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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.697Please respect copyright.PENANAqlSJA3ebhg
He's shaking underneath my grasp.697Please respect copyright.PENANAQrlXPyDse3
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.697Please respect copyright.PENANAPAq2FgWlvx
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.697Please respect copyright.PENANAMNRZm1WGiY
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I smile bitterly.697Please respect copyright.PENANAjopW6g59xe
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.697Please respect copyright.PENANACtUvfgDfj2
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.697Please respect copyright.PENANAlr3VLvKGAs
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.697Please respect copyright.PENANATjPWvxmRAh
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."697Please respect copyright.PENANA3hWibgMorP
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.697Please respect copyright.PENANAKWjpWxNFXY
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.697Please respect copyright.PENANA9aScu9TUOe
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.697Please respect copyright.PENANAjX8vBXTL76
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.697Please respect copyright.PENANAucJhbUtYUY
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.697Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0rFJeKTro
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.697Please respect copyright.PENANAB0NI2IDAtZ
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I must at all cost keep him awake.697Please respect copyright.PENANARccYWVLpf8
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"697Please respect copyright.PENANAqiJYSD2xLt
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.697Please respect copyright.PENANAy5NHVOY9HK
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"Not that long baby I promise."697Please respect copyright.PENANAX7ok4Vi304
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.697Please respect copyright.PENANAzZXKXNi45K
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.697Please respect copyright.PENANABkwMVi8A5h
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.697Please respect copyright.PENANAQO7UtFQTeC
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.697Please respect copyright.PENANA1S7CvbF291
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.697Please respect copyright.PENANAuNKo6vxQPr
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I frown at him.697Please respect copyright.PENANATRbtvQDOei
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"Don't say that."697Please respect copyright.PENANAAAF0VCAB4K
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.697Please respect copyright.PENANApYogIIOQNg
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I gasp.697Please respect copyright.PENANAeYFmTBJyoS
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"Jere stop!"697Please respect copyright.PENANANjOusk50BN
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He goes on.697Please respect copyright.PENANA4M3MT6Dz3N
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.697Please respect copyright.PENANA3kpgOR5381
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.697Please respect copyright.PENANAVyWv2G3J0F
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"697Please respect copyright.PENANAlFhQDO3kyq
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.697Please respect copyright.PENANASkCelserDg
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.697Please respect copyright.PENANAberNWsjLgh
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"I won't."697Please respect copyright.PENANArEXBPUSy7b
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He obeys, watching me soberly.697Please respect copyright.PENANALcug7S3hYG
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.697Please respect copyright.PENANAcT9AbN2VKe
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.697Please respect copyright.PENANAG5v5HxcVZg
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.697Please respect copyright.PENANAiHAWlw1sH1
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.697Please respect copyright.PENANAFy9pLb1LuK
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.697Please respect copyright.PENANAV7POiHYh1A
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.697Please respect copyright.PENANAmrZ8TBYVa5
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"697Please respect copyright.PENANAJ32vuGrTYU
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He tries to nod but he can't.697Please respect copyright.PENANA3g7n3WTc3H
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.697Please respect copyright.PENANA0vhbkOEs21
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.697Please respect copyright.PENANAms93rGoQBN
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He looks up into mine.697Please respect copyright.PENANAuLjSkTqCs4
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.697Please respect copyright.PENANA0LOSwVFXgc
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"Stay awake." I tell him.697Please respect copyright.PENANAzHoJ2ZyO4i
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.697Please respect copyright.PENANAdfdwjoBO9L
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.697Please respect copyright.PENANAiTtjUAdN6H
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"697Please respect copyright.PENANA3riqdGgBMM
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He doesn't reply.697Please respect copyright.PENANA8y3dcLPjT1
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.697Please respect copyright.PENANAohnDRzluQT
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.697Please respect copyright.PENANAaLr9oEUmWG
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"697Please respect copyright.PENANA0gHZImRtDI
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.697Please respect copyright.PENANAFpx3zZaET9
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.697Please respect copyright.PENANApMUQhexWKz
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.697Please respect copyright.PENANAFTHQl6B96v
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.697Please respect copyright.PENANAcJq50JbgKT
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.697Please respect copyright.PENANAA5liJD5pjo
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"Kiss me," he repeats.697Please respect copyright.PENANATcmWSwSSFE
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.697Please respect copyright.PENANA5c4Hw3BILP
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.697Please respect copyright.PENANA4rLFVNFsAy
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.697Please respect copyright.PENANAllPSQU6ZCW
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.697Please respect copyright.PENANANugemKGNPp
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.697Please respect copyright.PENANA48fFmOMZCZ
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.697Please respect copyright.PENANAC7ZyR8H3mM
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Electricity races through me and lingers.697Please respect copyright.PENANAHQJpnOGM50
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.697Please respect copyright.PENANAxvXQjzq9nu
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.697Please respect copyright.PENANAs9h7zigKEL
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.697Please respect copyright.PENANAAsSCUgMOtE
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.697Please respect copyright.PENANA0yKb8fJqnO
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.697Please respect copyright.PENANAcNzcUkCx9i
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"Jeremy?"697Please respect copyright.PENANAMaAW4l0Fhe
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I shake my head, not believing.697Please respect copyright.PENANAIkHdEQX5XA
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"697Please respect copyright.PENANADE314zmM0W
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.697Please respect copyright.PENANArTGnGTZM2Q
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.697Please respect copyright.PENANA0EjFb9vtVU
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.