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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.841Please respect copyright.PENANAEG6Mb30mME
He's shaking underneath my grasp.841Please respect copyright.PENANAfRP2OsKwp3
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.841Please respect copyright.PENANAgQYNIZM604
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.841Please respect copyright.PENANALj0xZuUuvO
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I smile bitterly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAlp8T0KnsbU
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.841Please respect copyright.PENANAkRExitmp7j
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.841Please respect copyright.PENANA086tEPzdPs
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.841Please respect copyright.PENANAcurqMivYdW
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."841Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y18OWB8Nn
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.841Please respect copyright.PENANADQbh8hkvAV
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.841Please respect copyright.PENANAqdxuTu86Fh
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.841Please respect copyright.PENANAaU2m6jghqn
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.841Please respect copyright.PENANAS0OM62CEOU
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.841Please respect copyright.PENANAACanCK4vMt
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.841Please respect copyright.PENANA1vNxUAD2Xm
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I must at all cost keep him awake.841Please respect copyright.PENANAyIcQphg3Be
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAIrg9YeKVif
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.841Please respect copyright.PENANAKtXRr4AKD7
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"Not that long baby I promise."841Please respect copyright.PENANARGpSmJP57F
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.841Please respect copyright.PENANAgkSr6u6Nlt
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.841Please respect copyright.PENANA47CwIQOWlO
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.841Please respect copyright.PENANA1lj7Ex70g6
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.841Please respect copyright.PENANAUd9FxGM3KT
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.841Please respect copyright.PENANARaxUoTjBWD
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I frown at him.841Please respect copyright.PENANA5UQfuxVegU
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"Don't say that."841Please respect copyright.PENANASp2XTqp7CX
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.841Please respect copyright.PENANABwu4wgcbCa
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I gasp.841Please respect copyright.PENANAKC0QwJoAVf
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"Jere stop!"841Please respect copyright.PENANAXOibUxJ0xI
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He goes on.841Please respect copyright.PENANALjMYR6SOo2
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.841Please respect copyright.PENANAE0S97EiMUh
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.841Please respect copyright.PENANACzV4LcrjMs
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"841Please respect copyright.PENANAC01ZY2jCP3
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.841Please respect copyright.PENANAt8O0eFcbBO
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAK37rq28JWQ
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"I won't."841Please respect copyright.PENANA9vVZ842F0v
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He obeys, watching me soberly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAKgxjVfX0Uv
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.841Please respect copyright.PENANAUiW4wAx71W
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.841Please respect copyright.PENANAGL4dl8DXfk
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.841Please respect copyright.PENANAOhlrmEFJmv
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.841Please respect copyright.PENANAC75CPHXlv8
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.841Please respect copyright.PENANAUEkZDCdz97
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.841Please respect copyright.PENANAAle0vbIISr
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAkhgfSsOpbK
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He tries to nod but he can't.841Please respect copyright.PENANA4dPH5bZsxx
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.841Please respect copyright.PENANAmE6ukgVwLW
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.841Please respect copyright.PENANAPovsqIP7MK
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He looks up into mine.841Please respect copyright.PENANADNNH5SsLfQ
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.841Please respect copyright.PENANA5p2Q4u6xbI
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"Stay awake." I tell him.841Please respect copyright.PENANAeNuIkW7Ngz
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.841Please respect copyright.PENANAlLa1GXhodr
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.841Please respect copyright.PENANAoxg2Y0MSfj
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAAUxjam6g68
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He doesn't reply.841Please respect copyright.PENANAqwZFTFwFpC
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.841Please respect copyright.PENANAIFc9ddISaE
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.841Please respect copyright.PENANAOMSKvWPPM8
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"841Please respect copyright.PENANAJXfyYz4Ypd
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.841Please respect copyright.PENANAv5F4lvJ2Dp
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.841Please respect copyright.PENANANqg86nIPWp
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.841Please respect copyright.PENANALETQFoIUm2
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.841Please respect copyright.PENANAr9vSncPXFP
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.841Please respect copyright.PENANAFC6QGpfdBc
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"Kiss me," he repeats.841Please respect copyright.PENANAN8GUQ9jt2r
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.841Please respect copyright.PENANAXl7QHD5FBl
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.841Please respect copyright.PENANAz2C5Ed2zrj
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.841Please respect copyright.PENANAXcnWPDL64x
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.841Please respect copyright.PENANASfNj86ngaN
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.841Please respect copyright.PENANAPDJCvUqqPv
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.841Please respect copyright.PENANAhlx5hyUvFO
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Electricity races through me and lingers.841Please respect copyright.PENANA9wSDrudXrl
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.841Please respect copyright.PENANAhTSIJ84VMX
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.841Please respect copyright.PENANAwaFKXtD9Fn
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.841Please respect copyright.PENANAFke0Wz4eh6
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.841Please respect copyright.PENANAdqBb3yiHG6
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.841Please respect copyright.PENANAIocFFU4z37
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"Jeremy?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAq2fzUl4RST
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I shake my head, not believing.841Please respect copyright.PENANAs5sx217aUb
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"841Please respect copyright.PENANAlzOYHLcr6Y
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.841Please respect copyright.PENANAjNaxOsgW1H
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.841Please respect copyright.PENANAeeViWM4kOP
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.