PROLOGUE
I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.801Please respect copyright.PENANAaHyPjskU2z
He's shaking underneath my grasp.801Please respect copyright.PENANAaVPw0gGXgo
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.801Please respect copyright.PENANAA7427vZDIr
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.801Please respect copyright.PENANAPk47VI6ZT9
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I smile bitterly.801Please respect copyright.PENANA3r1xO7u53W
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.801Please respect copyright.PENANAPQQqd4j6d1
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.801Please respect copyright.PENANAJlDjHznG8j
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.801Please respect copyright.PENANAp5sgwerRvf
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."801Please respect copyright.PENANAxtQ7SEMHQ8
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.801Please respect copyright.PENANAqd8Dcdcxqi
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.801Please respect copyright.PENANA4zybaIyAzT
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.801Please respect copyright.PENANA4Pplvq3rSq
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.801Please respect copyright.PENANAYP0xxXVbbp
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.801Please respect copyright.PENANALaSd9OlK4c
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.801Please respect copyright.PENANAXIJoEsQJqq
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I must at all cost keep him awake.801Please respect copyright.PENANA9H0FRHIh7u
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"801Please respect copyright.PENANAE4e8OeDCwP
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.801Please respect copyright.PENANABN5DUmsIJa
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"Not that long baby I promise."801Please respect copyright.PENANAqoclCuBqlJ
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.801Please respect copyright.PENANAB9kFnZng7y
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.801Please respect copyright.PENANAaGSr6va6Yr
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.801Please respect copyright.PENANA714YCYWz4L
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.801Please respect copyright.PENANAgzg7tkGdwG
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.801Please respect copyright.PENANAmQGqsW1Ln6
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I frown at him.801Please respect copyright.PENANAcQbXXO8fW4
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"Don't say that."801Please respect copyright.PENANA7UdDezebFB
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.801Please respect copyright.PENANAO6kLP2U0Sq
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I gasp.801Please respect copyright.PENANAjjCG9MgeOb
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"Jere stop!"801Please respect copyright.PENANAffjJUrSpIT
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He goes on.801Please respect copyright.PENANA22A5pjhLvp
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.801Please respect copyright.PENANAai2nVfqMei
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.801Please respect copyright.PENANAeckDP6WcJP
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"801Please respect copyright.PENANA6IovCzLTIT
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.801Please respect copyright.PENANAS8HARP18LH
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.801Please respect copyright.PENANAHWVvBpoD4M
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"I won't."801Please respect copyright.PENANAHfDCFhucRR
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He obeys, watching me soberly.801Please respect copyright.PENANA1xQgIrxUP1
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.801Please respect copyright.PENANAUc0V76fkAJ
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.801Please respect copyright.PENANAeUJYp9aBZZ
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.801Please respect copyright.PENANAaC5xIgRmZh
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.801Please respect copyright.PENANAguR0pHBCoA
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.801Please respect copyright.PENANAQzjLuYivjF
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.801Please respect copyright.PENANAONb2rVBqQ7
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"801Please respect copyright.PENANAIhMPbBCZjS
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He tries to nod but he can't.801Please respect copyright.PENANAZSOZg01cZZ
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.801Please respect copyright.PENANACx7kmWcPIp
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.801Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZSjk3ZpVR
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He looks up into mine.801Please respect copyright.PENANAy8p6bTmnii
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.801Please respect copyright.PENANAhqvFT27Nlp
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"Stay awake." I tell him.801Please respect copyright.PENANAqxpmz1O0Q9
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.801Please respect copyright.PENANAr8fwibToe2
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.801Please respect copyright.PENANAa6UoNSDBIn
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"801Please respect copyright.PENANAU7R838xoxk
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He doesn't reply.801Please respect copyright.PENANAuqGQwU1Yqm
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.801Please respect copyright.PENANAs9yXytKPb4
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.801Please respect copyright.PENANAnnffSnBtXe
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"801Please respect copyright.PENANALfzRv0iXD2
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.801Please respect copyright.PENANAxHBmCm1cNQ
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.801Please respect copyright.PENANASe3fn6ux61
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.801Please respect copyright.PENANAtMQ5J23l2z
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.801Please respect copyright.PENANARMMwm46lAI
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.801Please respect copyright.PENANAz3yQfjTXe6
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"Kiss me," he repeats.801Please respect copyright.PENANA6Cw5ASlWeV
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.801Please respect copyright.PENANADckfmZmvpr
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.801Please respect copyright.PENANAtTukiUlN8G
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.801Please respect copyright.PENANAlp4tcEPH6K
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.801Please respect copyright.PENANASI1Rt99kVS
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.801Please respect copyright.PENANA1OMQ5bPNgy
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.801Please respect copyright.PENANABo9N4Q0dck
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Electricity races through me and lingers.801Please respect copyright.PENANAe7bs70uxhs
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.801Please respect copyright.PENANA11xbzWSGkJ
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.801Please respect copyright.PENANAU2dI1N1Pkh
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.801Please respect copyright.PENANAWbkYkqX6MS
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.801Please respect copyright.PENANAHV2I0E412C
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.801Please respect copyright.PENANAXFcxIqHp7t
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"Jeremy?"801Please respect copyright.PENANAezkKGaH687
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I shake my head, not believing.801Please respect copyright.PENANAixJFUFHm2h
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"801Please respect copyright.PENANAh8q7hDav7y
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.801Please respect copyright.PENANAWlD4V5bqY9
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.801Please respect copyright.PENANAK1cxaiP4RM
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.