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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。1234 copyright protection690PENANA7yhEMNgj5J 尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。1234 copyright protection690PENANAnra2OfUK27 尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。1234 copyright protection690PENANAnuCPlue4WX 尼
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此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。1234 copyright protection690PENANAnB3E3d8XlK 尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉1234 copyright protection690PENANAFXe46t6n1e 尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。1234 copyright protection690PENANAqfSxLEkCtO 尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。1234 copyright protection690PENANALbwJCkWEON 尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」1234 copyright protection690PENANA6lzrUyFhkl 尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。1234 copyright protection690PENANATJgOM6R2YO 尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。1234 copyright protection690PENANAnJVgt7Cfb3 尼
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「沒錯。」他說。1234 copyright protection690PENANAZSibz65WVH 尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。1234 copyright protection690PENANAF9iGJpk49m 尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。1234 copyright protection690PENANAdvy7z1muUS 尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。1234 copyright protection690PENANADqIpXo2Y7c 尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。1234 copyright protection690PENANA6ffn1ZFB5r 尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection690PENANAsh0lrRLZNX 尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection690PENANAoLtBG4Mzjj 尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。1234 copyright protection690PENANAneR4RpGI2V 尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。1234 copyright protection690PENANA8n1WVDSTYk 尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。1234 copyright protection690PENANApCgMmUm3fD 尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。1234 copyright protection690PENANAJjm2tE3ijP 尼
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