PROLOGUE
I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.609Please respect copyright.PENANARnIhoiW0Eh
He's shaking underneath my grasp.609Please respect copyright.PENANAAgPIpEe9J8
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.609Please respect copyright.PENANAHnvXJTwLvK
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.609Please respect copyright.PENANACJPmDvsLf4
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I smile bitterly.609Please respect copyright.PENANA8OI3YznqD3
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.609Please respect copyright.PENANAv9LTo1Ude3
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.609Please respect copyright.PENANAIfHpaUQX0E
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.609Please respect copyright.PENANAcfDilnR7Mq
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."609Please respect copyright.PENANAhmkx6mttCM
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.609Please respect copyright.PENANA9tsMjBJ3lP
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.609Please respect copyright.PENANAuf7C91wNkK
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.609Please respect copyright.PENANAPxhDm6rcYx
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.609Please respect copyright.PENANA8dgd7GCdEI
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.609Please respect copyright.PENANA99oW38hTQw
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.609Please respect copyright.PENANA8yno3n1mI3
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I must at all cost keep him awake.609Please respect copyright.PENANAk8crHr9BYF
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"609Please respect copyright.PENANAemx3p34nDB
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.609Please respect copyright.PENANAVK0q1zcyHG
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"Not that long baby I promise."609Please respect copyright.PENANAL6f5GRWYph
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.609Please respect copyright.PENANAd4r5Yikv7N
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.609Please respect copyright.PENANAk0sxLDMM82
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.609Please respect copyright.PENANALQVUIMrTbl
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.609Please respect copyright.PENANAwFUdgZEpZ5
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.609Please respect copyright.PENANA0X6j0DPwGx
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I frown at him.609Please respect copyright.PENANAfSVy00WROr
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"Don't say that."609Please respect copyright.PENANARpplakV2dV
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.609Please respect copyright.PENANAbYuXasbgDJ
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I gasp.609Please respect copyright.PENANA4I9sBgLcZg
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"Jere stop!"609Please respect copyright.PENANAzG5rrcrbgF
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He goes on.609Please respect copyright.PENANAl3GPVausJj
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.609Please respect copyright.PENANAIe50YMsTaI
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.609Please respect copyright.PENANA9oGfjF1qvX
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"609Please respect copyright.PENANAZlnVHKx3EL
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.609Please respect copyright.PENANA2H9wLl271T
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.609Please respect copyright.PENANAwLcDSfJMMI
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"I won't."609Please respect copyright.PENANA1bsa9JwgJt
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He obeys, watching me soberly.609Please respect copyright.PENANAJz3V2dE5Ju
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.609Please respect copyright.PENANAivH1pt7JQy
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.609Please respect copyright.PENANAiJRLsyQK2M
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.609Please respect copyright.PENANA4IRsJA9p2B
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.609Please respect copyright.PENANAWycD3sDH3C
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.609Please respect copyright.PENANA3PySeJrPR2
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.609Please respect copyright.PENANAA1ktw5GIym
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"609Please respect copyright.PENANAoTikrtaS4d
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He tries to nod but he can't.609Please respect copyright.PENANAv7mGnYHIbO
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.609Please respect copyright.PENANAU12ROxjhNV
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.609Please respect copyright.PENANAfO4Cwx7kjn
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He looks up into mine.609Please respect copyright.PENANAavyZwPyvbN
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.609Please respect copyright.PENANAuUH9Z4TUIb
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"Stay awake." I tell him.609Please respect copyright.PENANAWON1ygje6N
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.609Please respect copyright.PENANAUB0eYulf0j
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.609Please respect copyright.PENANABr871Vs9oP
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"609Please respect copyright.PENANA6P9Qp1Oo5u
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He doesn't reply.609Please respect copyright.PENANAQn00Q8yPUW
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.609Please respect copyright.PENANAdwR0ggKZmJ
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.609Please respect copyright.PENANA6QB6G5rOVp
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"609Please respect copyright.PENANAk0T04DYWXU
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.609Please respect copyright.PENANAauHsNaAVjw
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.609Please respect copyright.PENANAAzFrESq6UY
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.609Please respect copyright.PENANAiocD4HzafA
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.609Please respect copyright.PENANAuR9CzzTiCh
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.609Please respect copyright.PENANAE3kI4pnVEA
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"Kiss me," he repeats.609Please respect copyright.PENANAYltDVnHc9f
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.609Please respect copyright.PENANA0byYZ6g1O8
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.609Please respect copyright.PENANAqrD8C4gswm
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.609Please respect copyright.PENANAg7hW577Jkz
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.609Please respect copyright.PENANAeu0CUTb45U
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.609Please respect copyright.PENANANZGenNY1Uy
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.609Please respect copyright.PENANAQEdhpqFaHR
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Electricity races through me and lingers.609Please respect copyright.PENANAbkLO51y4TC
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.609Please respect copyright.PENANAuKESlOMo9m
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.609Please respect copyright.PENANAwetug4TmYg
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.609Please respect copyright.PENANACdS8hUgW0T
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.609Please respect copyright.PENANAQiW46Bh3XE
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.609Please respect copyright.PENANAWYFXGvszK0
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"Jeremy?"609Please respect copyright.PENANAOU9vEvlzgT
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I shake my head, not believing.609Please respect copyright.PENANA3bshdNDclV
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"609Please respect copyright.PENANA1mXQjtAZ9u
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.609Please respect copyright.PENANAWKdgoWl4g0
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.609Please respect copyright.PENANA0GquoxE6yl
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.