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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.771Please respect copyright.PENANAbd1zVWuqoo
He's shaking underneath my grasp.771Please respect copyright.PENANAnd8nIPfNHY
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.771Please respect copyright.PENANAKv0zRUTD1f
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.771Please respect copyright.PENANAMa9jbQtmTf
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I smile bitterly.771Please respect copyright.PENANAULYtXl470y
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.771Please respect copyright.PENANAjUDymbHAZT
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.771Please respect copyright.PENANAuqcNXDZF6A
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.771Please respect copyright.PENANA1f5LSbtCcq
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."771Please respect copyright.PENANAGVLYVYkWcn
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.771Please respect copyright.PENANAGH281Io6NJ
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.771Please respect copyright.PENANAEDkfP410Hf
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.771Please respect copyright.PENANAG4LPmbvPLr
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.771Please respect copyright.PENANARgZfE0ZOZu
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.771Please respect copyright.PENANAUUovaZHO97
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.771Please respect copyright.PENANArafb9mgPZp
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I must at all cost keep him awake.771Please respect copyright.PENANAhIBXclxdyw
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"771Please respect copyright.PENANAYRRPu4TUTc
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.771Please respect copyright.PENANAzTaZsZTkEW
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"Not that long baby I promise."771Please respect copyright.PENANAL2Lyt9E9A0
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.771Please respect copyright.PENANA5KJ6zJxyIk
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.771Please respect copyright.PENANAV1vR2Adaxw
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.771Please respect copyright.PENANAFmdGljev9L
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.771Please respect copyright.PENANAf6i5rnCumI
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.771Please respect copyright.PENANAnVSIpTbH2t
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I frown at him.771Please respect copyright.PENANAfpoDLpNRv3
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"Don't say that."771Please respect copyright.PENANAGMUyfMMlIZ
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.771Please respect copyright.PENANAIYwHRSoqqc
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I gasp.771Please respect copyright.PENANA9wx2F0RRWU
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"Jere stop!"771Please respect copyright.PENANAcsLGSmPvVQ
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He goes on.771Please respect copyright.PENANAsfllFuCMMs
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.771Please respect copyright.PENANAsL8O90Rtr0
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.771Please respect copyright.PENANA7aUUiLoNTR
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"771Please respect copyright.PENANAUDsOg1KzdK
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.771Please respect copyright.PENANA7j67i1MExV
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.771Please respect copyright.PENANAH6ZKJ7Wozo
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"I won't."771Please respect copyright.PENANAqT0n0l1Cj8
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He obeys, watching me soberly.771Please respect copyright.PENANASdvIQtbVvZ
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.771Please respect copyright.PENANAXJjC8wADgh
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.771Please respect copyright.PENANAOVXveEpHgR
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.771Please respect copyright.PENANApgJWkxS3Ge
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.771Please respect copyright.PENANA7xEZuMK3gn
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.771Please respect copyright.PENANAli5QR60MOZ
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.771Please respect copyright.PENANAyYhfEnsMO8
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"771Please respect copyright.PENANAOPogdvNQbm
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He tries to nod but he can't.771Please respect copyright.PENANAS2qFCf49NQ
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.771Please respect copyright.PENANAR9lmenQT3l
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.771Please respect copyright.PENANAnLJI9JdRml
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He looks up into mine.771Please respect copyright.PENANAfHowAhY2SP
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.771Please respect copyright.PENANAKEA4hVVUks
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"Stay awake." I tell him.771Please respect copyright.PENANA0nQvlaaPty
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.771Please respect copyright.PENANAZAQLgz0YeO
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.771Please respect copyright.PENANAf3UZUF8N60
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"771Please respect copyright.PENANAEU86CPXuQx
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He doesn't reply.771Please respect copyright.PENANAVLWzYAKLL6
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.771Please respect copyright.PENANAUg60GbKnRB
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.771Please respect copyright.PENANAdqtDnZdlrr
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"771Please respect copyright.PENANAjPjAkfeVxA
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.771Please respect copyright.PENANAKWLbYMBUjQ
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.771Please respect copyright.PENANA9zPGkb1nUl
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.771Please respect copyright.PENANAkClEg8gAfz
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.771Please respect copyright.PENANA7M5UdrJnp9
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.771Please respect copyright.PENANAf6IxLrh1kC
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"Kiss me," he repeats.771Please respect copyright.PENANABhfR1JPBw6
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.771Please respect copyright.PENANAwK7idZD9rk
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.771Please respect copyright.PENANAuvr8uCf3dX
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.771Please respect copyright.PENANA6197YrY2kK
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.771Please respect copyright.PENANAAlr4h0vki1
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.771Please respect copyright.PENANAN1JX06IxGg
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.771Please respect copyright.PENANAD9AfPhrcXs
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Electricity races through me and lingers.771Please respect copyright.PENANAA85zsXNjXt
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.771Please respect copyright.PENANAxeyqn7NKwy
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.771Please respect copyright.PENANA1GCd0ChUv2
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.771Please respect copyright.PENANAUX0VblaHlN
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.771Please respect copyright.PENANArdFn6N967Y
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.771Please respect copyright.PENANAunvef6WmqM
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"Jeremy?"771Please respect copyright.PENANAQFRcP0Jv9b
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I shake my head, not believing.771Please respect copyright.PENANA1OVi16SavQ
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"771Please respect copyright.PENANA194uZgWMsm
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.771Please respect copyright.PENANAEmQtnUCqAZ
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.771Please respect copyright.PENANAlDHq8ljacg
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.