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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.795Please respect copyright.PENANAq4mBmEpRO8
He's shaking underneath my grasp.795Please respect copyright.PENANAAz6mJn4KRX
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.795Please respect copyright.PENANA0Hk1P6mA6U
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.795Please respect copyright.PENANAMPDGE0AmK6
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I smile bitterly.795Please respect copyright.PENANAtU2br7UwDB
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.795Please respect copyright.PENANAAJWQmvqnqr
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.795Please respect copyright.PENANAeL9JTkPmnx
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.795Please respect copyright.PENANA5FB4CtBTFg
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."795Please respect copyright.PENANA18Zwbtu1J4
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.795Please respect copyright.PENANAC1jzgmxDBI
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.795Please respect copyright.PENANA0917tjtlCM
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.795Please respect copyright.PENANABSVkp0BT3R
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.795Please respect copyright.PENANADKmnaZ7r3e
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.795Please respect copyright.PENANAdWkGcFt6EI
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.795Please respect copyright.PENANACbNtTtoWOF
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I must at all cost keep him awake.795Please respect copyright.PENANAqrN8QMKjdY
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"795Please respect copyright.PENANACiviq4VTsU
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.795Please respect copyright.PENANAr04jTocIRQ
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"Not that long baby I promise."795Please respect copyright.PENANA0Vn2P3xB9I
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.795Please respect copyright.PENANACFs3dr6ACc
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.795Please respect copyright.PENANAiy9FHWwwKQ
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.795Please respect copyright.PENANAjcvSlFDOV0
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.795Please respect copyright.PENANAMRMUL6HCzm
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.795Please respect copyright.PENANAjqDRJYUEWr
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I frown at him.795Please respect copyright.PENANAC6YuJIlA1s
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"Don't say that."795Please respect copyright.PENANAOrfCx8a0PQ
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.795Please respect copyright.PENANAbxFGIYwxjH
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I gasp.795Please respect copyright.PENANAL92NhAc3hn
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"Jere stop!"795Please respect copyright.PENANAPm5jJwcXQu
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He goes on.795Please respect copyright.PENANAYePqypIiUg
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.795Please respect copyright.PENANAdhKYxxCdUf
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.795Please respect copyright.PENANAYRoj3FrnVj
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"795Please respect copyright.PENANAyp5TVmCD6r
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.795Please respect copyright.PENANAV73yMIsEut
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.795Please respect copyright.PENANAqORih0g3Cu
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"I won't."795Please respect copyright.PENANATebiES38or
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He obeys, watching me soberly.795Please respect copyright.PENANAV0fWvSmjHd
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.795Please respect copyright.PENANAAUwjjDUV3p
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.795Please respect copyright.PENANA73s6S75kNL
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.795Please respect copyright.PENANAfFIchq8iFm
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.795Please respect copyright.PENANA4iM4tDHbEU
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.795Please respect copyright.PENANAXcM78wjyR8
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.795Please respect copyright.PENANAL0j0zQHXnI
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"795Please respect copyright.PENANAYsgIBsFxUg
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He tries to nod but he can't.795Please respect copyright.PENANA9CMA7kZmLm
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.795Please respect copyright.PENANAQeidKCJ7WS
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.795Please respect copyright.PENANA7BCBpaVqQ7
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He looks up into mine.795Please respect copyright.PENANA6qzU9tUrIF
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.795Please respect copyright.PENANAcePsCiNoC5
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"Stay awake." I tell him.795Please respect copyright.PENANA2V46TUwatN
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.795Please respect copyright.PENANAMJSIrxP6wT
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.795Please respect copyright.PENANAzjDvquArH4
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"795Please respect copyright.PENANAWjITb7PBoq
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He doesn't reply.795Please respect copyright.PENANAb0FHRHOaJL
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.795Please respect copyright.PENANAgMmTa68Bak
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.795Please respect copyright.PENANAUF7kambeEr
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"795Please respect copyright.PENANAz68FTdvvJ2
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.795Please respect copyright.PENANAN9dfuRAiEk
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.795Please respect copyright.PENANAOq4lLQMzVv
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.795Please respect copyright.PENANApV55WQY0Ke
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.795Please respect copyright.PENANA0aR3Hy544t
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.795Please respect copyright.PENANAr8xJKpPhvN
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"Kiss me," he repeats.795Please respect copyright.PENANAEXPSTqpqf0
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.795Please respect copyright.PENANACIe3gdqyPC
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.795Please respect copyright.PENANABitgBGRaAw
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.795Please respect copyright.PENANA9kkME8Os91
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.795Please respect copyright.PENANARjuKa0oPfY
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.795Please respect copyright.PENANAfOV1gH8SaT
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.795Please respect copyright.PENANAynFrE9MUBw
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Electricity races through me and lingers.795Please respect copyright.PENANA0MWWU1e0HO
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.795Please respect copyright.PENANASdsUDbpAsj
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.795Please respect copyright.PENANAFULBFsNCap
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.795Please respect copyright.PENANA5IfwyefiM0
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.795Please respect copyright.PENANANgxPEZbJfA
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.795Please respect copyright.PENANA42XJ3n2oRY
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"Jeremy?"795Please respect copyright.PENANAwlWaop3vPq
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I shake my head, not believing.795Please respect copyright.PENANAJR73s9vXTl
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"795Please respect copyright.PENANAWxizALItpr
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.795Please respect copyright.PENANAiOdJsOp0kX
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.795Please respect copyright.PENANAekoSGdnMGm
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.