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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.732Please respect copyright.PENANAwfGdVCh3QP
He's shaking underneath my grasp.732Please respect copyright.PENANAcrKIBSn8B1
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.732Please respect copyright.PENANA3f5rZX4EAQ
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.732Please respect copyright.PENANAkCVOLWj4Nj
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I smile bitterly.732Please respect copyright.PENANAzR7JVkmHYh
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.732Please respect copyright.PENANAvMFwA4RJuM
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.732Please respect copyright.PENANAnyOp4NWAX6
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.732Please respect copyright.PENANAxBBsy9Amdp
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."732Please respect copyright.PENANAqfUsXvlHIC
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.732Please respect copyright.PENANAYRNrK5OD4B
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.732Please respect copyright.PENANANVyDqrrAfe
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.732Please respect copyright.PENANAnMZToWvOBr
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.732Please respect copyright.PENANA85yvBsu7BI
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.732Please respect copyright.PENANAaEgLBLwFSj
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.732Please respect copyright.PENANAWWLDqa6Nc0
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I must at all cost keep him awake.732Please respect copyright.PENANAOCwSAGEpND
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"732Please respect copyright.PENANAoV1bvWvTkT
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.732Please respect copyright.PENANAnISGu194rY
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"Not that long baby I promise."732Please respect copyright.PENANA8pgqO7rFJ7
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.732Please respect copyright.PENANAV8BO78sWRn
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.732Please respect copyright.PENANAFgP8nRj601
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.732Please respect copyright.PENANA0wnXcG2FDi
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.732Please respect copyright.PENANADjcUtGRdug
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.732Please respect copyright.PENANAI5juRQWLPs
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I frown at him.732Please respect copyright.PENANAD6h7dsXGbq
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"Don't say that."732Please respect copyright.PENANAlck4VGNJpI
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.732Please respect copyright.PENANAbs5ItomMEF
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I gasp.732Please respect copyright.PENANAk668weiu6O
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"Jere stop!"732Please respect copyright.PENANApEzpvRle70
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He goes on.732Please respect copyright.PENANAhbnCOoNia4
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.732Please respect copyright.PENANAXIvN1bxK89
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.732Please respect copyright.PENANAspj2uvJcoJ
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"732Please respect copyright.PENANAsUZdyAkaGc
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.732Please respect copyright.PENANAguagWxCC1e
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.732Please respect copyright.PENANAqeK5zl5f19
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"I won't."732Please respect copyright.PENANAcDUsRqtICl
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He obeys, watching me soberly.732Please respect copyright.PENANAMa6YiHnk4y
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.732Please respect copyright.PENANANrJt6XYNuX
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.732Please respect copyright.PENANACXbMdtuzKI
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.732Please respect copyright.PENANA89eG9G1NYW
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.732Please respect copyright.PENANAGIGgsVukuy
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.732Please respect copyright.PENANA12cZfVrHwJ
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.732Please respect copyright.PENANA7C6JCtADmp
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"732Please respect copyright.PENANASxcz8sCwUJ
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He tries to nod but he can't.732Please respect copyright.PENANA1wMGz5vfKt
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.732Please respect copyright.PENANAeZGxNmfnMO
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.732Please respect copyright.PENANA02v4JH9eWI
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He looks up into mine.732Please respect copyright.PENANABUypvlrl7z
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.732Please respect copyright.PENANApNrZ1xbNRV
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"Stay awake." I tell him.732Please respect copyright.PENANAfLHVLKNR9Q
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.732Please respect copyright.PENANAUfoKFD9OnJ
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.732Please respect copyright.PENANAJi5QIsCI3x
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"732Please respect copyright.PENANA0bb3lQoqBp
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He doesn't reply.732Please respect copyright.PENANAKpHJMslNP2
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.732Please respect copyright.PENANAKX5rrEqWm0
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.732Please respect copyright.PENANAf4Is5gg0uU
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"732Please respect copyright.PENANARJcTnagt9i
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.732Please respect copyright.PENANAd9ogsdrz8A
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.732Please respect copyright.PENANAwdUKPgxhB8
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.732Please respect copyright.PENANAGAHgrIfqor
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.732Please respect copyright.PENANAf1PVSdWQlM
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.732Please respect copyright.PENANArKa9Th5uui
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"Kiss me," he repeats.732Please respect copyright.PENANAa3ssnA4s2C
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.732Please respect copyright.PENANAs3rsLSIh67
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.732Please respect copyright.PENANAGSjDXllAqd
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.732Please respect copyright.PENANAkx5IlAYYFk
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.732Please respect copyright.PENANARcpEY5yb1S
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.732Please respect copyright.PENANAK5bS8z1vBc
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.732Please respect copyright.PENANApSiDVD1seh
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Electricity races through me and lingers.732Please respect copyright.PENANAxrnFc7Guk9
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.732Please respect copyright.PENANADbTz565jZR
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.732Please respect copyright.PENANAo9HFKTcLXv
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.732Please respect copyright.PENANAZsTs8bmjUb
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.732Please respect copyright.PENANAWVDwk3QV9J
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.732Please respect copyright.PENANAvrPqbztOce
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"Jeremy?"732Please respect copyright.PENANAB0zfiLcVkj
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I shake my head, not believing.732Please respect copyright.PENANAuk6r8n1Evz
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"732Please respect copyright.PENANA6N7CR32Z5r
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.732Please respect copyright.PENANA54Ay58CKqB
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.732Please respect copyright.PENANACQuWHmK3PF
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.