537Please respect copyright.PENANAMwXPi3O3Hc
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.