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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.978Please respect copyright.PENANA58M3yK6prf
He's shaking underneath my grasp.978Please respect copyright.PENANASdJCHsFvWy
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.978Please respect copyright.PENANA2pFJN7l5kw
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.978Please respect copyright.PENANAdxNuhMUUCU
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I smile bitterly.978Please respect copyright.PENANAh3syrP0Dhi
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.978Please respect copyright.PENANA5ckdHZMVW5
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.978Please respect copyright.PENANAw2uh39Nwv4
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.978Please respect copyright.PENANAbRzVVHziwd
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."978Please respect copyright.PENANAw6XeGglFjo
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.978Please respect copyright.PENANAKl4CqaTAnt
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.978Please respect copyright.PENANAAaparzyHpB
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.978Please respect copyright.PENANAspcPCSgdfQ
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.978Please respect copyright.PENANAZF25EqnuBa
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.978Please respect copyright.PENANAVcR6eIKGm3
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.978Please respect copyright.PENANAZsKOskNllW
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I must at all cost keep him awake.978Please respect copyright.PENANAljzlGOt7BN
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"978Please respect copyright.PENANADV7qjfXTHT
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.978Please respect copyright.PENANA74PkdDzy3q
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"Not that long baby I promise."978Please respect copyright.PENANAlmnITX8Cp7
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.978Please respect copyright.PENANA55I01wziGJ
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.978Please respect copyright.PENANAMOrHWtwMxw
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.978Please respect copyright.PENANACKvwQyFgyp
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.978Please respect copyright.PENANAgi1TZ4ma5T
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.978Please respect copyright.PENANAjwkUWrJoDo
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I frown at him.978Please respect copyright.PENANAEl7RE5j1b5
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"Don't say that."978Please respect copyright.PENANA27xGCqaGoz
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.978Please respect copyright.PENANAR0X2QnoKtw
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I gasp.978Please respect copyright.PENANA8HEqPvYOzn
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"Jere stop!"978Please respect copyright.PENANA19bQC6thLI
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He goes on.978Please respect copyright.PENANAekF7BNxh9b
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.978Please respect copyright.PENANAxeutOLk0cU
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.978Please respect copyright.PENANAdxSDpLVlcJ
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"978Please respect copyright.PENANAI1YUhWYb2y
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.978Please respect copyright.PENANAw3UiuU1tFK
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.978Please respect copyright.PENANAewj8peiz8T
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"I won't."978Please respect copyright.PENANAJmCY5AGN8k
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He obeys, watching me soberly.978Please respect copyright.PENANA2KqHlzdPCJ
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.978Please respect copyright.PENANAGKyynbXHD0
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.978Please respect copyright.PENANA4XC0oFjzhk
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.978Please respect copyright.PENANAoCyzN6xqnS
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.978Please respect copyright.PENANAVVq2OZbOlP
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.978Please respect copyright.PENANAJveKNuPXE8
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.978Please respect copyright.PENANA3FVD6ofAKn
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"978Please respect copyright.PENANAbt3Gg4y2Zu
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He tries to nod but he can't.978Please respect copyright.PENANAQhpUr5cFJv
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.978Please respect copyright.PENANAv9ryFQVLRB
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.978Please respect copyright.PENANACU9JWD4Rfp
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He looks up into mine.978Please respect copyright.PENANAK3X6DeDDxt
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.978Please respect copyright.PENANAWvL71wFp46
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"Stay awake." I tell him.978Please respect copyright.PENANAtXVJXFD94R
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.978Please respect copyright.PENANAQrlRDMILkv
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.978Please respect copyright.PENANADLMqQW8Ob7
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"978Please respect copyright.PENANAfZciYTgeVH
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He doesn't reply.978Please respect copyright.PENANAJO6LVO71T6
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.978Please respect copyright.PENANAPrjP2BWzrw
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.978Please respect copyright.PENANAtl2iI29A3v
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"978Please respect copyright.PENANAfsF9mNCKJ9
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.978Please respect copyright.PENANALsKKV7RLRT
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.978Please respect copyright.PENANAj193fCvSsQ
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.978Please respect copyright.PENANAKweKgUkaZt
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.978Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qmx3FjygT
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.978Please respect copyright.PENANAhhKIhCgLMS
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"Kiss me," he repeats.978Please respect copyright.PENANATmsdH7K84q
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.978Please respect copyright.PENANAbMx7vErxxL
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.978Please respect copyright.PENANAMNYWo7vdtM
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.978Please respect copyright.PENANAKBxL6hbzru
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.978Please respect copyright.PENANAS4jYxBSEhW
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.978Please respect copyright.PENANAIsRJkeWUp1
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.978Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4MpGUsM5G
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Electricity races through me and lingers.978Please respect copyright.PENANAMsyCEJMJCM
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.978Please respect copyright.PENANAy00vwbDEB4
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.978Please respect copyright.PENANAk93Skjh8lq
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.978Please respect copyright.PENANAtelZVtD2Ch
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.978Please respect copyright.PENANAqTljv4JoLP
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.978Please respect copyright.PENANAm8KmeomrUC
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"Jeremy?"978Please respect copyright.PENANAbA43pCQ6rv
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I shake my head, not believing.978Please respect copyright.PENANA7DrnAwBSsV
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"978Please respect copyright.PENANAOsdISyPONL
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.978Please respect copyright.PENANAAhbHmcwiqn
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.978Please respect copyright.PENANAVEQZQ9fchn
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.


