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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.950Please respect copyright.PENANAtVcbdXwm00
He's shaking underneath my grasp.950Please respect copyright.PENANA0eeT8oPUWz
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.950Please respect copyright.PENANAYrn9OeyksS
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.950Please respect copyright.PENANAbOBCCe6VLw
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I smile bitterly.950Please respect copyright.PENANAS8C9JgNmmT
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.950Please respect copyright.PENANAnqlzSaZ9Es
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.950Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9a7ejyUz7
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.950Please respect copyright.PENANANFq25q1NrR
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."950Please respect copyright.PENANA3NzuQ8gs2o
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.950Please respect copyright.PENANAdHFcsKbRzz
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.950Please respect copyright.PENANAqD1BeSU7Rw
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.950Please respect copyright.PENANALhjlTHSx00
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.950Please respect copyright.PENANA5ePzBBKFjo
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.950Please respect copyright.PENANAilcS1exioP
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.950Please respect copyright.PENANA25amxvs0Vq
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I must at all cost keep him awake.950Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4SVeQ2dvI
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"950Please respect copyright.PENANAddpAgPHqQu
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.950Please respect copyright.PENANAFV4sigTBqt
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"Not that long baby I promise."950Please respect copyright.PENANA2L0fMseiW6
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.950Please respect copyright.PENANABZ8TYKMylc
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.950Please respect copyright.PENANAZwba03T8Dg
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.950Please respect copyright.PENANASlrmwXunKT
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.950Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ3TSi4sAk
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.950Please respect copyright.PENANARbrw5oyBse
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I frown at him.950Please respect copyright.PENANAdGeTcMwbDR
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"Don't say that."950Please respect copyright.PENANASP2ay70JMG
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.950Please respect copyright.PENANAckGet45xgM
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I gasp.950Please respect copyright.PENANASNqNBRELnU
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"Jere stop!"950Please respect copyright.PENANAsuATWXsf9O
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He goes on.950Please respect copyright.PENANAQatLE3dZcZ
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.950Please respect copyright.PENANAuWKSHOxdqP
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.950Please respect copyright.PENANAA65I24UKHP
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"950Please respect copyright.PENANA9Jhe8cbKDO
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.950Please respect copyright.PENANA8jmokuaVp9
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.950Please respect copyright.PENANA2Uy8anQk0B
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"I won't."950Please respect copyright.PENANABEAfekp6Ir
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He obeys, watching me soberly.950Please respect copyright.PENANARVnK7eQNeW
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.950Please respect copyright.PENANAOHlZMOLfk6
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.950Please respect copyright.PENANA8HZvfH03Zh
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.950Please respect copyright.PENANANVlUeFKJyX
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.950Please respect copyright.PENANApYz5x3cubo
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.950Please respect copyright.PENANA7bJ0rH7RLJ
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.950Please respect copyright.PENANArAlqGzNerI
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"950Please respect copyright.PENANAslk2c3XBU7
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He tries to nod but he can't.950Please respect copyright.PENANAZjsD64oWzD
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.950Please respect copyright.PENANAiXKFXWzWsb
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.950Please respect copyright.PENANAqeCEIboSB6
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He looks up into mine.950Please respect copyright.PENANArmafwf6XYk
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.950Please respect copyright.PENANAoV2iGifcuQ
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"Stay awake." I tell him.950Please respect copyright.PENANAnyZgBgSFtM
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.950Please respect copyright.PENANArpE1kNqxMG
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.950Please respect copyright.PENANAB5FGpFT0so
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"950Please respect copyright.PENANARMM10xvTW5
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He doesn't reply.950Please respect copyright.PENANA6yplEScR3b
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.950Please respect copyright.PENANAMUltiw40PH
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.950Please respect copyright.PENANA5pFL8wyHmY
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"950Please respect copyright.PENANA76wWyNgO1t
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.950Please respect copyright.PENANAX7erOfww3K
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.950Please respect copyright.PENANAT0qxfCifDl
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.950Please respect copyright.PENANAyBUu1oUwdY
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.950Please respect copyright.PENANAHW4UomI1o0
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.950Please respect copyright.PENANADe7le4Zf11
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"Kiss me," he repeats.950Please respect copyright.PENANAR6f1PJvFJY
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.950Please respect copyright.PENANA2OJXp6MasR
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.950Please respect copyright.PENANAcIrDRCi51L
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.950Please respect copyright.PENANA0nphygMOX0
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.950Please respect copyright.PENANAByYWzWvY2G
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.950Please respect copyright.PENANAxXiIXTnJXO
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.950Please respect copyright.PENANASpmHvyo3Hu
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Electricity races through me and lingers.950Please respect copyright.PENANA3d8Hizekjs
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.950Please respect copyright.PENANAzMrC4dAHMd
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.950Please respect copyright.PENANAkcjB9Wh7wz
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.950Please respect copyright.PENANAC6dHFzNlcN
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.950Please respect copyright.PENANABKURqtpq2J
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.950Please respect copyright.PENANAADHMvdpc1D
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"Jeremy?"950Please respect copyright.PENANAnD7GRJGdFr
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I shake my head, not believing.950Please respect copyright.PENANA8bQ0cheLl4
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"950Please respect copyright.PENANAEsyTWpFxu6
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.950Please respect copyright.PENANAUJisGpeEot
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.950Please respect copyright.PENANA988eAC1bhn
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.


