No Plagiarism!zz6ZUI0JlHjbTYfG3lj2posted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAkS7zldpoyR 維尼
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然而關於進化,需要的絕不止是挫折。否則每天都有人遭受挫折,難道人人都進化了嗎?8964 copyright protection535PENANArWawRHYWJS 維尼
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「咳咳,不好意思,有個多餘的人找你。」門外有聲音說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAPzp0JOCfZz 維尼
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我打開書房門,是好久沒見的廣祥。8964 copyright protection535PENANAXaMtIIdiOM 維尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection535PENANA5dUJwiGDua 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection535PENANA97L27y4xww 維尼
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「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAT0ZaK7bZZn 維尼
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「不能在夢中度過優雅的十年嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection535PENANAQJ2o7c3WSx 維尼
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「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANATSevof4aHU 維尼
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「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」8964 copyright protection535PENANAUbHuC3SqT6 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAkwEKbDXzU5 維尼
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「因為我曾經見過人死。」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANA2VZjCbEi1w 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANA2XzI02Ugtt 維尼
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我表示疑惑。8964 copyright protection535PENANAOV4EiCoDMs 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection535PENANAjJ0J0MLocw 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection535PENANAHM2iXV8vTp 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANA1QsBWMlEj6 維尼
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此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。8964 copyright protection535PENANAdrRKSOZlb8 維尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection535PENANAXhcRkRemdt 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection535PENANAhBw4AVfDJR 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection535PENANAJcrOnx1cE9 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection535PENANAgu8Y11tEX0 維尼
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「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection535PENANAlhwBYhwDMz 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection535PENANAVS5qgeJ28o 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection535PENANARgvZ9D5Ed7 維尼
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「一直憂鬱,也沒有用吧。」他輕聲說。8964 copyright protection535PENANA71fq8WGIIB 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAg9QwFb9ABA 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection535PENANAQc5RrYvw5g 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAZ7ADlLO6hr 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection535PENANA0U0nEnFiTK 維尼
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「告訴你一件事。」我對他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAwQW9D59CJe 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAeto7bWc6NK 維尼
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「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection535PENANABx0vuVb0ep 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAApS2449ko0 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAdj9JeInbUD 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection535PENANAKtx31h6urc 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection535PENANA5brdC79cwm 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection535PENANAG1dNMn0eZw 維尼
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「不過那是畫家的範疇,跟我沒太大關係就是了。」我說。8964 copyright protection535PENANACvBrqfAVJC 維尼
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安靜片刻。8964 copyright protection535PENANA02fVARpE6L 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection535PENANA8Mi3znaLId 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection535PENANAlEcQgem0FD 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAFX6RX5hfLx 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection535PENANATNY1bmzSRv 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection535PENANAkNfZeVgTCF 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection535PENANAlvygXPB380 維尼
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