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「我想跟你商量一點事。」廣祥說,穿著黑色連帽外套。1234 copyright protection691PENANAjrhLxBytQp 尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。1234 copyright protection691PENANAhAMuUd1Fen 尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。1234 copyright protection691PENANAlshM4Z4YzF 尼
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「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」1234 copyright protection691PENANAVGUSc4etby 尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。1234 copyright protection691PENANANrBERmgZqU 尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。1234 copyright protection691PENANAQ03dHIUQII 尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。1234 copyright protection691PENANAcsC4eyMy32 尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。1234 copyright protection691PENANArejdgU57Na 尼
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此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。1234 copyright protection691PENANAXpk3es2gZd 尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。1234 copyright protection691PENANAlMO5vtB1RM 尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉1234 copyright protection691PENANA7cFVpkOIMD 尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。1234 copyright protection691PENANAJ6fi1aInnD 尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。1234 copyright protection691PENANAPzzFPKiSK9 尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」1234 copyright protection691PENANAnIbYt3Na0F 尼
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「一直憂鬱,也沒有用吧。」他輕聲說。1234 copyright protection691PENANAoeytQCmMb4 尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。1234 copyright protection691PENANAZfVamWL0Nn 尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。1234 copyright protection691PENANAHs8ITeXkyk 尼
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「沒錯。」他說。1234 copyright protection691PENANALzMCWp9Vte 尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。1234 copyright protection691PENANA3tB3pd6U4g 尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。1234 copyright protection691PENANAVhvTePzRb3 尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。1234 copyright protection691PENANAZLRBxdX3U2 尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。1234 copyright protection691PENANAAXGy12VtVq 尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection691PENANA90r6b8xt1V 尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection691PENANAyc0UV00o6p 尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。1234 copyright protection691PENANAEzWo2Fk3gt 尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。1234 copyright protection691PENANAq2ZqOvobzH 尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。1234 copyright protection691PENANAqk0MmEPbLx 尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。1234 copyright protection691PENANAeu7aMzPYnW 尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。1234 copyright protection691PENANABRoqqAdQ0G 尼
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