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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.835Please respect copyright.PENANAW6jd9AQxSu
He's shaking underneath my grasp.835Please respect copyright.PENANAN6K7S5qv9z
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.835Please respect copyright.PENANAMtUVJ3gTW0
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.835Please respect copyright.PENANADnBgAztz1j
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I smile bitterly.835Please respect copyright.PENANA0GSKwDrHZb
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.835Please respect copyright.PENANAsajYl6EF2A
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.835Please respect copyright.PENANAiEcsJCd2QE
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.835Please respect copyright.PENANAtdAE3mfSla
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."835Please respect copyright.PENANARxAwCYiqyQ
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.835Please respect copyright.PENANAKpNucWwqR4
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.835Please respect copyright.PENANAAB6mVXOek2
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.835Please respect copyright.PENANA1r0spdapWa
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.835Please respect copyright.PENANAxIBSVjximj
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.835Please respect copyright.PENANAFdloXbXm4d
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.835Please respect copyright.PENANAXi17mYjkM6
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I must at all cost keep him awake.835Please respect copyright.PENANAdmyMD2F89z
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"835Please respect copyright.PENANAZJnAZVsNl9
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.835Please respect copyright.PENANA0FrjRPDK93
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"Not that long baby I promise."835Please respect copyright.PENANAGYMzS0ybHs
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.835Please respect copyright.PENANAjIf8qUt0mO
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.835Please respect copyright.PENANAbO20gHtMgj
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.835Please respect copyright.PENANAbzZs45JIpn
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.835Please respect copyright.PENANANlcL04MNfZ
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.835Please respect copyright.PENANAtFGRCtF2fN
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I frown at him.835Please respect copyright.PENANAMdFB5oboyy
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"Don't say that."835Please respect copyright.PENANAoioNLzr4lc
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.835Please respect copyright.PENANAwE4uktAopk
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I gasp.835Please respect copyright.PENANAW4BaL0gGOh
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"Jere stop!"835Please respect copyright.PENANAPAapO9vruI
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He goes on.835Please respect copyright.PENANAB1PNILMP1Q
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.835Please respect copyright.PENANA3VYgctL2w1
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.835Please respect copyright.PENANAoFv20IxOzf
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"835Please respect copyright.PENANAmsQ0XUBRFy
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.835Please respect copyright.PENANAiH0v7cJndN
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.835Please respect copyright.PENANA1EijWaKDWu
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"I won't."835Please respect copyright.PENANA3YskewG9wh
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He obeys, watching me soberly.835Please respect copyright.PENANAzZjLI8yX3t
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.835Please respect copyright.PENANAJA5HimaglT
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.835Please respect copyright.PENANAoVGfyH8xBy
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.835Please respect copyright.PENANAcQbT0e0sWM
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.835Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ub2lKkGhI
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.835Please respect copyright.PENANAP7SOLAgh0O
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.835Please respect copyright.PENANA1aoex5aHTa
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"835Please respect copyright.PENANA8CHjvkSZzE
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He tries to nod but he can't.835Please respect copyright.PENANAGpkLiw6WEQ
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.835Please respect copyright.PENANAI2Wi33Sexa
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.835Please respect copyright.PENANAKhkBrZg4QK
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He looks up into mine.835Please respect copyright.PENANAws2XJmhGUa
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.835Please respect copyright.PENANAQZQZLL2CmV
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"Stay awake." I tell him.835Please respect copyright.PENANAOr5io29ZRs
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.835Please respect copyright.PENANAc4yP5VO78z
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.835Please respect copyright.PENANAIcp642AkiG
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"835Please respect copyright.PENANAtxkn3bgCOH
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He doesn't reply.835Please respect copyright.PENANAx2mrVmTGi2
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.835Please respect copyright.PENANAkAE4QwFq1J
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.835Please respect copyright.PENANAhPFyXHPKaY
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"835Please respect copyright.PENANAD36JrgIC0K
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.835Please respect copyright.PENANA0lss9ljiwe
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.835Please respect copyright.PENANAIY0as5bvwi
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.835Please respect copyright.PENANAaccW9oze5w
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.835Please respect copyright.PENANA65pAitHnrt
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.835Please respect copyright.PENANA8f3Klnr43b
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"Kiss me," he repeats.835Please respect copyright.PENANArQhy9aBUY1
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.835Please respect copyright.PENANApCIbo9RmwM
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.835Please respect copyright.PENANADIf1RpmXFl
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.835Please respect copyright.PENANA7I1he1DR2F
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.835Please respect copyright.PENANAjuyzgJYz4k
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.835Please respect copyright.PENANA39rWyCowYO
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.835Please respect copyright.PENANAMz4WV8A9En
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Electricity races through me and lingers.835Please respect copyright.PENANAZFXX7TzZyu
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.835Please respect copyright.PENANAsz44WQPcH6
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.835Please respect copyright.PENANAltMVDyYCYH
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.835Please respect copyright.PENANA7KOLUYWMnx
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.835Please respect copyright.PENANAvM1W8tSEqk
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.835Please respect copyright.PENANArQ5kWDd6pW
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"Jeremy?"835Please respect copyright.PENANAmjAjDwj5eQ
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I shake my head, not believing.835Please respect copyright.PENANAJlzozJS1Ny
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"835Please respect copyright.PENANAoLFlhFp7jF
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.835Please respect copyright.PENANA4QYicuJm3J
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.835Please respect copyright.PENANAE5ALiWXHl5
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.