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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.537Please respect copyright.PENANAk74ZD2ZZDJ
He's shaking underneath my grasp.537Please respect copyright.PENANAWcmYFEoZfS
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.537Please respect copyright.PENANAlou2i49uiK
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.537Please respect copyright.PENANAPVbE4CbrlA
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I smile bitterly.537Please respect copyright.PENANApb3TuAkuU8
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.537Please respect copyright.PENANAOFO2sggYqh
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.537Please respect copyright.PENANATQZWdkNIUN
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.537Please respect copyright.PENANAaMW15nQAU4
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."537Please respect copyright.PENANAcAUIr00xqO
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.537Please respect copyright.PENANAXSqHrZRYSS
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.537Please respect copyright.PENANA9rQDVjvNa9
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.537Please respect copyright.PENANAKnXsTw8Txk
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.537Please respect copyright.PENANAaoEw1Iv1lz
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.537Please respect copyright.PENANAUyR4qdiiUD
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.537Please respect copyright.PENANADmWoxDmqg2
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I must at all cost keep him awake.537Please respect copyright.PENANAleYqPDifT5
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"537Please respect copyright.PENANA0wscX1rBqg
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.537Please respect copyright.PENANAZHHZNe2iYk
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"Not that long baby I promise."537Please respect copyright.PENANAIiq5Q6btgR
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.537Please respect copyright.PENANAqi4AoSt2y5
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.537Please respect copyright.PENANAS2er7U8VrE
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.537Please respect copyright.PENANAprNTUsi44Q
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.537Please respect copyright.PENANAl0aTzkWxkj
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.537Please respect copyright.PENANALyWtKa20LX
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I frown at him.537Please respect copyright.PENANAPRKucjLnKX
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"Don't say that."537Please respect copyright.PENANAihome5jIek
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.537Please respect copyright.PENANAJSM6kN9mZX
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I gasp.537Please respect copyright.PENANARFjGMUZh84
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"Jere stop!"537Please respect copyright.PENANAco5kHHZuDM
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He goes on.537Please respect copyright.PENANAxvX6s5Fug0
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.537Please respect copyright.PENANAMHjMNU4Zsm
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.537Please respect copyright.PENANAx50xH36uwm
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"537Please respect copyright.PENANAHIRjCZcHi8
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.537Please respect copyright.PENANAU15hm4wazs
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.537Please respect copyright.PENANAlRtIkswPkR
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"I won't."537Please respect copyright.PENANAUkXz3NlRca
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He obeys, watching me soberly.537Please respect copyright.PENANA8YC8Puhzzo
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.537Please respect copyright.PENANAmrc3nM4piC
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.537Please respect copyright.PENANAJvvXSBTDNf
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.537Please respect copyright.PENANAlICxMe9W1x
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.537Please respect copyright.PENANAVVeQ9RqpcQ
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.537Please respect copyright.PENANAHGkMhX3Bd4
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.537Please respect copyright.PENANAYTu9PL64Qp
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"537Please respect copyright.PENANATSdKkQ2M2G
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He tries to nod but he can't.537Please respect copyright.PENANA2FU09os6ps
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.537Please respect copyright.PENANAnNHP35QoPN
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.537Please respect copyright.PENANAjHxWiHX61T
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He looks up into mine.537Please respect copyright.PENANAVxFZwffZoh
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.537Please respect copyright.PENANAJzeqpLAyju
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"Stay awake." I tell him.537Please respect copyright.PENANAtxkr6qYSEq
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.537Please respect copyright.PENANATEWd4FzALU
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.537Please respect copyright.PENANANA40UplkrN
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"537Please respect copyright.PENANAl5l9DVIYDQ
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He doesn't reply.537Please respect copyright.PENANAmpFk00QScJ
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.537Please respect copyright.PENANANfyq3Cg8iL
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.537Please respect copyright.PENANAKUVxDcMu7s
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"537Please respect copyright.PENANA8c73zTT6zM
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.537Please respect copyright.PENANAsrAH0x77Ks
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.537Please respect copyright.PENANAKU1H0wKCoF
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.537Please respect copyright.PENANAKLvhILvk7n
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.537Please respect copyright.PENANA38bR4KAMxT
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.537Please respect copyright.PENANAA0k07GoiH9
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"Kiss me," he repeats.537Please respect copyright.PENANANw88SibIvx
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.537Please respect copyright.PENANA33FQzbqjbl
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.537Please respect copyright.PENANABiQPhHlvBo
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.537Please respect copyright.PENANA54iaEZ8cS9
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.537Please respect copyright.PENANAu6dubPJYck
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.537Please respect copyright.PENANAwDe99mV4sv
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.537Please respect copyright.PENANAU2hRuMykY6
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Electricity races through me and lingers.537Please respect copyright.PENANAkv1eDXGcbC
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.537Please respect copyright.PENANAzq5HgZLnd8
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.537Please respect copyright.PENANA5b4D9MPkSK
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.537Please respect copyright.PENANAZzCh3KMXza
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.537Please respect copyright.PENANAnxjxvgL9OB
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.537Please respect copyright.PENANA828CUrV1h2
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"Jeremy?"537Please respect copyright.PENANAj7bUyC4o52
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I shake my head, not believing.537Please respect copyright.PENANAS9w8b8RnCY
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"537Please respect copyright.PENANAX3yqmWlOrM
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.537Please respect copyright.PENANAhxYl5bsh2P
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.537Please respect copyright.PENANADmVBZxfPGN
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.