「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAWiMaGVWq2z 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANADYonhaWW0g
8964 copyright protection79PENANAAoIPIsLKLb 維尼
「應該都有了不同程度的進展。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANA3NYsNZ3br8 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA7xo3OxwMaS
8964 copyright protection79PENANA5jo6B8OEi8 維尼
然而關於進化,需要的絕不止是挫折。否則每天都有人遭受挫折,難道人人都進化了嗎?8964 copyright protection79PENANA4PJQh2rZJu 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAUnMeKbinCn
8964 copyright protection79PENANARA8TgOJFUO 維尼
受挫折之後還須再加點什麼,才能進化。8964 copyright protection79PENANA076GpqHxzN 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAoIP9KxaGb6
8964 copyright protection79PENANAU9HnIc3qiE 維尼
「小才才。」童遙忽然喊我。8964 copyright protection79PENANARcr9B8HxX4 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAHqQE5Ri3hj
8964 copyright protection79PENANAQ83Kmloq8R 維尼
「嗯?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAeVSxyn48qF 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAz6SQR8dPFA
8964 copyright protection79PENANAxEjtXnkFIv 維尼
「你羨慕他嗎?我指游少山。」她說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAQId4Otu5Su 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAGdIHvusROj
8964 copyright protection79PENANAhdEoVxDQul 維尼
「我為什麼要羨慕他?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAh9VL3yAcOd 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAOKSk7xF62D
8964 copyright protection79PENANAAcHTOrLrJL 維尼
「他身邊有好的環境,有很多優秀的好朋友幫他,他也可以幫其他人。」她說,「感覺有很好的將來。」8964 copyright protection79PENANAbW0lEnOCsK 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAFFlzXdwtRr
8964 copyright protection79PENANAz4Vff7foZ2 維尼
「沒有什麼羨不羨慕,我也有你們啊。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANArdVy4n1Iu8 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANALCFAn4WYaR
8964 copyright protection79PENANAr6bDvqsV0k 維尼
「只有我們兩個就夠了嗎?」她抱臂在椅背。8964 copyright protection79PENANAh2XaxAcU2l 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAPTaV9U1ibs
8964 copyright protection79PENANAd4o8XoYrJf 維尼
我走近她,點一點她鼻子。8964 copyright protection79PENANAMoXL8aG1AC 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAfbLa2CVo5t
8964 copyright protection79PENANAifZike4kiO 維尼
「只有你就夠了。」我露出微笑。8964 copyright protection79PENANAkHFs889tWd 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANABuHHKUbsB6
8964 copyright protection79PENANAs9OcUS8kod 維尼
「咳咳,不好意思,有個多餘的人找你。」門外有聲音說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAxfthOKfCSS 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAcOY2WoxBT3
8964 copyright protection79PENANAgzMJVqyXSd 維尼
我打開書房門,是好久沒見的廣祥。8964 copyright protection79PENANAmhioN9gIoJ 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAMR9eLUShCF
8964 copyright protection79PENANAkq3kMAPmHq 維尼
「好久沒見了,你還好嗎?別來無恙嗎?」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAZyAtEANx0q 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA6vw08TAJMO
8964 copyright protection79PENANAJ7sNAoMaAs 維尼
「我想跟你商量一點事。」廣祥說,穿著黑色連帽外套。8964 copyright protection79PENANA5spU5Kdsl5 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAfSujtTuRzK
8964 copyright protection79PENANAAnDfiWc61W 維尼
「說吧。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANA8s6BXEm3p7 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAyg5pwR9Tah
8964 copyright protection79PENANA3F2UJg07dG 維尼
「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection79PENANACHUSOsymhA 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAwOMtZlfxDY
8964 copyright protection79PENANA0JR4Gf01we 維尼
他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection79PENANA3UlYjIjFCg 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAswTrj4T9qH
8964 copyright protection79PENANAz8D8AFuRlI 維尼
畫中的人就是小明。8964 copyright protection79PENANAS48XUEv1y3 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAIUjK4sujUl
8964 copyright protection79PENANAi8tVgy3znp 維尼
「不能進入腦死狀態?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAH0aPFMYB45 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAeBhvTzjIXw
8964 copyright protection79PENANAnh96JwEriL 維尼
「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAWZMKFkbLR6 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANApaHiU30gQu
8964 copyright protection79PENANAVrpzVUExbm 維尼
「不能在夢中度過優雅的十年嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAOMerBphzFQ 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAvZPCRzTsuO
8964 copyright protection79PENANAW5HF7PB7lw 維尼
「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAepeniCOF1f 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAISa1L35rei
8964 copyright protection79PENANAMPf56ph5Ec 維尼
「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」8964 copyright protection79PENANAUrjtrs1Ptj 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAodWGnFFcQ6
8964 copyright protection79PENANAG3YU0STu4n 維尼
「明明我本來還打算讓他靈魂出竅,四出闖盪一下。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAr4goo6B1TL 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAfEf5qu6l6g
8964 copyright protection79PENANAZxYbpKdmuP 維尼
廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAZ5cfRCXNa0 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANApFITPz7blm
8964 copyright protection79PENANAwJWpbgCHhU 維尼
「因為我曾經見過人死。」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAlzGbGCJNhG 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA8VcJitRE5z
8964 copyright protection79PENANAiOdmmG4azY 維尼
「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANA5OOmu57FbJ 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA9O9lhN3CJa
8964 copyright protection79PENANAn0vJpglycq 維尼
我表示疑惑。8964 copyright protection79PENANA2fVlUSi9LM 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAONMGHwiUFZ
8964 copyright protection79PENANAc0ksjaAlJY 維尼
「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection79PENANA1BQN165FZ5 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAJXaeKvdapl
8964 copyright protection79PENANAPpjDmwVTP3 維尼
「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAA7UsGndY6j 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANABgjQxUSaDf
8964 copyright protection79PENANAsDDxT3XbuL 維尼
「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANALa3oWdtMkK 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAqlXozBHzzj
8964 copyright protection79PENANAcPwHsNb6YB 維尼
此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。8964 copyright protection79PENANAxfz6kCFoGq 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANANcruBSo3uQ
8964 copyright protection79PENANAQPHnl3x4ji 維尼
「有的,這一篇。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAEo0z2Cm6mK 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAETYI4WNJPl
8964 copyright protection79PENANAYl6xQaL60D 維尼
「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection79PENANAggqfXcFma3 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAPG7xLuAr6f
8964 copyright protection79PENANAhkThPprKtJ 維尼
「這篇應該……只有一句。」我即時構想。8964 copyright protection79PENANAIX4i5BViqk 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANArO8wdo4YyC
8964 copyright protection79PENANAjmZxXL6Dwz 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAiXeNs2nIyC
8964 copyright protection79PENANAfcro0kKCpf 維尼
「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection79PENANA53JYngHJAR 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAWpO6UUO4Rw
8964 copyright protection79PENANA9CIQcDYWFF 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANASSoBOoUkXc
8964 copyright protection79PENANAS870OMLUMu 維尼
「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection79PENANASK0l1xgl7b 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAE1zJ4tV0zY
8964 copyright protection79PENANAXcOJP0MESN 維尼
「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAQ8Ehnv5OR5 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANASVQlDf9J54
8964 copyright protection79PENANAhRx7Vlj8hZ 維尼
「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection79PENANAsQaPeOooU2 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAP2ckC8tjwQ
8964 copyright protection79PENANA7aeAtt05xV 維尼
「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAvGGIflnVqr 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAGPWh77aist
8964 copyright protection79PENANAxrdQqxFmUu 維尼
「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection79PENANASxmEs15ty8 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAdMjWl0Xg9v
8964 copyright protection79PENANAfwJ8M64YJO 維尼
「一直憂鬱,也沒有用吧。」他輕聲說。8964 copyright protection79PENANADsiSCe7iFq 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAOb5kPjsksz
8964 copyright protection79PENANAyhteqpKrG4 維尼
「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANABts52O7Nnc 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAoNM8KrCoRy
8964 copyright protection79PENANAvWsGEGNSId 維尼
「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAjnbteB7UNF 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA1vlLtFRGJy
8964 copyright protection79PENANA42uMyBRjkl 維尼
「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAiziiZFZ1d1 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAXZZBBDCKoY
8964 copyright protection79PENANAc5aaVQINdE 維尼
聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection79PENANAOFWdTxTIGI 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAMFwnqve6Fh
8964 copyright protection79PENANA81eXgeHTlH 維尼
「告訴你一件事。」我對他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAEBCKKWI6Ay 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ss2qVaBlx
8964 copyright protection79PENANAMgVo00z1ZB 維尼
「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAk09V2q78XI 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAOgJLZEBX46
8964 copyright protection79PENANA5lDksYSLjD 維尼
「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection79PENANATGO9L4zvZP 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAOGY6R2Xj6y
8964 copyright protection79PENANAZ8QGf4fzpQ 維尼
「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAbWwzIzkExm 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAmhxYgcgQZZ
8964 copyright protection79PENANA1fckGfmbVz 維尼
「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANADj4ZJ4bzd9 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAKuOqukKgtw
8964 copyright protection79PENANA8cEHIY5ISb 維尼
「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection79PENANAwLd5XpfijY 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAfpa8o1rg1b
8964 copyright protection79PENANAe7UbU3Kpbl 維尼
「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection79PENANACQVGNlcD3b 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANACRdSeLCpEf
8964 copyright protection79PENANA4PEX9yTuD6 維尼
「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection79PENANAITS77D58yM 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAq0kL7dl9ai
8964 copyright protection79PENANAdHUmPW38KO 維尼
「不過那是畫家的範疇,跟我沒太大關係就是了。」我說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAqSrA8YoEuk 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANACrC3Kxzt1U
8964 copyright protection79PENANA6QlbsWBPdS 維尼
安靜片刻。8964 copyright protection79PENANAGuUIXSotD6 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAK82doMY9l7
8964 copyright protection79PENANAI1wFfVIaX7 維尼
「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection79PENANAhOXAGhuVSD 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA2jyE5hRu4K
8964 copyright protection79PENANABKXWtGADve 維尼
我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection79PENANA7OEOJdje1S 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANA5g7aZjF04H
8964 copyright protection79PENANAqNXUnogPOv 維尼
「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection79PENANA94EQzDcsCc 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAOrZSvRD0ti
8964 copyright protection79PENANAtWsNPHm17C 維尼
我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection79PENANAZEVKthbUNB 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAuxI7ltsEB2
8964 copyright protection79PENANABHW4kSmJ0M 維尼
「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection79PENANAnvMZbzISY7 維尼
83Please respect copyright.PENANAK1CjyT5yKO
8964 copyright protection79PENANAivuUaqLmiJ 維尼
「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection79PENANAevrHzX6VJy 維尼
ns44.192.65.228da2