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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.836Please respect copyright.PENANAlU1XM9QKSk
He's shaking underneath my grasp.836Please respect copyright.PENANAwFhTm59Jq0
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.836Please respect copyright.PENANAfJMQsgprQ5
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.836Please respect copyright.PENANATPQFwE2Ppa
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I smile bitterly.836Please respect copyright.PENANAwB5MMnJYkd
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.836Please respect copyright.PENANAEBHmH1RiWI
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.836Please respect copyright.PENANAIclaJ6iI1T
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.836Please respect copyright.PENANAFruZGWyAMZ
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."836Please respect copyright.PENANAQoPxnbXRjC
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.836Please respect copyright.PENANA9PUmIgbsDN
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.836Please respect copyright.PENANA9m97WS13jQ
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.836Please respect copyright.PENANAeKdXfo3zVy
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.836Please respect copyright.PENANAZIZa0iK5Mm
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.836Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ8E19Zzq1
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.836Please respect copyright.PENANAbHnuNtrBqk
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I must at all cost keep him awake.836Please respect copyright.PENANABk2p4PfgOK
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"836Please respect copyright.PENANA9xznR3MgUG
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.836Please respect copyright.PENANAbeZwlPrfLx
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"Not that long baby I promise."836Please respect copyright.PENANAxRuUENcNeP
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.836Please respect copyright.PENANATe1gnDIvSy
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.836Please respect copyright.PENANAWuHaI8556Q
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.836Please respect copyright.PENANAajXzWmZR0u
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.836Please respect copyright.PENANAbaSyVrcoHu
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.836Please respect copyright.PENANAojZdv9arsA
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I frown at him.836Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0bD5gJ1D0
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"Don't say that."836Please respect copyright.PENANAzt1lYZputE
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.836Please respect copyright.PENANAOwIIn58QIt
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I gasp.836Please respect copyright.PENANA7bPVm1iOQr
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"Jere stop!"836Please respect copyright.PENANAFDMgBPVhOd
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He goes on.836Please respect copyright.PENANAWOU95uEGUs
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.836Please respect copyright.PENANAnNv2wJXvNC
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.836Please respect copyright.PENANAtqmzsG8Ale
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"836Please respect copyright.PENANABuP3eluydJ
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.836Please respect copyright.PENANAbDDBO6Tghn
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.836Please respect copyright.PENANARMTJckDZA5
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"I won't."836Please respect copyright.PENANAm0hasVA47q
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He obeys, watching me soberly.836Please respect copyright.PENANAv6WN3e2KbM
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.836Please respect copyright.PENANAPyxA9CFkpC
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.836Please respect copyright.PENANAKEeNHtLzgs
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.836Please respect copyright.PENANAWyE8yX6D7W
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.836Please respect copyright.PENANAljbdcfmHLM
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.836Please respect copyright.PENANAyqWQhi73Ty
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.836Please respect copyright.PENANAx4EWv8prO8
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"836Please respect copyright.PENANAXdyDhGpOeo
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He tries to nod but he can't.836Please respect copyright.PENANAM4pOmHDp6u
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.836Please respect copyright.PENANAjRL6jxG47I
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.836Please respect copyright.PENANAokbJ3TpUpb
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He looks up into mine.836Please respect copyright.PENANANJ84sWabXL
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.836Please respect copyright.PENANA9altc6ELX8
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"Stay awake." I tell him.836Please respect copyright.PENANA0pP99CSX7A
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.836Please respect copyright.PENANAjgTHcT5wdG
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.836Please respect copyright.PENANAUAKzYB2Iyf
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"836Please respect copyright.PENANA71OOYSVNgO
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He doesn't reply.836Please respect copyright.PENANAS7pZGeXQof
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.836Please respect copyright.PENANAB5qhuy9dRF
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.836Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6BYVtZeDF
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"836Please respect copyright.PENANAXufvatPiOH
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.836Please respect copyright.PENANAz44Kx6D2am
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.836Please respect copyright.PENANAVuGyJqS8Hi
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.836Please respect copyright.PENANAxOXLItDsyi
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.836Please respect copyright.PENANAqKFOWFzD12
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.836Please respect copyright.PENANAZAOhidSAvO
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"Kiss me," he repeats.836Please respect copyright.PENANAiWPLp32MQo
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.836Please respect copyright.PENANA93sH3rZrDq
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.836Please respect copyright.PENANAKDyqpnGeJI
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.836Please respect copyright.PENANAwEOgiI1okL
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.836Please respect copyright.PENANAUQmtybCCdt
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.836Please respect copyright.PENANAv7JYdo6sJw
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.836Please respect copyright.PENANApWCbw7837X
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Electricity races through me and lingers.836Please respect copyright.PENANAdV5iGNITFl
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.836Please respect copyright.PENANAWeHT5qwyT7
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.836Please respect copyright.PENANABfKwgaSQkf
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.836Please respect copyright.PENANAV2n4uAxrSO
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.836Please respect copyright.PENANAn3bILUYH2N
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.836Please respect copyright.PENANA6zG4fcxKJI
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"Jeremy?"836Please respect copyright.PENANANPf3TFqrkZ
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I shake my head, not believing.836Please respect copyright.PENANASvS2iaiWUp
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"836Please respect copyright.PENANA7lfk2unN27
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.836Please respect copyright.PENANAwvZUFgki8D
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.836Please respect copyright.PENANAVYBR45cUHD
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.