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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.819Please respect copyright.PENANA80veofTJP4
He's shaking underneath my grasp.819Please respect copyright.PENANAPNUpqmhYuo
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.819Please respect copyright.PENANApeSpTUh7HC
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.819Please respect copyright.PENANAwWmhxzPsp5
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I smile bitterly.819Please respect copyright.PENANAVpuoZMb2rC
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.819Please respect copyright.PENANAntGBNKhElg
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.819Please respect copyright.PENANAvYa6QuynFT
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.819Please respect copyright.PENANALQVZMLDjF0
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."819Please respect copyright.PENANAFIS1Ofh9je
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.819Please respect copyright.PENANAB6X1HDK96T
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.819Please respect copyright.PENANA2cbmr8v5kj
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.819Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0FHSJ6J7A
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.819Please respect copyright.PENANAeCuEqsGU89
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.819Please respect copyright.PENANAJqkvQzUrsv
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.819Please respect copyright.PENANAOVVRSosvc8
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I must at all cost keep him awake.819Please respect copyright.PENANAWVgIgt9uwS
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"819Please respect copyright.PENANARr8YeI8gLp
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.819Please respect copyright.PENANAzOAwX0rSpT
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"Not that long baby I promise."819Please respect copyright.PENANAwGgl7crXjM
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.819Please respect copyright.PENANADtYAQl2qVc
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.819Please respect copyright.PENANAGv5ZL37pKi
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.819Please respect copyright.PENANAtCfzP9uZxo
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.819Please respect copyright.PENANAnhIiyjuxMB
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.819Please respect copyright.PENANAEQh0U6iKL2
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I frown at him.819Please respect copyright.PENANAgjsGqf6FT9
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"Don't say that."819Please respect copyright.PENANApAPGcgFaUn
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.819Please respect copyright.PENANABbaRPhIvTb
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I gasp.819Please respect copyright.PENANAE0K94QHMdx
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"Jere stop!"819Please respect copyright.PENANAF60OsqZiLE
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He goes on.819Please respect copyright.PENANAGd6NHiJVKn
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.819Please respect copyright.PENANAyDmi5xUJ7k
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.819Please respect copyright.PENANA81YvrSbbu9
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"819Please respect copyright.PENANAhO8DZvN4NQ
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.819Please respect copyright.PENANA4slbGv8ZYJ
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.819Please respect copyright.PENANAcTZGeSwJLO
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"I won't."819Please respect copyright.PENANA3RKpkYh6Qb
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He obeys, watching me soberly.819Please respect copyright.PENANAytLJulcnHg
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.819Please respect copyright.PENANAz69wBq8vkj
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.819Please respect copyright.PENANAl0Rbdrlggr
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.819Please respect copyright.PENANAZQILehKfOh
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.819Please respect copyright.PENANAQpeZtmHblS
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.819Please respect copyright.PENANA60FgUqeRGp
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.819Please respect copyright.PENANAPtsE3M15j4
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"819Please respect copyright.PENANAZhKsq1j4dj
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He tries to nod but he can't.819Please respect copyright.PENANAKZXY83sCbB
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.819Please respect copyright.PENANAm00XZfDsnA
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.819Please respect copyright.PENANA9oIroJCwT2
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He looks up into mine.819Please respect copyright.PENANAEDqDUWu933
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.819Please respect copyright.PENANAPHP9ndVI5Y
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"Stay awake." I tell him.819Please respect copyright.PENANAKasUlF4jJ1
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.819Please respect copyright.PENANAmr5Yqc21jV
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.819Please respect copyright.PENANAIT7Y5fl6Mb
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"819Please respect copyright.PENANA0hzOioETaq
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He doesn't reply.819Please respect copyright.PENANAKAVtBs1NG0
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.819Please respect copyright.PENANA0J0ejeHb10
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.819Please respect copyright.PENANAqOP92ulHPE
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"819Please respect copyright.PENANAMR2KUWrONo
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.819Please respect copyright.PENANAZEvZagP97F
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.819Please respect copyright.PENANAhl1sOmQfcd
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.819Please respect copyright.PENANAouDy7pjzpC
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.819Please respect copyright.PENANASX1BO9VssB
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.819Please respect copyright.PENANA2NopcKgToS
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"Kiss me," he repeats.819Please respect copyright.PENANAO6A7oGhD3M
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.819Please respect copyright.PENANActZ5y6LolR
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.819Please respect copyright.PENANA5g2iSZs2wj
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.819Please respect copyright.PENANAm0FlEKzYCy
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.819Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y4W086TWq
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.819Please respect copyright.PENANAxwlr4uLCE9
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.819Please respect copyright.PENANAKaOEkcNdRY
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Electricity races through me and lingers.819Please respect copyright.PENANA0F0xunmwHK
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.819Please respect copyright.PENANAg8DpVgfeCz
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.819Please respect copyright.PENANAiJqcSiPu3G
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.819Please respect copyright.PENANAi2cFCZ0vvU
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.819Please respect copyright.PENANAmcGo66nSk1
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.819Please respect copyright.PENANAL4xxlldneD
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"Jeremy?"819Please respect copyright.PENANANhkMuhAFHm
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I shake my head, not believing.819Please respect copyright.PENANAWQuh2gBF4t
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"819Please respect copyright.PENANA87VuXI1AFp
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.819Please respect copyright.PENANA386pEi9O8E
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.819Please respect copyright.PENANAitSTHeUiYr
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.